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On June 14 2013 18:58 lessQQmorePEWPEW wrote: This thread is highly sexual in the literal sense. Moving far from the OPs purpose of educating and connecting. I'm trying to read up on how gay gamers are coping but I have been reading alot about people wanting to have sex with each other. This isn't craigslist folks! Your username makes this post pretty ironic.
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On June 25 2013 20:57 kuriz wrote: Not sure if this is the right thread to be asking this but I can always delete the post if it's inappropriate. I read Kratos' post on the last page and found myself sitting with a smile on my face because how good it all went. I'm not gay myself and this is one of the main reasons for my question: like most other my age (23) I like going out to drink and have a good time with my friends and girlfriends. However, I have been visiting a gay bar a couple of times with one of my friends and we have always had such a good time there. People aren't as angry or "roar"ing as other places so I really enjoy coming there to drink and dance and laugh. Quite a few times though, I have been encountered by gay guys that has been interested in me but I have in a nice manner told them that I'm not really into guys but that I am very flattered that they would take the time and effort to say hi to me. So my question is: when you guys go out to bars that are meant to be for gay people, what is your response to guys like me that just like to hang there without having the same sexual orientation? The reason I ask is that most of the guys who approached me just smile and we small talk a bit and we give each other a "have a great evening". But I have also tried guys that were really pissed that I would use "their" place without having anything to do there.
tl;dr your thoughts on straight guys hanging around gay bars? I know this is 2 pages old and already ended with OP's pics
...but I had jump in to say that I completely agree and have always had a good time going to gay bars (much more so than other bars). Sorry that you have to put up with occasionally hitting on a straight guy, but you g(u/a)ys are just more fun! ♥
Also, I'll usually buy the guy a drink for flattering me :D
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Have you guys ever french kissed some random boy who has a girlfriend? Was at a mobb deep concert saturday night and I'm kissing this qt 3.14 for the like 4th time already and all of a sudden a girl pulls him away and introduces herself as his girlfriend. Fucking awkward.
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On July 01 2013 23:27 decaf wrote: Have you guys ever french kissed some random boy who has a girlfriend? Was at a mobb deep concert saturday night and I'm kissing this qt 3.14 for the like 4th time already and all of a sudden a girl pulls him away and introduces herself as his girlfriend. Fucking awkward.
The closest I have come to that was at a party that a co worker organized. I hit on said co worker (who to be fair had glitter on his face from setting something up) in front of his girlfriend who death stared me the rest of the night. We're good friends now though.
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On July 01 2013 23:27 decaf wrote: Have you guys ever french kissed some random boy who has a girlfriend? Was at a mobb deep concert saturday night and I'm kissing this qt 3.14 for the like 4th time already and all of a sudden a girl pulls him away and introduces herself as his girlfriend. Fucking awkward.
Could have been his fag-hag. Mine pretend they're my gf all the time. lol
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slowly but surely the skanks in this thread are coming out of the woodwork... bow-legged 
oh and hi jarryd!
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So how many of you are coming to Toronto for World Pride next year?
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On July 01 2013 23:27 decaf wrote: Have you guys ever french kissed some random boy who has a girlfriend? Was at a mobb deep concert saturday night and I'm kissing this qt 3.14 for the like 4th time already and all of a sudden a girl pulls him away and introduces herself as his girlfriend. Fucking awkward.
Wow! I only got close: Guy on a party started flirting with me, soon we moved up to his apartment, under pretense of getting more alcohol, we ended up on his couch, both of us stone-home drunk, I felt confident to make my move - but! suddenly phone rings. Guy takes it. I hear girl voice. Can infer from their way of speaking they are close. Soon she is like "what are you doing? How's the party?" etc. Guy does not lie, answers "in my flat with 'a friend', listening to some music" - and girl immediately asks "do I need to worry?!". I frown - guy just laughed. Girl: "I come over, I'm there in 10 minutes!". I'm like "jeez, dat sphinx lady!" Her arrival then was pretty awkward...
