• Log InLog In
  • Register
Liquid`
Team Liquid Liquipedia
EDT 19:06
CEST 01:06
KST 08:06
  • Home
  • Forum
  • Calendar
  • Streams
  • Liquipedia
  • Features
  • Store
  • EPT
  • TL+
  • StarCraft 2
  • Brood War
  • Smash
  • Heroes
  • Counter-Strike
  • Overwatch
  • Liquibet
  • Fantasy StarCraft
  • TLPD
  • StarCraft 2
  • Brood War
  • Blogs
Forum Sidebar
Events/Features
News
Featured News
RSL Season 1 - Final Week6[ASL19] Finals Recap: Standing Tall10HomeStory Cup 27 - Info & Preview18Classic wins Code S Season 2 (2025)16Code S RO4 & Finals Preview: herO, Rogue, Classic, GuMiho0
Community News
Firefly given lifetime ban by ESIC following match-fixing investigation17$25,000 Streamerzone StarCraft Pro Series announced7Weekly Cups (June 30 - July 6): Classic Doubles7[BSL20] Non-Korean Championship 4x BSL + 4x China10Flash Announces Hiatus From ASL76
StarCraft 2
General
The GOAT ranking of GOAT rankings RSL Revival patreon money discussion thread Weekly Cups (June 30 - July 6): Classic Doubles Server Blocker RSL Season 1 - Final Week
Tourneys
RSL: Revival, a new crowdfunded tournament series FEL Cracov 2025 (July 27) - $8000 live event $5,100+ SEL Season 2 Championship (SC: Evo) $25,000 Streamerzone StarCraft Pro Series announced Sparkling Tuna Cup - Weekly Open Tournament
Strategy
How did i lose this ZvP, whats the proper response Simple Questions Simple Answers
Custom Maps
External Content
Mutation # 481 Fear and Lava Mutation # 480 Moths to the Flame Mutation # 479 Worn Out Welcome Mutation # 478 Instant Karma
Brood War
General
Flash Announces Hiatus From ASL BW General Discussion A cwal.gg Extension - Easily keep track of anyone Script to open stream directly using middle click ASL20 Preliminary Maps
Tourneys
2025 ACS Season 2 Qualifier [Megathread] Daily Proleagues Small VOD Thread 2.0 Last Minute Live-Report Thread Resource!
Strategy
Simple Questions, Simple Answers I am doing this better than progamers do.
Other Games
General Games
Path of Exile Stormgate/Frost Giant Megathread CCLP - Command & Conquer League Project The PlayStation 5 Nintendo Switch Thread
Dota 2
Official 'what is Dota anymore' discussion
League of Legends
Heroes of the Storm
Simple Questions, Simple Answers Heroes of the Storm 2.0
Hearthstone
Heroes of StarCraft mini-set
TL Mafia
TL Mafia Community Thread Vanilla Mini Mafia
Community
General
US Politics Mega-thread Russo-Ukrainian War Thread Things Aren’t Peaceful in Palestine The Accidental Video Game Porn Archive Stop Killing Games - European Citizens Initiative
Fan Clubs
SKT1 Classic Fan Club! Maru Fan Club
Media & Entertainment
Movie Discussion! [Manga] One Piece Anime Discussion Thread [\m/] Heavy Metal Thread
Sports
2024 - 2025 Football Thread Formula 1 Discussion NBA General Discussion TeamLiquid Health and Fitness Initiative For 2023 NHL Playoffs 2024
World Cup 2022
Tech Support
Computer Build, Upgrade & Buying Resource Thread
TL Community
The Automated Ban List
Blogs
Men Take Risks, Women Win Ga…
TrAiDoS
momentary artworks from des…
tankgirl
from making sc maps to makin…
Husyelt
StarCraft improvement
iopq
Trip to the Zoo
micronesia
Customize Sidebar...

Website Feedback

Closed Threads



Active: 588 users

Why love is the most important thing.

Blogs > PrinceXizor
Post a Reply
1 2 Next All
PrinceXizor
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
United States17713 Posts
June 06 2012 22:34 GMT
#1
Hey guys. I've recently been through a really rough patch of my life emotionally, and it led me to go back and reflect on everything in my life. I learned a lot about myself and about life by doing this, I just wanted to share some of this with you guys.

