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On June 17 2009 09:54 BookTwo wrote:Show nested quote +On June 17 2009 08:13 Ellis wrote:On June 17 2009 08:10 BookTwo wrote: My watching starcraft VOD's/Replays to playing starcraft ratio is
500:5 So like 100:1? No, it's closer to 500:5
Sarcasm, or you utterly failed your math classes?
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The first album i bought myself was Michael Jackson's Invincible on cassette tape.
i swing from depressed and hating myself to mild enjoyment of my life. i don't understand the pattern.
I Havent kept in contact with 99% of my friends from high school and i don't give a fucking shit if i ever see them again. (graduated last year).
i make judgements on people based on what type of music they like. Pop music or modern rap and your an idiot!
This thread is awesome.
My xbox Redringed, and i don't know if i want to buy another one. I bought it for sf4, got bored of how repetitive and stale sf4 is, was hanging out for blaz blue and KOFXII and neither seem to be on the horizon for an australian release. Blaz blue's 360 US release not being region free like they intially promised really made me unhappy. FUCK. thinking about it makes me emo.
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On June 16 2009 16:15 fanatacist wrote: I have dark desires from time to time that make me question whether or not I am human or whether or not I was the only human and everyone around me was a robot. I let go of that as a serious possibility years ago but I still think about it sometimes. I'm a robot.
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On June 17 2009 01:40 fanatacist wrote:Show nested quote +On June 16 2009 17:41 Etherone wrote:On June 16 2009 17:18 fanatacist wrote:+ Show Spoiler +On June 16 2009 17:05 Etherone wrote:Show nested quote +On June 16 2009 16:45 fanatacist wrote:On June 16 2009 16:39 Etherone wrote:On June 16 2009 16:27 fanatacist wrote:+ Show Spoiler +On June 16 2009 16:20 Etherone wrote: I don't have the balls to ask girls out, i just attempt to create and recreate that "kiss her" moment enough times so that the girl can get tired and either kiss me, or give up and just be friends.
ultimately I want them to give up and just be friends, so we can diffuse any sexual tension and i can play around with her and talk to her about anything, without worrying about it ruining a possible relationship. Comfort > sex
I have gone through extreme lengths to recreate these moments.
I have never asked a girl out, except my current girlfriend (I 100% knew she would say yes), because I am also too much of a pussy to ask a girl out. I spent years perfecting my technique of forcing the girl into the situation of asking me out, not by direct romantic approaches, but by making it evident that I like her and making her like me so much that they break down and ask me. I planned to get engaged this way as well. It has only failed once, and it has worked 4 times. By the way my method includes cocky-funny, which is a euphemism for being a sarcastic dick with a few good traits. This helps girls have low expectations of me in a relationship but still like me enough to ask me out; this way, I can overwhelm them by being even slightly nicer doing the relationship. This makes them feel "special" because I am not that nice to anyone else, even though what they think is me being exceptionally nice is probably less than what even the average bad boyfriend is. if by cocky funny you mean continuously berate them, then laugh it off as a joke, successfully lowering their self esteem centimeters at a time, also revealing how much more intelligent you are than them and throwing in their faces how "lived" you are and how they have so much to see and learn ( with you) then you have my method down pretty well, with a few flavorful tactics omitted. and as for my confession, I revolted against the world for 2 years, and spiraled out of control simply because my father lost most of his money, and i felt betrayed. That is pretty accurate but I love how you try to boost your e-penis/ego/self-image by pretending like you understand the depths of another person's approach to what is one of the most common and prevalent instincts, the instinct to reproduce, from a few lines that that person typed on a forum. Get over yourself, you're not a super womanizing sex legend. The end. first, i was simply describing my method because the similarities have become obvious and i wanted to know to what extent they held true. Also we both know the drive isn't the instinct to reproduce but something else, at least not all of it, i believe i have some control over my biological urges, or rather i'd like to believe that. whether you believe this, or that i am simply reading into your posts and over analyzing them is ultimately your choice obviously although... edit: Show nested quote +On June 16 2009 16:43 MYM.Testie wrote: I hate confession threads. It makes me realize how many truly ugly people I'm surrounded by. Or it just makes me think they have really shitty taste in humour. how self righteous. honesty is ugly to you? In a modern society where it is no longer the strongest or the most well-off