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Tony Campolo
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December 03 2010 00:40 GMT
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I stumbled across this interview a few years back - Ted Bundy's final interview with a Christian organisation prior to his execution on how he became a serial killer:

+ Show Spoiler +
Fatal Addiction: Ted Bundy's Final InterviewTed Bundy granted an interview to James Dobson just before he was executed on January 24, 1989.

Watch online Fatal Addiction: Ted Bundy's Final Interview
For more information about Ted Bundy's anniversary interview with Dr. Dobson, visit CitizenLink.com for news reports, expert analysis and excerpts from the interview.

The InterviewTed Bundy, an infamous serial killer, granted an interview to psychologist James Dobson just before he was executed on January 24, 1989. In that interview, he described the agony of his addiction to pornography. Bundy goes back to his roots, explaining the development of his compulsive behavior. He reveals his addiction to hard-core pornography and how it fueled the terrible crimes he committed.

A road that leads to nowhere
When Ted Bundy was thirteen years old, he discovered “dirty magazines” in a dump near his home. He was instantly captivated by them. In time, Bundy became more and more addicted to violent images in magazines and videos. He got his kicks from seeing women being tortured and murdered. When he tired of that, there was only one place his addiction could go - from fantasy to reality.

Bundy, a good-looking, intelligent law student, learned to lure women into his car by various forms of deception. He would put a cast on his arm or leg, then walk across a university campus carrying several books. When he saw an interesting coed standing or walking alone, he’d “accidentally” drop the books near her. The girl would help him gather them and take them to his car. Then he would entice her or push her into the vehicle where she was taken captive. After he had molested the girl and the rage of passion had passed, she would be killed and Bundy would dump her body in a region where it would not be found for months. This went on for years.

By the time he was apprehended, Bundy had killed at least twenty-eight young women and girls in acts too horrible to contemplate. He was finally convicted and sentenced to death for killing a twelve-year-old girl and dumping her body in a pigsty. After more than ten years of appeals and legal maneuvering, a judge gave the order for Bundy’s execution. That week, he asked an attorney to call me and request that I come to Florida State Prison for a final interview.

When I arrived, I discovered a circus-like atmosphere outside the prison. Teenagers carried signs saying “Burn, Bundy, Burn,” and “You’re Dead, Ted.” Also in the crowd were more than 300 reporters who had come to get a story on the killer’s last hours, but Bundy wouldn’t talk to them. He had something important to say, and he believed the media couldn’t be trusted to report it accurately. Therefore, I was invited to bring a camera crew to record his last comments from death.

I’ll never forget that experience. I went through seven steel doors and metal detectors so sensitive that my tie tack and the nails in my shoes were enough to set off an alarm. Finally, I reached an inner chamber where Bundy and I were to meet. He was brought in, strip-searched, and then surrounded by six prison guards while he talked to me. Midway through our conversation, the lights suddenly went dim.

Ted said, “Just wait a moment, and they will come back on.”

I didn’t realize until later what had happened. The prisoner knew that his executioners were testing the electric chair that would take his life the next morning.

Ted Bundy wanted to tell the world about pornographyWhat was it that Ted Bundy was so anxious to say? He felt he owed it to society to warn of the dangers of hard-core pornography and to explain how it had led him to murder so many innocent women and girls. With tears in his eyes, he described the monster that took possession of him when he had been drinking. His craze to kill was always inflamed by violent pornography. Quoted below is an edited transcript of the conversation that occurred just seventeen hours before Ted was led to the electric chair.

James C. Dobson: It is about 2:30 in the afternoon. You are scheduled to be executed tomorrow morning at 7:00, if you don’t receive another stay. What is going through your mind? What thoughts have you had in these last few days?

Ted: I won’t kid you to say it is something I feel I’m in control of or have come to terms with. It’s a moment-by-moment thing. Sometimes I feel very tranquil and other times I don’t feel tranquil at all. What’s going through my mind right now is to use the minutes and hours I have left as fruitfully as possible. It helps to live in the moment, in the essence that we use it productively. Right now I’m feeling calm, in large part because I’m here with you.

JCD: For the record, you are guilty of killing many women and girls.

Ted: Yes, that’s true.

JCD: How did it happen? Take me back. What are the antecedents of the behavior that we’ve seen? You were raised in what you consider to be a healthy home. You were not physically, sexually or emotionally abused.

Ted: No. And that’s part of the tragedy of this whole situation. I grew up in a wonderful home with two dedicated and loving parents, as one of 5 brothers and sisters. We, as children, were the focus of my parent’s lives. We regularly attended church. My parents did not drink or smoke or gamble. There was no physical abuse or fighting in the home. I’m not saying it was “Leave it to Beaver”, but it was a fine, solid Christian home. I hope no one will try to take the easy way out of this and accuse my family of contributing to this. I know, and I’m trying to tell you as honestly as I know how, what happened.

As a young boy of 12 or 13, I encountered, outside the home, in the local grocery and drug stores, softcore pornography. Young boys explore the sideways and byways of their neighborhoods, and in our neighborhood, people would dump the garbage. From time to time, we would come across books of a harder nature - more graphic. This also included detective magazines, etc., and I want to emphasize this. The most damaging kind of pornography - and I’m talking from hard, real, personal experience - is that that involves violence and sexual violence. The wedding of those two forces - as I know only too well - brings about behavior that is too terrible to describe.