I'll start by talking about how I was reflecting. I went back through my memories and thought about everything I've done for the past 5 years. As I was doing this, it became apparent to me that certain memories were more vivid than others, some brought back emotions, others were so foggy I could barely remember them. When I thought about this further I also began to categorize these memories and "rank" them on how important they were to who I am, and where I've been.

One memory, which I view as the most important, is of a girl. I was laying on my bed, she was to the right of me, her head on my chest tucked gently into my neck as my arm was around her. Her arm gently placed across my chest and her hand on my side at the bottom of my ribs. Her index finger pressing into me like she did not want me to move. Her eyes, closed peacefully and a small smile was on her lips. I remember laying like this for a long time. Our breathing in unison just enjoying the moment. I couldn't tell you what day it was, or the date or what time of day. None of that matters. What matters was the moment itself. It was the first time, the only time, that I've felt like I had found the person I was supposed to be with. That I was in love, completely. When I remember this, my room is a blur, there is nothing in focus, except the two of us.

That girl is gone from my life now. I realize now that I had many opportunities to prevent it, but I had no clue that she would ever be gone, it was not something I could even consider. I was more concerned with the unimportant aspects of my life, than the one thing that I've always wanted. Now that girl, I do not know if she felt the same way as me then. I may never know. But what I do know, is that if she ever comes back into my life, or I ever feel that way again. Hell will have to open up to keep me from love. I am not an old man, I am a child in the scheme of things, only 21 but love has always been the guiding force for me. It always will be.

So I urge those of you who have found love, who have these moments in their lives, please do not forget, do not waste those memories. Embrace them and make them part of you, hopefully until you enter your grave. If you are no longer with those people, think back to the memories of the two of you, what have you learned since then, what have you done because of that person. The connections we make between each other, that is what decides who we become. Never forget, never give up, love is there, you only have to keep it from escaping you. I wish you all well Teamliquid. I hope that even one person who reads this, takes it to heart and learns from my loss. Never give up on love. It is the only thing that can keep us sane.

****
rotinegg
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
United States1719 Posts
June 06 2012 23:00 GMT
#2
good read
Translator
CeriseCherries
Profile Blog Joined May 2011
6170 Posts
June 06 2012 23:09 GMT
#3
as the beatles said, all you need is love, love, love is all you need
Remember, no matter where you go, there you are.
decafchicken
Profile Blog Joined January 2005
United States20017 Posts
June 06 2012 23:48 GMT
#4
This is why i'm glad i've found love in my hobbies. I know I will always be able to look forward to them and nothing will ever tar the memories of the past (say through a break up). My female love may be hundreds of miles away from me for the time being but there's always a rugby pitch or gym nearby that will never fail to make my day better.
how reasonable is it to eat off wood instead of your tummy?
DefMatrixUltra
Profile Blog Joined June 2009
Canada1992 Posts
June 07 2012 03:05 GMT
#5
Is this the girl that was your girlfriend or the one that was her roommate?
419
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
Russian Federation3631 Posts
June 07 2012 03:09 GMT
#6
a cheater spurned, how
can this be? how terrible,
a situation
?
NoctemSC
Profile Blog Joined November 2011
United States771 Posts
June 07 2012 03:24 GMT
#7
I had to log onto TL just to rate this thread, a good read. Wise words for one so young.
http://www.twitch.tv/noctemsc <--Most epic fun times
r.Evo
Profile Joined August 2006
Germany14080 Posts
June 07 2012 03:57 GMT
#8
Great read, thank you. =)

On June 07 2012 08:48 decafchicken wrote:
This is why i'm glad i've found love in my hobbies. I know I will always be able to look forward to them and nothing will ever tar the memories of the past (say through a break up). My female love may be hundreds of miles away from me for the time being but there's always a rugby pitch or gym nearby that will never fail to make my day better.


