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[Interview] Lastshadow with Project Dove! - Page 6

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Sterling
Profile Joined December 2009
United States182 Posts
January 26 2013 02:28 GMT
#101
Props to Gamegene for asking great and direct questions. Lastshadow deserves some credit for being open and honest, and taking the time to put himself out there.

Superb interview.
Wafflelisk
Profile Joined October 2011
Canada1061 Posts
January 26 2013 02:29 GMT
#102
Good interview, with a level of depth I haven't seen very often. I mean I frankly don't/didn't care at all about LastShadow but I still read every word and was quite gripped. Thanks for providing this :D
Waffles > Pancakes
Otolia
Profile Blog Joined July 2011
France5805 Posts
January 26 2013 02:33 GMT
#103
It's unfortunate some members of our community aren't mature enough to understand his struggle.

May no one have to live through the same thing as he did.

Good interview, very touching.

PS : I'm quite speechless now.
MarCoon
Profile Blog Joined May 2007
Germany493 Posts
January 26 2013 02:49 GMT
#104
I can't believe I read this T_T

Very thorough.
~follow me on twitter.com/GGmarCoon
wklbishop
Profile Joined July 2011
United States1286 Posts
January 26 2013 02:53 GMT
#105
I remember leaving sc2 for a year after being disgusted by constant bashing and after reading this... I'm feeling like I need to leave the online community and just play the game.

I noticed a lot of people also bashing lastshadow too and complaining about his victim mentality. But I wonder if they're really any better. I mean... after reading that... I wonder if lastshadow or someone else ever hurts himself, they'll realize they played a part in driving a kid with problems even further down. More likely they'll say something about how it's not really their fault and the kid had issues to begin with.
Gameplay > Personality
GreyKnight
Profile Joined August 2010
United States4720 Posts
January 26 2013 02:59 GMT
#106
Feel like i just absorbed lastshadows memories for 60 minutes.

Still its strange despite the brutal honesty he omits details that might explain the misery he suffered
Psychobabas
Profile Blog Joined March 2006
2531 Posts
January 26 2013 03:10 GMT
#107
On January 26 2013 11:28 Sterling wrote:
Props to Gamegene for asking great and direct questions. Lastshadow deserves some credit for being open and honest, and taking the time to put himself out there.

Superb interview.


Indeed. This interview provides a gloomy look into progaming (leaked replays, physical harrassment, etc)
Not many people would be so open about their personal hardships either, a very rare occurance indeed.
revel8
Profile Joined January 2012
United Kingdom3022 Posts
January 26 2013 03:21 GMT
#108
Interesting interview. I see that LS is chasing his dream but I don't think he has the ability or mental robustness to actually be a pro-gamer. Pro-gamers are expected to play and compete in tournaments. AFAIK LS has never done well in any tournament anywhere in SC2 in the last 18 months. If he is so good why does he not play in Code A? Or compete in online cups in NA/Europe like many Koreans do?

Also I still don't agree that it was OK to just forfeit his last two games in RBB. It was a tournament with people wanting to see the games. Giving an opponent free wins by not turning up when at a LAN is not acceptable and is bound to piss off the audience. Claiming there is no point to complete the fixtures because there is no longer a chance to progress is simply untrue. Even if he was already eliminated LS could have enhanced his reputation with the public by putting on some good games and possibly even winning some. Just disappearing without explanation is a slap in the face to the audience/his opponent and the tournament who are making money from streaming the games. LS complains about having a bad reputation but he has a chance to improve it at RBB but he cannot be bothered to even play all his games.

It is a shame that he was having such a struggle financially but he could have just got a job and earned money that way. Complaining about not having money while not even trying to get a job? A couple of days a week working would have helped him pay rent, rather than gambling all his savings which is reckless. If he is so good at SC2 as he claims he could spend 6 months back in America, win tons of cash at tournaments, get picked up by a team and sent back to Korea with his expenses paid for. What has he actually achieved while in Korea as a 'pro-gamer'? Apparently he has done well in Ladder, I assume he is in GM. And no tournament results whatsoever? How is that going to attract a team when the likes of Squirtle, Ganzi, Hyun are teamless?
Tachion
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
Canada8573 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-01-26 03:58:15
January 26 2013 03:32 GMT
#109
On January 26 2013 11:59 GreyKnight wrote:
Feel like i just absorbed lastshadows memories for 60 minutes.

