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On June 25 2012 11:56 Sadist wrote:Show nested quote +On June 25 2012 09:13 sereniity wrote:
I have vitiligo (the shit michael jackson had, though it's almost only in my face, and not a big part of it) and I'm more sad about it than I want to admit... praying it wont spread more across my face so that I don't start to look like some guy with a facepainting. I have vitiligo as well. I had it on my face and it was really really rough for a while. I got the narrow band light treatment and it improved on my face dramatically ( I also wear a goatee to hide it a bit). Look into getting the the narrow band light treatment. It works pretty well.
Sad to hear that you also have it, I will certainly look into that narrow band light treatment.
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On June 25 2012 12:06 ZenithM wrote:Show nested quote +On June 25 2012 11:18 spkim1 wrote:
OK, this is my take on this post:
First of all, I'm not going to confess anything, I'm going to express my opinion on this thread, that is all.
Second, This thread is controversial by its very nature: For what purpose are you willing to collect people's confessions ?
This can be a very dangerous thread because confessions are a sensitive part of an individual.
If you just want to hear comments like "I think I'm into guys" or of the same sort just to have a laugh, I think you can find sources of such commedy elsewhere.
Third, and therefore I conclude, teamliquid's forum managers, if you have even a grain of conscience, every second that passes which allows this thread to remain in existence is a mistake of yours. Therefore, I hope following my logic, I trust you will end this thread at the uptmost speed and first opportunity you get to do so.
Sincerely,
spkim1 That's ridiculous. People are aware that others might read their message in this thread, and still choose to "confess". So far I've yet to read something very compromising anyway, it's not like someone confessed murder or something... From what I see, this thread is more like a friendly place where you tell weird things you've done or you think, and people can relate to it, kind of like the "Weird things I think only I do" thread, maybe in a bit deeper way.
Hmmmm. Valid point. I must admit I somehow felt danger in this thread, which may have been a too pessimistic view. I must have jumped to conclusions and overlooked the friendly aspects of the thread ,,, Must have something to do with trying to be overly cautious of sensitiveness, which is too often the source of conflicts in social circles. Meh ... Apoligies !
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I visited my cabin this weekend. And after the long trek from the bus (i dont have a drivers license, even though Im 25) it was finally time to sit down on the porch enjoy the rest of white wine. There were however a shitload of gnats (? - small mosquitos) with the sole purpose of drinking my blood. It got a bit too much and i went in and got an insect repellant. I the meantime 4 gnats had drowned i my glass. My instinctive reaction was to try to fish them out but my mind just went; "Fuck it. You eat me - I eat you". So they all went down my throat. It tasted like gewürztraminer and justice!
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I play through the pain of my fingers, but never tell anyone because I don't want to quit something I enjoy 
Also, even though I have health insurance I'm too scared to get it fixed
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i almost jumped off a cliff when i was fifteen. i can look at it and laugh now, but back then it was pretty intense.
also, when i was a tiny little kid 3-5 i used to crap my pants just to piss my parents off. 
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Sometimes, when I'm on someone else's computer, I go to nytimes.com and read all 10 of the month's free articles, leaving them without any free articles for the rest of the month. I feel guity when I do it, but I can't stop myself.
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I did a test for a company program, which confirmed my good grades and said I was in the top 4% with regards to speed of thought. But I still doubt my intellect on a daily basis. And I hate talking about myself, which makes both me and others uncomfortable, as I have been pretty fucking succesful in university and now work place.
I am nearly always presenting a happy face and very good at social interactions, but I am very introvert with regards to my feelings and thoughts, people just don't really notice because they are so self-obsessed and I am great at feeding that.
I lost my dad like 5 years ago and I still miss him so freaking much. But I don't feel like I can talk with anybody about this, since you have no fucking clue about how it feels before it happens to you. I should probably talk to my siblings, but I am terrible at family stuff. Actually, I am a pretty bad person in that regard, somehow I value my best friends higher than my family, it is freaking weird.
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On June 26 2012 00:46 Sindriss wrote:
I did a test for a company program, which confirmed my good grades and said I was in the top 4% with regards to speed of thought. But I still doubt my intellect on a daily basis. And I hate talking about myself, which makes both me and others uncomfortable, as I have been pretty fucking succesful in university and now work place.