You can find things like that everywhere, you just need to grab them. <3
"We don't make mistakes here, we call it happy little accidents." ~Bob Ross
babylon
Profile Blog Joined April 2011
8765 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-06-07 04:26:46
June 07 2012 04:26 GMT
#9
Which girl is she? Your ex or your ex's rm? (Or another girl?)
Aerisky
Profile Blog Joined May 2012
United States12129 Posts
June 07 2012 04:31 GMT
#10
Great read, true love is so important in so many things we do, believe it or not.

419 may have written the worst haiku I have ever read lol. (no offence ;P)
Jim while Johnny had had had had had had had; had had had had the better effect on the teacher.
DefMatrixUltra
Profile Blog Joined June 2009
Canada1992 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-06-07 04:44:38
June 07 2012 04:43 GMT
#11
On June 07 2012 13:31 Aerisky wrote:
Great read, true love is so important in so many things we do, believe it or not.

419 may have written the worst haiku I have ever read lol. (no offence ;P)


Your post history is the most underwhelming collection of vapid one-liners I have ever read (no offence ;P).
Aerisky
Profile Blog Joined May 2012
United States12129 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-06-07 04:48:57
June 07 2012 04:48 GMT
#12
I apologize ^^

I would try to cut out whatever is misrepresenting my post history as potentially awesome and thus attempt to avoid being underwhelming, but I'm not sure I could do anything about that. Though it's possible that the majority of my posts are just that useless and that no amount of advertising could possibly prepare any plenitude of potential poor persons perceiving my posts for the vapidity to follow

+ Show Spoiler +
</3
Jim while Johnny had had had had had had had; had had had had the better effect on the teacher.
DawN883
Profile Joined November 2011
Sweden558 Posts
June 07 2012 05:46 GMT
#13
good blog
If the dead are not raised, Let us eat and drink, for tomorrow we die
PrinceXizor
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
United States17713 Posts
June 07 2012 05:50 GMT
#14
On June 07 2012 13:26 babylon wrote:
Which girl is she? Your ex or your ex's rm? (Or another girl?)

My Ex's Roommate.
DefMatrixUltra
Profile Blog Joined June 2009
Canada1992 Posts
June 07 2012 05:55 GMT
#15
On June 07 2012 13:48 Aerisky wrote:
I apologize ^^

I would try to cut out whatever is misrepresenting my post history as potentially awesome and thus attempt to avoid being underwhelming, but I'm not sure I could do anything about that. Though it's possible that the majority of my posts are just that useless and that no amount of advertising could possibly prepare any plenitude of potential poor persons perceiving my posts for the vapidity to follow

+ Show Spoiler +
</3


I hate to derail this amazing topic but:

"My posts aren't meant to be amazing. They might be bad, and I could be unable to convince you they aren't."

+ Show Spoiler [For Length] +

I apologize in a generic sense for singling you out here.

Groups of words are not the essential ingredient in interesting content. No amount of sparseness or verbosity, no amount of alliteration or advanced vocabulary can compete with an insightful post crafted with conviction, presented with intelligence, and posted with deliberate intent to add something tangible to a discussion.

Let's have a look at another specific example (I invite you to do the same to me, I'm sure I'm just as guilty):

On June 06 2012 17:06 Aerisky wrote:
As the first two replies said, go find professional medical help as soon as possible. Living life suffering panic attacks and whatnot will be downright terrible, and if you're somehow able to overcome or learn to cope (though arguably that's not your ultimate goal), it will help you immensely.


"As others before me said, do x. Living life suffering y is bad, but if you're able to overcome y then that's good."

What is added to the discussion here? This is such a tautological statement. What insight have the OP or thread browsers gained by reading your post? Where is the sense of conviction? The impassioned plea that a fellow man seek help for a problem with which you can identify because of your advanced empathetic sensitivities? Is there a need to "+1" or "upvote" or "give rep" to the two replies you referred to? Is the thread a vote on what to do rather than a discussion, and you're just casting your vote?

