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JustToTry
3 Posts
On October 09 2012 16:26 hp.Shell wrote: Doing god things for others brings a smile to my face. You can have happiness through something as simple as breathing. How long have you suffered from depression and was there a cause to it? | ||
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TheKefka
Croatia11752 Posts
On October 09 2012 16:31 coL.Minigun wrote: It's usually no different than being around anyone else. No, you don't always cause others pain. It's like putting on a mask every day, every interaction, you smile act happy, while you are the furthest from it. And if you have a friend who doesn't do that and instead of helping him you see him as a burden, then he probably wasn't your friend. Then yes, you have no idea what it's like. Hmm,k,fair nuff. | ||
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HungrySC2
United States191 Posts
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Fishriot
United States621 Posts
On October 09 2012 15:12 coL.Minigun wrote: It's painfully apparent who and who hasn't experienced clinical depression. Yeah. I don't know what to say to the people who are looking for an explanation, because you really can't "logic" your way out of depression (from my experience). | ||
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CCsyph
United Kingdom97 Posts
User was banned for this post. | ||
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IMHope
Korea (South)1241 Posts
On October 09 2012 16:35 CCsyph wrote: Just leave, NonY. It's becoming embarrassingly comical. Just leave. I don't know how you can say such a thing. He is clearly expressing what he is going though and telling people that their is a light at the end of the tunnel and you come in here and say this? You clearly don't know what is going on and maybe it is you who should leave if you are going to post comments like that. | ||
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iBleeedOrange
United States5 Posts
Just go talk to your doc. | ||
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wollhandkrabbe
Germany97 Posts
Because it’s far too frightening for many to accept that bad things can happen to good people, and therefore that they themselves have no control over whether bad things might happen to them someday, they will instead search for ways to differentiate themselves from victims of ill fortune. For example, outsiders might deride people whose houses were destroyed by a tornado, blaming them for choosing to live in a disaster-prone area or for not building a stronger house. taken from here. wikipedia Nony openly discusses and fights the condition that affects his thoughts and actions. You should do too. | ||
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Temerarious Trout
174 Posts
On October 09 2012 16:35 CCsyph wrote: Just leave, NonY. It's becoming embarrassingly comical. Just leave. Someone please report this fool for being a tool, or is he a tool being a fool? | ||
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kefkalives
Australia1272 Posts
On October 09 2012 16:35 CCsyph wrote: Just leave, NonY. It's becoming embarrassingly comical. Just leave. Piece of shit detected. instead of posting negative things on the internet you don't know why don't you go hang out with some of your friends? Oh well, at least you can find solace in the fact that nothing you ever say will be worth all that much if that's your honest outlook on other people. | ||
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Testuser
6469 Posts
It's quite obvious that, for whatever reason, what currently is happening isn't making you happy. If you don't, in what you do currently, find the happiness and joy and reason that you want to find in life, then do something else. Don't hope it'll change - if it does it probably won't be for good. Sorry to say, but I think you should look for other horizons. What other things besides gaming do you long for? Find your answer there, I think. As much as it'd pain me to lose such a prominent figure - one that's been here forever, long before I joined TL and ways before I started watching BW too, this might be the right course of action. Luck to you, whatever you do. | ||
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inSeason
United States40 Posts
edit: #1 Reading responses Wow, the advice being given is pretty laughable. My favorite was "Just go to your doctor." NonY is doing everything in his power to relieve himself of the torture he is being put through of existing in a world without meaning and happiness. Out lashes like this are last resorts of these feelings. I'd try to break it down for you, but depression is not easily understood without experiencing it for yourself. Just imagine a black hole where positive emotions are suppose to be. There is VERY little the community can do to help NonY. Finding meaning, in a meaningless world, is a journey NonY must walk alone. | ||
Rekrul
Korea (South)17174 Posts
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Irrational_Animal
Germany1059 Posts
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FILM
United States663 Posts
On October 09 2012 17:31 Rekrul wrote: theres always a reason and that reason is WHY THE HELL NOT I can dig this. | ||
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Temerarious Trout
174 Posts
On October 09 2012 17:31 Rekrul wrote: theres always a reason and that reason is WHY THE HELL NOT There is always a : Reason. And that reason is - Why the hell not? + Show Spoiler + Heh. I'm trying too hard to force things. | ||
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makmeatt
2024 Posts
On October 09 2012 17:31 Rekrul wrote: theres always a reason and that reason is WHY THE HELL NOT And even if there is no reason, then why the hell not? | ||
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eohs
United States677 Posts
On October 09 2012 17:33 Irrational_Animal wrote: Talk to your doctor and think about getting therapy(if you don`t do so already) and/or stationary treatment until you get out of the worst stage of your current depressive episode. Once you did that think about setting new goals and develop routines that allow you to achieve those goals. These goals don`t have to give your life a meaning in the first place but they structure your thoughts and actions. Why not finishing your B.A. work? Frankly, I think your current SC2 carreer seems rather detrimental to your overall situation as it is unlikely that you will ever reach a point in SC2 that would give you the relevant satisfaction. Just by reading your statement I can tell you have never been depressed or fully depressed as bad as I have before or maybe even Nony *just because I do not know the full length of his depression* I think People need to understand that there are no goals when you are depressed. Its more of I fucking don't want to be awake right now, I would rather be sleeping the day away or laying down just thinking about things non - stop over and over again. I dont even have a reason why I am depressed I grew up good, I live with amazing people, I put myself with amazing ppl. However for no reason like a switch of a light I get depressed. Depression is to hard to explain its very very hard to even compare it to something. Because it affects ppl in different ways. I feel like nothing, I feel like i could lay down and do NOTHING all day, you feel like shit, you don't want to eat, you don't want to play video games you don't want to watch tv, you dont want to go out, you want to lay down and do nothing. Its that simple your mind is racing about dumb things maybe problems you face, or even putting yourself down * that you are nothing in this world * Doctors are NOT always the answer, I have seen more doctors then I can count, I have taken so many different types of pill for it , over 15 different kinds. Nothing has helped me. So saying you need to set goals , or go to a doctor or talk about your problems. Sometimes there isn't any problems. I know you was just trying to help. But hopefully this sheds some light on why some of things wont work. I have been thru this shit since i was 18 years old im 26 now. Nothing has changed or got better everyday is different for me. Some days I am the "old Marc" I used to be hanging with friends being a joker, some days im nothing laying in a bed for 24 hours doing nothing. | ||
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humblegar
Norway883 Posts
Living with a black dog. Thank you sharing Tyler, don't have much advice to give other than to reach out for help when you can. | ||
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infinity2k9
United Kingdom2397 Posts
Now a bit further on after completely stopping, i notice feelings generally returning.. i just really hope they are still there. The good and the bad feelings, because having neither and being basically a mental zombie is a really, really, miserable experience. I don't know if it was chemically induced depression exactly or what, but the OP sounds all so familiar. Especially the part about pretending nothing has changed to people.. trying to keep up appearances and go about as normal with these thoughts on your mind was one of the worst parts, really hurts socially. I never felt suicidal either because it still felt fundamentally irrational no matter how far my mind slipped.. maybe inherent beliefs play a role in that decision for people. Edit: wow the post on the last page by JustToTry explains it very clearly, the depersonalization and everything.. exact same thought about suicide too. | ||
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