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TC_Beynbio
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Silverfoxx
United States184 Posts
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Troxle
United States486 Posts
A Comin' Out of Sorts This is just a Stream of Conciousness I wrote about my life and comin' to terms with myself. Kerotan already found it, not sure if he actually read the whole thing or what, but he did post! Just wanted to put this here cause its kind of fittin' (its very long, I originally wrote it in Microsoft Word and copied it over. It's over four thousand words and made six pages single spaced in size ten print. TL;DR: I'm trans* and really just put the pieces together this past weekend! Hope y'all still love me! And yes, I'll stop pop in to say who my current eSports crushes are! And yes, I am still bi, and feel free to message me on here or reddit (TransFemaleGamer) if you ever wanna talk, or even Skype: troxle. <3 y'all are so awesome! | ||
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longspring
2 Posts
On September 20 2012 04:22 Troxle wrote: Hey guys, if anyone is interested, I thought I'd post this: A Comin' Out of Sorts This is just a Stream of Conciousness I wrote about my life and comin' to terms with myself. Kerotan already found it, not sure if he actually read the whole thing or what, but he did post! Just wanted to put this here cause its kind of fittin' (its very long, I originally wrote it in Microsoft Word and copied it over. It's over four thousand words and made six pages single spaced in size ten print. TL;DR: I'm trans* and really just put the pieces together this past weekend! Hope y'all still love me! And yes, I'll stop pop in to say who my current eSports crushes are! And yes, I am still bi, and feel free to message me on here or reddit (TransFemaleGamer) if you ever wanna talk, or even Skype: troxle. <3 y'all are so awesome! <3 Troxle | ||
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pokerbrat
Canada3 Posts
I've had some girlfriends for a short time in the past but obviously when you're gay stuff like that doesn't work out. So most of my entire life I've just been single. I've had girlfriends so I've had sex with some girls before but of course it did nothing for me. I do love girls and am attracted to them other than you know, what's between their legs. So that's why I gave it a try. But other than that I've been alone all this time. Living the easy way pretending to be straight as to not stir up conflict with friends and family. Tho if I had a gay friend or something I'm sure I would have gotten into the scene but I just don't know any gay people, never met any openly gay people that I clicked with. Just by chance, because of the circles that I run in. I've never had anyone gay in my life or met anyone to maybe go to the gay bar with me or had any methods or meeting other's so I figured hey, why not try this thread? Maybe someone lives near me or maybe someone wants to skype or maybe I'll just get some advice in this thread. Anyway, just looking for some advice I guess. Thanks (^_^; ) | ||
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RoMGraViTy
United States314 Posts
On September 20 2012 08:07 pokerbrat wrote: Hey. I made a new account just to conceal my identity so that my friends won't see this. I'm kind of here to try to meet some people and see if anyone would reach out to me. I'm gay, always have been, and have never came out to anyone in my life. I'm almost 26 now and no one in my life knows that I'm gay. I don't have any gay friends. Never had a boyfriend. This is the only time I've ever written the words I'm gay to anyone. I've never even told anyone online, no one in my real life or my online life knows. I've had some girlfriends for a short time in the past but obviously when you're gay stuff like that doesn't work out. So most of my entire life I've just been single. I've had girlfriends so I've had sex with some girls before but of course it did nothing for me. I do love girls and am attracted to them other than you know, what's between their legs. So that's why I gave it a try. But other than that I've been alone all this time. Living the easy way pretending to be straight as to not stir up conflict with friends and family. Tho if I had a gay friend or something I'm sure I would have gotten into the scene but I just don't know any gay people, never met any openly gay people that I clicked with. Just by chance, because of the circles that I run in. I've never had anyone gay in my life or met anyone to maybe go to the gay bar with me or had any methods or meeting other's so I figured hey, why not try this thread? Maybe someone lives near me or maybe someone wants to skype or maybe I'll just get some advice in this thread. Anyway, just looking for some advice I guess. Thanks (^_^; ) You're very welcome here. <3 | ||
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EnterpriseE1701E
37 Posts