JCD: Walk me through that. What was going on in your mind at that time?

Ted: Before we go any further, it is important to me that people believe what I’m saying. I’m not blaming pornography. I’m not saying it caused me to go out and do certain things. I take full responsibility for all the things that I’ve done. That’s not the question here. The issue is how this kind of literature contributed and helped mold and shape the kinds of violent behavior.

JCD: It fueled your fantasies.

Ted: In the beginning, it fuels this kind of thought process. Then, at a certain time, it is instrumental in crystallizing it, making it into something that is almost a separate entity inside.

JCD: You had gone about as far as you could go in your own fantasy life, with printed material, photos, videos, etc., and then there was the urge to take that step over to a physical event. Ted: Once you become addicted to it, and I look at this as a kind of addiction, you look for more potent, more explicit, more graphic kinds of material. Like an addiction, you keep craving something which is harder and gives you a greater sense of excitement, until you reach the point where the pornography only goes so far - that jumping off point where you begin to think maybe actually doing it will give you that which is just beyond reading about it and looking at it.

JCD: How long did you stay at that point before you actually assaulted someone?

Ted: A couple of years. I was dealing with very strong inhibitions against criminal and violent behavior. That had been conditioned and bred into me from my neighborhood, environment, church, and schools.

I knew it was wrong to think about it, and certainly, to do it was wrong. I was on the edge, and the last vestiges of restraint were being tested constantly, and assailed through the kind of fantasy life that was fueled, largely, by pornography.

JCD: Do you remember what pushed you over that edge? Do you remember the decision to “go for it”? Do you remember where you decided to throw caution to the wind?

Ted: It’s a very difficult thing to describe - the sensation of reaching that point where I knew I couldn’t control it anymore. The barriers I had learned as a child were not enough to hold me back from seeking out and harming somebody.

JCD: Would it be accurate to call that a sexual frenzy?

Ted: That’s one way to describe it - a compulsion, a building up of this destructive energy. Another fact I haven’t mentioned is the use of alcohol. In conjunction with my exposure to pornography, alcohol reduced my inhibitions and pornography eroded them further.

JCD: After you committed your first murder, what was the emotional effect? What happened in the days after that?

Ted: Even all these years later, it is difficult to talk about. Reliving it through talking about it is difficult to say the least, but I want you to understand what happened. It was like coming out of some horrible trance or dream. I can only liken it to (and I don’t want to overdramatize it) being possessed by something so awful and alien, and the next morning waking up and remembering what happened and realizing that in the eyes of the law, and certainly in the eyes of God, you’re responsible. To wake up in the morning and realize what I had done with a clear mind, with all my essential moral and ethical feelings intact, absolutely horrified me.

JCD: You hadn’t known you were capable of that before?

Ted: There is no way to describe the brutal urge to do that, and once it has been satisfied, or spent, and that energy level recedes, I became myself again. Basically, I was a normal person. Ted: I wasn’t some guy hanging out in bars, or a bum. I wasn’t a pervert in the sense that people look at somebody and say, “I know there’s something wrong with him.” I was a normal person. I had good friends. I led a normal life, except for this one, small but very potent and destructive segment that I kept very secret and close to myself. Those of us who have been so influenced by violence in the media, particularly pornographic violence, are not some kind of inherent monsters. We are your sons and husbands. We grew up in regular families. Pornography can reach in and snatch a kid out of any house today. It snatched me out of my home 20 or 30 years ago. As diligent as my parents were, and they were diligent in protecting their children, and as good a Christian home as we had, there is no protection against the kinds of influences that are loose in a society that tolerates....

JCD: Outside these walls, there are several hundred reporters that wanted to talk to you, and you asked me to come because you had something you wanted to say. You feel that hardcore pornography, and the door to it, softcore pornography, is doing untold damage to other people and causing other women to be abused and killed the way you did.

Ted: I’m no social scientist, and I don’t pretend to believe what John Q. Citizen thinks about this, but I’ve lived in prison for a long time now, and I’ve met a lot of men who were motivated to commit violence. Without exception, every one of them was deeply involved in pornography - deeply consumed by the addiction. The F.B.I.’s own study on serial homicide shows that the most common interest among serial killers is pornographers. It’s true.

JCD: What would your life have been like without that influence?

Ted: I know it would have been far better, not just for me, but for a lot of other people - victims and families. There’s no question that it would have been a better life. I’m absolutely certain it would not have involved this kind of violence.

JCD: If I were able to ask the kind of questions that are being asked, one would be, “Are you thinking about all those victims and their families that are so wounded? Years later, their lives aren’t normal. They will never be normal. Is there remorse?”

Ted: I know people will accuse me of being self-serving, but through God’s help, I have been able to come to the point, much too late, where I can feel the hurt and the pain I am responsible for. Yes. Absolutely! During the past few days, myself and a number of investigators have been talking about unsolved cases - murders I was involved in. It’s hard to talk about all these years later, because it revives all the terrible feelings and thoughts that I have steadfastly and diligently dealt with - I think successfully. It has been reopened and I have felt the pain and the horror of that.

