The Automated Ban List - Page 13

My life is taking a downward spiral the last few hours. People look at me like I’m crazy, telling me with their eyes that I should be locked up in a mental institution. I really rips my heart out that nobody will listen to me when the evidence is right in front of their faces. Sadder still is the fact that the object of my suspicions is my very own brother. Fuck I just feel so betrayed by everyone right now. My own brother might be molesting my daughter and nobody is doing a goddamn thing about it. Like fuck, how can this fucking thing happen to me? I have the facts laid out for everyone but not even my own wife will believe me. I guess I just really need a place to vent out my feelings because I suppose everyone is right and I am being a total wacko here.

I guess in order to fully appreciate the magnitude of my ordeal, I will have to go back to the beginning. We were a superficially happy family. Dad died before I was born so I pretty much grew up with my mom and stepfather, who loved us both dearly. But I knew from an early age, that something was wrong with my real Dad. I mean, my mom practically never talked about him – ever. Something was seriously off and I felt like my brother was hiding something too. As of now, I still haven’t completely figured out what happened to my real father although I know it has something to do with drugs. I don’t know if it’s because my family covered it up so well or because I’m purposely not digging deep enough because of my fear of finding something I don’t want to see. But I eventually found out that my brother was not normal in his sexual preferences by the time he hit puberty. He would always play with younger kids, and I know that’s not saying much but I once saw him wrestling on the ground with this neighborhood girl that was like 7. I really don’t think it’s normal for a 13 year old to be wrestling on the ground with a 7 year old but apparently nobody gave much notice. Jumping forward to our marriages, I was positive that something was wrong with his wife. She was a little TOO young. I mean, I married my college sweetheart at about 25 but my brother practically married this 19 year old at 30. I know the age difference doesn’t say much but if you looked at his picture, you would know what I mean. It’s like he selected his wife because of her girlish looks. So, I guess what I’m trying to say is that I’ve always suspected my brother of pedophilia but I never confronted him about it because it would make it real. Oh, and I don’t want to pretend that my relationship with my brother was any good. Literally the only time he ever does anything for me is when there’s something in it for him. As soon as the parents are out of site, bam, he becomes a completely different person, refusing to play with me, taking my toys, just overall being a huge douche. I’m not gonna pretend that I’m a nice guy either, but at least I don’t go around molesting kids in my spare time. I don’t think it’s much surprise that the two of us didn’t have any contact since he moved out. We lived completely separate lives. Oh, the son of a bitch tried to contact me but I knew it was all phony baloney crap to make himself look like the good guy. The man never does anything if nothing’s in it for him. Ever.

And now, I’ll talk about what’s been going on recently with my daughter. Essentially, my brother (her uncle) went through a nasty divorce with his wife and without even asking my permission, moved into the same town as me. He has a son around the same age as my daughter and the 2 of them are like best friends, so she hangs out at my brother’s apartment a lot. My wife seems to trust him so much that she let’s my daughter’s uncle come over to babysit when we’re away and even let’s her stay overnight at his house in sleepovers because apparently, she has a crush on his son. The first time I suspected that something was seriously wrong was when my I saw my daughter’s Barbie dolls. I’ve read somewhere that little girls often see their Barbies as an extension of themselves – and this Barbie was an utter mess. There were scattered crayon marks all over the face, especially near the eyes. My daughter was hurting, and I could see it from her doll. That, and the fact that something was seriously wrong with the way my daughter slept. She always slept curled up in a ball, as if trying to protect herself from some unknown assailant in the night.

But the most chilling sight was the way my brother looked at my daughter every time she went over to his house to play. Call it parents’ intuition, but I could sense immediately that something was very wrong. That gaze… it just wasn’t natural. Something was off about it. I could just… feel it. The fucking bastard had that sick smile on his face – a smile of perversion.

