EPTPersonal Confessions - Page 12
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awwreeawnuh
United States2 Posts
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killa_robot
Canada1884 Posts
I've been avoiding getting my license for 5 years, mainly because when I get behind the wheel I don't trust myself to not get carried away and start speeding/joy riding. I used to over-analyze people when I talked to them when I was younger, as such I noticed they rarely actually cared about me and were more into talking about themselves so I tended to not talk about myself and in the end never got too close to anyone. Later in life now I just genuinely can't trust that people actually care about me and so am pretty distanced from everyone. Sometimes when I listen to music I hear my name being called (it's faint but I notice it), but whenever I stop the music to see if someone is calling me no one is. I have plenty of dreams and ambitions, yet I can't find the confidence to start most projects or tell anyone about any of them. My most achievable one is to go to Japan (I'm teaching myself Japanese right now) for about a year, and even though the university I'm going to go to in Sept offers Japanese courses (without it I doubt I'll actually learn enough to speak it properly) I find myself too embarrassed to admit I actually wanted to learn it and I fear I might get scared and miss the chance. I always feel judged, as such I rarely express my true feelings/interests. And now after reading all my confessions (and sadly this isn't all) I feel depressed at how pathetic I seem... | ||
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Ge0Rob
England61 Posts
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Arathore
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Navillus
United States1188 Posts
On May 27 2011 05:00 AutomatonOmega wrote: Yesterday I was sitting on a bus, and a special needs adult and his handler were directly in front of me. The disabled guy kept screaming with his tongue hanging out and flapping his arms. I couldn't stop laughing for a good five minutes. I was like 'I'm such a terrible person.' The handler was all like 'Hey Joey! Everyone's having fun!'. Handled it like a bawss. But yeah I'm going to hell. The handler really was boss, and yes you are in fact going to burn for eternity (don't worry I'll be there with you) On a related note my friend and I after seeing Hotel Rwanda in our world class (after finals so nothing left to do) just kept saying "Hutu power!" in a bad accent and talking about how we're both going to hell for it. | ||
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Kolvacs
Canada1203 Posts
I find it dumb. | ||
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zJayy962
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Trixy
United States4 Posts
[QUOTE]On April 25 2011 16:06 Trixy wrote: tl;dr [/QUOTE] That m'am, is really creepy. Also I don't really understand your reasoning. You weren't dating him at the moment so I don't see how you get to be upset about anything he did during that time. If he want's to rebound to get over you that's his business. Hes not your property. Okay, I've wrote a few comments back on some responses I got towards my post so I don't know if I mentioned it in them or it was in my original post, I did say we weren't dating at the moment so it was not my business. The whole point to my post was the concept of it all. A few days before my post on here, he told me he's never had a gf before and then I found that post. Obviously hes been lying. So therefore, it was questioning whether or not he was still with that person when we got back together considering it was less than a month from the time we broke up to the time we got back together and seeing that person 'was in love with him' and knowing him hes quick on saying I love you back and what not. Anyways I am completely over this whole thing. Its childish, I wrote on here out of anger. I randomly came on here to see if anyone has said anything to me and yeah thats why im writing back to you. | ||
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No_Roo
United States905 Posts
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ComaDose
Canada10357 Posts
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billiebrightside
United States150 Posts
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obesechicken13
United States10467 Posts
This has always been my little secret, the thing that made me special on TL. + Show Spoiler + Nah, I just use chrome. Seriously, there should be a "point out what you'd liked fixed or improved on TL" day or thread but I'm afraid to make one. | ||
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Telcontar
United Kingdom16710 Posts
Also, I have a feeling that I'm turning into a nihilist. | ||
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Krohm
Canada1857 Posts
