EPTwould you ever do this? im white, british, have like £400 at my disposal, i guess i could pull it off. last year i moved house randomly with like £100, had to roam the streets looking for someone that'd take me in on housing benefits, and seemingly got pretty lucky lol.
i havent been on benefits for ages (i could be on housing benefit worth 1 day at work but my landlord doesnt accept it) and this year i have saved a negative amount money (working 4-5 days a week on £6/hour, and not buying any booze or weed). so its a bit depressing.
i have to finish this written course at work still (like a mini-diploma), tho honestly there is not much use to it - i could possibly get a raise of like £0.50/hour at some jobs, maybe. i kinda said to myself at the start of the year "i gotta complete it nomatter what, to prove to myself i can freakin do something, and to learn how to discipline myself". and its been pretty fail so far trying to discipline myself to do it.
anyway, after ive finally got it outa the way i intend to move house (maybe up north) to somewhere super cheap so i can start saving a little money. doing the same job probably. tho i would kill for something different like a warehouse job.
i just watched Interstate 60, its a feelgood lighthearted journey/romantic comedy, you should get it. now im downloading random romantic comedies like Clueless and When in Rome. do you know any others? stuff like 40 year old Virgin, Forgetting Sarah Marshel (wtvr), those were good
i slipped and landed on my middle right ribs on the side of the bath with my entire bodyweight 5 days ago. i seemed to be recovering okay on anti-inflamitories but yesterday i bent over a bit too much and suddenly something in my ribs got caught and the pain came back as if i'd just had the accident all over again; i almost fainted a few times and could move from my bed for ages (struggling to get up but couldnt). im wondering if i actually fractured something/its more serious. i have a doctors appntment tomorrow but he will probably say "come back in 10 or 50 days". i will go straight to A&E if it happens again but im avoiding bending over like i did so im a bit worried. you ever had this problem / reoccuring problem like it happened to me?
i almost had a breakdown recently due to stress and misery from work. so the boss said i can have 2 weeks off. i didnt make very good use of my time at all (got a few more days tho). i started back at the gym, having been away from it for a month due to the stress and shit, but now this fracture has screwed me over again. hopefully i can go again tomorrow tho.
i played a hentai game for like 24 hours straight the other day. dont feel too great about it, more like its pretty funny. i raped this girl 440+ times and actually got a nose bleed IRL.
one thing that is progressing is my guitar. i am almost finished with my first ever song, which is Coffee and TV. was trying to sing the lyrics whilst playing today. its hard coz i havent memorised lyrics yet (im crap at lyrics). the hardest bit actually is doing the C# barre chord. i havent gotten much better at it over time. im not entirely sure what to learn next, i want something upbeat, a little complex, and that i really like. dont know many songs tho. i have an acoustic btw, not electric
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