that has guaranteed mates, but a person with a strategy or innate ability to woo women, saying that any method of gathering the interest of women is not related to our instinct of reproduction is completely false. The depth of the art is a consequence of the higher level of intelligence on either side, and therefore the higher level of intricacy. We all have biological urges that we are forced to control because of society's standards and laws. Saying that you like to believe you do is an understatement as this control is forced upon us for the greater good of society. I was referring to your saying that my method is similar yet lacks a "few flavorful tactics," indicating that you have somehow surmised from the few lines I used to describe my approach that it is inferior to yours, which is obviously vast and has depth beyond my puny imagination. Hence I said, get the fuck over yourself. then the segment i believe you missed was right before it "then you have my method down pretty well" although i guess i could have been playing coy and meant it the way you took it, but no i meant my description lacked a few flavorful tactics, which i simply did not have the time or willingness to include. unintentional ambiguity at it's best. the control over the biological urges comment was more directed at the fact that i cannot know if this strategy was a product of my freewill, something I controlled or rather forced by my biological need to reproduce and survive. i have a question. is the girl you asked out older or younger than you? "then you have my method down pretty well" 1. My = infers your method was first, is your property, and I am simply trying to emulate. 2. pretty = belittling adjective inferring that although I have some mastery of the method it is not as good as yours. This is consistent with your latter statement (lack of "few flavorful tactics"). I can tell you now that unless you have a hormone deficiency or imbalance, it is at least in part due to the biological urges/instincts. Younger by 8 months. The girls that asked me out were, in order, older by 3, older by 20 months, younger by 21 days, younger by 8 months. Don't think there is any trend in their ages, although it is interesting that their ages were lower and lower relative to mine as time went on.
ha i reread the statement now, and it does come off as very condescending although that was not the aim, i guess when i am tired more of my emotions leak through my writing than I intend.
What i described was my method, i had no intention of implying you are using it, but rather that I use a method that follows a similar logical path, and has similar effects. the imagery would more resemble a single path that at one point forks. This fork is where our tendencies, and personal traits are introduced in "the" method thus turning it into our separate methods. I used the expression "pretty well", because although it has the same basis it is not my method it is yours thus making it an inaccurate account of my method, not implying that it is inferior but different, more of a parallel method.
as for the title sec legend i much prefer sex juggernaut.
confession wise, I have written multiple confessions for this thread that i decided not to post due to fear.
edit: i don't like the smiley
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On June 17 2009 01:56 exalted wrote: Sweet Lemons - narcissistic personality disorder? (has nothing to do with "being narcissistic", but more with the "appearing confident", being insecure inside)
I mention it because I relate to particular traits of the disorder, worth taking a look into.
Yeah, I about fit the bill for that. I just read the wiki on it, and I have two of the three schema modes, and fit the "oblivious" subtype. I fit five of the DSM IV-TR Criteria, too. The risk factors, minus abuse, pretty much exactly describe my childhood. And I absolutely view seeing a therapist as devaluing, just like it says people with NPD do. I should probably see a therapist, but it costs too much money : (.
And holy shit, I'm reading on mayoclinic what the complications of it may be, listed as: *Substance abuse (About to get there, I think. I've certainly thought a lot about it) * Alcohol abuse (Same as above) * Depression (Don't foresee it, but who does? Been there before, though, and I think this developed out of that, to be honest) * Suicidal thoughts or behavior (Not at all) * Eating disorders, particularly anorexia nervosa (About to get there, because I'm really lazy and unmotivated to workout, but I want to/need to lose the fat on my body. And those thoughts are probably due to NPD) * Relationship difficulties (Absolutely been there. I was pretty much broken up with over this) * Problems at work or school (Pretty much there)
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I (not so, anymore) secretly admire fanatacist for how well he hijacked sections of this thread, is an amazing troll, and his personality (colorful, interesting, and meaningful). Unless I was just trolled =(.
Another confession: I have secret urges to quote someone, correct their spelling and grammar, and repost it. I have never done so for fear of being flamed and/or banned.