On September 20 2012 08:07 pokerbrat wrote: Hey. I made a new account just to conceal my identity so that my friends won't see this. I'm kind of here to try to meet some people and see if anyone would reach out to me. I'm gay, always have been, and have never came out to anyone in my life. I'm almost 26 now and no one in my life knows that I'm gay. I don't have any gay friends. Never had a boyfriend. This is the only time I've ever written the words I'm gay to anyone. I've never even told anyone online, no one in my real life or my online life knows. I've had some girlfriends for a short time in the past but obviously when you're gay stuff like that doesn't work out. So most of my entire life I've just been single. I've had girlfriends so I've had sex with some girls before but of course it did nothing for me. I do love girls and am attracted to them other than you know, what's between their legs. So that's why I gave it a try. But other than that I've been alone all this time. Living the easy way pretending to be straight as to not stir up conflict with friends and family. Tho if I had a gay friend or something I'm sure I would have gotten into the scene but I just don't know any gay people, never met any openly gay people that I clicked with. Just by chance, because of the circles that I run in. I've never had anyone gay in my life or met anyone to maybe go to the gay bar with me or had any methods or meeting other's so I figured hey, why not try this thread? Maybe someone lives near me or maybe someone wants to skype or maybe I'll just get some advice in this thread. Anyway, just looking for some advice I guess. Thanks (^_^; ) Awkward coming outs are the best coming outs. Join us in IRC or something! | ||
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Actionfigurejesus
United States38 Posts
Hey. I made a new account just to conceal my identity so that my friends won't see this. I'm kind of here to try to meet some people and see if anyone would reach out to me. I'm gay, always have been, and have never came out to anyone in my life. I'm almost 26 now and no one in my life knows that I'm gay. I don't have any gay friends. Never had a boyfriend. This is the only time I've ever written the words I'm gay to anyone. I've never even told anyone online, no one in my real life or my online life knows. I've had some girlfriends for a short time in the past but obviously when you're gay stuff like that doesn't work out. So most of my entire life I've just been single. I've had girlfriends so I've had sex with some girls before but of course it did nothing for me. I do love girls and am attracted to them other than you know, what's between their legs. So that's why I gave it a try. But other than that I've been alone all this time. Living the easy way pretending to be straight as to not stir up conflict with friends and family. Tho if I had a gay friend or something I'm sure I would have gotten into the scene but I just don't know any gay people, never met any openly gay people that I clicked with. Just by chance, because of the circles that I run in. I've never had anyone gay in my life or met anyone to maybe go to the gay bar with me or had any methods or meeting other's so I figured hey, why not try this thread? Maybe someone lives near me or maybe someone wants to skype or maybe I'll just get some advice in this thread. Anyway, just looking for some advice I guess. Thanks (^_^; ) You aren't alone here! I'm 23 and my life closely resembles what you just described. My 4 closest friends know and that's about it. None of them are gay, and chances to meet other gay people are few and far between. I would definitely suggest the IRC if you're looking to talk to people. Anyways, welcome! ^^ | ||
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Troxle
United States486 Posts
An account made just to tell me this? I feel special! On September 20 2012 08:07 pokerbrat wrote: Hey. I made a new account just to conceal my identity so that my friends won't see this. I'm kind of here to try to meet some people and see if anyone would reach out to me. I'm gay, always have been, and have never came out to anyone in my life. I'm almost 26 now and no one in my life knows that I'm gay. I don't have any gay friends. Never had a boyfriend. This is the only time I've ever written the words I'm gay to anyone. I've never even told anyone online, no one in my real life or my online life knows. I've had some girlfriends for a short time in the past but obviously when you're gay stuff like that doesn't work out. So most of my entire life I've just been single. I've had girlfriends so I've had sex with some girls before but of course it did nothing for me. I do love girls and am attracted to them other than you know, what's between their legs. So that's why I gave it a try. But other than that I've been alone all this time. Living the easy way pretending to be straight as to not stir up conflict with friends and family. Tho if I had a gay friend or something I'm sure I would have gotten into the scene but I just don't know any gay people, never met any openly gay people that I clicked with. Just by chance, because of the circles that I run in. I've never had anyone gay in my life or met anyone to maybe go to the gay bar with me or had any methods or meeting other's so I figured hey, why not try this thread? Maybe someone lives near me or maybe someone wants to skype or maybe I'll just get some advice in this thread. Anyway, just looking for some advice I guess. Thanks (^_^; ) Welcome! You've probably met gay people in your life before and just didn't know it cause they were just like you and never told anyone!  