I hope that those who I have caused so much grief, even if they don’t believe my expression of sorrow, will believe what I’m saying now; there are those loose in their towns and communities, like me, whose dangerous impulses are being fueled, day in and day out, by violence in the media in its various forms - particularly sexualized violence. What scares me is when I see what’s on cable T.V. Some of the violence in the movies that come into homes today is stuff they wouldn’t show in X-rated adult theatres 30 years ago.

JCD: The slasher movies?

Ted: That is the most graphic violence on screen, especially when children are unattended or unaware that they could be a Ted Bundy; that they could have a predisposition to that kind of behavior.

JCD: One of the final murders you committed was 12-year-old Kimberly Leach. I think the public outcry is greater there because an innocent child was taken from a playground. What did you feel after that? Were they the normal emotions after that?

Ted: I can’t really talk about that right now. It’s too painful. I would like to be able to convey to you what that experience is like, but I won’t be able to talk about that. I can’t begin to understand the pain that the parents of these children and young women that I have harmed feel. And I can’t restore much to them, if anything. I won’t pretend to, and I don’t even expect them to forgive me. I’m not asking for it. That kind of forgiveness is of God; if they have it, they have it, and if they don’t, maybe they’ll find it someday.

JCD: Do you deserve the punishment the state has inflicted upon you?

Ted: That’s a very good question. I don’t want to die; I won’t kid you. I deserve, certainly, the most extreme punishment society has. And I think society deserves to be protected from me and from others like me. That’s for sure. What I hope will come of our discussion is that I think society deserves to be protected from itself. As we have been talking, there are forces at loose in this country, especially this kind of violent pornography, where, on one hand, well-meaning people will condemn the behavior of a Ted Bundy while they’re walking past a magazine rack full of the very kinds of things that send young kids down the road to being Ted Bundys. That’s the irony.

I’m talking about going beyond retribution, which is what people want with me. There is no way in the world that killing me is going to restore those beautiful children to their parents and correct and soothe the pain. But there are lots of other kids playing in streets around the country today who are going to be dead tomorrow, and the next day, because other young people are reading and seeing the kinds of things that are available in the media today.

JCD: There is tremendous cynicism about you on the outside, I suppose, for good reason. I’m not sure there’s anything you could say that people would believe, yet you told me (and I have heard this through our mutual friend, John Tanner) that you have accepted the forgiveness of Jesus Christ and are a follower and believer in Him. Do you draw strength from that as you approach these final hours?

Ted: I do. I can’t say that being in the Valley of the Shadow of Death is something I’ve become all that accustomed to, and that I’m strong and nothing’s bothering me. It’s no fun. It gets kind of lonely, yet I have to remind myself that every one of us will go through this someday in one way or another.

JCD: It’s appointed unto man.

Ted: Countless millions who have walked this earth before us have gone through this, so this is just an experience we all share.

Ted Bundy was executed at 7:15 am the day after this conversation was recorded.

EndnotesLife on the Edge, Dr. James Dobson, Copyright © 1995 Word Publishing, Nashville, Tennessee. All rights reserved.


Obviously the analysis is from his own perspective and many have condemned this as him trying to mitigate his actions by pointing the finger at pornography. My personal thoughts on the article - imagine if you were about to die and the last thing you ever talked about was your porn addiction?
While you were sleeping last night, 30,000 kids died of starvation or diseases related to malnutrition.
Jemmani
Profile Joined November 2010
United States76 Posts
December 03 2010 00:41 GMT
#42
On December 03 2010 05:01 whiteLotus wrote:
hmm, i always thought that ted bundy, or zodiac killer is the most famous ones, i still cant understand why jack the ripper is the most famous one? he didnt realy kill alot of people. and his killing wasnt anything special realy :S


Jack the ripper was b4 his time and never caught.... and the manor of which people were killed were very brutal and bizzare.

Oh and famous because they figure it was a doctor or maybe a even a woman.

so much mystery means tons of fascination
sc4k
Profile Blog Joined January 2010
United Kingdom5454 Posts
December 03 2010 00:53 GMT
#43
On December 03 2010 09:40 Tony Campolo wrote:
I stumbled across this interview a few years back - Ted Bundy's final interview with a Christian organisation prior to his execution on how he became a serial killer:

+ Show Spoiler +
Fatal Addiction: Ted Bundy's Final InterviewTed Bundy granted an interview to James Dobson just before he was executed on January 24, 1989.

Watch online Fatal Addiction: Ted Bundy's Final Interview
For more information about Ted Bundy's anniversary interview with Dr. Dobson, visit CitizenLink.com for news reports, expert analysis and excerpts from the interview.

The InterviewTed Bundy, an infamous serial killer, granted an interview to psychologist James Dobson just before he was executed on January 24, 1989. In that interview, he described the agony of his addiction to pornography. Bundy goes back to his roots, explaining the development of his compulsive behavior. He reveals his addiction to hard-core pornography and how it fueled the terrible crimes he committed.

