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Kurumi
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Poland6130 Posts
August 09 2012 23:40 GMT
#1
I was feeling horribly down.
Then I just told myself that I am happy.
And now I am happy.
Could someone tell me why I did not know that earlier?
It so good to feel happy.

****
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Elegance
Profile Blog Joined February 2009
Canada917 Posts
August 09 2012 23:41 GMT
#2
You okay man?
Power of Ze
Kurumi
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Poland6130 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-08-09 23:57:52
August 09 2012 23:44 GMT
#3
On August 10 2012 08:41 Elegance wrote:
You okay man?

I think so. There are couple of things troubling me but the biggest one is something I can't overcome - which is lack of money.
Unless you were asking if I am insane.
Then, no idea.
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N3rV[Green]
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
United States1935 Posts
August 10 2012 00:05 GMT
#4
We are all a little insane bro, just look up at that sky of endless possibility and appreciate the air, water, food, and all else you have.
Never fear the darkness, Bran. The strongest trees are rooted in the dark places of the earth. Darkness will be your cloak, your shield, your mother's milk. Darkness will make you strong.
StarStruck
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
25339 Posts
August 10 2012 00:06 GMT
#5
Don't necessarily need money to be happy, but for many it helps.

Control money. Well, there are steps you can take to overcome that hurdle if you apply yourself. You aren't really giving me much to go on though as this is all common sense. ._.
Kurumi
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Poland6130 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-08-10 00:15:30
August 10 2012 00:14 GMT
#6
On August 10 2012 09:06 StarStruck wrote:
Don't necessarily need money to be happy, but for many it helps.

Control money. Well, there are steps you can take to overcome that hurdle if you apply yourself. You aren't really giving me much to go on though as this is all common sense. ._.

Well, when you're a teenager and you know that it is the best for your family for you not to get out of home it is kind of hard.
-sigh- I am really anxious because of that.


On August 10 2012 09:05 N3rV[Green] wrote:
We are all a little insane bro, just look up at that sky of endless possibility and appreciate the air, water, food, and all else you have.

I guess that's true.
I just hope I am not over the "little" fragment.
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ymir233
Profile Blog Joined June 2010
United States8275 Posts
August 10 2012 00:14 GMT
#7
Getting some informal Zen Buddhism up in this shit
Come motivate me to be cynical about animus at http://infinityandone.blogspot.com/ // Stork proxy gates are beautiful.
Sinensis
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
United States2513 Posts
August 10 2012 00:18 GMT
#8
Are you sure you didn't just go from horribly down to hysterical?

Hope you're not in too much money trouble that's the worst.
Kurumi
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Poland6130 Posts
August 10 2012 00:26 GMT
#9
On August 10 2012 09:18 Sinensis wrote:
Are you sure you didn't just go from horribly down to hysterical?

Hope you're not in too much money trouble that's the worst.

Well, I have food and Internet... it's not too bad...
And I think I am really fine. I've been suppressing my feelings for a long, long time now.
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Release
Profile Blog Joined October 2010
United States4397 Posts
August 10 2012 00:31 GMT
#10
Make a journal/diary. It feels good to express feelings. I started yesterday and wrote for an hour.
Feels good
☺
AnachronisticAnarchy
Profile Blog Joined July 2011
United States2957 Posts
August 10 2012 00:35 GMT
#11
Unhappiness is all in your head. Small wonder you managed to do that though. Not many people can just jump right out of depression like that, usually they're just too tired to try.
"How are you?" "I am fine, because it is not normal to scream in pain."
Kurumi
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Poland6130 Posts
August 10 2012 00:38 GMT
#12
On August 10 2012 09:31 Release wrote:
Make a journal/diary. It feels good to express feelings. I started yesterday and wrote for an hour.
Feels good

But I don't anyone to read it! o_o
Especially my parents >_> or entire family.


On August 10 2012 09:35 AnachronisticAnarchy wrote:
Unhappiness is all in your head. Small wonder you managed to do that though. Not many people can just jump right out of depression like that, usually they're just too tired to try.

I just need to keep it up and genuinely feel it. It should be good!
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PrinceXizor
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
United States17713 Posts
August 10 2012 00:43 GMT
#13
On August 10 2012 09:38 Kurumi wrote:
Show nested quote +
On August 10 2012 09:31 Release wrote:
Make a journal/diary. It feels good to express feelings. I started yesterday and wrote for an hour.
Feels good

But I don't anyone to read it! o_o
Especially my parents >_> or entire family.