Curse those party gays^^
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On July 02 2013 05:13 Zyl wrote:Show nested quote +On July 01 2013 23:27 decaf wrote: Have you guys ever french kissed some random boy who has a girlfriend? Was at a mobb deep concert saturday night and I'm kissing this qt 3.14 for the like 4th time already and all of a sudden a girl pulls him away and introduces herself as his girlfriend. Fucking awkward. Wow! I only got close: Guy on a party started flirting with me, soon we moved up to his apartment, under pretense of getting more alcohol, we ended up on his couch, both of us stone-home drunk, I felt confident to make my move - but! suddenly phone rings. Guy takes it. I hear girl voice. Can infer from their way of speaking they are close. Soon she is like "what are you doing? How's the party?" etc. Guy does not lie, answers "in my flat with 'a friend', listening to some music" - and girl immediately asks "do I need to worry?!". I frown - guy just laughed. Girl: "I come over, I'm there in 10 minutes!". I'm like "jeez, dat sphinx lady!" Her arrival then was pretty awkward... Curse those party gays^^
I had a similar experience. I was at a frat party and one of the frat guys started giving me a ton of vodka from the frat stash, which was weird cause only frat members were supposed to get it. Then he invited me back to his dorm room. When we got there, he chickened out super hard cause his gf called him. On the bright side he was so humiliated by the whole experience that he never made eye contact with me again, so I got to laugh at him every time I saw him.
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On July 01 2013 23:27 decaf wrote: Have you guys ever french kissed some random boy who has a girlfriend? Was at a mobb deep concert saturday night and I'm kissing this qt 3.14 for the like 4th time already and all of a sudden a girl pulls him away and introduces herself as his girlfriend. Fucking awkward.
Yes.... yes. The story makes me look pretty terrible though, so just yes.
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On June 27 2013 02:41 kuriz wrote:alright! hope that you like Boris Bidjan Saberi, this is me posing for my sister in my backyard :-) ![[image loading]](http://imageshack.us/scaled/medium/843/mark2u.jpg)
Darn you Danes! Why are you people so damn beautiful! Don't gimme the crap about how God loves Denmark so much that He sent your flag down from the sky!
I am so looking forward to going to Copenhagen again this Oct!!!
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On July 02 2013 22:29 kentriarch wrote: Darn you Danes! Why are you people so damn beautiful! Don't gimme the crap about how God loves Denmark so much that He sent your flag down from the sky!
I am so looking forward to going to Copenhagen again this Oct!!!
I feel like a selfish douche that I keep replying to my pictures earlier, but heck, I told my sister about this thread and when I showed it to her I saw your post and wanted to reply anyway.
Hah, I don't really know if it has anything to do with that old tale of Dannebrog (our flag name) falling down from the sky. I don't know if it's true, and this might sound unsexy with such a scientific explanation, but there are actually some scientists saying that when the vikings travelled around Europe (we often went to England, so I'm a bit uncertain this is true considering the females I've seen when I been there) plundering and raping. Because vikings were a warrior culture they didn't really care much for having too much women around and therefore they only bought home the most beautiful girls to make children with. So this might be the reason that a lot of foreigners think that the nordic guys and girls with our blond hair (not that I'm personally very attracted to it) and blue eyes are attractive features. At least that's what I've heard when traveling around to other countries.
Oh, and thank you a lot for your compliment, means a lot (and I truly am not just saying that) :-)
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On June 28 2013 22:57 Butterednuts wrote:I knew you were a furry!
you can prove nothing!