A road that leads to nowhere
When Ted Bundy was thirteen years old, he discovered “dirty magazines” in a dump near his home. He was instantly captivated by them. In time, Bundy became more and more addicted to violent images in magazines and videos. He got his kicks from seeing women being tortured and murdered. When he tired of that, there was only one place his addiction could go - from fantasy to reality.

Bundy, a good-looking, intelligent law student, learned to lure women into his car by various forms of deception. He would put a cast on his arm or leg, then walk across a university campus carrying several books. When he saw an interesting coed standing or walking alone, he’d “accidentally” drop the books near her. The girl would help him gather them and take them to his car. Then he would entice her or push her into the vehicle where she was taken captive. After he had molested the girl and the rage of passion had passed, she would be killed and Bundy would dump her body in a region where it would not be found for months. This went on for years.

By the time he was apprehended, Bundy had killed at least twenty-eight young women and girls in acts too horrible to contemplate. He was finally convicted and sentenced to death for killing a twelve-year-old girl and dumping her body in a pigsty. After more than ten years of appeals and legal maneuvering, a judge gave the order for Bundy’s execution. That week, he asked an attorney to call me and request that I come to Florida State Prison for a final interview.

When I arrived, I discovered a circus-like atmosphere outside the prison. Teenagers carried signs saying “Burn, Bundy, Burn,” and “You’re Dead, Ted.” Also in the crowd were more than 300 reporters who had come to get a story on the killer’s last hours, but Bundy wouldn’t talk to them. He had something important to say, and he believed the media couldn’t be trusted to report it accurately. Therefore, I was invited to bring a camera crew to record his last comments from death.

I’ll never forget that experience. I went through seven steel doors and metal detectors so sensitive that my tie tack and the nails in my shoes were enough to set off an alarm. Finally, I reached an inner chamber where Bundy and I were to meet. He was brought in, strip-searched, and then surrounded by six prison guards while he talked to me. Midway through our conversation, the lights suddenly went dim.

Ted said, “Just wait a moment, and they will come back on.”

I didn’t realize until later what had happened. The prisoner knew that his executioners were testing the electric chair that would take his life the next morning.

Ted Bundy wanted to tell the world about pornographyWhat was it that Ted Bundy was so anxious to say? He felt he owed it to society to warn of the dangers of hard-core pornography and to explain how it had led him to murder so many innocent women and girls. With tears in his eyes, he described the monster that took possession of him when he had been drinking. His craze to kill was always inflamed by violent pornography. Quoted below is an edited transcript of the conversation that occurred just seventeen hours before Ted was led to the electric chair.

James C. Dobson: It is about 2:30 in the afternoon. You are scheduled to be executed tomorrow morning at 7:00, if you don’t receive another stay. What is going through your mind? What thoughts have you had in these last few days?

Ted: I won’t kid you to say it is something I feel I’m in control of or have come to terms with. It’s a moment-by-moment thing. Sometimes I feel very tranquil and other times I don’t feel tranquil at all. What’s going through my mind right now is to use the minutes and hours I have left as fruitfully as possible. It helps to live in the moment, in the essence that we use it productively. Right now I’m feeling calm, in large part because I’m here with you.

JCD: For the record, you are guilty of killing many women and girls.

Ted: Yes, that’s true.

JCD: How did it happen? Take me back. What are the antecedents of the behavior that we’ve seen? You were raised in what you consider to be a healthy home. You were not physically, sexually or emotionally abused.

Ted: No. And that’s part of the tragedy of this whole situation. I grew up in a wonderful home with two dedicated and loving parents, as one of 5 brothers and sisters. We, as children, were the focus of my parent’s lives. We regularly attended church. My parents did not drink or smoke or gamble. There was no physical abuse or fighting in the home. I’m not saying it was “Leave it to Beaver”, but it was a fine, solid Christian home. I hope no one will try to take the easy way out of this and accuse my family of contributing to this. I know, and I’m trying to tell you as honestly as I know how, what happened.

As a young boy of 12 or 13, I encountered, outside the home, in the local grocery and drug stores, softcore pornography. Young boys explore the sideways and byways of their neighborhoods, and in our neighborhood, people would dump the garbage. From time to time, we would come across books of a harder nature - more graphic. This also included detective magazines, etc., and I want to emphasize this. The most damaging kind of pornography - and I’m talking from hard, real, personal experience - is that that involves violence and sexual violence. The wedding of those two forces - as I know only too well - brings about behavior that is too terrible to describe.

JCD: Walk me through that. What was going on in your mind at that time?

Ted: Before we go any further, it is important to me that people believe what I’m saying. I’m not blaming pornography. I’m not saying it caused me to go out and do certain things. I take full responsibility for all the things that I’ve done. That’s not the question here. The issue is how this kind of literature contributed and helped mold and shape the kinds of violent behavior.

JCD: It fueled your fantasies.

Ted: In the beginning, it fuels this kind of thought process. Then, at a certain time, it is instrumental in crystallizing it, making it into something that is almost a separate entity inside.