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i judge people who go to japan who can't speak japanese
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On June 17 2009 10:08 kefkalives wrote: i make judgements on people based on what type of music they like. Pop music or modern rap and your an idiot!
I have urges to quote someone, correct their spelling and grammar, and repost it. I don't do so often, but I do like to point out irony.
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On June 17 2009 13:08 chaoser wrote: i judge people who go to japan who can't speak japanese
go to hell.
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I spend about 20x more effort discerning my thoughts and actions than actually doing things or thinking.
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On June 17 2009 13:16 Manifesto7 wrote:Show nested quote +On June 17 2009 13:08 chaoser wrote: i judge people who go to japan who can't speak japanese go to hell.
Im sure you speak it now thought right mani?
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On June 17 2009 13:16 Manifesto7 wrote:Show nested quote +On June 17 2009 13:08 chaoser wrote: i judge people who go to japan who can't speak japanese go to hell.
hahahaha. I just have a problem with the ones who go due to Jap vag fetish. Nothing wrong with going there for work/experience another culture. (Although I find japanese culture to be just a hyperbolic version of American capitalism and service oriented culture. There are other cool cultures out there to visit.)
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On June 17 2009 12:24 Etherone wrote:Show nested quote +On June 17 2009 01:40 fanatacist wrote:On June 16 2009 17:41 Etherone wrote:On June 16 2009 17:18 fanatacist wrote:+ Show Spoiler +On June 16 2009 17:05 Etherone wrote:Show nested quote +On June 16 2009 16:45 fanatacist wrote:On June 16 2009 16:39 Etherone wrote:On June 16 2009 16:27 fanatacist wrote:+ Show Spoiler +On June 16 2009 16:20 Etherone wrote: I don't have the balls to ask girls out, i just attempt to create and recreate that "kiss her" moment enough times so that the girl can get tired and either kiss me, or give up and just be friends.
ultimately I want them to give up and just be friends, so we can diffuse any sexual tension and i can play around with her and talk to her about anything, without worrying about it ruining a possible relationship. Comfort > sex
I have gone through extreme lengths to recreate these moments.
I have never asked a girl out, except my current girlfriend (I 100% knew she would say yes), because I am also too much of a pussy to ask a girl out. I spent years perfecting my technique of forcing the girl into the situation of asking me out, not by direct romantic approaches, but by making it evident that I like her and making her like me so much that they break down and ask me. I planned to get engaged this way as well. It has only failed once, and it has worked 4 times. By the way my method includes cocky-funny, which is a euphemism for being a sarcastic dick with a few good traits. This helps girls have low expectations of me in a relationship but still like me enough to ask me out; this way, I can overwhelm them by being even slightly nicer doing the relationship. This makes them feel "special" because I am not that nice to anyone else, even though what they think is me being exceptionally nice is probably less than what even the average bad boyfriend is. if by cocky funny you mean continuously berate them, then laugh it off as a joke, successfully lowering their self esteem centimeters at a time, also revealing how much more intelligent you are than them and throwing in their faces how "lived" you are and how they have so much to see and learn ( with you) then you have my method down pretty well, with a few flavorful tactics omitted. and as for my confession, I revolted against the world for 2 years, and spiraled out of control simply because my father lost most of his money, and i felt betrayed. That is pretty accurate but I love how you try to boost your e-penis/ego/self-image by pretending like you understand the depths of another person's approach to what is one of the most common and prevalent instincts, the instinct to reproduce, from a few lines that that person typed on a forum. Get over yourself, you're not a super womanizing sex legend. The end. first, i was simply describing my method because the similarities have become obvious and i wanted to know to what extent they held true. Also we both know the drive isn't the instinct to reproduce but something else, at least not all of it, i believe i