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Bearwoman
New Zealand13 Posts
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CamShaft
United States156 Posts
Wow your girlfriend broke up with you, boo hoo. Does this mean you are not loved? Ya sure, by one person. 1 of 6,000,000,000 people. You have friends that, obviously if they are your friend, like you. You have parents, 2 fucking wonderful loving parents. WTF more could you want. How much more do you want to be loved? You want fucking playboy models riding you or what?! You say other people make fun of you. EVERYONE gets made fun of, bullied, hated, etc. Some more than others, but I can tell you right now that I have known some people that have been treated worse than you growing up. But who cares, that's the sad human race. YOUR 19 FOR FUCKS SAKE. YOUR REAL ADULT LIFE IS JUST STARTING! If you kill yourself with the train like you say. You make a will that says pics will be taken and mailed to me because if you die, I want something for my time spent reading this thread and replying, because that's all your worth if you go thru with it. | ||
Rekrul
Korea (South)17174 Posts
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Cpt Obvious
Germany3073 Posts
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BuGzlToOnl
United States5918 Posts
On March 26 2007 13:16 Rekrul wrote: Why is it that I can easily tell any random idiot to go kill themself but telling a random idiot talking about killing himself to kill himself is abit harder? Maybe you have a concious telling you that you might feel guilty if they actually do it? | ||
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Rekrul
Korea (South)17174 Posts
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Rekrul
Korea (South)17174 Posts
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Eatme
Switzerland3919 Posts
If you want to try to live you should find things too look forward to in a few days ect. Like "I have to do this then I can die" sort of thinking. I do that and it has worked for several years. Life has not got any better (for me while I've been doing this) but you probably wont kill yourself. I mean there is a season of southpark on right now with a new episode every week. If you enjoy southpark you could use that as a reason to live for a few more weeks and see if things get better. It probably wont but why not try. I dont consider suicide a pussy thing to do. A easy way out for cowards or any thing like that. It is always a good option and looking back you might think "why didnt I do it a few years earlier so I didnt have to go trough this shit", I can assure you that you that if you dont kill yourself there is more bad things to come, but also alot of fun and interesting things. I'm sure you'll get another girl sooner or later, and wouldnt you want to know who that is? I'll post this even if it dont make any sense at all. Hope it helped atleast a bit. I also hope it didnt make you feel worse but this is a hard topic to explain in what ways I'm thinking. And I do not belive in that "there is always someone who cares" thingy. Thats something people that has someone who cares about them say. And even if there are people who cares about you, how does that make you feel better? Sorry about more rambling. I'll stop now  | ||
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BuGzlToOnl
United States5918 Posts
On March 26 2007 13:19 Rekrul wrote: kill yourself cpt obvious hehe I'm allowed to keep taking in oxygen  | ||
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Cpt Obvious
Germany3073 Posts
On March 26 2007 13:26 BuGzlToOnl wrote: hehe I'm allowed to keep taking in oxygen ...for now. | ||
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Vin{MBL}
5185 Posts
On March 26 2007 13:20 Rekrul wrote: btw that was a rhetorical question you fucking idiots at least i caught it  \ lololol how ironic cpt obvious didnt catch the OBVIOUS rhetorical question XDXDXD P.S. sorry cpt obv but it WAS funny... Anyway, on topic... see my mood icon... everyone is depressed once in a while, i have ~4 real friends of which only 1 is a guy. everyone has problems so chill out dude. | ||
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Vin{MBL}
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BloodyC0bbler
Canada7875 Posts
You've mentioned that your life has been hard and no one accepted you for you. That is why the breakup with your girlfriend was so hard, she was the first who saw you for the truely great person that you are. In 19 years theres been at least one whos seen it, that doesnt mean it stops there, it means that what your longing for is out there, people can accept you, be you friend and even love you. So dont give up, hold your head high and live the way you want to, people will come and go through your life, but you will pick up friends and loved ones that will accept you and stay by your side for life, it just requires finding them. Im only a year older than you and ive never had the luxery of a girlfriend who has truely cared for me, but when i hit rock bottom, similar to you, all it took was one compassionate friend(one ive never met in person) to help me back to my feet. You have more than one friend, you have a community that supports you and hopes nothing but the best for you. If we as an online community can see you for who you are, you will meet people irl who will as well. Just give it time. | ||
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Bearwoman
New Zealand13 Posts