JCD: You had gone about as far as you could go in your own fantasy life, with printed material, photos, videos, etc., and then there was the urge to take that step over to a physical event. Ted: Once you become addicted to it, and I look at this as a kind of addiction, you look for more potent, more explicit, more graphic kinds of material. Like an addiction, you keep craving something which is harder and gives you a greater sense of excitement, until you reach the point where the pornography only goes so far - that jumping off point where you begin to think maybe actually doing it will give you that which is just beyond reading about it and looking at it.

JCD: How long did you stay at that point before you actually assaulted someone?

Ted: A couple of years. I was dealing with very strong inhibitions against criminal and violent behavior. That had been conditioned and bred into me from my neighborhood, environment, church, and schools.

I knew it was wrong to think about it, and certainly, to do it was wrong. I was on the edge, and the last vestiges of restraint were being tested constantly, and assailed through the kind of fantasy life that was fueled, largely, by pornography.

JCD: Do you remember what pushed you over that edge? Do you remember the decision to “go for it”? Do you remember where you decided to throw caution to the wind?

Ted: It’s a very difficult thing to describe - the sensation of reaching that point where I knew I couldn’t control it anymore. The barriers I had learned as a child were not enough to hold me back from seeking out and harming somebody.

JCD: Would it be accurate to call that a sexual frenzy?

Ted: That’s one way to describe it - a compulsion, a building up of this destructive energy. Another fact I haven’t mentioned is the use of alcohol. In conjunction with my exposure to pornography, alcohol reduced my inhibitions and pornography eroded them further.

JCD: After you committed your first murder, what was the emotional effect? What happened in the days after that?

Ted: Even all these years later, it is difficult to talk about. Reliving it through talking about it is difficult to say the least, but I want you to understand what happened. It was like coming out of some horrible trance or dream. I can only liken it to (and I don’t want to overdramatize it) being possessed by something so awful and alien, and the next morning waking up and remembering what happened and realizing that in the eyes of the law, and certainly in the eyes of God, you’re responsible. To wake up in the morning and realize what I had done with a clear mind, with all my essential moral and ethical feelings intact, absolutely horrified me.

JCD: You hadn’t known you were capable of that before?

Ted: There is no way to describe the brutal urge to do that, and once it has been satisfied, or spent, and that energy level recedes, I became myself again. Basically, I was a normal person. Ted: I wasn’t some guy hanging out in bars, or a bum. I wasn’t a pervert in the sense that people look at somebody and say, “I know there’s something wrong with him.” I was a normal person. I had good friends. I led a normal life, except for this one, small but very potent and destructive segment that I kept very secret and close to myself. Those of us who have been so influenced by violence in the media, particularly pornographic violence, are not some kind of inherent monsters. We are your sons and husbands. We grew up in regular families. Pornography can reach in and snatch a kid out of any house today. It snatched me out of my home 20 or 30 years ago. As diligent as my parents were, and they were diligent in protecting their children, and as good a Christian home as we had, there is no protection against the kinds of influences that are loose in a society that tolerates....

JCD: Outside these walls, there are several hundred reporters that wanted to talk to you, and you asked me to come because you had something you wanted to say. You feel that hardcore pornography, and the door to it, softcore pornography, is doing untold damage to other people and causing other women to be abused and killed the way you did.

Ted: I’m no social scientist, and I don’t pretend to believe what John Q. Citizen thinks about this, but I’ve lived in prison for a long time now, and I’ve met a lot of men who were motivated to commit violence. Without exception, every one of them was deeply involved in pornography - deeply consumed by the addiction. The F.B.I.’s own study on serial homicide shows that the most common interest among serial killers is pornographers. It’s true.

JCD: What would your life have been like without that influence?

Ted: I know it would have been far better, not just for me, but for a lot of other people - victims and families. There’s no question that it would have been a better life. I’m absolutely certain it would not have involved this kind of violence.

JCD: If I were able to ask the kind of questions that are being asked, one would be, “Are you thinking about all those victims and their families that are so wounded? Years later, their lives aren’t normal. They will never be normal. Is there remorse?”

Ted: I know people will accuse me of being self-serving, but through God’s help, I have been able to come to the point, much too late, where I can feel the hurt and the pain I am responsible for. Yes. Absolutely! During the past few days, myself and a number of investigators have been talking about unsolved cases - murders I was involved in. It’s hard to talk about all these years later, because it revives all the terrible feelings and thoughts that I have steadfastly and diligently dealt with - I think successfully. It has been reopened and I have felt the pain and the horror of that.

I hope that those who I have caused so much grief, even if they don’t believe my expression of sorrow, will believe what I’m saying now; there are those loose in their towns and communities, like me, whose dangerous impulses are being fueled, day in and day out, by violence in the media in its various forms - particularly sexualized violence. What scares me is when I see what’s on cable T.V. Some of the violence in the movies that come into homes today is stuff they wouldn’t show in X-rated adult theatres 30 years ago.

JCD: The slasher movies?

Ted: That is the most graphic violence on screen, especially when children are unattended or unaware that they could be a Ted Bundy; that they could have a predisposition to that kind of behavior.

JCD: One of the final murders you committed was 12-year-old Kimberly Leach. I think the public outcry is greater there because an innocent child was taken from a playground. What did you feel after that? Were they the normal emotions after that?