have some control over my biological urges, or rather i'd like to believe that. whether you believe this, or that i am simply reading into your posts and over analyzing them is ultimately your choice obviously although... edit: Show nested quote +On June 16 2009 16:43 MYM.Testie wrote: I hate confession threads. It makes me realize how many truly ugly people I'm surrounded by. Or it just makes me think they have really shitty taste in humour. how self righteous. honesty is ugly to you? In a modern society where it is no longer the strongest or the most well-off that has guaranteed mates, but a person with a strategy or innate ability to woo women, saying that any method of gathering the interest of women is not related to our instinct of reproduction is completely false. The depth of the art is a consequence of the higher level of intelligence on either side, and therefore the higher level of intricacy. We all have biological urges that we are forced to control because of society's standards and laws. Saying that you like to believe you do is an understatement as this control is forced upon us for the greater good of society. I was referring to your saying that my method is similar yet lacks a "few flavorful tactics," indicating that you have somehow surmised from the few lines I used to describe my approach that it is inferior to yours, which is obviously vast and has depth beyond my puny imagination. Hence I said, get the fuck over yourself. then the segment i believe you missed was right before it "then you have my method down pretty well" although i guess i could have been playing coy and meant it the way you took it, but no i meant my description lacked a few flavorful tactics, which i simply did not have the time or willingness to include. unintentional ambiguity at it's best. the control over the biological urges comment was more directed at the fact that i cannot know if this strategy was a product of my freewill, something I controlled or rather forced by my biological need to reproduce and survive. i have a question. is the girl you asked out older or younger than you? "then you have my method down pretty well" 1. My = infers your method was first, is your property, and I am simply trying to emulate. 2. pretty = belittling adjective inferring that although I have some mastery of the method it is not as good as yours. This is consistent with your latter statement (lack of "few flavorful tactics"). I can tell you now that unless you have a hormone deficiency or imbalance, it is at least in part due to the biological urges/instincts. Younger by 8 months. The girls that asked me out were, in order, older by 3, older by 20 months, younger by 21 days, younger by 8 months. Don't think there is any trend in their ages, although it is interesting that their ages were lower and lower relative to mine as time went on. ha i reread the statement now, and it does come off as very condescending Okay, glad that you finally agree.
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On June 17 2009 12:54 Archaic wrote: I (not so, anymore) secretly admire fanatacist for how well he hijacked sections of this thread, is an amazing troll, and his personality (colorful, interesting, and meaningful). Unless I was just trolled =(.
Another confession: I have secret urges to quote someone, correct their spelling and grammar, and repost it. I have never done so for fear of being flamed and/or banned. <3 ;D
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On June 17 2009 07:47 Shade692003 wrote: I once posted a goatse picture here in TL years ago.
For some reasons, I was not even temp banned for it.
i LOL'd@This. =[
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On June 17 2009 13:26 fanatacist wrote:Show nested quote +On June 17 2009 12:24 Etherone wrote:On June 17 2009 01:40 fanatacist wrote:On June 16 2009 17:41 Etherone wrote:On June 16 2009 17:18 fanatacist wrote:+ Show Spoiler +On June 16 2009 17:05 Etherone wrote:Show nested quote +On June 16 2009 16:45 fanatacist wrote:On June 16 2009 16:39 Etherone wrote:On June 16 2009 16:27 fanatacist wrote:+ Show Spoiler +On June 16 2009 16:20 Etherone wrote: I don't have the balls to ask girls out, i just attempt to create and recreate that "kiss her" moment enough times so that the girl can get tired and either kiss me, or give up and just be friends.
ultimately I want them to give up and just be friends, so we can diffuse any sexual tension and i can play around with her and talk to her about anything, without worrying about it ruining a possible relationship. Comfort > sex
I have gone through extreme lengths to recreate these moments.