Rather than reading the thread and then following up by emptying the RAM contents of your brain onto this site, consider each time you post whether your post is remarkable or even an acceptable addition to the discussion at hand. Embrace the things in which you are intensely interested and post about them. Bask in the joy of subtlety, the subtext of the interplay between the members of the sub-communities in which you are involved, the details and grand designs of the topics you adore. And let other things sit as they will, free from half-hearted influences and dispassionate outlooks and opinions.
419
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
Russian Federation3631 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-06-07 06:04:16
June 07 2012 06:04 GMT
#16
On June 07 2012 13:31 Aerisky wrote:
Great read, true love is so important in so many things we do, believe it or not.

419 may have written the worst haiku I have ever read lol. (no offence ;P)

ok

**

tis a crying shame
when girls reject "nice guys" for
non-philanderers
?
Pwntrucci[sR]
Profile Blog Joined June 2006
Canada1519 Posts
June 07 2012 06:36 GMT
#17
It's true and thank you
bg
Riedell VII
Profile Joined February 2012
United States12 Posts
June 07 2012 06:38 GMT
#18
i'm pretty sure this is called "getting what you deserve."
Brutaxilos
Profile Blog Joined July 2010
United States2624 Posts
June 07 2012 08:12 GMT
#19
I've got a question for the OP.

I'm 16 (almost 17). I've never had a girlfriend before, but I was bloody close. This girl, I honestly had the same exact feelings as you. I honestly can't give her up. Unfortunately, I have seriously gone insane over my loss. (I actually ended up going to the mental hospital for beig depressed and having borderline suicidal thoughts). You tell us to never give up on love, but what I'd moving on is the ink way to survive? I don't want to pull off a Jay Gatsby or anything.

Also, random question, do married people ever miss their ex's?
Jangbi favorite player. Forever~ CJ herO the King of IEM. BOMBERRRRRRRR. Sexy Boy Rogue. soO #1! Oliveira China Represent!
PrinceXizor
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
United States17713 Posts
Last Edited: 2012-06-07 08:36:34
June 07 2012 08:17 GMT
#20
Brutaxilos. Re-read my last paragraph. Never giving up on love, doesn't mean never giving up on a love. There will be others, there always will be. Remember her, and know how she changed you and what you learned from loving her to make you a better person. Love her by improving yourself, so that next time you find her in life, years down the road, or next time you find a girl like you, you will be strong enough to keep her love in your life.

Remember that I let this girl go, I can only hope someday we meet again, when we are both ready, but I cannot rely on that. She has made me realize the importance of love and people in my life. That is how I choose to love her. Through my actions.


