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Chezinu
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Alakaslam
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Chezinu
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Vivax
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Alakaslam
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Sometimes divorce has reasons though. I yelled and got pissed at my wife's mom, so my wife left. Well, I am 6'4" and was once a lifeguard, this comes with Muscle + Show Spoiler + https://youtu.be/XfR9iY5y94s?si=dyGYaOccbeZWXICH But I am not from Brussels However I treated her the rest of the time didn't matter to her. She couldn't handle being afraid of the person she loved. Now trying to help her understand that a protector has to be capable of being scary to protect. That is a super summarized simplified view of my shit that is similar to your shit but it will maybe help a bit. One wants to improve oneself to improve the future... | ||
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Vivax
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Chezinu
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On October 22 2024 05:24 Alakaslam wrote: Hijole Sometimes divorce has reasons though. I yelled and got pissed at my wife's mom, so my wife left. Well, I am 6'4" and was once a lifeguard, this comes with Muscle + Show Spoiler + https://youtu.be/XfR9iY5y94s?si=dyGYaOccbeZWXICH But I am not from Brussels However I treated her the rest of the time didn't matter to her. She couldn't handle being afraid of the person she loved. Now trying to help her understand that a protector has to be capable of being scary to protect. That is a super summarized simplified view of my shit that is similar to your shit but it will maybe help a bit. One wants to improve oneself to improve the future... I have arrive after seeing another seal. Then I read this post. I must ask, as a former lifeguard how would you approach a situation like this when with a brown seal. https://x.com/AMAZlNGNATURE/status/1848538819798200485 What symbolism does the brown seal bring? Does he bring trouble when he tries to save himself? Do you think this would be a good boat to go trolling in? With all the fish caught by the trolling, do you think the seal would eat it all up? | ||
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Alakaslam
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On October 23 2024 10:13 Chezinu wrote: I have arrive after seeing another seal. Then I read this post. I must ask, as a former lifeguard how would you approach a situation like this when with a brown seal. https://x.com/AMAZlNGNATURE/status/1848538819798200485 What symbolism does the brown seal bring? Does he bring trouble when he tries to save himself? Do you think this would be a good boat to go trolling in? With all the fish caught by the trolling, do you think the seal would eat it all up? Let him chill on the boat, lady is panicked for a decent reason but that seal isn't gonna bite her if she drives. And, no, would get swamped. Or yes if that is a sound but otherwise no, not a good ocean boat. | ||
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Chezinu
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On October 27 2024 05:17 Alakaslam wrote: Let him chill on the boat, lady is panicked for a decent reason but that seal isn't gonna bite her if she drives. I agree. We should let the brown one chill. | ||
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Vivax
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In Austria in the 21st century you can‘t find out when your mail is being stolen. The postal office doesn‘t keep records. Pirating mail is basically legal when no one sees you. You could be meant to receive 100 packages but an asshole with enough leverage could simply intercept every single one of them and you‘d never find out. True story. They might even intercept it and then pretend to be the one who was meant to receive it. Good foundation for a police state. Be related to a cop or a toll inspector, steal shit and never get caught. Weaponize sensitive personal data against people whose lives you want to ruin. All possible in this stupid country. You can‘t even fathom how villainous I could be on the internet and how much I need to hold back not to be after having all the evidence that I should. Just impale people online that I know, in the worst places until the ones responsible tell the truth? Apparently it‘s a legal practice. | ||
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Jealous
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On October 29 2024 17:00 Vivax wrote: + Show Spoiler + In Austria in the 21st century you can‘t find out when your mail is being stolen. The postal office doesn‘t keep records. Pirating mail is basically legal when no one sees you. You could be meant to receive 100 packages but an asshole with enough leverage could simply intercept every single one of them and you‘d never find out. True story. They might even intercept it and then pretend to be the one who was meant to receive it. Good foundation for a police state. Be related to a cop or a toll inspector, steal shit and never get caught. Weaponize sensitive personal data against people whose lives you want to ruin. All possible in this stupid country. You can‘t even fathom how villainous I could be on the internet and how much I need to hold back not to be after having all the evidence that I should. Just impale people online that I know, in the worst places until the ones responsible tell the truth? Apparently it‘s a legal practice. When is your psych appointment? | ||
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Vivax
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Basically I have a sociopathic second head on the web. It talks uncontrollably and I need to shut it up again. That‘s better. I‘m bored. Beginning to recover, with pills. Nothing sucks more than an uncontrolled mind. But the stalkers make it worse. This is the fridge you don‘t just find it and know who I am usually. I don‘t understand how some people think really. I never asked for much. My workday goes from 8 Am to 3 am today :skull: 8 - 12 lessons. 13 -17 elective lesson. Then work til 3 AM. Makes you wanna go into early retirement at my age. I think I will. | ||
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Chezinu