I am nearly always presenting a happy face and very good at social interactions, but I am very introvert with regards to my feelings and thoughts, people just don't really notice because they are so self-obsessed and I am great at feeding that.
I lost my dad like 5 years ago and I still miss him so freaking much. But I don't feel like I can talk with anybody about this, since you have no fucking clue about how it feels before it happens to you. I should probably talk to my siblings, but I am terrible at family stuff. Actually, I am a pretty bad person in that regard, somehow I value my best friends higher than my family, it is freaking weird.
Def not weird man. You have spent much more time with your friends than your family. This starts to develop a much deeper emotional connection so it is completely understandable. You'll those whom you have spent more time with more than the rest of people that you know.
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I hate myself because of my mother. and I hate for it. Verbal abuse by calling every single one of mu hobbies or interest stupid or a waste of time. I get good grades, I don't party, I don't drink, out of some desperate desire to get her approval, thenshe berates me for being introverted and anti-social. I`m this way because of how she treated me, I'm afraid of opening up to people or being honest in fear that they will reject me or call me a freak. My father know's what she is doing and he just turns his head and pretends it doesn't happen.
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I hit a tree with my car and feel bad about it because I could have done something to avoid it.
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I don't last very long watching porn.
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On June 26 2012 12:07 obesechicken13 wrote:
I don't last very long watching porn.
I can't explain it either.
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On June 25 2012 06:29 valium wrote:
I feed trolls out of pity
this is so backwards
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On June 26 2012 12:15 1Eris1 wrote:Show nested quote +On June 26 2012 12:07 obesechicken13 wrote:
I don't last very long watching porn. I can't explain it either.
Novelty is stimulating
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I frequent the teamliquid forums all the time, but I almost never play starcraft. I want to, but for whatever reason I never do. I tell myself I'll start tomorrow. We'll see.
Edit: I have real bad ladder anxiety. I've found it so hard to play multiplayer videogames in general, because after not playing them for like a year I'm rusty and I hate losing so much that I just choose not to play. I hate it. It's the same reason I quit basketball in highschool and pretend not to care about anything. Gotta ladder tomorrow dawgs.
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I have hit a bad anti-social wall in my life. Ever since about 8th grade i have never really talked with people to much not unless i had to about something. Even friends, i dont call them to hang out or talk i just wait for them to call me. Im still pretty clueless on why i don't talk with people though. I have some reasons that may pertain to my anti-socialness.
First reason: Freshmen Year high school i lost my best friend from kindergarten to 7th grade because my brother got caught drinking beer at my best friends brothers house. So my parents blamed his parents for not watching them and well the blood got boiled on both sides.
Second reason: Well i was diagnosed with A.D.D and so since about 4th grade in school i have been in special education classes that i would join in the middle of normal school hours so im not in the same classroom as all my friends. It was like this all the way up till about 7th grade when i was pretty much only in 1 class with all my friends. Once highschool started though i was never in any of my friends classes and this is where i think i even started to realize this was pretty weird and stupid but was to anti social to say anything about it to anyone.
Third Reason: Computers have always been amazing to me. But computers sadly were used as my scape goat from the real world durning all my hard times. Which never helped my social aspect in real life to much.
All in all i really just don't know how to talk with people. I think i have one friend that i could open up to about all this but i havn't yet. I know i should open up to someone about all this social awkward ness i just don't really know who to first. Should i confess all this to my friend who still considers me a friend and calls me or should i talk with my parents about it?
sorry if this is all typed out weird and wrong. English writing/typing is bad thanks to special ed.
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On June 26 2012 13:33 zen22 wrote:
I have hit a bad anti-social wall in my life. Ever since about 8th grade i have never really talked with people to much not unless i had to about something. Even friends, i dont call them to hang out or talk i just wait for them to call me. Im still pretty clueless on why i don't talk with people though. I have some reasons that may pertain to my anti-socialness.
First reason: Freshmen Year high school i lost my best friend from kindergarten to 7th grade because my brother got caught drinking beer at my best friends brothers house. So my parents blamed his parents for not watching them and well the blood got boiled on both sides.