Still its strange despite the brutal honesty he omits details that might explain the misery he suffered

I received word that some of the omitted details were just too personal to be made public.
i was driving down the road this november eve and spotted a hitchhiker walking down the street. i pulled over and saw that it was only a tree. i uprooted it and put it in my trunk. do trees like marshmallow peeps? cause that's all i have and will have.
Chaggi
Profile Joined August 2010
Korea (South)1936 Posts
January 26 2013 03:33 GMT
#110
On January 26 2013 12:21 revel8 wrote:
Interesting interview. I see that LS is chasing his dream but I don't think he has the ability or mental robustness to actually be a pro-gamer. Pro-gamers are expected to play and compete in tournaments. AFAIK LS has never done well in any tournament anywhere in SC2 in the last 18 months. If he is so good why does he not play in Code A? Or compete in online cups in NA/Europe like many Koreans do?

Also I still don't agree that it was OK to just forfeit his last two games in RBB. It was a tournament with people wanting to see the games. Giving an opponent free wins by not turning up when at a LAN is not acceptable and is bound to piss off the audience. Claiming there is no point to complete the fixtures because there is no longer a chance to progress is simply untrue. Even if he was already eliminated LS could have enhanced his reputation with the public by putting on some good games and possibly even winning some. Just disappearing without explanation is a slap in the face to the audience/his opponent and the tournament who are making money from streaming the games. LS complains about having a bad reputation but he has a chance to improve it at RBB but he cannot be bothered to even play all his games.

It is a shame that he was having such a struggle financially but he could have just got a job and earned money that way. Complaining about not having money while not even trying to get a job? A couple of days a week working would have helped him pay rent, rather than gambling all his savings which is reckless. If he is so good at SC2 as he claims he could spend 6 months back in America, win tons of cash at tournaments, get picked up by a team and sent back to Korea with his expenses paid for. What has he actually achieved while in Korea as a 'pro-gamer'? Apparently he has done well in Ladder, I assume he is in GM. And no tournament results whatsoever? How is that going to attract a team when the likes of Squirtle, Ganzi, Hyun are teamless?


yeah so you like can't get a job if he's on here on a tourist visa, and I'm not completely sure how he can get PR here either.
sitromit
Profile Joined June 2011
7051 Posts
January 26 2013 03:47 GMT
#111
On January 26 2013 12:21 revel8 wrote:
Interesting interview. I see that LS is chasing his dream but I don't think he has the ability or mental robustness to actually be a pro-gamer. Pro-gamers are expected to play and compete in tournaments. AFAIK LS has never done well in any tournament anywhere in SC2 in the last 18 months. If he is so good why does he not play in Code A? Or compete in online cups in NA/Europe like many Koreans do?


That's the thing, all his claims of being good are just his own claims. As far as I remember, he did try to qualify for Code A a couple of times, and got knocked out in the first round or two. Other foreigners have done better.
Clarityxo
Profile Joined April 2011
Scotland174 Posts
January 26 2013 03:55 GMT
#112
This was probably the best StarCraft-related article I've ever read. I liked LastShadow before reading this but now I have so much more admiration for the guy. I think it's safe to say just about everyone would crumble under the different situations he's been in. I wish you all the best in whatever game you choose to pursue, LS <3.
Yaqoob
Profile Blog Joined March 2005
Canada3408 Posts
January 26 2013 04:05 GMT
#113
I didnt read all of it but I will later. I actually wish that every interview was as in-depth as this one was.
김택용 Fighting!
Nightmarjoo
Profile Blog Joined October 2006
United States3360 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-01-26 04:10:40
January 26 2013 04:09 GMT
#114
I don't know why people hate lastshadow. He's one of the most genuine individuals I know of in the world. You can literally just message him on tl, facebook, skype, etc, and ask him something, and he'll tell you the answer. He's extremely approachable for someone who people seem to think has a jarring personality.

Then people will hate on him not just as a person but as a player; which is ludicrous too. Seriously, go watch his vlogs. They're rich with information on how to play and approach starcraft. More than just the specific tips in his videos he helps you understand what kind of mentality you need to succeed. Who else shares that much knowledge with the community? And it's like not he's some nobody; you can look at all the replays he's shared-- wins and losses, and see him beating korean grandmasters in ladder with a variety of strategies (both aggressive and "macro-oriented" plays). In what universe is that not impressive?

I don't see how anyone can be so unsupportive of someone following the esport dream to such a deep extent. Even if you don't like the guy personally or like his play, you should be able to respect him for really trying. People love players who put much less of themselves into the game, but hate the guy who puts his all into it.

