Am I doing these things? Nope!!
I have been off work now for nearly 3 weeks, watched soooooo much SC2, played some great games and generally dossed about, that was when the pain was bearable.
Today the pain is certainly not bearable. Not at all. I'm an anaesthetist by trade and I know I should be in hospital right now having major doses of morphine and being made comfortable. Am I going to go to hospital?
Nope, us doctors are very reluctant to go to hospital unless bits and pieces of us are hanging off or there is a great deal of blood spurting everywhere. (And we are supposed to be intelligent lol)
You see I am waiting for my gall bladder to be removed and it's going to be a minimum of three weeks at the very least.
The pain is horrendous, but, the skull crushing boredom of sitting around the house alone is a total nightmare. I have lived alone in the past and rather enjoyed it, I could live on my own no problem.
So the question I ask myself is why am I bored now??
I should be making the most of my rare time off and be playing sc2 and getting my head around APB Reloaded, but the pain is stopping me doing anything, even getting into the shower is uncomfortable.
On a happier note I am watching Homestory and enjoying it and like the relaxed atmosphere that the players are playing under. It's different and I like it. Even Idra seems different in such a relaxed environment.
I'm not expecting many replies to this blog, but it feels kind of good to let out all my woes at this present time.