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On June 16 2013 16:37 KratosAU wrote:Firstly I just want to thank the creator of this thread and everyone who has posted in it. I have followed it for a while now and you guys has helped give me the courage to explore who I am. I'm in my mid 20's now and for as long as I can remember I've always felt different, as if I have hidden a side of myself from my family, friends, and most importantly myself. I've had girlfriends in the past, but I was never fully satisfied and it just didn't feel right. I always told myself that 'she' was the problem, but deep down I knew this wasn't the case - I kept hoping it was a phase and these feelings would go away..... but they didn't! They kept growing stronger and stronger, all the while I became more emotionally distraught and guilty, as if it were a crime to have these feelings. It's funny now talking about this, but I decided I should try going to a club to see what it was like... I would get to the door and couldn't bring myself to go in... Four times I turned around and went home, each time I become more distraught and angrier with myself. But last month I finally had the courage to 'step through' into my new world. I went to club Arq (in Sydney) and it was AMAZING! At first I was so terrified; I probably looked like a lost lamb, as this really nice guy (Todd) came over and asked if I was alright. After talking with Todd I felt at ease with everything - as if the cloud of the confusion and ambiguity which had surrounded my entire life had lifted. I'm frustrated by my inability to adequately convey the sense of lucidity that I had that night, it was as if everything in my life had come into sharp focus at that one instant! Anyway, I had the time of my life. Everyone was so friendly and understanding, and each had their own stories about coming out - I made a ton of new friends. At the end of the night I went home with Todd and for once I can say I was fully satisfied - It just felt so right. I've been going out clubbing whenever I can, and each time I've gone home with a stud. I'm not sure what has come over me, it is as if something has awoken and I can't control it....And I'm loving it! I haven't built up the courage to come-out to my family and friends yet, but I will cross this bridge when in due time. By the way, I'm Sean, a Protoss GM (on SEA) living in Sydney, so if anyone out there wants to meet up for some fun or just want to pwn some noobs or talk about life I would love to hear from you . My details are: SEA: kratos / 500 NA: kratOss / 366 Note: I've only ever been a lurker on TL and just made this account for this thread, so hit me up on battlenet I also feel the need to state that Terran and Zerg are overpowered.
Thank you for sharing your story. Fantastic.
That first time walking into a gay club... Every gay man will understand, and no one else will quite get it. It's pretty incredible
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On July 05 2013 18:10 Mora wrote:Show nested quote +On June 16 2013 16:37 KratosAU wrote:Firstly I just want to thank the creator of this thread and everyone who has posted in it. I have followed it for a while now and you guys has helped give me the courage to explore who I am. I'm in my mid 20's now and for as long as I can remember I've always felt different, as if I have hidden a side of myself from my family, friends, and most importantly myself. I've had girlfriends in the past, but I was never fully satisfied and it just didn't feel right. I always told myself that 'she' was the problem, but deep down I knew this wasn't the case - I kept hoping it was a phase and these feelings would go away..... but they didn't! They kept growing stronger and stronger, all the while I became more emotionally distraught and guilty, as if it were a crime to have these feelings. It's funny now talking about this, but I decided I should try going to a club to see what it was like... I would get to the door and couldn't bring myself to go in... Four times I turned around and went home, each time I become more distraught and angrier with myself. But last month I finally had the courage to 'step through' into my new world. I went to club Arq (in Sydney) and it was AMAZING! At first I was so terrified; I probably looked like a lost lamb, as this really nice guy (Todd) came over and asked if I was alright. After talking with Todd I felt at ease with everything - as if the cloud of the confusion and ambiguity which had surrounded my entire life had lifted. I'm frustrated by my inability to adequately convey the sense of lucidity that I had that night, it was as if everything in my life had come into sharp focus at that one instant! Anyway, I had the time of my life. Everyone was so friendly and understanding, and each had their own stories about coming out - I made a ton of new friends. At the end of the night I went home with Todd and for once I can say I was fully satisfied - It just felt so right. I've been going out clubbing whenever I can, and each time I've gone home with a stud. I'm not sure what has come over me, it is as if something has awoken and I can't control it....And I'm loving it! I haven't built up the courage to come-out to my family and friends yet, but I will cross this bridge when in due time. By the way, I'm Sean, a Protoss GM (on SEA) living in Sydney, so if anyone out there wants to meet up for some fun or just want to pwn some noobs or talk about life I would love to hear from you . My details are: SEA: kratos / 500 NA: kratOss / 366 Note: I've only ever been a lurker on TL and just made this account for this thread, so hit me up on battlenet I also feel the need to state that Terran and Zerg are overpowered. Thank you for sharing your story. Fantastic. That first time walking into a gay club... Every gay man will understand, and no one else will quite get it. It's pretty incredible 
Really? My first time at a gay bar I got a drink and tried to start a conversation with the bartender who nodded and then acted like he didn't care. Then I looked around for someone to have a conversation with. I was unable to do so because I was stricken with anxiety so I stood in the corner. After another twenty or so minutes of pacing about seeking a conversation I could possibly interject I nearly had an anxiety attack so I went home.