But yeah, good interview; thanks for giving it.
aka Lyra; My favourites: July, Stork, Draco, MistrZZZ, TheStc, LastShadow - www.broodwarmaps.net - for all your mapping needs; check my stream: high masters mech terran: twitch.tv/lyrathegreat
perser84
Profile Joined October 2010
Germany399 Posts
January 26 2013 04:13 GMT
#115
the interview was very very good

its interresting about the red bull lan

i am kind of sad that he quit sc2
and i hope he come back to hots somedays

because i really like him playing terran
i learned more from him then on other terran streams

schmutttt
Profile Blog Joined November 2010
Australia3856 Posts
January 26 2013 04:16 GMT
#116
On January 26 2013 11:33 Otolia wrote:
It's unfortunate some members of our community aren't mature enough to understand his struggle.

May no one have to live through the same thing as he did.

Good interview, very touching.

PS : I'm quite speechless now.


Oh spare me. I pity LS but he could have it a lot worse. If he doesn't want to be a progamer (And I'm not sure how he can say he wants to when he very rarely actually competes) he could always return to the US and study or get a job?

I'm sorry for sounding harsh but he's been living in a progamer house for the past 9 months, it isn't like he has been on the street...
Glurkenspurk
Profile Joined November 2010
United States1915 Posts
January 26 2013 04:31 GMT
#117
So I've personally had to deal with LS being a bm whiner, so I don't quite understand all the pity.

Someone who is (was) trying to become a pro sc2 player shouldn't be so rude. If you're struggling, wouldn't it make more sense not to be so mean and burn possible bridges?

I can't deny that he was an incredibly smart person when it came to sc2, but I don't think people should be so easily excused from being complete assholes in the past, no matter how difficult your life is.
revel8
Profile Joined January 2012
United Kingdom3022 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-01-26 05:10:34
January 26 2013 04:59 GMT
#118
On January 26 2013 12:33 Chaggi wrote:
Show nested quote +
On January 26 2013 12:21 revel8 wrote:
Interesting interview. I see that LS is chasing his dream but I don't think he has the ability or mental robustness to actually be a pro-gamer. Pro-gamers are expected to play and compete in tournaments. AFAIK LS has never done well in any tournament anywhere in SC2 in the last 18 months. If he is so good why does he not play in Code A? Or compete in online cups in NA/Europe like many Koreans do?

Also I still don't agree that it was OK to just forfeit his last two games in RBB. It was a tournament with people wanting to see the games. Giving an opponent free wins by not turning up when at a LAN is not acceptable and is bound to piss off the audience. Claiming there is no point to complete the fixtures because there is no longer a chance to progress is simply untrue. Even if he was already eliminated LS could have enhanced his reputation with the public by putting on some good games and possibly even winning some. Just disappearing without explanation is a slap in the face to the audience/his opponent and the tournament who are making money from streaming the games. LS complains about having a bad reputation but he has a chance to improve it at RBB but he cannot be bothered to even play all his games.

It is a shame that he was having such a struggle financially but he could have just got a job and earned money that way. Complaining about not having money while not even trying to get a job? A couple of days a week working would have helped him pay rent, rather than gambling all his savings which is reckless. If he is so good at SC2 as he claims he could spend 6 months back in America, win tons of cash at tournaments, get picked up by a team and sent back to Korea with his expenses paid for. What has he actually achieved while in Korea as a 'pro-gamer'? Apparently he has done well in Ladder, I assume he is in GM. And no tournament results whatsoever? How is that going to attract a team when the likes of Squirtle, Ganzi, Hyun are teamless?


yeah so you like can't get a job if he's on here on a tourist visa, and I'm not completely sure how he can get PR here either.


If he is on a tourist visa and unable to get a job, then how can he become a pro-gamer? Is that not a job from a legal perspective? If he is in Korea but unable to get a paying job, then he should leave the country when his money runs out. Sounds pretty reckless to rely on gambling to avoid being homeless. Being homeless or virtually homeless because he has spent all his money, means it's time to get a job.

Unless he plays in tournaments then he is never going to win any prize money. Getting money from streaming is not viable enough to support him or he would not have run out of money. Not to mention streaming income can be late or never actually paid (See Own3d debacle). He is not going to get any money from winning games on Ladder is he? Surely all that time beating Korean pro-gamers on KR GM ladder should have improved his game such that he could win money in online tournaments both in KR/Asia or in NA/EU. Many Koreans do this. If he is not good enough to do this then what is he doing?