On May 29 2011 10:10 killa_robot wrote: Nearly everyone I have ever known has at one point asked me if I was gay, since I show little interest in actually dating girls (though I am straight). I've been avoiding getting my license for 5 years, mainly because when I get behind the wheel I don't trust myself to not get carried away and start speeding/joy riding. I used to over-analyze people when I talked to them when I was younger, as such I noticed they rarely actually cared about me and were more into talking about themselves so I tended to not talk about myself and in the end never got too close to anyone. Later in life now I just genuinely can't trust that people actually care about me and so am pretty distanced from everyone. Sometimes when I listen to music I hear my name being called (it's faint but I notice it), but whenever I stop the music to see if someone is calling me no one is. I have plenty of dreams and ambitions, yet I can't find the confidence to start most projects or tell anyone about any of them. My most achievable one is to go to Japan (I'm teaching myself Japanese right now) for about a year, and even though the university I'm going to go to in Sept offers Japanese courses (without it I doubt I'll actually learn enough to speak it properly) I find myself too embarrassed to admit I actually wanted to learn it and I fear I might get scared and miss the chance. I always feel judged, as such I rarely express my true feelings/interests. And now after reading all my confessions (and sadly this isn't all) I feel depressed at how pathetic I seem... You sound a lot like me when I was younger. I have a huge lack of interest in everyone including women, I'm really picky too which doesn't help. I over-analyze everything still to this day. My mind is just constantly thinking and playing out variables that could potentially happen with every situation I can think of dealing with little to big things. The music thing too, I don't really hear my name but I do hear people talking at times. I always felt judged as well but I grew out of that. One day I just realized that not many people are as judgmental as I am. They're too focused on themselves to notice me. Life has been a lot easier since that revelation. Anyway.... I'm pretty sure I have anti personality disorder. I feel like I lack the emotions that a "normal" person would have. The only reason I ever do anything for another person is if it's for self-gain. I'd like to say that bothers me but I would be lying. The only reason I ever feel any "bad" feelings as well is because that's how I should feel, but when I really reflect on it I actually don't care. I wouldn't necessarily say I'm a bad person either. Granted it has it's darker side, but I'd rather not get into those. | ||
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Gamegene
United States8308 Posts
My friend loved a girl. She became his girlfriend. And she and I did things behind his back. And he was my best friend. | ||
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Roe
Canada6002 Posts
On July 19 2011 14:12 Krohm wrote: You sound a lot like me when I was younger. I have a huge lack of interest in everyone including women, I'm really picky too which doesn't help. I over-analyze everything still to this day. My mind is just constantly thinking and playing out variables that could potentially happen with every situation I can think of dealing with little to big things. The music thing too, I don't really hear my name but I do hear people talking at times. I always felt judged as well but I grew out of that. One day I just realized that not many people are as judgmental as I am. They're too focused on themselves to notice me. Life has been a lot easier since that revelation. Anyway.... I'm pretty sure I have anti personality disorder. I feel like I lack the emotions that a "normal" person would have. The only reason I ever do anything for another person is if it's for self-gain. I'd like to say that bothers me but I would be lying. The only reason I ever feel any "bad" feelings as well is because that's how I should feel, but when I really reflect on it I actually don't care. I wouldn't necessarily say I'm a bad person either. Granted it has it's darker side, but I'd rather not get into those. Same with me :\ I can't get interested in others and always try to agree with them just to get by. I think they call that borderline personality disorder or something. But I just can't get any empathy for people if they say something everyone thinks is funny or sad. My mind's just always in a different place. Head in the clouds. | ||
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Probulous
Australia3894 Posts
On July 19 2011 13:56 obesechicken13 wrote: I can't actually see how many stars a blog gets rated. At one point I could after voting, but I don't know whether TL changed or my browser did. So when I go into any blog, no matter how many votes have been cast for it, I only see blank stars. This has always been my little secret, the thing that made me special on TL. + Show Spoiler + Nah, I just use chrome. Seriously, there should be a "point out what you'd liked fixed or improved on TL" day or thread but I'm afraid to make one. A very strange necro indeed.... How is this related to the OP at all? Confession? More like Website Feedback in an inappropriate place. In this spirit here is my confession. I confess that I do not understand your reasoning for the necro...I feel so ashamed  | ||
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Kamais_Ookin
Canada4218 Posts
On May 29 2011 11:36 zJayy962 wrote: Whip out your dick at dinner time and slap it on the dinner table hard and if possible make sure some shit like table salt/cutlery falls over. With this, your GF will be very curious and turned on and just go from there bro.I'm in a three year relationship and we haven't had sexual relations. I'm worried about bringing it up. | ||
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VPCursed
1044 Posts
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Turo
Canada333 Posts
On July 19 2011 14:29 Kamais_Ookin wrote: Whip out your dick at dinner time and slap it on the dinner table hard and if possible make sure some shit like table salt/cutlery falls over. With this, your GF will be very curious and turned on and just go from there bro. This, this, a thousand times this. | ||
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