Second reason: Well i was diagnosed with A.D.D and so since about 4th grade in school i have been in special education classes that i would join in the middle of normal school hours so im not in the same classroom as all my friends. It was like this all the way up till about 7th grade when i was pretty much only in 1 class with all my friends. Once highschool started though i was never in any of my friends classes and this is where i think i even started to realize this was pretty weird and stupid but was to anti social to say anything about it to anyone.
Third Reason: Computers have always been amazing to me. But computers sadly were used as my scape goat from the real world durning all my hard times. Which never helped my social aspect in real life to much.
All in all i really just don't know how to talk with people. I think i have one friend that i could open up to about all this but i havn't yet. I know i should open up to someone about all this social awkward ness i just don't really know who to first. Should i confess all this to my friend who still considers me a friend and calls me or should i talk with my parents about it?
sorry if this is all typed out weird and wrong. English writing/typing is bad thanks to special ed.
Definitely tell your parents. I'm the exact same way, and my parents thought I was just a lazy shit before I explained how I used the internets as a way to deal with my introversion. Seriously so many people have this problem it's stupid, and once you realize that lots of people feel the exact same way you do you'll feel better. Some of your friends are the same way, and are waiting for you to call them, I guarantee it. But first steps first, tell someone. Gotta break out of that comfort zone homie. Get that stone rolling.
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On June 26 2012 13:46 Pobearo wrote:Show nested quote +On June 26 2012 13:33 zen22 wrote:
I have hit a bad anti-social wall in my life. Ever since about 8th grade i have never really talked with people to much not unless i had to about something. Even friends, i dont call them to hang out or talk i just wait for them to call me. Im still pretty clueless on why i don't talk with people though. I have some reasons that may pertain to my anti-socialness.
First reason: Freshmen Year high school i lost my best friend from kindergarten to 7th grade because my brother got caught drinking beer at my best friends brothers house. So my parents blamed his parents for not watching them and well the blood got boiled on both sides.
Second reason: Well i was diagnosed with A.D.D and so since about 4th grade in school i have been in special education classes that i would join in the middle of normal school hours so im not in the same classroom as all my friends. It was like this all the way up till about 7th grade when i was pretty much only in 1 class with all my friends. Once highschool started though i was never in any of my friends classes and this is where i think i even started to realize this was pretty weird and stupid but was to anti social to say anything about it to anyone.
Third Reason: Computers have always been amazing to me. But computers sadly were used as my scape goat from the real world durning all my hard times. Which never helped my social aspect in real life to much.
All in all i really just don't know how to talk with people. I think i have one friend that i could open up to about all this but i havn't yet. I know i should open up to someone about all this social awkward ness i just don't really know who to first. Should i confess all this to my friend who still considers me a friend and calls me or should i talk with my parents about it?
sorry if this is all typed out weird and wrong. English writing/typing is bad thanks to special ed. Definitely tell your parents. I'm the exact same way, and my parents thought I was just a lazy shit before I explained how I used the internets as a way to deal with my introversion. Seriously so many people have this problem it's stupid, and once you realize that lots of people feel the exact same way you do you'll feel better. Some of your friends are the same way, and are waiting for you to call them, I guarantee it. But first steps first, tell someone. Gotta break out of that comfort zone homie. Get that stone rolling.
Thanks for the reply man and i will tell my parents and i will call my friend when i have time off work and invite him over for a bowl and have a talk with him. Gave me some motivation  <3
I hope you have a great day and life after that.
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The worst thing I ever done - I mixed a pot of fake puke at home and then I went to this movie theater, hid the puke in my jacket, climbed up to the balcony and then, t-t-then, I made a noise like this: hua-hua-hua-huaaaaaaa - and then I dumped it over the side, all over the people in the audience. And then, this was horrible, all the people started getting sick and throwing up all over each other. I never felt so bad in my entire life.
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This is my first post. Frequent TL-er, first time post-er.
I steal from the from clothing stores and the grocery store. Some things just aren't worth the price, so I put them in my pocket or wear them out of the store. I've gotten pretty good
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