Ted: I can’t really talk about that right now. It’s too painful. I would like to be able to convey to you what that experience is like, but I won’t be able to talk about that. I can’t begin to understand the pain that the parents of these children and young women that I have harmed feel. And I can’t restore much to them, if anything. I won’t pretend to, and I don’t even expect them to forgive me. I’m not asking for it. That kind of forgiveness is of God; if they have it, they have it, and if they don’t, maybe they’ll find it someday.

JCD: Do you deserve the punishment the state has inflicted upon you?

Ted: That’s a very good question. I don’t want to die; I won’t kid you. I deserve, certainly, the most extreme punishment society has. And I think society deserves to be protected from me and from others like me. That’s for sure. What I hope will come of our discussion is that I think society deserves to be protected from itself. As we have been talking, there are forces at loose in this country, especially this kind of violent pornography, where, on one hand, well-meaning people will condemn the behavior of a Ted Bundy while they’re walking past a magazine rack full of the very kinds of things that send young kids down the road to being Ted Bundys. That’s the irony.

I’m talking about going beyond retribution, which is what people want with me. There is no way in the world that killing me is going to restore those beautiful children to their parents and correct and soothe the pain. But there are lots of other kids playing in streets around the country today who are going to be dead tomorrow, and the next day, because other young people are reading and seeing the kinds of things that are available in the media today.

JCD: There is tremendous cynicism about you on the outside, I suppose, for good reason. I’m not sure there’s anything you could say that people would believe, yet you told me (and I have heard this through our mutual friend, John Tanner) that you have accepted the forgiveness of Jesus Christ and are a follower and believer in Him. Do you draw strength from that as you approach these final hours?

Ted: I do. I can’t say that being in the Valley of the Shadow of Death is something I’ve become all that accustomed to, and that I’m strong and nothing’s bothering me. It’s no fun. It gets kind of lonely, yet I have to remind myself that every one of us will go through this someday in one way or another.

JCD: It’s appointed unto man.

Ted: Countless millions who have walked this earth before us have gone through this, so this is just an experience we all share.

Ted Bundy was executed at 7:15 am the day after this conversation was recorded.

EndnotesLife on the Edge, Dr. James Dobson, Copyright © 1995 Word Publishing, Nashville, Tennessee. All rights reserved.


Obviously the analysis is from his own perspective and many have condemned this as him trying to mitigate his actions by pointing the finger at pornography. My personal thoughts on the article - imagine if you were about to die and the last thing you ever talked about was your porn addiction?


Thanks for linking the article, was very interesting. I think everything he said seems perfectly sound and understandable, especially his view on whether he deserves to be punished or not. Also, I think the fact that he chose to talk about this addiction makes it more valid- his reasons for choosing to talk about it make more sense than the other reason of him trying to mitigate responsibility by blaming the pornography industry. He repeatedly asserts that hardcore pornography was something that inflamed his sociopathic desires, rather than spawned them.
CosmicAC
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
United States238 Posts
December 03 2010 01:05 GMT
#44
Wow, this stuff is sick. I can't believe Ted Bundy could those crimes and still be clear enough in his mind to talk like he did in that interview.
To follow the path: look to the master, follow the master, walk with the master, see through the master, become the master.
Jemmani
Profile Joined November 2010
United States76 Posts
December 03 2010 01:11 GMT
#45
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pedro_López_(serial_killer)

guy was released.... TWICE killed hundreds

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bruno_Ludke

Necro master race? somthin went wrong!

Just a few interesting ones.... its amazing how pedro is even free....
bokeevboke
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
Singapore1674 Posts
December 03 2010 01:17 GMT
#46
1. Most serial killers are white males between the ages of 20-35 years. However, in recent years we have seen an increase of serial killers from other races.


I don't wanna start debate but I think western society has better coverage and police-public relationship. Thats why statistically more white guys.

In other parts of world government tries to hide it or policemans are simply not good. Most of serial killers get away with a sentence for one murder.

ps: I'm not white btw.
Its grack
ECHOZs
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United States499 Posts
December 03 2010 01:50 GMT
#47
Serial killers are pretty damn interesting. For me i like to look their train of thought, lack of morality and disregard for human emotions and life. And it helps that most of them have Antisocial personality disorder so in my psychology classes we always seem to end up talking about serial killers
gravethrasher
Profile Joined October 2010
Norway89 Posts
December 03 2010 02:13 GMT
#48
Id like to just point out that Vlad Tepes was not a serial killer but a mass murderer.
Secondly Elizabeth Bathory`s convient crimes, where most likely a smear campain and untrue.

