The Letting Off Steam Thread - Page 19

I've been grinded by the fact that nothing has happened in my life for the past year or so. I've done everything right, ffs, but I'm not where I want to be. Grew up without a father (alcoholic) (while OVERSEAS in DoDDS schools, where every friend you make leaves in 6 months). I took AP courses, did sports. Didn't do drugs, drink or smoke. I write science fiction constantly and I'm trying to get published (what 19 year old besides Asimov does that ffs?) Now I'm stuck in Italy until at least next month, 19 years old, don't know how to drive because I've never lived in the states for longer than 4 weeks.

And what's the highlight so far? Falling head over heels for a girl in HS and chasing her for 2 and a half years, only to lose her to my other friend. Now they're in college together, probably getting married, turning into religious nuts. They're my friends, but fuck it, HS does not matter. It just doesn't.

All besides 2 of my friends have/are slipping away from me (and those 2 are brothers and are also stuck in Italy, so I hang out with them). Sometimes I wish I could just burn every bridge and create a new identity. It's so frustrating caring about people who inevitably leave. And I do mean inevitably, always.

And you know what's fucking stupid? I'm fine with being alone! I really am! I've been alone for 90% of my life, and I'm perfectly comfortable with that. I'm not a needy person, but everytime I send a message to old friends it feels clingy and useless. So fuck it. Fuck them all. They don't matter.

I'm not an emotional person, never have been and never will be. The vast majority of people are weak, driveless, and spineless. You're great or you're nothing, that's life.

/endrant

i just fucking burned my hand with boiling water right before going to bed and now it hurts like FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK, fucking iced that shit for an hour and it STILL HURTS, FUCK YOU WATERRRRRRRRRR

Okay, time to rage. I feel I'm getting sick to the stomach because of my job. Working with 150 ppl is annoying. Soooooooooo much retardness around. My god. I could slap them in the face with a rotten fish.

I BE SO MAD?!?! NO YOU'RE THE MAD ONE MOTHERFUCKER!

This ones about my roomates who lately have been taking things for granted with me. At a certain point you just get tired of it all and now I'm at that point in my life. I still have 9 months left on my lease though, and it's entering summer here where we don't have AC. took all my shit to my room, my computer, my laptop, my stereo equipment, my 55inch tv and all my other shit.

I work hard, and rarely need a day off or a different shit start time however this times a bit different. I entered a tourney for sc2 which isn't all that big of a deal, the geforce one and I doubt I'd place all that high really. But the piss off is for the past couple of months I've been training really hard, getting as much time in as I possibly can while waiting for it. I went to MLG and had a blast, learned and ton and upped my game big time just by being there.

So I mess up the start time of my first game, instead of it starting at 10 like I thought it starts at 6pm when I'm still supposed to be at work. My roommate who also works with me won't trade me shifts so I can make the tourney even though he doesn't have any plans, other than to hang out with his girlfriend who... lives with him anyway.

I don't really care about that, but it's the fact that he's calling it just a game and disrespecting all the work I've put in to try and have a good showing really pisses me off. There's a lot of other shit going on too with a lot of disrespect shown between us but this kind of tilts the iceberg so to speak.

Here's the real question, do I break the lease and move home? It will fuck things up at work pretty bad considering the way things ended up I'm the boss of two of my roomates in a pretty serious role meaning it would be hard to transfer, or do I suck it up for another 9 months and move in with a couple of other buddies?

OMG it's so boring grinding out on ladder only to have like one in ten games have any educational or improving value at all, it's some fucking weird as shit all in or hidden expo, wtf 1k masters Terran WTB sparring buddies, If you want to add me{Kodas #800}

Black people. Where. Do. I. Fucking. Start.
First off, they have this stupid ass obsession with swag. Next, almost all of them are criminals in some way. Don't give me your politically correct bull shit, no shit not all blacks like to steal shit, but the majority of them do. I have not met a black person in my life yet to say excuse me, thank you, or act like a decent member of society. I honestly think the world would be a better place if we just shipped them back the fuck to Africa, keep the good ones, actually try to educate them and show them that sagging like a fucking animal is not the way to go, then send them back to africa too so they can show the other black people who probably already killed each other off how to act.

/steam

I'm mad as hell and I'm not going to take it anymore.

life is hard

ya know?

Why is everyone on the NA server so bm. it's not hard to say gl back, and I don't need to be called a noob and told to fuck off for being nice. meanie faces.