There are shitty gay bar experiences
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On July 06 2013 01:22 red_hq wrote:Show nested quote +On July 05 2013 18:10 Mora wrote:On June 16 2013 16:37 KratosAU wrote:Firstly I just want to thank the creator of this thread and everyone who has posted in it. I have followed it for a while now and you guys has helped give me the courage to explore who I am. I'm in my mid 20's now and for as long as I can remember I've always felt different, as if I have hidden a side of myself from my family, friends, and most importantly myself. I've had girlfriends in the past, but I was never fully satisfied and it just didn't feel right. I always told myself that 'she' was the problem, but deep down I knew this wasn't the case - I kept hoping it was a phase and these feelings would go away..... but they didn't! They kept growing stronger and stronger, all the while I became more emotionally distraught and guilty, as if it were a crime to have these feelings. It's funny now talking about this, but I decided I should try going to a club to see what it was like... I would get to the door and couldn't bring myself to go in... Four times I turned around and went home, each time I become more distraught and angrier with myself. But last month I finally had the courage to 'step through' into my new world. I went to club Arq (in Sydney) and it was AMAZING! At first I was so terrified; I probably looked like a lost lamb, as this really nice guy (Todd) came over and asked if I was alright. After talking with Todd I felt at ease with everything - as if the cloud of the confusion and ambiguity which had surrounded my entire life had lifted. I'm frustrated by my inability to adequately convey the sense of lucidity that I had that night, it was as if everything in my life had come into sharp focus at that one instant! Anyway, I had the time of my life. Everyone was so friendly and understanding, and each had their own stories about coming out - I made a ton of new friends. At the end of the night I went home with Todd and for once I can say I was fully satisfied - It just felt so right. I've been going out clubbing whenever I can, and each time I've gone home with a stud. I'm not sure what has come over me, it is as if something has awoken and I can't control it....And I'm loving it! I haven't built up the courage to come-out to my family and friends yet, but I will cross this bridge when in due time. By the way, I'm Sean, a Protoss GM (on SEA) living in Sydney, so if anyone out there wants to meet up for some fun or just want to pwn some noobs or talk about life I would love to hear from you . My details are: SEA: kratos / 500 NA: kratOss / 366 Note: I've only ever been a lurker on TL and just made this account for this thread, so hit me up on battlenet I also feel the need to state that Terran and Zerg are overpowered. Thank you for sharing your story. Fantastic. That first time walking into a gay club... Every gay man will understand, and no one else will quite get it. It's pretty incredible  Really? My first time at a gay bar I got a drink and tried to start a conversation with the bartender who nodded and then acted like he didn't care. Then I looked around for someone to have a conversation with. I was unable to do so because I was stricken with anxiety so I stood in the corner. After another twenty or so minutes of pacing about seeking a conversation I could possibly interject I nearly had an anxiety attack so I went home. There are shitty gay bar experiences 
I also feel that way. I don't really know what to do at a gay bar.