Heard a discussion about this on the radio sometime ago, couldnt find it, so i tried to find spesific information about this claim and found a post about it:

"Her diary was entered as evidence at her trial. She said she had kept no such diary and since that trial no such diary has ever been found. She was arrested under a specific set of circumstances that made Count Thurzo (the man who had been investigating her and then Palatine of Hungary) the one who stood the most to gain from her arrest. King Matthias (Then King of Austria who also ruled over Hungary as a province) owed the Bathory name a fortune. At the time, Erzsebet was the most powerful noble in the country and her allegiance meant the allegiance of the Hungarian people. As time drew on and she was not repayed she began to look Eastward to her nephew who was ruling Transylvania. The Habsburgs feared the Bathory's and especially feared a powerful Protestant Woman turning against them. There was a letter recently uncovered sent just days before her arrest (in the book Countess Dracula by Tony Thorne) that shows that she very likely was going to ally herself with Transylvania. This would have been a disaster for the Habsburgs. Arresting her became the easiest way out for them and the easiest way for Thurzo to get what he wanted. He got to dispense of her lands as he saw fit, and King Matthias got to get rid of what he saw as a developing dangerous enemy. The original charges against her had nothing to do with "bathing in blood", that didn't become part of the legend until the 1800's. The charges against her were torture and witchcraft and communing with the devil (common charges against Protestant's in that day). All witness testimony was given under torture (her "accomplices" Dorka, Ilona had their fingers pulled out with red hot pincers) and Erzsebet herself was not allowed to testify although she tried to appeal that decision. The original accusation was torture and murder of between 40 and 60, and as the hysteria in the trial grew that number grew all the way to 600 plus. Much like the Salem Witch Trials. Very little is known about the historical Erzsebet Bathory however most historians at this point seem to agree that the accepted legend about her is at best unlikely and at worst a blatant effort to wipe out the memory and blacken the Bathory name.
ShoCkeyy
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
7815 Posts
December 03 2010 04:03 GMT
#49
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_serial_killers_by_country

Here's a link for you to add to the OP!
Life?
LonelyIslands
Profile Blog Joined September 2006
Canada590 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-12-03 04:22:27
December 03 2010 04:17 GMT
#50
I would like to point out Allan Legere. I grew up in Miramichi and I remember when he was on the run. Then the police caught him, then he escaped, ran for awhile more and then finally got caught again. I was only young but for Halloween we had to go to a Community Centre which was guarded by the Police to protect the children of the community. He also killed a priest, Father Smith which was about a 3 minute walk down the road from my house. Everyone at that time were armed with guns, knives, anything they could just in case. It's a time I will never forget..

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Allan_Legere







This is where I'm from.. the serial killers from here, so I decided to toss this in too!

My heart and my mind will carry my body when my limbs are too weak
KurtistheTurtle
Profile Blog Joined December 2008
United States1966 Posts
December 03 2010 04:50 GMT
#51
On December 03 2010 02:35 Krigwin wrote:
Show nested quote +
On December 03 2010 00:30 MGren wrote:
I think serial killers have been stupidly romanticized by movies and books etc, I wouldn't label any of them as being interesting, and being obsessed by them kinda makes me worried about your future career choices.

What the?

What kind of nonsense is this? There are tons of career choices integral to society that largely depend on understanding people like this - psychologists, investigators, lawyers, etc.

Delving into the minds of these people and understanding their compulsions and behavior is what allows us to catch more of them and maybe, just maybe, in the far future, treat them or at least identify them before any real damage is done.

Keeping such a blind eye to the world and the very real dangers inherent within makes me kinda worried about your future career choices.

lol, I wasn't gonna post in this thread, but DAMN!
“Reject your sense of injury and the injury itself disappears."
BritishBeef
Profile Joined November 2010
United Kingdom372 Posts
December 03 2010 05:04 GMT
#52
This thread has turned into gold in my eyes seriously thankyou so much.
I was initially just putting some content up to see how many other people feel this way, Then Bosu said something which made me feel a bit "silly" for not thinking about it like that!
On December 03 2010 02:18 Bosu wrote:
Show nested quote +
On December 03 2010 00:30 MGren wrote:
I think serial killers have been stupidly romanticized by movies and books etc, I wouldn't label any of them as being interesting, and being obsessed by them kinda makes me worried about your future career choices.


This is a pretty ridiculous statement. Pretty much everyone is obsessed with serial killers and murderers. Shows like CSI and Dexter are huge. Shows with real murderers like Dateline, 20/20, get solid ratings with shows about murderers every night.

I myself have an interest in this subject. How serial killers were able to get away with what they did, how they got caught, why they did it, and how fucked up their minds are IS fascinating. I don't know how it couldn't be.

As for my career. I am a nurse. Plan on going into anesthesia in a couple of years.


That is so true now that i think about it everyone loves csi and dexter!

Thankyou for all the replys i am going to work very hard on the orginal post add a section for mass murderers and just add a ton of the links for you guys.
FuRong
Profile Joined April 2010
New Zealand3089 Posts
December 03 2010 05:12 GMT
#53
The stuff you posted is pretty interesting. I was a psych student so I've always found the stories of serial killers interesting and compelling reading/viewing.

On a different note, thanks to the OP for making the IU thread look decidedly less creepy in comparison to this.
Don't hate the player, hate the game
FindingPride
Profile Blog Joined July 2010
United States1001 Posts
December 03 2010 05:20 GMT
#54
I found the toy box killer the sickest of all.
Skullflower
Profile Joined July 2010
United States3779 Posts
December 03 2010 06:19 GMT
#55
On December 03 2010 02:20 Wr3k wrote:
Noticed you didn't mention the zodiac killer.

I would consider him to be one of the more interesting ones. He may not have killed many people, but his open communication with the public makes him that much more interesting.