Fuck PvP. I spend hours practicing 3 gate robo, blink timings and even DT openings nearly every game I'm still losing to poxy 4 gates -.-

SCHOOL IS FUCKED UP BORING AND WAY TOO EASY.
oh and why can't i pay for a digital copy of sc2 on north america without having a credit card? seriously? fucking hell.

i've barely touched starcraft 2 lately out of hatred for zerg. i hear they're not disgustingly underpowered anymore, but it's going to take some convincing argument to get me to believe that. every time protoss walked into my natural with an outrageously large early army i felt like i was an infant getting his face stamped in by an enraged elephant, and every time i sent an overlord into a terran base to see some ridiculous tech rush, i felt like walking in on a guy masturbating in a public urinal.

so in my boredom, i started playing team fortress 2 again, and what a fucking joke that was. there were once servers that good players would congregate in, servers where i could actually get a challenge. they no longer exist. i have to play in the worst 24/7 pl_goldrush servers with the average team fortress 2 players with their horrible aim and the dumb, brainless unlocks valve has added to the game. no, i don't have trouble with that. after 8 months no practice i went in and topped every scoreboard with the sniper (which gets harder every update thanks to the godawful optimization and terrible lag compensation).

i just hate team fortress 2 players. 1. they think they're funny. every server, you get the goddamn microphone comedian, desperately spouting the worst jokes and memes that were never funny. "wow this server is quiet" he says. and then when you tell him to shut up, when you tell anyone to shut up, when you tell someone anything anything they don't want to hear they all say the exact. same. thing. every one of them. like little fucking robot sheep. "U MAD BRO?"

i've never heard a team fortress 2 player say anything that i hadn't heard a million times before. they don't think for themselves. they can't. they can be read like perfect little books, treated as perfect little equations. one input leads to the exact same output. every. time. they watch a tutorial video on youtube and consider themselves pro. for any aspiring team fortress 2 players out there (god knows why you would aspire to play such a pathetic game with a nonexistent competitive scene), watch all the tutorial videos on youtube. not the obscure ones. just evildaedalus and omfgninja. once watching those, you will learn exactly how every single player you encounter in team fortress 2 is going to behave. you chase a spy up stairs, he's going to try to "stairstab" you. so you turn around and kill his ass. if you're a heavy, scouts will try to jump on your head and bat you to death. so you look up and shoot.

it's so hard to find a competitive game that i enjoy. sc2 is, in my opinion, still imbalanced. valve games are stupid and populated by the dumbest idiots imaginable. quake live never took off, unreal tournament has been dead for ages. DotA and all other DotA-like games are boring. god i miss quake 3. that game was perfect.

How is this thread still open. It has exactly 0 content. If people really need to let off steam there should be more conventional ways than this. Even the Op said that this is just angry spam. Do we really need to have a thread where 90% of it is balance whines that would normally get someone banned. It's comparable to the bad joke threads where eventually someone makes a joke about a dead baby and the thread gets closed.

I fucking hate all these shitty dubs, srsly. You ppl screw up Southpark, Jeff Dunham and so many more..( don't want to count them all)
I FUCKING hate learning for 2 exams three friggin weeks and failing both. I never worked so hard in my entire life and I've never been so sick afterwards because of the hardcore stress.
I can't chill out when I need to, because I'm too ambitious.
I hate those real awesome courses at my Uni, which are screwed up so badly that even the best courses are just plain BORING.
I hate that, no matter how hard I learn my grades never exceed a low grade. Just because I'm a friggin douche in exams and get all nervous, because I could fail. Srsly, I can't explain how hard it is to study this hard and explain everything to everyone and still have the worst grades of all my colleges.
I hate that the directorate of my sports club pisses of every new or old member who has worked so hard to help out, because they feel all so high and mighty, well FUCK YOU!!!
I hate that those two certain ppl married. I always thought it was impossible to become such assholes so late in life.
I hate that I don't get my ass up to get a job around Uni so that I finally have some fun around here.
I hate the city I life in.
I hate the ppl living here, such a horrible mentality.
I hate to miss this one person, because it hurts like hell.
I hate that all the guys around me are ether stupid little kids, incompetent around women, too good and thus taken or just plain douchebags.
I hate that all guys that I get to like, think they are too good for me, like what the heck, not in a million years, you f*** ************************************!!!!!!
I hate friggin religious ppl who want to convert me. F** you! Like I'm as weak as you. If you lived my life you would know, there is either no god or he's DEAD.
I hate Nietsche for being right!
I also hate religious ppl because when they have no more arguments, they always get offensive.
I hate laggy games, really, reaaaaaaaaaalllyyyyyy!!!!
I hate that the politicians in this country mess every shit up possible. Really, it's unbelievable....
I hate that, everywhere I go it's just freezing.
I hate that so many ppl just don't give me a chance.
I hate that so many ppl won't appreciate who I am, how hard I work, that I'm always nice and try to help everyone around me.
And to those little shit heads in my life: I'm not like everyone else, so if you think I'm difficult than maybe you shouldn't hang around so many stupid ppl.I know I'm rather a tomboy than a silly, naive and stupid little girl, who just wants to fuck and in stead of appreciating it you treat me like a tool. You're so often offensive and you think I'm so stupid because my records are not as good as yours. Well FUCK YOU. You know nothing about me, you have no idea of the talents I have and how hard I always work and how much you losers gained from me! You always think I need you, but I DON'T, you SUCK and you know it. I'm SO MUCH BETTER THAN YOU. And I will leave you behind as the little pathetic turds you have always been.
Watch me strive and shine while you will fall!