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On July 06 2013 01:52 Zer atai wrote:Show nested quote +On July 06 2013 01:22 red_hq wrote:On July 05 2013 18:10 Mora wrote:On June 16 2013 16:37 KratosAU wrote:Firstly I just want to thank the creator of this thread and everyone who has posted in it. I have followed it for a while now and you guys has helped give me the courage to explore who I am. I'm in my mid 20's now and for as long as I can remember I've always felt different, as if I have hidden a side of myself from my family, friends, and most importantly myself. I've had girlfriends in the past, but I was never fully satisfied and it just didn't feel right. I always told myself that 'she' was the problem, but deep down I knew this wasn't the case - I kept hoping it was a phase and these feelings would go away..... but they didn't! They kept growing stronger and stronger, all the while I became more emotionally distraught and guilty, as if it were a crime to have these feelings. It's funny now talking about this, but I decided I should try going to a club to see what it was like... I would get to the door and couldn't bring myself to go in... Four times I turned around and went home, each time I become more distraught and angrier with myself. But last month I finally had the courage to 'step through' into my new world. I went to club Arq (in Sydney) and it was AMAZING! At first I was so terrified; I probably looked like a lost lamb, as this really nice guy (Todd) came over and asked if I was alright. After talking with Todd I felt at ease with everything - as if the cloud of the confusion and ambiguity which had surrounded my entire life had lifted. I'm frustrated by my inability to adequately convey the sense of lucidity that I had that night, it was as if everything in my life had come into sharp focus at that one instant! Anyway, I had the time of my life. Everyone was so friendly and understanding, and each had their own stories about coming out - I made a ton of new friends. At the end of the night I went home with Todd and for once I can say I was fully satisfied - It just felt so right. I've been going out clubbing whenever I can, and each time I've gone home with a stud. I'm not sure what has come over me, it is as if something has awoken and I can't control it....And I'm loving it! I haven't built up the courage to come-out to my family and friends yet, but I will cross this bridge when in due time. By the way, I'm Sean, a Protoss GM (on SEA) living in Sydney, so if anyone out there wants to meet up for some fun or just want to pwn some noobs or talk about life I would love to hear from you . My details are: SEA: kratos / 500 NA: kratOss / 366 Note: I've only ever been a lurker on TL and just made this account for this thread, so hit me up on battlenet I also feel the need to state that Terran and Zerg are overpowered. Thank you for sharing your story. Fantastic. That first time walking into a gay club... Every gay man will understand, and no one else will quite get it. It's pretty incredible  Really? My first time at a gay bar I got a drink and tried to start a conversation with the bartender who nodded and then acted like he didn't care. Then I looked around for someone to have a conversation with. I was unable to do so because I was stricken with anxiety so I stood in the corner. After another twenty or so minutes of pacing about seeking a conversation I could possibly interject I nearly had an anxiety attack so I went home. There are shitty gay bar experiences  I also feel that way. I don't really know what to do at a gay bar.
It's almost like a "lol I dunno how to gay". Happens when I try to attract guys too, they usually don't believe me and feel weird about it or say the thought never really crossed their mind and they're not interested but thanks.
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On July 06 2013 01:22 red_hq wrote:Show nested quote +On July 05 2013 18:10 Mora wrote:On June 16 2013 16:37 KratosAU wrote:Firstly I just want to thank the creator of this thread and everyone who has posted in it. I have followed it for a while now and you guys has helped give me the courage to explore who I am. I'm in my mid 20's now and for as long as I can remember I've always felt different, as if I have hidden a side of myself from my family, friends, and most importantly myself. I've had girlfriends in the past, but I was never fully satisfied and it just didn't feel right. I always told myself that 'she' was the problem, but deep down I knew this wasn't the case - I kept hoping it was a phase and these feelings would go away..... but they didn't! They kept growing stronger and stronger, all the while I became more emotionally distraught and guilty, as if it were a crime to have these feelings. It's funny now talking about this, but I decided I should try going to a club to see what it was like... I would get to the door and couldn't bring myself to go in... Four times I turned around and went home, each time I become more distraught and angrier with myself. But last month I finally had the courage to 'step through' into my new world. I went to club Arq (in Sydney) and it was AMAZING! At first I was so terrified; I probably looked like a lost lamb, as this really nice guy (Todd) came over and asked if I was alright. After talking with Todd I felt at ease with everything - as if the cloud of the confusion and ambiguity which had surrounded my entire life had lifted. I'm frustrated by my inability to adequately convey the sense of lucidity that I had that night, it was as if everything in my life had come into sharp focus at that one instant! Anyway, I had the time of my life. Everyone was so friendly and understanding, and each had their own stories about coming out - I made a ton of new friends. At the end of the night I went home with Todd and for once I can say I was fully satisfied - It just felt so right. I've been going out clubbing whenever