On September 05 2024 06:53 Vivax wrote: What you call schizo is just another way of looking at things from another educated perspective.
I just choose to look at it that way over the one I‘m told based on experience.
The country is totally asleep before disaster and even during.
If I plant metal in your body, I can heat it with waves, or not ?
And what I saw in this village is not something you saw, you can only believe it when I tell you.
Pains me with dmb. Feels like two hearts that go well but the mind doesn‘t.
Got a psych appointment. Best he could do was in three months. Amazing.
Totally brainwashed too. I don‘t know what to believe in. But the internet as is cannot go on like in the past. I‘d agree on that.
It‘s like Americans like to present a road without safety measures, then say it‘s all on the drivers when they get injured. On the other hand it fits their ideals.
Total freedom of choice harms us more than doing us good. Unless you grow so rapidly you need tools to trim people with such methods presenting an illusion of freedom.
I‘d rather have few, well supervised ones.
Hey, congrats m8. Sorry about the wait but it seem Austria is much like my own land.
On September 05 2024 06:53 Vivax wrote: What you call schizo is just another way of looking at things from another educated perspective.
I just choose to look at it that way over the one I‘m told based on experience.
The country is totally asleep before disaster and even during.
If I plant metal in your body, I can heat it with waves, or not ?
And what I saw in this village is not something you saw, you can only believe it when I tell you.
Pains me with dmb. Feels like two hearts that go well but the mind doesn‘t.
Got a psych appointment. Best he could do was in three months. Amazing.
Totally brainwashed too. I don‘t know what to believe in. But the internet as is cannot go on like in the past. I‘d agree on that.
It‘s like Americans like to present a road without safety measures, then say it‘s all on the drivers when they get injured. On the other hand it fits their ideals.
Total freedom of choice harms us more than doing us good. Unless you grow so rapidly you need tools to trim people with such methods presenting an illusion of freedom.
I‘d rather have few, well supervised ones.
Hey, congrats m8. Sorry about the wait but it seem Austria is much like my own land.
You are right it could be paranoid schizophrenia. Waking up next day like wtf did I write/say last night.
Will follow your advice asap and contribute to overrunning a hospital. Or maybe not you only get emergency admission when you act like a total nutjob irl not on a remote forum.
Don‘t wanna pretend either. It’s hard building a strong character when you have intrusive thoughts where shit constantly happens behind you done by people you are unable to trust.
On September 07 2024 06:20 Vivax wrote: You are right it could be paranoid schizophrenia. Waking up next day like wtf did I write/say last night.
Will follow your advice asap and contribute to overrunning a hospital. Or maybe not you only get emergency admission when you act like a total nutjob irl not on a remote forum.
Don‘t wanna pretend either. It’s hard building a strong character when you have intrusive thoughts where shit constantly happens behind you done by people you are unable to trust.
Oddly enough I think more people will relate to that than most would think. Tough to get seen.
I was literally dripping blood out my ass in a ER, they told me to go sit down lol
Waited there pooling blood for almost 6 hours (about 5 and just over 45 minutes)
I don‘t know what that was, like a putrid brain pocket bursting, but I know I don‘t know enough.
The crazy from outside wandered inside and gnaws, and gnaws and I can‘t just shut the outside world out while I‘m inside.
When you feel little guilt but are capable of great shame and anger, that‘s what turns you to the worse. Takes active effort to reverse that trend. If one isn‘t conscious of that, better be off elsewhere. Working on that is my main priority atm.
EPT