when people on sc2 think they know any fucking thing about "balance." first of all, you're probably bad at the game, you have no idea what the fuck you are doing and at your level balance isn't even the issue, its how bad you are at the fucking game. instead of bitching on shit you actually know nothing about, play the game and get better because you fucking suck. the sad part is you don't even realize how bad you ACTUALLY are. you think you have some sort of justified opinion on the game, when, in reality, you have none whatsoever. so stop bitching at the end of the game when a race "x" smashes your face in, and don't make up excuses for how bad you really are.

FUCK ALL ZERGS FUCK YOU AND YOUR FUCKING BULLSHIT OVERPOWERD UNITS FUCK YOU WITH YOUR WHINIGN OMG TERRAN SO OP PLZ HELP ME BLIZZARD MAKE ONLY 4 PLAYER MAPS PLZ SO WE CAN TAKE LIKE 3 BASE TECH TO MUTA AND GET INFSETROS AND FUCKING ROLL ALL TERRANS CUZ THEY USED TO KILL US WITH REAPER BLEEEHHH WELL FUCK YOU SHITFUCKS AND IF YOU LOSE WITH ZERG YOU ARE A RETARD AND SHOULD QUIT PLAYING STARCRAFT 2! CUZ ALL YOU NEED TO DO TO KILL PEOPLE IS GET 15+ MUTA AND FUCKING A MOVE INTO MISSILE TURRETS LOLOLOL OR LIKE A MOVE BANELINGS INTO ARMIES, SIEGE TANKS DON"T CARE LOLOLOLO A MOVE IN YOUR PF LOLOLOLOL YOU SPEND ON A PF WELL ILL JUST KIL LIT ANYWAYS CUZ IT IS HOW I ROLL LOLOLOLOLL! FUCK YOU!

What the fuck was that? That egs master cup clan war?

No one built any probes? Sure the games were 45 mins long, but they had the action of an 8min gsl game. And guess what, thats because in the gsl players are trying to win. In sc2 if you don't build probes the game will look normal to everyone involved but in actually it's so much slower. Some of the games last night were 8mins games, that because of "convenient" unit losses and no economy management they went 50 mins.

Spoilers in my spoilers, a game isn't exciting because it went 50mins, it's exciting if for 50minutes two great players are slugging it out. Not sitting at home allowing their opponent time to regroup their army.....

No one wants to watch a boxing match for 10 rounds because every time one fighter is winning, he gives his opponent some rest.......... what the fuck


I mean WHAT THE FUCK. I'm so angry it went down like that, and I don't give two shits about sixjax ( except major ) or about root ( except kiwi <3) so I know I'm not angry about that drama.

I'm FURIOUS over what happened, I want to watch those replays, so I can watch the truth:

1) Either everyone who played is awful ( except the mini series; looked solid)

2) Both sides wanted to "show good games" or show their players "styles" by wasting an hour of everyones time so destiny can build 18 infestors but have them sit around. Or so kawaii can do a drop, even though he's got more than enough to a-click, /dance.

WHAT WAS THAT? FUCKING FUCK!

As a viewer I was insulted, angry, and ashamed I didn't have the common sense to just turn it off.

But I had to see if it would play out, so predictably, with so much feeling just "accidentally" sloppy all over.

Don't even get me started on the ace match, that was disgusting.

TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. plz don't ban me I just mad !

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