For past few months, I got into a habit of just playing, losing (or winning) without a gg. The games lost (especially the ones against toss) just aggravated me and made me angrier and angrier. It got to a point where I had to take a step back and sort of look at the player I wanted to be. To correct myself, I started being more mannered on ladder and in turn helped me play a lot calmer. No more keyboard smashing and headset breaking when I lose games. That being said, I've tried to redevelop my game a little bit, and ZvP is by the far the hardest matchup for me personally having lost the last 15 or so ZvPs.
I got a day and a bit left to practice before I'm back at school so I'll leave the blog here and get back to playing.
- Kai
P.S. If anyone ever wants to play, just message me. (Kai.523 NA)