I can, and each time I've gone home with a stud. I'm not sure what has come over me, it is as if something has awoken and I can't control it....And I'm loving it! I haven't built up the courage to come-out to my family and friends yet, but I will cross this bridge when in due time. By the way, I'm Sean, a Protoss GM (on SEA) living in Sydney, so if anyone out there wants to meet up for some fun or just want to pwn some noobs or talk about life I would love to hear from you . My details are: SEA: kratos / 500 NA: kratOss / 366 Note: I've only ever been a lurker on TL and just made this account for this thread, so hit me up on battlenet I also feel the need to state that Terran and Zerg are overpowered. Thank you for sharing your story. Fantastic. That first time walking into a gay club... Every gay man will understand, and no one else will quite get it. It's pretty incredible  Really? My first time at a gay bar I got a drink and tried to start a conversation with the bartender who nodded and then acted like he didn't care. Then I looked around for someone to have a conversation with. I was unable to do so because I was stricken with anxiety so I stood in the corner. After another twenty or so minutes of pacing about seeking a conversation I could possibly interject I nearly had an anxiety attack so I went home. There are shitty gay bar experiences 
Maybe incredible was not the right word.
My first experience I had such bad anxiety that I had diarrhea and chronic puking for several hours. I only calmed down when a really cute boy started talking to me.
What I meant by incredible was just how real/surreal/defining that night is. I can remember like 5 songs that played, I can remember what I was wearing, I can remember Dave (the cute boy) in every detail, I can remember what Celebrities smelled like.
I'll never forget that night. And that king of thing, is well, incredible.
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On July 06 2013 02:05 Mora wrote:Show nested quote +On July 06 2013 01:22 red_hq wrote:On July 05 2013 18:10 Mora wrote:On June 16 2013 16:37 KratosAU wrote:Firstly I just want to thank the creator of this thread and everyone who has posted in it. I have followed it for a while now and you guys has helped give me the courage to explore who I am. I'm in my mid 20's now and for as long as I can remember I've always felt different, as if I have hidden a side of myself from my family, friends, and most importantly myself. I've had girlfriends in the past, but I was never fully satisfied and it just didn't feel right. I always told myself that 'she' was the problem, but deep down I knew this wasn't the case - I kept hoping it was a phase and these feelings would go away..... but they didn't! They kept growing stronger and stronger, all the while I became more emotionally distraught and guilty, as if it were a crime to have these feelings. It's funny now talking about this, but I decided I should try going to a club to see what it was like... I would get to the door and couldn't bring myself to go in... Four times I turned around and went home, each time I become more distraught and angrier with myself. But last month I finally had the courage to 'step through' into my new world. I went to club Arq (in Sydney) and it was AMAZING! At first I was so terrified; I probably looked like a lost lamb, as this really nice guy (Todd) came over and asked if I was alright. After talking with Todd I felt at ease with everything - as if the cloud of the confusion and ambiguity which had surrounded my entire life had lifted. I'm frustrated by my inability to adequately convey the sense of lucidity that I had that night, it was as if everything in my life had come into sharp focus at that one instant! Anyway, I had the time of my life. Everyone was so friendly and understanding, and each had their own stories about coming out - I made a ton of new friends. At the end of the night I went home with Todd and for once I can say I was fully satisfied - It just felt so right. I've been going out clubbing whenever I can, and each time I've gone home with a stud. I'm not sure what has come over me, it is as if something has awoken and I can't control it....And I'm loving it! I haven't built up the courage to come-out to my family and friends yet, but I will cross this bridge when in due time. By the way, I'm Sean, a Protoss GM (on SEA) living in Sydney, so if anyone out there wants to meet up for some fun or just want to pwn some noobs or talk about life I would love to hear from you . My details are: SEA: kratos / 500 NA: kratOss / 366 Note: I've only ever been a lurker on TL and just made this account for this thread, so hit me up on battlenet I also feel the need to state that Terran and Zerg are overpowered. Thank you for sharing your story. Fantastic. That first time walking into a gay club... Every gay man will understand, and no one else will quite get it. It's pretty incredible  Really? My first time at a gay bar I got a drink and tried to start a conversation with the bartender who nodded and then acted like he didn't care. Then I looked around for someone to have a conversation with. I was unable to do so because I was stricken with anxiety so I stood in the corner. After another twenty or so minutes of pacing about seeking a conversation I could possibly interject I nearly had an anxiety attack so I went home. There are shitty gay bar experiences  Maybe incredible was not the right word. My first experience I had such bad anxiety that I had diarrhea and chronic puking for several hours. I only calmed down when a really cute boy started talking to me. What I meant by incredible was just how real/surreal/defining that night is. I can remember like 5 songs that played, I can remember what I was wearing, I can remember Dave (the cute boy) in every detail, I can remember what Celebrities smelled like. I'll never forget that night. And that king of thing, is well, incredible. 