Show nested quote +
On August 10 2012 09:35 AnachronisticAnarchy wrote:
Unhappiness is all in your head. Small wonder you managed to do that though. Not many people can just jump right out of depression like that, usually they're just too tired to try.

I just need to keep it up and genuinely feel it. It should be good!

http://www.my-diary.org/

you can keep a private passworded diary online.
Blazinghand *
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
United States25560 Posts
August 10 2012 00:43 GMT
#14
The trick with a journal or diary is to keep it in a passworded folder on your computer so it's for your eyes only
When you stare into the iCCup, the iCCup stares back.
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Kurumi
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Poland6130 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-08-10 00:57:29
August 10 2012 00:46 GMT
#15
On August 10 2012 09:43 Blazinghand wrote:
The trick with a journal or diary is to keep it in a passworded folder on your computer so it's for your eyes only

I can hide it in some steam folder, no need to password.
Just to make sure it doesn't show in recent though.

I AM MYSELF HOOOOOORAAAAAAAAY
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Release
Profile Blog Joined October 2010
United States4397 Posts
August 10 2012 01:33 GMT
#16
Electronic journal imo is no substitute for a pen-and-paper journal.
☺
Azera
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
3800 Posts
August 10 2012 03:08 GMT
#17
For me, I just (as cliche as it sounds) go with the flow. Just let your emotions happen, ya know?
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EffervescentAureola
Profile Blog Joined June 2012
United States410 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-08-10 05:03:21
August 10 2012 04:56 GMT
#18
As ironic as this sounds, just imagine that if you don't wake up tomorrow morning the world is just going to go on the same way it was before. Nothing is going to change when you die because nothing changed when you were born either. Realize that in life, either Nothing matters or Everything matters. Try to appreciate that as a human race we've managed to come as far as we have, that's a miracle in and of itself. But as much as we have already accomplished, we only see and know the tip of the iceberg, look into the night sky, the universe is seemingly infinitely limitless with possibility, there is so much that we do not know, that we will never know, but that we can always appreciate from a distance. No matter how fast or strong or smart you think you are, you can always be better. Those who believe themselves to be absolutely the best are setting themselves up for failure and crushing defeat, because the only way to be truly wise is to completely let go of your ego and realize that you are no more than a grain of sand on a beach or a drop of water in the ocean
Shock710
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
Australia6097 Posts
August 10 2012 06:49 GMT
#19
Sometimes i do this as well, like i'll be super sad casue no gf, and than i tell myself u know what, theres no reason to be sad just be happy, i'm wasting time being sad, i dont like being sad so why should i spend time being sad =D
p.s ofc there are days which just suck..
dAPhREAk gives Shock a * | [23:55] <Shock710> that was out of context -_- [16:26] <@motbob> Good question, Shock!
ReketSomething
Profile Blog Joined November 2008
United States6012 Posts
August 10 2012 07:34 GMT
#20
epic.
Jaedong :3
Kurumi
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Poland6130 Posts
August 10 2012 11:37 GMT
#21
On August 10 2012 10:33 Release wrote:
Electronic journal imo is no substitute for a pen-and-paper journal.

I think I feel the same way.

On August 10 2012 12:08 Azera wrote:
For me, I just (as cliche as it sounds) go with the flow. Just let your emotions happen, ya know?

It will be a lot easier for this to happen if I don't suppress them!


On August 10 2012 13:56 EffervescentAureola wrote:
As ironic as this sounds, just imagine that if you don't wake up tomorrow morning the world is just going to go on the same way it was before. Nothing is going to change when you die because nothing changed when you were born either. Realize that in life, either Nothing matters or Everything matters. Try to appreciate that as a human race we've managed to come as far as we have, that's a miracle in and of itself. But as much as we have already accomplished, we only see and know the tip of the iceberg, look into the night sky, the universe is seemingly infinitely limitless with possibility, there is so much that we do not know, that we will never know, but that we can always appreciate from a distance. No matter how fast or strong or smart you think you are, you can always be better. Those who believe themselves to be absolutely the best are setting themselves up for failure and crushing defeat, because the only way to be truly wise is to completely let go of your ego and realize that you are no more than a grain of sand on a beach or a drop of water in the ocean

That's correct. I want to be better.


On August 10 2012 15:49 Shock710 wrote:
Sometimes i do this as well, like i'll be super sad casue no gf, and than i tell myself u know what, theres no reason to be sad just be happy, i'm wasting time being sad, i dont like being sad so why should i spend time being sad =D
p.s ofc there are days which just suck..

Good luck to you man!


On August 10 2012 16:34 ReketSomething wrote:
epic.

I guess.
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