You go on for an hour or so without thinking about her. You start to think that perhaps, just maybe that you are getting over her. You don't need her. Memories of her have begun to fade from your mind. You even start to forget what she looks like. It seemed rather strange, for not to long ago your heart was in excruciating pain from being away from her.
You forget her impish smile. You forget her eyes. The depth in her alluring eyes with an undefinable sparkle.
Then, as fate would have it, you bump into her in a place that you least expect. She seemed rather happy, in the company of her friends. Talking and laughing away. You begin to think if she had seen you. As she walks on and away from you, you then begin to remember again. Her impish smile. You start to remember her eyes. The depth in her alluring eyes with an undefinable sparkle.
I always hated that feeling, and still do. When your in pain over someone, and you look at them and they're perfectly happy doing whatever mindless thing they're doing.
On January 02 2012 03:35 ClysmiC wrote: I always hated that feeling, and still do. When your in pain over someone, and you look at them and they're perfectly happy doing whatever mindless thing they're doing.
Lovesickness is the weirdest thing. Seems so incredibly stupid from a distance or when you think about it after it's over. While you're feeling it however, it's the worst feeling in the world.
I know it's cliché, but let me tell you one thing. It's always for the better. You're gonna find a nicer girl, who is more beautiful, treats you better and does even dirtier things in bed. And then you're going to think "Man, how could I waste so much time thinking about that other girl."
It will hurt a bit less every day. Eventually it won't hurt much at all.
Sitting at home feeling sorry for yourself is the WORST thing you can do. The best way to get over it is to get some game and pick up some new girls. Once you have a good supply you will never feel heartbroken again. There is a learning curve though
Here is a link to my favorite movie ever about this stuff:
And by the time you lose your body parts Your confidence and once-had heart When you lose the time between your ears And realize then that it all is clear
By the time the day has sprouted trees And youre left with just your memories And the rust of youth and loss and shame When you forget how you remember things
And you forget how she tasted when Shed turn around and force you in When sex is lost and nothings heard Tornadic winds and mockingbirds
And if that mockingbird wont sing Then well have to settle for lesser things
For things not worth settling for But that doesnt matter anymore
The pretty and the petty dream But they will never see what I have seen excerpt from "Death Decay and Windy Days" from Cody Weber for me it perfectly describes that feeling.It hurts. Jesus christ it hurts. Bit it gets better.Try being around friends a lot and meet new people.Even though it will never ever be gone (at least for me it didn´t , but what do i know i´m only 21) You can eventually deal with it. Stay strong buddy =)