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Heartland
Profile Blog Joined May 2012
Sweden24582 Posts
August 01 2014 09:22 GMT
#21
I thought this would be a retirement post actually, great to see that it was something else. Everyone is different of course, but maybe you should try to get another thing in your life as well. Your brain needs a break now and then both for learning purposes but also for your own mental state.

Whatever you do, lycka till
aslejoh
Profile Joined July 2012
Norway96 Posts
August 01 2014 09:23 GMT
#22
Great blog SortOff, I hope you get back to your old shape and find a new team!
Rustug
Profile Joined October 2010
1488 Posts
August 01 2014 09:23 GMT
#23
Best of luck, hope you find your enjoyment again.

(Nostalgia can be such a kill-joy).
Curious that we spend more time congratulating people who have succeeded than encouraging people who have not. 파이팅! ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ"
Heyoka
Profile Blog Joined March 2008
Katowice25012 Posts
August 01 2014 09:29 GMT
#24
Best of luck, it sounds like you have a smart approach overall.
@RealHeyoka | ESL / DreamHack StarCraft Lead
MeTStonedead
Profile Joined July 2011
Sweden8 Posts
August 01 2014 10:15 GMT
#25
Biggest of good luck wishes! Both with the health and with SC2! How was the teamsupport and practice with Alliance? Since there wasn't anyone else on the team lately that might have complicated things to find practicepartners and motivation?
//Johnny
-sLi-
Profile Joined August 2012
Germany17 Posts
August 01 2014 11:18 GMT
#26
Best of luck for your future SO.
Shuffleblade
Profile Joined February 2012
Sweden1903 Posts
August 01 2014 11:24 GMT
#27
Really hope you get back into the grove of things, we all know you can do it if you are in good condition. The problem is getting back in a good condition and finding your motivation. Hope you can work it out somehow!

Best of luck SortOf!
Maru, Bomber, TY, Dear, Classic, DeParture and Rogue!
InfusedTT.DaZe
Profile Joined August 2010
Romania693 Posts
August 01 2014 12:29 GMT
#28
i pray for you in every tourney, my old teammate ^_^ you were one of the most motivated people i have met, never forget what you like about the game !!!
"Echoes of past events nudge the tiller on my present course, I await its reflection in the future"
qxc
Profile Blog Joined May 2009
United States550 Posts
August 01 2014 13:23 GMT
#29
many of us seem to have the same problems outside of the game. good luck. Take comfort in knowing that you are not alone in this struggle
ProgamerDesigner of Aeon's End
MarinePrince
Profile Joined October 2011
United States101 Posts
Last Edited: 2014-08-01 13:44:23
August 01 2014 13:44 GMT
#30
SortOf, I've never been a fan of yours. Never really watched your games and never rooted for you.

But you've definitely made a fan of me from this post. I promise I will root for you from now on. Good Luck!
"Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character." - Albert Einstein
MatKay
Profile Joined October 2013
Germany30 Posts
August 01 2014 13:51 GMT
#31
Good Luck SortOf
just a Fan | All the best for TotalBiscuit!
[PkF] Wire
Profile Joined March 2013
France24207 Posts
August 01 2014 15:50 GMT
#32
Admirable passion. Keep it up, I sincerely hope you'll find a lot of success in this game you seem to love so much. Sincerely.
hymn
Profile Blog Joined February 2008
Bulgaria832 Posts
August 01 2014 15:50 GMT
#33
Nice writeup, Sortof. It's good sometimes to pour your thoughts out. I really admire your dedication to the game. Stick with it and you might get far.
But you've seen (I hope so) that health is the most important thing. So the goal of keeping fit is awesome and I wonder why it is so rarely this way with gamers. They are mostly those weird skinny guys weighing around 60 kg or obese. And with their lifestyle it's no wonder they suffer from RSI so much. So your desire to be mentally as well as physically fit is refreshing. I wish you all the best. You gained another fan.
gl hf!
azk he is the north american player but the titan he is the french stars
broodwar2.0
Profile Joined October 2013
Niue229 Posts
Last Edited: 2014-08-01 16:15:38
August 01 2014 16:14 GMT
#34
yeah its a sad story , sc2 is a horrable travesty compaired to broodwar crushed the soul of the beautiful game that starcraft is and their players base who truly loved starcraft for decades (not even to mention how it killed the prime time of kor e-sports)
do you feel unfulfilled , unhappy and unsuccessful in real-life? here is your chance become a TL-Forum admin. so you can be a online keyboard-warrior, pretending to be a hotshot
Nif
Profile Joined January 2012
Sweden18 Posts
August 01 2014 17:02 GMT
#35
Kämpa SortOf'!

I hope that you get things worked out!

Also if u get the opportunity to go to Korea bring Naniwa!
//Nifelyo
yido
Profile Joined March 2014
United States350 Posts
August 01 2014 17:32 GMT
#36
I really hope you can get back to Korea and start training to the best of your abilities. And ofc a great team/sponsorship.
It is great to see a foreigner really have the passion to go over and enjoy it despite the difficulties in immigration.
Unfortunately, it is expensive to rent in Seoul (expensive enough that a progamer's salary really isn't enough for a stable living).