I have never asked a girl out, except my current girlfriend (I 100% knew she would say yes), because I am also too much of a pussy to ask a girl out. I spent years perfecting my technique of forcing the girl into the situation of asking me out, not by direct romantic approaches, but by making it evident that I like her and making her like me so much that they break down and ask me. I planned to get engaged this way as well. It has only failed once, and it has worked 4 times. By the way my method includes cocky-funny, which is a euphemism for being a sarcastic dick with a few good traits. This helps girls have low expectations of me in a relationship but still like me enough to ask me out; this way, I can overwhelm them by being even slightly nicer doing the relationship. This makes them feel "special" because I am not that nice to anyone else, even though what they think is me being exceptionally nice is probably less than what even the average bad boyfriend is. if by cocky funny you mean continuously berate them, then laugh it off as a joke, successfully lowering their self esteem centimeters at a time, also revealing how much more intelligent you are than them and throwing in their faces how "lived" you are and how they have so much to see and learn ( with you) then you have my method down pretty well, with a few flavorful tactics omitted. and as for my confession, I revolted against the world for 2 years, and spiraled out of control simply because my father lost most of his money, and i felt betrayed. That is pretty accurate but I love how you try to boost your e-penis/ego/self-image by pretending like you understand the depths of another person's approach to what is one of the most common and prevalent instincts, the instinct to reproduce, from a few lines that that person typed on a forum. Get over yourself, you're not a super womanizing sex legend. The end. first, i was simply describing my method because the similarities have become obvious and i wanted to know to what extent they held true. Also we both know the drive isn't the instinct to reproduce but something else, at least not all of it, i believe i have some control over my biological urges, or rather i'd like to believe that. whether you believe this, or that i am simply reading into your posts and over analyzing them is ultimately your choice obviously although... edit: Show nested quote +On June 16 2009 16:43 MYM.Testie wrote: I hate confession threads. It makes me realize how many truly ugly people I'm surrounded by. Or it just makes me think they have really shitty taste in humour. how self righteous. honesty is ugly to you? In a modern society where it is no longer the strongest or the most well-off that has guaranteed mates, but a person with a strategy or innate ability to woo women, saying that any method of gathering the interest of women is not related to our instinct of reproduction is completely false. The depth of the art is a consequence of the higher level of intelligence on either side, and therefore the higher level of intricacy. We all have biological urges that we are forced to control because of society's standards and laws. Saying that you like to believe you do is an understatement as this control is forced upon us for the greater good of society. I was referring to your saying that my method is similar yet lacks a "few flavorful tactics," indicating that you have somehow surmised from the few lines I used to describe my approach that it is inferior to yours, which is obviously vast and has depth beyond my puny imagination. Hence I said, get the fuck over yourself. then the segment i believe you missed was right before it "then you have my method down pretty well" although i guess i could have been playing coy and meant it the way you took it, but no i meant my description lacked a few flavorful tactics, which i simply did not have the time or willingness to include. unintentional ambiguity at it's best. the control over the biological urges comment was more directed at the fact that i cannot know if this strategy was a product of my freewill, something I controlled or rather forced by my biological need to reproduce and survive. i have a question. is the girl you asked out older or younger than you? "then you have my method down pretty well" 1. My = infers your method was first, is your property, and I am simply trying to emulate. 2. pretty = belittling adjective inferring that although I have some mastery of the method it is not as good as yours. This is consistent with your latter statement (lack of "few flavorful tactics"). I can tell you now that unless you have a hormone deficiency or imbalance, it is at least in part due to the biological urges/instincts. Younger by 8 months. The girls that asked me out were, in order, older by 3, older by 20 months, younger by 21 days, younger by 8 months. Don't think there is any trend in their ages, although it is interesting that their ages were lower and lower relative to mine as time went on. ha i reread the statement now, and it does come off as very condescending Okay, glad that you finally agree.
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On June 17 2009 13:16 kefkalives wrote:Show nested quote +On June 17 2009 13:16 Manifesto7 wrote:On June 17 2009 13:08 chaoser wrote: i judge people who go to japan who can't speak japanese go to hell. Im sure you speak it now thought right mani?
Not so much. I can order chicken and beer very well, but you would be amazed how easy it is to live an English life in Japan.
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On June 17 2009 10:49 SonuvBob wrote:Show nested quote +On June 16 2009 16:15 fanatacist wrote: I have dark desires from time to time that make me question whether or not I am human or whether or not I was the only human and everyone around me was a robot. I let go of that as a serious possibility years ago but I still think about it sometimes. I'm a robot. FUUUUUUUU
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On June 17 2009 13:16 Manifesto7 wrote:Show nested quote +On June 17 2009 13:08 chaoser wrote: i judge people who go to japan who can't speak japanese go to hell.
i just don't like japanophiles. they don't understand that かわいい、そうですね?、and、何ですか?! don't cut it. not everyone in japan loves anime and will accept you for the sad nerdy perverted fucks that you are. just like america, if you're an outcast here, you'll be an outcast there, maybe even worse cause Japanese kids are MEAN when they want to be.
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I have an interview at McDonalds on Monday. And if I get it, it will be my first job.
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