a thousand places that I'd rather be so I choke back the tears and try to find the bright side though I find it hard to see though all my suffering in my heart I know your plan is so much bigger but this small part is all that I can see and I beleive you havn't left me here to wander still I can't help but ponder where you're leading me (chorus) and I ask why this road why this way and this load tell me how far must I go til I see ...til I know why this road A million miles away from anything familiar what was it like to be so far from home though you came in love the world misunderstood you there must have been some days when you felt so alone but you endured, because ther was joy before you joy that came because you sacrificed Since you gave yourself just to spend forever with me surely I can trust you'll lead me through my darkest times when I ask why....(chorus) From here I can't see why you'd choose this path for me but I don't have to understand to beleive that you know why, this road why this way and this load you know how far I must go tile I see til I know why this road The pathway is broken And The signs are unclear And I don't know the reason why You brought me here But just because You love me the way that You do I'm gonna walk through the valley If You want me to Chorus: Cause I'm not who I was When I took my first step And I'm clinging to the promise You're not through with me yet so if all of these trials bring me closer to you Then I will walk through the fire If You want me to It may not be the way I would have chosen When you lead me through a world that's not my home But You never said it would be easy You only said I'd never go alone So When the whole world turns against me And I'm all by myself And I can't hear You answer my cries for help I'll remember the suffering Your love put You through And I will go through the valley If You want me to - Ginny Owens “For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe on him, but also to suffer for him,”- Philippians 1:29 1 John 3 1How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know him. 2Dear friends, now we are children of God, and what we will be has not yet been made known. But we know that when he appears,[a]we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is. 3Everyone who has this hope in him purifies himself, just as he is pure. 4Everyone who sins breaks the law; in fact, sin is lawlessness. 5But you know that he appeared so that he might take away our sins. And in him is no sin. 6No one who lives in him keeps on sinning. No one who continues to sin has either seen him or known him. 7Dear children, do not let anyone lead you astray. He who does what is right is righteous, just as he is righteous. 8He who does what is sinful is of the devil, because the devil has been sinning from the beginning. The reason the Son of God appeared was to destroy the devil's work. 9No one who is born of God will continue to sin, because God's seed remains in him; he cannot go on sinning, because he has been born of God. 10This is how we know who the children of God are and who the children of the devil are: Anyone who does not do what is right is not a child of God; nor is anyone who does not love his brother. Love one another 11This is the message you heard from the beginning: We should love one another. 12Do not be like Cain, who belonged to the evil one and murdered his brother. And why did he murder him? Because his own actions were evil and his brother's were righteous. 13Do not be surprised, my brothers, if the world hates you. 14We know that we have passed from death to life, because we love our brothers. Anyone who does not love remains in death. 15Anyone who hates his brother is a murderer, and you know that no murderer has eternal life in him. 16This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers. 17If anyone has material possessions and sees his brother in need but has no pity on him, how can the love of God be in him? 18Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth. 19This then is how we know that we belong to the truth, and how we set our hearts at rest in his presence 20whenever our hearts condemn us. For God is greater than our hearts, and he knows everything. 21Dear friends, if our hearts do not condemn us, we have confidence before God 22and receive from him anything we ask, because we obey his commands and do what pleases him. 23And this is his command: to believe in the name of his Son, Jesus Christ, and to love one another as he commanded us. 24Those who obey his commands live in him, and he in them. And this is how we know that he lives in us: We know it by the Spirit he gave us. 1 John 4 Test the Spirits 1Dear friends, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world. 2This is how you can recognize the Spirit of God: Every spirit that acknowledges that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God, 3but every spirit that does not acknowledge Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you have heard is coming and even now is already in the world. 4You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world. 5They are from the world and therefore speak from the viewpoint of the world, and the world listens to them. 6We are from God, and whoever knows God listens to us; but whoever is not from God does not listen to us. This is how we recognize the Spirit[a] of truth and the spirit of falsehood. God's Love and Ours 7Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. 8Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. 9This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son[b] into the world that we might live through him. 10This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for[c] our sins. 11Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. 12No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us. 13We know that we live in him and he in us, because he has given us of his Spirit. 14And we have seen and testify that the Father has sent his Son to be the Savior of the world. 