Snute spent time in KR practicing on ladder and then went home and used his improved skills to win money in Tournaments and a lucrative contract with TL. LS doesn't seem to have a plan to become a pro-gamer at all. We had players like MMA and Alicia having virtually no salary except prize-money at Slayers. These players proved they could win money at Tournaments. LS seemed to think he could get on a Korean team based on his ladder ranking and partaking in team tryouts? If this has not happened by the time your money runs out it, surely it is time to think of a new plan?

I have nothing against LS personally but his actions seem illogical. If he is good enough to win lots of prize money in NA tournaments he should do that. If he is not good enough to do that then why would a KR team take him on? If he just wants to stay in KR because he likes living there then he needs to have money to support himself. That means getting a job that pays his rent and living costs.
Glurkenspurk
Profile Joined November 2010
United States1915 Posts
January 26 2013 05:15 GMT
#119
On January 26 2013 13:59 revel8 wrote:
Show nested quote +
On January 26 2013 12:33 Chaggi wrote:
On January 26 2013 12:21 revel8 wrote:
Interesting interview. I see that LS is chasing his dream but I don't think he has the ability or mental robustness to actually be a pro-gamer. Pro-gamers are expected to play and compete in tournaments. AFAIK LS has never done well in any tournament anywhere in SC2 in the last 18 months. If he is so good why does he not play in Code A? Or compete in online cups in NA/Europe like many Koreans do?

Also I still don't agree that it was OK to just forfeit his last two games in RBB. It was a tournament with people wanting to see the games. Giving an opponent free wins by not turning up when at a LAN is not acceptable and is bound to piss off the audience. Claiming there is no point to complete the fixtures because there is no longer a chance to progress is simply untrue. Even if he was already eliminated LS could have enhanced his reputation with the public by putting on some good games and possibly even winning some. Just disappearing without explanation is a slap in the face to the audience/his opponent and the tournament who are making money from streaming the games. LS complains about having a bad reputation but he has a chance to improve it at RBB but he cannot be bothered to even play all his games.

It is a shame that he was having such a struggle financially but he could have just got a job and earned money that way. Complaining about not having money while not even trying to get a job? A couple of days a week working would have helped him pay rent, rather than gambling all his savings which is reckless. If he is so good at SC2 as he claims he could spend 6 months back in America, win tons of cash at tournaments, get picked up by a team and sent back to Korea with his expenses paid for. What has he actually achieved while in Korea as a 'pro-gamer'? Apparently he has done well in Ladder, I assume he is in GM. And no tournament results whatsoever? How is that going to attract a team when the likes of Squirtle, Ganzi, Hyun are teamless?


yeah so you like can't get a job if he's on here on a tourist visa, and I'm not completely sure how he can get PR here either.


If he is on a tourist visa and unable to get a job, then how can he become a pro-gamer? Is that not a job from a legal perspective? If he is in Korea but unable to get a paying job, then he should leave the country when his money runs out. Sounds pretty reckless to rely on gambling to avoid being homeless. Being homeless or virtually homeless because he has spent all his money, means it's time to get a job.

Unless he plays in tournaments then he is never going to win any prize money. Getting money from streaming is not viable enough to support him or he would not have run out of money. Not to mention streaming income can be late or never actually paid (See Own3d debacle). He is not going to get any money from winning games on Ladder is he? Surely all that time beating Korean pro-gamers on KR GM ladder should have improved his game such that he could win money in online tournaments both in KR/Asia or in NA/EU. Many Koreans do this. If he is not good enough to do this then what is he doing?

Snute spent time in KR practicing on ladder and then went home and used his improved skills to win money in Tournaments and a lucrative contract with TL. LS doesn't seem to have a plan to become a pro-gamer at all. We had players like MMA and Alicia having virtually no salary except prize-money at Slayers. These players proved they could win money at Tournaments. LS seemed to think he could get on a Korean team based on his ladder ranking and partaking in team tryouts? If this has not happened by the time your money runs out it, surely it is time to think of a new plan?

I have nothing against LS personally but his actions seem illogical. If he is good enough to win lots of prize money in NA tournaments he should do that. If he is not good enough to do that then why would a KR team take him on? If he just wants to stay in KR because he likes living there then he needs to have money to support himself. That means getting a job that pays his rent and living costs.


He used to play in playhems a lot. I remember seeing his name in the brackets. I don't think he ever won money in them however. Not 100% sure though.
Maxed
Profile Joined September 2012
Canada14 Posts
January 26 2013 05:18 GMT
#120
So long but worth the read.
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