I suppose I could agree with that. It was sort of liberating knowing that I had just sort of shown myself gay in public for pretty much the first time (actually not my first but it sure felt like it). Maybe not incredible but yes there was a certain feeling I never had before. Actually you know what, I totally get what you mean now. I'm just a little bit bitter because it ended poorly for me XD.
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On July 05 2013 18:10 Mora wrote:Show nested quote +On June 16 2013 16:37 KratosAU wrote:Firstly I just want to thank the creator of this thread and everyone who has posted in it. I have followed it for a while now and you guys has helped give me the courage to explore who I am. I'm in my mid 20's now and for as long as I can remember I've always felt different, as if I have hidden a side of myself from my family, friends, and most importantly myself. I've had girlfriends in the past, but I was never fully satisfied and it just didn't feel right. I always told myself that 'she' was the problem, but deep down I knew this wasn't the case - I kept hoping it was a phase and these feelings would go away..... but they didn't! They kept growing stronger and stronger, all the while I became more emotionally distraught and guilty, as if it were a crime to have these feelings. It's funny now talking about this, but I decided I should try going to a club to see what it was like... I would get to the door and couldn't bring myself to go in... Four times I turned around and went home, each time I become more distraught and angrier with myself. But last month I finally had the courage to 'step through' into my new world. I went to club Arq (in Sydney) and it was AMAZING! At first I was so terrified; I probably looked like a lost lamb, as this really nice guy (Todd) came over and asked if I was alright. After talking with Todd I felt at ease with everything - as if the cloud of the confusion and ambiguity which had surrounded my entire life had lifted. I'm frustrated by my inability to adequately convey the sense of lucidity that I had that night, it was as if everything in my life had come into sharp focus at that one instant! Anyway, I had the time of my life. Everyone was so friendly and understanding, and each had their own stories about coming out - I made a ton of new friends. At the end of the night I went home with Todd and for once I can say I was fully satisfied - It just felt so right. I've been going out clubbing whenever I can, and each time I've gone home with a stud. I'm not sure what has come over me, it is as if something has awoken and I can't control it....And I'm loving it! I haven't built up the courage to come-out to my family and friends yet, but I will cross this bridge when in due time. By the way, I'm Sean, a Protoss GM (on SEA) living in Sydney, so if anyone out there wants to meet up for some fun or just want to pwn some noobs or talk about life I would love to hear from you . My details are: SEA: kratos / 500 NA: kratOss / 366 Note: I've only ever been a lurker on TL and just made this account for this thread, so hit me up on battlenet I also feel the need to state that Terran and Zerg are overpowered. Thank you for sharing your story. Fantastic. That first time walking into a gay club... Every gay man will understand, and no one else will quite get it. It's pretty incredible 
OMG its Mora the OP ! I asked about you in IRC but I just assumed you were a myth! Hail fellow Canadian
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