Well, right now, I feel like I was ultied by Faceless 'Fucking' Void... in the middle of a time loop were nothing happens. Nothing. Except for reality slapping in your face like Void does with his 'reality' hammer.
Long story short, I have a financial crisis since I have become the only income for my house (family). You know, the system looks for young people, not for old people (with tons of experience) like my dad... maybe that's the reason why 'older' people work so hard everyday, the fear of losing a stable job.
So when a Faceless
Some things I wanted to do during this months include from making the 'blueprints' of a casual stream (money required), making some big save ups for vacations in Europe (money required), making more savings for a car (yes, more money - even if I don't feel that need for a car, I have to say that traveling the hole city in public transport for meeting my buddies is kind of exhausting), etc.
Well I think that I have to be patient (like 6-7 months in this, what can do a couple more?) at least I have Dota 2 and SC2 to keep me sane. Oh I need to resume playing SC2, that Toss->Zerg shift hurted my SC2 enjoyment. Maybe a girlfriend won't hurt... oh shit I do need money for that.
TL ; DR : need money to make stuff happen and sadly I can't affort expenses now (6 months and counting). Future doesn't look bright but well... patience... patience.