• Log InLog In
  • Register
Liquid`
Team Liquid Liquipedia
EDT 15:45
CEST 21:45
KST 04:45
  • Home
  • Forum
  • Calendar
  • Streams
  • Liquipedia
  • Features
  • Store
  • EPT
  • TL+
  • StarCraft 2
  • Brood War
  • Smash
  • Heroes
  • Counter-Strike
  • Overwatch
  • Liquibet
  • Fantasy StarCraft
  • TLPD
  • StarCraft 2
  • Brood War
  • Blogs
Forum Sidebar
Events/Features
News
Featured News
[ASL22] Ro8 Preview: Within Reach5[ASL22] Ro8 Preview: In A Tizzy11[ASL22] Ro16 Preview: Holy Diver5[ASL22] Ro16 Preview: Rough Waters10[ASL22] Ro24 Preview: Siren's Call8
Community News
SC4ALL: II SC2 Complete Invited Player Lineup4StarCraft II 5.0.17 PTR Patch Notes (Sept 30, 2026)66Weekly Cups (Sept 21-27): herO and ByuN double2Weekly Cups (Sep 13-20): herO scores triple3BSL Season 2315
StarCraft 2
General
October World Ranking: herO stays #1, ByuN returns SC4ALL: II SC2 Complete Invited Player Lineup StarCraft II 5.0.17 PTR Patch Notes (Sept 30, 2026) How do you feel about the mass reverts in the 5.0.17 PTR? Awesome/Confusing SC2 BM
Tourneys
Stellar Fest TWO the Moon (Dec 16-20) Sparkling Tuna Cup - Weekly Open Tournament 2026 GSTL Grand Finals Sea Duckling Open (Global, Bronze-Diamond) SC2 INu's Battles#21 [ 3-Days tournament ]
Strategy
[H] ZvP Mid-Late Game: Stalkers Collossi HT
Custom Maps
[M] (2) Sweltering Sands [M] (2) Frigid Storage
External Content
The PondCast: SC2 News & Results Mutation # 545 And Drops and Rifts Mutation # 544 Double Trouble Mutation # 543 Enhanced Defenses
Brood War
General
RepMastered™: replay sharing and analyzer site Bot on ladder BW General Discussion BSL Season 23 Klaucher discontinued / in-game color settings
Tourneys
2v2v2v2 Tournament [ASL22] Ro8 Day 4 [Megathread] Daily Proleagues [ASL22] Ro8 Day 3
Strategy
Cliff Jump Revisited (1 in a 1000 strategy) Replay Review Process - What do you do? Simple Questions, Simple Answers Odyssey Mineral Stack Saturation
Other Games
General Games
Nintendo Switch Thread General RTS Discussion Thread Warcraft III: The Frozen Throne Stormgate/Frost Giant Megathread Total Annihilation Zero
Dota 2
Dota 2 Champions League Season 3 Begins April 25! Official 'what is Dota anymore' discussion
League of Legends
[TL LoL EUW IHs] Teemo shall perish
Heroes of the Storm
Heroes of the Storm 2.0
Hearthstone
Deck construction bug
TL Mafia
TL Mafia Community Thread
Community
General
Things Aren’t Peaceful in Palestine US Politics Mega-thread Russo-Ukrainian War Thread Canadian Politics Mega-thread Artificial Intelligence Thread
Fan Clubs
Serral Fan Club
Media & Entertainment
Movie Discussion! [Manga] One Piece Diablo Animated Series on Netflix
Sports
Football (Soccer) Thread MLB/Baseball 2023
World Cup 2022
Tech Support
Computer Build, Upgrade & Buying Resource Thread
TL Community
Recent Gifted Posts
Blogs
[ASL22] Ro4 Day1 Ticket Giv…
bITt.mAN
Escaping Into Video Games: G…
TrAiDoS
38 yo Retired SWE loo…
PurE)Rabbit-SF
Can Bots Beat Pros?? Starcr…
namkraft
[meme] I finally understa…
LUCKY_NOOB
Regacy Esports:Our Goa…
regacyesports
Customize Sidebar...