EDIT: I read your blog post. I've felt that way in the past. Twice actually. once when i was 15, and I jumped off a building. Broke my ankle, realized that things could always be worse, I could be alone, miserable, feel like I've lost everything, or I could be alone, miserable, feel like I've lost everything, and cannot get to the bathroom in time to piss because I can't walk. And again, May 30th this year, When I cut my neck with a knife, barely nicking the vein I intended to slice, in an instant I panicked and wanted to live, I was too proud to see a doctor, but luckily the damage wasn't going to be enough to kill me unless untreated, so i bandaged myself up and began to think about my life, and about the scar I am going to carry forever. I am happier now than I was in my three year relationship that ended recently. I am not as happy as when I was with the girl I spoke of here. But I am happy, I am lucky, and I learned something important about myself. I am not advocating attempting suicide. I am advocating reflection on your life, and how you need to adapt to continue being happy. I am now patient, the time will come where her, or another will enter my life, and I will fall in love again. I will be ready this time. Nothing more, nothing less. There is plenty of time ahead of both of us, who knows what it will bring, but we cannot let the past repeat itself. We are smart enough to adapt. So adapt. Suicide is selfish, and shortsighted. Why end things, when we can look forward to better things. That is what keeps me going now. I suggest trying something similar. We only have one shot at every moment, Reflect on each and learn what the right decision would have been.
1 2 Next All
Please log in or register to reply.
Live Events Refresh
BSL20 Non-Korean Champi…
18:00
RO8 Round Robin Group - Day 1
Bonyth vs QiaoGege
Dewalt vs Fengzi
Hawk vs Zhanhun
Sziky vs Mihu
Mihu vs QiaoGege
Zhanhun vs Sziky
Fengzi vs Hawk
ZZZero.O244
LiquipediaDiscussion
[ Submit Event ]
Live Streams
Refresh
StarCraft 2
Livibee 131
Nina 75
ProTech64
StarCraft: Brood War
ZZZero.O 244
NaDa 71
Dota 2
monkeys_forever218
Pyrionflax162
canceldota9
League of Legends
Grubby4944
Counter-Strike
fl0m1618
Heroes of the Storm
Khaldor365
Other Games
summit1g9361
ViBE195
Trikslyr63
Organizations
Other Games
gamesdonequick61884
StarCraft 2
angryscii 37
Blizzard YouTube
StarCraft: Brood War
BSLTrovo
sctven
[ Show 18 non-featured ]
StarCraft 2
• davetesta84
• musti20045 40
• tFFMrPink 16
• HeavenSC 9
• Kozan
• Migwel
• AfreecaTV YouTube
• sooper7s
• intothetv
• IndyKCrew
• LaughNgamezSOOP
StarCraft: Brood War
• STPLYoutube
• ZZZeroYoutube
• BSLYoutube
Dota 2
• masondota22216
League of Legends
• Doublelift4531
• Jankos2295
Other Games
• imaqtpie2122
Upcoming Events
Sparkling Tuna Cup
10h 54m
RSL Revival
10h 54m
Classic vs Clem
FEL
15h 54m
Elazer vs Spirit
Gerald vs MaNa
BSL20 Non-Korean Champi…
18h 54m
Bonyth vs Dewalt
QiaoGege vs Dewalt
Hawk vs Bonyth
Sziky vs Fengzi
Mihu vs Zhanhun
QiaoGege vs Zhanhun
Fengzi vs Mihu
Wardi Open
1d 11h
Replay Cast
2 days
WardiTV European League
2 days
PiGosaur Monday
3 days
uThermal 2v2 Circuit
3 days
Replay Cast
4 days
[ Show More ]
The PondCast
4 days
Replay Cast
5 days
Epic.LAN
5 days
CranKy Ducklings
6 days
Epic.LAN
6 days
BSL20 Non-Korean Champi…
6 days
Bonyth vs Sziky
Dewalt vs Hawk
Hawk vs QiaoGege
Sziky vs Dewalt
Mihu vs Bonyth
Zhanhun vs QiaoGege
QiaoGege vs Fengzi
Liquipedia Results

Completed

KCM Race Survival 2025 Season 2
HSC XXVII
NC Random Cup

Ongoing

JPL Season 2
BSL 2v2 Season 3
Acropolis #3
CSL 17: 2025 SUMMER
Copa Latinoamericana 4
Jiahua Invitational
2025 ACS Season 2: Qualifier
CSLPRO Last Chance 2025
Championship of Russia 2025
RSL Revival: Season 1
Murky Cup #2
BLAST.tv Austin Major 2025
ESL Impact League Season 7
IEM Dallas 2025
PGL Astana 2025
Asian Champions League '25
BLAST Rivals Spring 2025
MESA Nomadic Masters

Upcoming

CSL Xiamen Invitational
CSL Xiamen Invitational: ShowMatche
2025 ACS Season 2
CSLPRO Chat StarLAN 3
BSL Season 21
K-Championship
uThermal 2v2 Main Event
SEL Season 2 Championship
FEL Cracov 2025
Esports World Cup 2025
Underdog Cup #2
StarSeries Fall 2025
FISSURE Playground #2
BLAST Open Fall 2025
BLAST Open Fall Qual
Esports World Cup 2025
BLAST Bounty Fall 2025
BLAST Bounty Fall Qual
IEM Cologne 2025
FISSURE Playground #1
TLPD

1. ByuN
2. TY
3. Dark
4. Solar
5. Stats
6. Nerchio
7. sOs
8. soO
9. INnoVation
10. Elazer
1. Rain
2. Flash
3. EffOrt
4. Last
5. Bisu
6. Soulkey
7. Mini
8. Sharp
Sidebar Settings...

Advertising | Privacy Policy | Terms Of Use | Contact Us

Original banner artwork: Jim Warren
The contents of this webpage are copyright © 2025 TLnet. All Rights Reserved.