Advice though...hmm...be yourself? Find a close friend you can put your trust in to help you? Possibly look at online datin'? Before I discovered I was trans, OkCupid was actually really good! I met a lot of gay men and was completely surprised how many were in the area! Not sure how popular it is in Canada, but maybe look into it or other sites if your goal is meetin' gay people in your area?  | ||
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longspring
2 Posts
On September 20 2012 09:05 Troxle wrote: An account made just to tell me this? I feel special! Joined TL.net Saturday, 28th of January 2012 | ||
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Troxle
United States486 Posts
On September 20 2012 11:05 longspring wrote: Joined TL.net Saturday, 28th of January 2012 So I just got the honor of the first post? :O | ||
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pokerbrat
Canada3 Posts
going to bed now but will check out dat irc chat tomorrow. sounds like fun thanks guys | ||
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Sprouter
United States1724 Posts
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drshdwpuppet
United States332 Posts
On September 20 2012 14:28 Sprouter wrote: anyone no :/ I am kinda worried. | ||
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Selendis
Australia509 Posts
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rbx270j
Canada540 Posts
On September 20 2012 04:22 Troxle wrote: Hey guys, if anyone is interested, I thought I'd post this: A Comin' Out of Sorts This is just a Stream of Conciousness I wrote about my life and comin' to terms with myself. Kerotan already found it, not sure if he actually read the whole thing or what, but he did post! Just wanted to put this here cause its kind of fittin' (its very long, I originally wrote it in Microsoft Word and copied it over. It's over four thousand words and made six pages single spaced in size ten print. TL;DR: I'm trans* and really just put the pieces together this past weekend! Hope y'all still love me! And yes, I'll stop pop in to say who my current eSports crushes are! And yes, I am still bi, and feel free to message me on here or reddit (TransFemaleGamer) if you ever wanna talk, or even Skype: troxle. <3 y'all are so awesome! Congratulations! Although I can't say I understand your feelings, it certainly makes glad to see you realizing such a difficult thing about yourself - you'll definitely be much happier for it. Also, when the time comes (early october I s'pose), be sure to let us know how things go with your family. ps. why a therapist before a 'proper' doctor? | ||
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Troxle
United States486 Posts
On September 20 2012 16:37 rbx270j wrote: Congratulations! Although I can't say I understand your feelings, it certainly makes glad to see you realizing such a difficult thing about yourself - you'll definitely be much happier for it. Also, when the time comes (early october I s'pose), be sure to let us know how things go with your family. ps. why a therapist before a 'proper' doctor? From what people have told me, it's nice to have someone to talk to who is specialized in gender issues to help calm your worries, anxiety, et cetera, as well as ease the doctor's mind when they go to prescribe you hormones. I've just been told doctor's are really reluctant to give out a prescription for hormones to someone who hasn't seen a therapist. I don't know the validity of this, but I think seein' a therapist would just be nice. Have someone to talk to whose helped tons of people through this process in the past is all. And yes, I will keep everyone informed of my family relations afterwards! And thanks, it feels good figurin' out myself a little more, but at the same time I've started to hit the depression, most because I am not a patient person and this isn't an overnight process! | ||
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marvellosity
United Kingdom36161 Posts
On September 20 2012 14:22 pokerbrat wrote: thanks for the replies going to bed now but will check out dat irc chat tomorrow. sounds like fun thanks guys yeah, there's always people hanging out in there, even if a lot of us are idling a lot of the time :p #gteamliquid | ||
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zyce
United States649 Posts
Thanks for spilling your guts, you are the best! | ||
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Troxle
United States486 Posts
On September 21 2012 09:09 zyce wrote: Awesome post Troxle/Ashley Thanks for spilling your guts, you are the best!Thanks! That's not even all that I had either, I was nice and cut it short! >.< | ||
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