Website Feedback

Closed Threads



Active: 8646 users

I can't understand myself.

Blogs > Kurumi
Post a Reply
1 2 Next All
Kurumi
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Poland6130 Posts
August 09 2012 23:40 GMT
#1
I was feeling horribly down.
Then I just told myself that I am happy.
And now I am happy.
Could someone tell me why I did not know that earlier?
It so good to feel happy.

****
I work alone. // Visit TL Mafia subforum!
Elegance
Profile Blog Joined February 2009
Canada917 Posts
August 09 2012 23:41 GMT
#2
You okay man?
Power of Ze
Kurumi
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Poland6130 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-08-09 23:57:52
August 09 2012 23:44 GMT
#3
On August 10 2012 08:41 Elegance wrote:
You okay man?

I think so. There are couple of things troubling me but the biggest one is something I can't overcome - which is lack of money.
Unless you were asking if I am insane.
Then, no idea.
I work alone. // Visit TL Mafia subforum!
N3rV[Green]
Profile Blog Joined August 2009
United States1935 Posts
August 10 2012 00:05 GMT
#4
We are all a little insane bro, just look up at that sky of endless possibility and appreciate the air, water, food, and all else you have.
Never fear the darkness, Bran. The strongest trees are rooted in the dark places of the earth. Darkness will be your cloak, your shield, your mother's milk. Darkness will make you strong.
StarStruck
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
25339 Posts
August 10 2012 00:06 GMT
#5
Don't necessarily need money to be happy, but for many it helps.

Control money. Well, there are steps you can take to overcome that hurdle if you apply yourself. You aren't really giving me much to go on though as this is all common sense. ._.
Kurumi
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Poland6130 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-08-10 00:15:30
August 10 2012 00:14 GMT
#6
On August 10 2012 09:06 StarStruck wrote:
Don't necessarily need money to be happy, but for many it helps.

Control money. Well, there are steps you can take to overcome that hurdle if you apply yourself. You aren't really giving me much to go on though as this is all common sense. ._.

Well, when you're a teenager and you know that it is the best for your family for you not to get out of home it is kind of hard.
-sigh- I am really anxious because of that.


On August 10 2012 09:05 N3rV[Green] wrote:
We are all a little insane bro, just look up at that sky of endless possibility and appreciate the air, water, food, and all else you have.

I guess that's true.
I just hope I am not over the "little" fragment.
I work alone. // Visit TL Mafia subforum!
ymir233
Profile Blog Joined June 2010
United States8275 Posts
August 10 2012 00:14 GMT
#7
Getting some informal Zen Buddhism up in this shit
Come motivate me to be cynical about animus at http://infinityandone.blogspot.com/ // Stork proxy gates are beautiful.
Sinensis
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
United States2513 Posts
August 10 2012 00:18 GMT
#8
Are you sure you didn't just go from horribly down to hysterical?

Hope you're not in too much money trouble that's the worst.
Kurumi
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Poland6130 Posts
August 10 2012 00:26 GMT
#9
On August 10 2012 09:18 Sinensis wrote:
Are you sure you didn't just go from horribly down to hysterical?

Hope you're not in too much money trouble that's the worst.

Well, I have food and Internet... it's not too bad...
And I think I am really fine. I've been suppressing my feelings for a long, long time now.
I work alone. // Visit TL Mafia subforum!
Release
Profile Blog Joined October 2010
United States4397 Posts
August 10 2012 00:31 GMT
#10
Make a journal/diary. It feels good to express feelings. I started yesterday and wrote for an hour.
Feels good
☺
AnachronisticAnarchy
Profile Blog Joined July 2011
United States2957 Posts
August 10 2012 00:35 GMT
#11
Unhappiness is all in your head. Small wonder you managed to do that though. Not many people can just jump right out of depression like that, usually they're just too tired to try.
"How are you?" "I am fine, because it is not normal to scream in pain."
Kurumi
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Poland6130 Posts
August 10 2012 00:38 GMT
#12
On August 10 2012 09:31 Release wrote:
Make a journal/diary. It feels good to express feelings. I started yesterday and wrote for an hour.
Feels good

But I don't anyone to read it! o_o
Especially my parents >_> or entire family.