Documentary:

+ Show Spoiler +
1/6



2/6



3/6



4/6



5/6



6/6



Zodiac is by far one of the most interesting serial killers around. Especially with all the cryptograms he sent to police that have never been solved.
The ruminations are mine, let the world be yours.
MrProphylactic
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
296 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-12-04 01:05:30
December 04 2010 01:01 GMT
#56
On December 03 2010 11:13 gravethrasher wrote:
Id like to just point out that Vlad Tepes was not a serial killer but a mass murderer.
Secondly Elizabeth Bathory`s convient crimes, where most likely a smear campain and untrue.

Heard a discussion about this on the radio sometime ago, couldnt find it, so i tried to find spesific information about this claim and found a post about it:

"Her diary was entered as evidence at her trial. She said she had kept no such diary and since that trial no such diary has ever been found. She was arrested under a specific set of circumstances that made Count Thurzo (the man who had been investigating her and then Palatine of Hungary) the one who stood the most to gain from her arrest. King Matthias (Then King of Austria who also ruled over Hungary as a province) owed the Bathory name a fortune. At the time, Erzsebet was the most powerful noble in the country and her allegiance meant the allegiance of the Hungarian people. As time drew on and she was not repayed she began to look Eastward to her nephew who was ruling Transylvania. The Habsburgs feared the Bathory's and especially feared a powerful Protestant Woman turning against them. There was a letter recently uncovered sent just days before her arrest (in the book Countess Dracula by Tony Thorne) that shows that she very likely was going to ally herself with Transylvania. This would have been a disaster for the Habsburgs. Arresting her became the easiest way out for them and the easiest way for Thurzo to get what he wanted. He got to dispense of her lands as he saw fit, and King Matthias got to get rid of what he saw as a developing dangerous enemy. The original charges against her had nothing to do with "bathing in blood", that didn't become part of the legend until the 1800's. The charges against her were torture and witchcraft and communing with the devil (common charges against Protestant's in that day). All witness testimony was given under torture (her "accomplices" Dorka, Ilona had their fingers pulled out with red hot pincers) and Erzsebet herself was not allowed to testify although she tried to appeal that decision. The original accusation was torture and murder of between 40 and 60, and as the hysteria in the trial grew that number grew all the way to 600 plus. Much like the Salem Witch Trials. Very little is known about the historical Erzsebet Bathory however most historians at this point seem to agree that the accepted legend about her is at best unlikely and at worst a blatant effort to wipe out the memory and blacken the Bathory name.




I pointed out a similar association with Vlad the Impala; being more in the mass murderer category . However when you have someone repeatedly committing mass murder , can they be mutually inclusive with the serial killer pathology is what I am wondering . Typically repeated mass murders are in a position of power I assume , or else how could they repeat the process . This in itself could make the pathology different , as there need not be a cool-down period , or any avoidance of capture .
Typically mass murderers are unconcerned with the status of their
freedom , where as serial killers enjoy the attention that the media coverage brings them, and follow the police hunt quite closely, also are generally knowledgeable at
investigative- forensics (nowadays that means you watch nova)and aware of how to cover their tracks.
"The Beauty of a move is not in its appearance, but the thought behind it" Nimzovitch
MiniRoman
Profile Blog Joined September 2003
Canada3953 Posts
December 04 2010 05:12 GMT
#57
For a fictional movie Behind the Mask: The Rise of Leslie vernon is pretty sweet. It's about a guy planning to become a supernatural killer. Entertaining.
Nak Allstar.
Guthix
Profile Joined April 2011
United States209 Posts
May 01 2011 09:49 GMT
#58
sorry to necro this thread, but I was going to make one similar to this. In my high school psychology class, we had to do reports on different killers. I did mine on these guys:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dnepropetrovsk_maniacs

Some of you may have heard of the video called "3 guys 1 hammer" or something like that. That is one of the videos these guys did of killing people. They beat his face in with a hammer, stabbed him repeatedly with screwdrives, gouged out his eyes etc. Pretty sick stuff. You might even be able to find the video around the internet somewhere. I would definitely NOT watch it, my stomach couldn't possibly take it. :S
Naniwa fighting!
Arckan
Profile Joined September 2010
243 Posts
May 01 2011 10:14 GMT
#59
On May 01 2011 18:49 Lumbridge wrote:
sorry to necro this thread, but I was going to make one similar to this. In my high school psychology class, we had to do reports on different killers. I did mine on these guys:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dnepropetrovsk_maniacs

Some of you may have heard of the video called "3 guys 1 hammer" or something like that. That is one of the videos these guys did of killing people. They beat his face in with a hammer, stabbed him repeatedly with screwdrives, gouged out his eyes etc. Pretty sick stuff. You might even be able to find the video around the internet somewhere. I would definitely NOT watch it, my stomach couldn't possibly take it. :S

I'm just going to reinforce the last part of this post: This isn't like watching pain olympics or some other shock video. No amount of Internet desensitization will leave you unaffected by this.

Don't take this post as a challenge, take it as a warning. Ignore your curiosity.
braammbolius
Profile Joined May 2005
179 Posts
May 01 2011 11:42 GMT
#60
I can vouch here, no need to see it.
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