However (not being serious kinda) you can always sleep in jimjilbang (public bath) for a decent price. It is what couples that fought do mostly because they don't want to show shame to relatives/friends. Bath, sauna, and cheap food in the complex.
If you ever find yourself in need of cheap housing for a short period it is a solution.
gl hf
Prolet
Profile Joined July 2012
United States37 Posts
Last Edited: 2014-08-01 18:32:54
August 01 2014 18:31 GMT
#37
Hi SortOf,

I read your post and it moved me to give you advice on what I would do, if I were you.

According to Liquipedia, I see you are 21 years old. In my opinion, that's getting kind of old to be a progamer.

Sometimes the progaming life really works out, and sometimes it really does not. Stephano, for example, made incredible money and retired at the best time. He made vastly more money than he could have otherwise, at that point in his life. Not just because he was a great player, but because there were far more tournaments with BIGGER prize pools at that time too. And the competitive environment was different. The GAME was different. This example is ideal. Only a few players have achieved this or even half of it.

Your situation is very different. You have not seen the same success as other foreign players. The current climate of the Starcraft II is different than a couple years go too. Even if next year you could compete with the best KESPA players, the prize pools are greatly reduced. And I would say the competition is even more fierce now with KESPA joining than when Stephano played during WoL, early HotS.

Instead of progamer, you could possibly attend university. The income you would get from that degree's job is probably well above what you are making now. Even retiring from Starcraft II and finding a job right now would probably bring in more money for you, I suspect.

Instead, if you continue with progaming, and not only are you losing out on the benefits of going to university or income of a stable job, but your mental/physical health is deteriorating.

The Korean Starcraft II seems to be struggling as it is. Recently, quite a few Korean players became free agents. Not only are some of them superior players, but they speak the native language. And KESPA players do not really recruit foreigners. All the Non-KESPA teams seem to be disbanding, struggling in Korea, except Axiom.

Now I know I am talking about money, money, money. But I think it is really important you get a stable income situation to cover your BASICS. It is not as if progaming is a rich lifestyle for the majority. It is very demanding for little pay. Would you agree?

Anyway, I hope you take time to read this and see if any of these points agree with you.
GoAudio
Profile Blog Joined November 2008
Sweden400 Posts
August 01 2014 19:19 GMT
#38
Hope you will get that dream sortof. You've worked hard all that time you desserve it. You clearly have the skill to stay on top. And taking care of yourself aswell as the mental part will surely accelerate it forward. Hopefully it's korea you come to! Best of luck in the future.
EffOrt[fOu] & Hyvaa[S.G] <3 :D
gingerfluffmuff
Profile Joined January 2011
Austria4570 Posts
Last Edited: 2014-08-01 19:41:38
August 01 2014 19:41 GMT
#39
On August 02 2014 03:31 Prolet wrote:
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Hi SortOf,

I read your post and it moved me to give you advice on what I would do, if I were you.

According to Liquipedia, I see you are 21 years old. In my opinion, that's getting kind of old to be a progamer.

Sometimes the progaming life really works out, and sometimes it really does not. Stephano, for example, made incredible money and retired at the best time. He made vastly more money than he could have otherwise, at that point in his life. Not just because he was a great player, but because there were far more tournaments with BIGGER prize pools at that time too. And the competitive environment was different. The GAME was different. This example is ideal. Only a few players have achieved this or even half of it.

Your situation is very different. You have not seen the same success as other foreign players. The current climate of the Starcraft II is different than a couple years go too. Even if next year you could compete with the best KESPA players, the prize pools are greatly reduced. And I would say the competition is even more fierce now with KESPA joining than when Stephano played during WoL, early HotS.

Instead of progamer, you could possibly attend university. The income you would get from that degree's job is probably well above what you are making now. Even retiring from Starcraft II and finding a job right now would probably bring in more money for you, I suspect.

Instead, if you continue with progaming, and not only are you losing out on the benefits of going to university or income of a stable job, but your mental/physical health is deteriorating.

The Korean Starcraft II seems to be struggling as it is. Recently, quite a few Korean players became free agents. Not only are some of them superior players, but they speak the native language. And KESPA players do not really recruit foreigners. All the Non-KESPA teams seem to be disbanding, struggling in Korea, except Axiom.

Now I know I am talking about money, money, money. But I think it is really important you get a stable income situation to cover your BASICS. It is not as if progaming is a rich lifestyle for the majority. It is very demanding for little pay. Would you agree?

Anyway, I hope you take time to read this and see if any of these points agree with you.

Pretty much this. No point in competing with korean players for a few scraps. At least you are lucky to get relative cheap university access (not USA :D).
・゚✧:・゚+..。✧・゚:・..。 ✧・゚ :・゚ ゜・:・ ✧・゚:・゚:.。 ✧・゚ SPARKULING *・゜・:・゚✧:・゚✧。゚+..。 ✧・゚: ✧・゚:・゜・:・゚✧::・・:・゚・゚
tili
Profile Joined July 2012
United States1332 Posts
August 01 2014 19:51 GMT
#40
Stay strong SortOf

I appreciate the outlook.
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