On August 10 2012 09:35 AnachronisticAnarchy wrote:
Unhappiness is all in your head. Small wonder you managed to do that though. Not many people can just jump right out of depression like that, usually they're just too tired to try.

I just need to keep it up and genuinely feel it. It should be good!
I work alone. // Visit TL Mafia subforum!
PrinceXizor
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
United States17713 Posts
August 10 2012 00:43 GMT
#13
On August 10 2012 09:38 Kurumi wrote:
Show nested quote +
On August 10 2012 09:31 Release wrote:
Make a journal/diary. It feels good to express feelings. I started yesterday and wrote for an hour.
Feels good

But I don't anyone to read it! o_o
Especially my parents >_> or entire family.


Show nested quote +
On August 10 2012 09:35 AnachronisticAnarchy wrote:
Unhappiness is all in your head. Small wonder you managed to do that though. Not many people can just jump right out of depression like that, usually they're just too tired to try.

I just need to keep it up and genuinely feel it. It should be good!

http://www.my-diary.org/

you can keep a private passworded diary online.
Blazinghand *
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
United States25563 Posts
August 10 2012 00:43 GMT
#14
The trick with a journal or diary is to keep it in a passworded folder on your computer so it's for your eyes only
When you stare into the iCCup, the iCCup stares back.
TL+ Member
Kurumi
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Poland6130 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-08-10 00:57:29
August 10 2012 00:46 GMT
#15
On August 10 2012 09:43 Blazinghand wrote:
The trick with a journal or diary is to keep it in a passworded folder on your computer so it's for your eyes only

I can hide it in some steam folder, no need to password.
Just to make sure it doesn't show in recent though.

I AM MYSELF HOOOOOORAAAAAAAAY
I work alone. // Visit TL Mafia subforum!
Release
Profile Blog Joined October 2010
United States4397 Posts
August 10 2012 01:33 GMT
#16
Electronic journal imo is no substitute for a pen-and-paper journal.
☺
Azera
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
3800 Posts
August 10 2012 03:08 GMT
#17
For me, I just (as cliche as it sounds) go with the flow. Just let your emotions happen, ya know?
Check out some great music made by TLers - http://bit.ly/QXYhdb , by intrigue. http://bit.ly/RTjpOR , by ohsea.toc.
EffervescentAureola
Profile Blog Joined June 2012
United States410 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-08-10 05:03:21
August 10 2012 04:56 GMT
#18
As ironic as this sounds, just imagine that if you don't wake up tomorrow morning the world is just going to go on the same way it was before. Nothing is going to change when you die because nothing changed when you were born either. Realize that in life, either Nothing matters or Everything matters. Try to appreciate that as a human race we've managed to come as far as we have, that's a miracle in and of itself. But as much as we have already accomplished, we only see and know the tip of the iceberg, look into the night sky, the universe is seemingly infinitely limitless with possibility, there is so much that we do not know, that we will never know, but that we can always appreciate from a distance. No matter how fast or strong or smart you think you are, you can always be better. Those who believe themselves to be absolutely the best are setting themselves up for failure and crushing defeat, because the only way to be truly wise is to completely let go of your ego and realize that you are no more than a grain of sand on a beach or a drop of water in the ocean
Shock710
Profile Blog Joined December 2009
Australia6097 Posts
August 10 2012 06:49 GMT
#19
Sometimes i do this as well, like i'll be super sad casue no gf, and than i tell myself u know what, theres no reason to be sad just be happy, i'm wasting time being sad, i dont like being sad so why should i spend time being sad =D
p.s ofc there are days which just suck..
dAPhREAk gives Shock a * | [23:55] <Shock710> that was out of context -_- [16:26] <@motbob> Good question, Shock!
ReketSomething
Profile Blog Joined November 2008
United States6012 Posts
August 10 2012 07:34 GMT
#20
epic.
Jaedong :3
1 2 Next All
Please log in or register to reply.
Live Events Refresh
BSL: Ladder Tournament
04:00
#2 - $100
LiquipediaDiscussion
AI Arena Tournament
02:00
Swiss - Round 4
[ Submit Event ]
Live Streams
Refresh
StarCraft 2
JuggernautJason73
BRAT_OK 72
Railgan 15
StarCraft: Brood War
Britney 18840
Mini 363
Dewaltoss 172
Hyuk 144
firebathero 108
ggaemo 100
ZZZero.O 75
Terrorterran 6
Dota 2
Gorgc8176
febbydoto17
League of Legends
Doublelift1210
Counter-Strike
Fnx 535
Heroes of the Storm
Grubby4293
Khaldor1249
crisheroes963
Liquid`Hasu778
Other Games
summit1g3481
FrodaN2437
fl0m1155
Beastyqt811
KnowMe316
mouzStarbuck306
ArmadaUGS127
Mew2King63
Organizations
Other Games
gamesdonequick1176
BasetradeTV191
Dota 2
PGL Dota 2 - Main Stream33
[ Show 19 non-featured ]
StarCraft 2
• printf 102
• Adnapsc2 21
• Letter143
• AfreecaTV YouTube
• intothetv
• Kozan
• IndyKCrew
• Migwel
StarCraft: Brood War
• blackmanpl 45
• 80smullet 21
• Azhi_Dahaki14
• BSLYoutube
• STPLYoutube
• ZZZeroYoutube
Dota 2
• C_a_k_e 8447
• WagamamaTV439
Other Games
• imaqtpie820
• Shiphtur256
• tFFMrPink 14
Upcoming Events
Sparkling Tuna Cup
14h 15m
INu's Battles
16h 15m
herO vs Classic
Percival vs Rogue
Shopify Rebellion Sundays
19h 15m
MilkiCow vs TBD
Clem vs TBD
BSL Open Qualifier
23h 15m
BSL Open Qualifier
23h 15m
Replay Cast
1d 3h
Afreeca Starleague
1d 14h
Rush vs Light
WardiTV Weekly
1d 15h
Monday Night Weeklies
1d 20h
Replay Cast
2 days
[ Show More ]
Afreeca Starleague
2 days
Soma vs Soulkey
INu's Battles
2 days
SHIN vs Cure
ByuN vs Zoun
PiGosaur Cup
3 days
The PondCast
4 days
INu's Battles
4 days
Replay Cast
6 days
BSL: Ladder Tournament
6 days
Liquipedia Results

