EPTMy ex admitted my female friend - let's call her Ruby - made her uncomfortable so she decided to cheat with one of her college friends. I was sad but there was nothing I could do. I told Margaret she was a jerk for doing this but she moved out of our apartment to live with her parents.
Anyway, my single female friend Ruby texted me last Friday asking if I was available this upcoming weekend. Ruby is above average height for a woman, slim, with model like features, blonde hair, and a slight tan. She said she found out through a mutual friend that I broke up with Margaret. She was also upset because she said "there are no secrets between us but you hid your heartbreak from me". Now she is suggesting that we go camping together as friends but I feel like she might try to make a romantic move on me.
In the meantime, Margaret called me and apologized, saying it was her "time of the month" and was having a hard time emotionally because her mom had just passed away and she had been acting irrationally. I want to give her another chance because I love her and I know she wouldn't do this unless something drastic pushed her to it. I let her know that Ruby invited me to go camping over the weekend and of course Margaret was opposed to it but I lied and told her we were going with some friends too.
I told Ruby I was uncomfortable being alone with her in the wilderness in case we got attacked by a bear or something. She responded that I should "protect her and cuddle to keep warm in the cold night". I am attracted to Ruby but also want to stay faithful to Margaret. I feel like if a cross a line on the camping trip it would be difficult to forgive myself.