15If anyone acknowledges that Jesus is the Son of God, God lives in him and he in God. 16And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him. 17In this way, love is made complete among us so that we will have confidence on the day of judgment, because in this world we are like him. 18There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love. 19We love because he first loved us. 20If anyone says, "I love God," yet hates his brother, he is a liar. For anyone who does not love his brother, whom he has seen, cannot love God, whom he has not seen. 21And he has given us this command: Whoever loves God must also love his brother. "Maybe I was made this way to think and reason and pray and i have never prayed a lot but maybe there's a loving God that would be a foolish thought but maybe there is a God and I have never prayed a lot but maybe there's a loving God" - Sara Groves start here and read a chapter a day http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=job;&version=31; | ||
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Bearwoman
New Zealand13 Posts
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Bearwoman
New Zealand13 Posts
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Mindcrime
United States6899 Posts
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep; No more; and by a sleep to say we end The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep; To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may come When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, Must give us pause: there's the respect That makes calamity of so long life; For who would bear the whips and scorns of time, The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely, The pangs of despised love, the law's delay, The insolence of office and the spurns That patient merit of the unworthy takes, When he himself might his quietus make With a bare bodkin? who would fardels bear, To grunt and sweat under a weary life, But that the dread of something after death, The undiscover'd country from whose bourn No traveller returns, puzzles the will And makes us rather bear those ills we have Than fly to others that we know not of? Thus conscience does make cowards of us all; And thus the native hue of resolution Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought, And enterprises of great pith and moment With this regard their currents turn awry, And lose the name of action. - Soft you now! The fair Ophelia! Nymph, in thy orisons Be all my sins remember'd. | ||
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Coagulation
United States9633 Posts
learn to play guitar paint a picture plant a tree write a poetry book keep a journal (NOT A BLOG) go to the zoo start a garden go hiking in the wilderness rescue a puppy or kitten from a shelter go get a tattoo go to the beach and watch sunset/sunrise learn how to cook exotic foods / eat them Exercise work out run till you cant anymore learn about religions go to different churches go find some flowers for your mom give them to her play catch with your dad go fishing go to a sporting event get involved with charity work make a website go get a massage go swimming go skiing Go Bird watching Get a guide and a checklist and some binoculars Plan / Save money for a vacation on other side of world get a telescope and chart the skys name a star after yourself donate some time to helping improve quality of life for sick children/old people go to the library and READ READ READ READ get a counselor or therapist and talk about life make a photo album collect something (stamps bottlecaps Cards Comics Rocks Music) try to make it huge get a hobby Miniture train sets Model airplanes remote control airplanes rockets diaramas go white water rafting volunteer as a big brother ( you cant change ur childhood But you can change someone elses who is having the same problems as you did) go feed the ducks / squirrels write a book write a song experiment with drugs (RESPONSIBLY) learn to play poker fly a kite i have a friend who lost his little 12 year old brother to a very terrible illness that he could not get rid of. this kid wanted nothing more then to live his life.. But he didnt get a choice. he died at the young age of 12. it makes me sick to see people thinking about throwing away what this 12 year old boy wanted so badly but couldnt have. you got alot of fucking balls. YOU think your life is soo fucking shitty well Get the fuck over it kid because your living the fucking good life if all you can complain about is being UGLY and LONELY well Listen the fuck up YOU STILL GOT PARENTS THAT LOVE YOU. YOU GOT YOUR HEALTH . YOU HAVE YOUR YOUTH. IF YOUR POSTING ON TL.NET YOU HAVE MORE MONEY THEN 99% OF THE FUCKING WORLD. YOU HAVE AN EDUCATION. YOU HAVE THE ABILITY TO PURSUE DREAMS AND ASPIRATIONS. YOU HAVE THAT OPTION ACCESIBLE TO YOU THAT MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF OTHER KIDS ONLY DREAM ABOUT. you have a whole fucking lot more then A WHOLE lot of other people in this world. And your thinking about throwing it out cause you used to get teased for being ugly. This kid doesnt need a fucking friend. this kid needs to go live in a 3rd world country for a year and drink water from mud puddles and scavenge for food in the trash and live in a fucking box without his family because they where all Murdered. you know what that 12 year old boy was so worried about spending what little time he had left to making his parents happy by hiding the pain that he felt everyday so that his parents would not have to suffer watching him. he made the best out of a terrible tragic situation. Whats your fucking excuse? your ugly and lonely. Life is what you make of it. If you wake up tomorrow and tell yourself im gonna make my life better. Then it will happen. | ||
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PissedOffEmo
Canada777 Posts
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