Completed

Proleague 2026-10-02
Blizzard Classic Cup 2026
Calamity Invitational

Ongoing

ASL Season 22
Super Anchor Qualifying S3
CSL 2026 AUTUMN (S22)
Acropolis #5
Acropolis #5 - GSB
Copium Cup
ESL Pro League Season 24
Stake Ranked Episode 4
1win Private Club #1
Logitech G Play Connect 2026
SL StarSeries Fall 2026
FISSURE Playground #3
BLAST Open Fall 2026
Esports World Cup 2026
BLAST Bounty Summer 2026
BLAST Bounty Summer Qual

Upcoming

Acropolis #5 - GSC
BSL Season 23
SC4ALL II: Brood War
BSL 23: Non-Korean Championship
HSC XXX
Stellar Fest 2: Lunar Cup
SC4ALL II: StarCraft II
Kung Fu Cup 2026 Grand Finals
RSL Offline Finals
Custodian Cup
eXTREMESLAND 2026
PGL Major Singapore 2026
Stake Ranked Episode 6
BLAST Rivals Fall 2026
IEM Beijing 2026
Stake Ranked Episode 5
PGL Masters Bucharest 2026
1win Private Club #2
Thunderpick World Champ. '26
TLPD

1. ByuN
2. TY
3. Dark
4. Solar
5. Stats
6. Nerchio
7. sOs
8. soO
9. INnoVation
10. Elazer
1. Rain
2. Flash
3. EffOrt
4. Last
5. Bisu
6. Soulkey
7. Mini
8. Sharp
Sidebar Settings...

Advertising | Privacy Policy | Terms Of Use | Contact Us

Original banner artwork: Jim Warren
The contents of this webpage are copyright © 2026 TLnet. All Rights Reserved.