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https://tl.net/forum/mafia/510385-presidential-election-mini-mafia?user=Chezinu We were braver than the US Political Megathread. | ||
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Vivax
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The main problem with schizoaffective disorders is that most only notice it after shit hit the fan. Myself included. Even with medication it remains a part of you to a lesser degree. It‘s something you grew up with after all, and kept controlled enough to remain undiagnosed. It really only pops off the charts when drugs and people who engage in questionable habits come into your life. That‘s like gasoline to the mix. You have an engine roaring up in your head that grasps for any kind of challenge while in its enhanced state. So you find yourself playing mafia on three sites simultaneously while completely detaching from reality. Abstinence and treatment really brings you to a different planet type of functionality. That stuff removes the capacity of acting according to your intention and that capacity only very slowly regrows when you stop. | ||
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Jealous
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On November 14 2024 03:10 Vivax wrote: It‘s easier to be good when you‘re strong. Evil is usually a reflection of weakness. The main problem with schizoaffective disorders is that most only notice it after shit hit the fan. Myself included. Even with medication it remains a part of you to a lesser degree. It‘s something you grew up with after all, and kept controlled enough to remain undiagnosed. It really only pops off the charts when drugs and people who engage in questionable habits come into your life. That‘s like gasoline to the mix. You have an engine roaring up in your head that grasps for any kind of challenge while in its enhanced state. So you find yourself playing mafia on three sites simultaneously while completely detaching from reality. Abstinence and treatment really brings you to a different planet type of functionality. That stuff removes the capacity of acting according to your intention and that capacity only very slowly regrows when you stop. Sounds like you're getting help and doing better now, that's awesome. Super happy for you  Stay strong. | ||
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Vivax
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If you‘re still reading this you‘re a potato. Could be the tinnitus that gives me no peace. My ear is fine so it‘s probably nuerological. It can turn you insane over time. Hurts concentration a lot. All I want sometimes is for my head to shut up and let me read in peace. But it‘s a haunted place. Maybe the reason I like extremes from time to time is because they help me escape the background noise. Glad I‘m picking up piano. I‘m not evil, I‘m just morally flexible. | ||
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Alakaslam
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On November 14 2024 03:10 Vivax wrote: It‘s easier to be good when you‘re strong. Evil is usually a reflection of weakness. The main problem with schizoaffective disorders is that most only notice it after shit hit the fan. Myself included. Even with medication it remains a part of you to a lesser degree. It‘s something you grew up with after all, and kept controlled enough to remain undiagnosed. It really only pops off the charts when drugs and people who engage in questionable habits come into your life. That‘s like gasoline to the mix. You have an engine roaring up in your head that grasps for any kind of challenge while in its enhanced state. So you find yourself playing mafia on three sites simultaneously while completely detaching from reality. Abstinence and treatment really brings you to a different planet type of functionality. That stuff removes the capacity of acting according to your intention and that capacity only very slowly regrows when you stop. The arrival of the 100% WD | ||
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Vivax
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+ Show Spoiler + A small circle really helps with stability. Also knowing less burdening things. I don‘t envy some jobs. Being isolated nowadays is a luxury. The amount of my mental breakdowns is inversely proportional to the bullshit I have to witness. A simple and erfective rule to live by. Sedation was needed. It takes me ages to regain some semblance of normalcy after those crazy years. But it‘s coming together. It‘s crazy out there, so I don‘t go there anymore. That resolves the self destructive tendencies during a breakdown. I‘ve had a few months of peace now. The urge to go ham discreetely disappeared. And the inbox is pleasantly empty. The paranoia makes you believe the most absurd things. I don‘t know how to fix it but the pills help a bit with keeping control. The problem is me. That‘s why I keep to myself. I don‘t know if it‘s enough long-term because the risperidone doesn‘t help much with the anxiety, just the intrusive thoughts. Might have to go back in. Does it get better ? Absolutely not. You can be happy when you manage to keep it down. It‘s not confirmed if it‘s schizophrenia but surely feels like it often enough. It comes in waves. Right now it‘s stable. Tomorrow it might be different. Still quite harmless in comparison of other ways to lose one‘s mind. I just yap. One day I might have to carry the weight of these nuts onto the hill Golgotha, but that day hasn‘t arrived yet. It‘s good being isolated and weird. Maybe the country being as closed as Switzerland wouldn‘t be so bad. Let this be another day without insane mood swings. | ||
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Chezinu
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Vivax
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The hunt for the elusive dark penguin continues. Last year I had to work this year I enjoyed fireworks from the hill. I achieved a lot in terms of becoming more stable I think. Still work to do but it‘s an improvement. I can‘t help but keep coming out of crazy situations. The most important lesson we can draw is that we‘re all prisoners of our selves. The best you can do is look good while you inevitably suck at living. | ||
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