If that weren’t enough, my daughter frequently brings home things that she claims she found in the playground. I took one look at the necklace she brought home one day and knew that it she was lying. You don’t just pick up a real jewel necklace at the playground, and certainly not if it’s your birthstone. I practically tore the thing off her neck and left her crying when I saw that thing around her neck. I asked her the truth but she just wouldn’t tell me anything. I practically had to beat her before she spit the truth out. “I’m special daddy I deserve to have this.” I wept on the spot after I heard those words. My own brother bought this for her and told her she was special. As if to validate my argument, the next day, as my wife and I dropped off my daughter for him to babysit, he nonchalantly asked me about the pretty necklace she wore the other day, asking me if I bought it for her. That was when I had enough. I practically flew at my brother and literally couldn’t control myself as I savagely beat this sick pedophile piece of shit. Obviously, after things cooled down, my wife confronted me about it and I had to tell her the truth – about my suspicions. She looked at me like I was some sort of psychopath, requesting that I get treatment immediately. So, here I am today, torn apart by my own family. On the one hand, I love my daughter and want what’s best for her, on the other, I really don’t want to believe my own brother is a pedophile. Fuck religion. If there is a God, he wouldn’t let this happen to me. I’m sure that any day now, the police are gonna come to my house because I kind of went haywire on my wife and kicked her out of the house after that argument. I just don’t know what to say to anyone right now so I tried compiling a list of evidence for my case in writing:
1) My daughter and her uncle are unusually close. She almost spends more time at his house than at my own.
2) My uncle always buys her the best gifts for Christmas or her Birthday. He seems to know exactly what she wants, almost more than I know my own daughter.
3) His own son is a mess. My uncle doesn’t pay any attention to his own kid and seemingly cares more about my daughter than his own son, who I doubt even takes regular showers. And speaking of his son, you should see the looks he gives his kid… At times, I can sense intense jealousy in his eyes. This fucker is jealous of his own son because he wants my daughter for himself!
4) I don’t know the full details of his divorce but I know it was something extremely traumatic and emotional because his wife literally cut off all contact with anyone even remotely related to her ex-husband, including me. I suspect that a key thing to bring my brother to justice is to locate his ex-wife, something I’m working on right now.
5) He has a history with children. He doesn’t have a record or anything but I know, deep down I just KNOW that this man is a pedophile.
6) As much as it pains me to say it, it’s but I myself had pedophiliac urges when I was young. I remember my first real crush was my best friend’s 9 year old sister. As of now, I think I can say I no longer have these urges, but I know the things like this tend to run genetically in the family.

Yeah, if any of you guys can give me any advice on what I can do to help the situation at all, please don’t hesitate. I really need all the support I can get because I feel as if the whole world as turned against me. My wife told me I might have schizophrenia – are you fucking serious? Schizophrenia? These people I used to love are seeing me as a psycho and it really hurts me on the inside. I know I never really contemplated suicide in my life before, but if things really do get bad enough, I feel like I have no other choice. As of now, I’m doing everything I can to find my brother’s ex-wife because something is hidden there that could potentially change things around. I love my wife and daughter very much and I know I might never see them again, but I know I did the right thing.

P.S. I just found out some new information about the whole thing. I think that my wife might be cheating on me with my brother. I called the son of a bitch’s house and she picked the phone up. Fucking whore is staying with my goddamn brother while I try to figure everything out. Life sucks.



DoctorHelvetica United States. December 15 2009 21:14. Posts 4960 PM Profile Blog Quote
You're an asshole. Before beating the shit out of your brother and making your daughter feel like garbage maybe you should confirm that he's sexually abusing children first. Your "hunch" could be nothing more than complete horseshit.

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The other option is that this is a troll blog in which case it's very well constructed.Last edit: 2009-12-15 21:15:13

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Plexa New Zealand. December 15 2009 21:18. Posts 16433 PM Profile Blog Quote
hi tdot

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meeple Canada. December 15 2009 21:18. Posts 4321 PM Profile Blog Quote
Thinking basically the same thing as the doctor. You don't really have proof of anything other than some half-baked suspicions. Don't just go off and act like a tard or people are gonna treat you like one.

Barbies are not a good indication that your daughters life is falling apart... maybe you need to be talking to her more and find out whats really going on with her before taking barbies to be your Magic 8 ball.

Kicking your wife out of the house isn't a good way of solving a dispute, maybe you need to talk to her about solving it.

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Awww plexa....

Things were just starting to get good and you ruin it like that?

Now you make tdotkrayz sad