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I have a huge block exam in medical school Tuesday...can't seem to care...
I've been long-distance with my gf for about 4 months now. We've dated 6 years continuously. I have another 3 years of med school, so 3 more years of long-distance. Normally I'm ok, but its been sucking as of late. All the other people in my class get to bring their significant others to events and parties, me...not so much. That its getting harder to remember her...like, don't get me wrong, I love her and all, but it just doesn't feel as though I'm in a relationship anymore. I'm not really happy about the feeling, but its just weird because I've been in a relationship for so long...
I want to be a doctor for the prestige and money...helping people is a perk at best...lol
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On November 15 2010 14:48 kethers wrote:Show nested quote +On November 15 2010 14:43 Sawyer wrote:On November 15 2010 14:42 kethers wrote:On November 15 2010 14:39 Sawyer wrote:On November 15 2010 14:33 kethers wrote:
I'm sleeping/having an affair with my ex-girlfriend who is currently now married with a 8-month old child Are you with anyone? I'm not Well, good for you.. sucks for her. Not really since I'm still in love with her
That's rough, man. Definitely an awkward position to be in, not only the fact that she's married, but she also has a young one as well. ;(
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I'm still caught up on and check up on my ex despite no interest in ever being with her again.
Porn bores me due to the lack of emotional/intellectual stimulation.
My best erections happen when I'm watching Starcraft.
I pretend to like people I work with despite my dislike for them, and viewing most of them as being unintelligent.
I want more than anything to be someone great and respectable, but I convince myself I'd never be able to achieve any of it so I don't even try. (This includes Starcraft)
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I met a girl that I like, and she dodged me 3 times.. fuck my life?
We made plans, she seemed exited, when the plans should accure, she texted me she can't all 3 times...
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*excited
Not correcting just to be a douche, just "exited" has a certain humorous irony in this case ^^
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On November 15 2010 21:50 BaltA wrote:
I met a girl that I like, and she dodged me 3 times.. fuck my life?
We made plans, she seemed exited, when the plans should accure, she texted me she can't all 3 times...
Don't take it personally. Some people are timid like this. I suggest moving on though as this may be her way of saying she's not interested.
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On November 15 2010 14:47 BlackMagister wrote:Show nested quote +On November 15 2010 14:04 Faranth wrote:On November 15 2010 14:00 Sm3agol wrote:Everyone I know, knows me as a really happy, cheerful guy that smiles all the time, never gets upset, and has everything going for him in life. Personally, I hate my life, have contemplated suicide, don't care about anything, and stay depressed 95% of the time. I am apparently an amazing actor.  Wow. I can relate to this quite a lot, actually. I am perfectly capable of acting normal and coherent, and at least until a few days ago everything was going better than could possibly be hoped for, from an "objective" perspective. My last theater teacher told me that I should continue with acting ("talent"), but I have no intention of doing so. I too have been depressed, suicidal, empty. Guess I'm just a bit further down the road than yourself, as my confession is: I'm throwing everything away. Wow pretty serious stuff for a one-line confession thread. I'm not sure how helpful my advice is given I have trouble with this to a much lesser degree, but I think the best thing is to just have a really close friend you can talk to. Given it's hard to have those kind of friends and assuming that's why you're so depressed you just have to find the small things in life you enjoy. For me I've just been learning the lyrics to upbeat songs to sing while I walk home.
So you're saying that playing chopin nocturnes until midnight isn't going to help? I tend to hate upbeat songs, and dislike songs with lyrics anyways. And the friend thing sounds great. Except I can't think of a single person in my life i'd like to share everything with. Everyone I know doesn't really know me, they just know the person I pretent to be.
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On November 15 2010 12:09 Beneather wrote:Show nested quote +On November 15 2010 11:50 Azalie wrote:
I have too many girls that love me and it sounds great until you have to pick one and break everyone else's heart.
Makes me feel rather bad tbh.
The fact i have to pick one not the fact that i have a ton of them following me.
Makes me feel even worse reading that. Then do not pick one? Or pick one you like the most that will make you feel better (:
Well heres the big problem with that, i love them all >< i know that sounds stupid but i really do care for every single last one, hence why i feel bad for doing this to them tbh i cunt like me never deserved any of them hell look at what i did.
But i wont let all of them go in case i end up alone FML i disgust even myself with that kinda stuff when i have such good mates that are perfect to them and yet they flock to the asswipe that shouldn't have anyone.
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On November 15 2010 22:23 Sm3agol wrote:Show nested quote +On November 15 2010 14:47 BlackMagister wrote:On November 15 2010 14:04 Faranth wrote:On November 15 2010 14:00 Sm3agol wrote:Everyone I know, knows me as a really happy, cheerful guy that smiles all the time, never gets upset, and has everything going for him in life. Personally, I hate my life, have contemplated suicide, don't care about anything, and stay depressed 95% of the time. I am apparently an amazing actor. Wow. I can relate to this quite a lot, actually. I am perfectly capable of acting normal and coherent, and at least until a few days ago everything was going better than could possibly be hoped for, from an "objective" perspective. My last theater teacher told me that I should continue with acting ("talent"), but I have no intention of doing so. I too have been depressed, suicidal, empty. Guess I'm just a bit further down the road than yourself, as my confession is: I'm throwing everything away. Wow pretty serious stuff for a one-line confession thread. I'm not sure how helpful my advice is given I have trouble with this to a much lesser degree, but I think the best thing is to just have a really close friend you can talk to. Given it's hard to have those kind of friends and assuming that's why you're so depressed you just have to find the small things in life you enjoy. For me I've just been learning the lyrics to upbeat songs to sing while I walk home. So you're saying that playing chopin nocturnes until midnight isn't going to help? I tend to hate upbeat songs, and dislike songs with lyrics anyways. And the friend thing sounds great. Except I can't think of a single person in my life i'd like to share everything with. Everyone I know doesn't really know me, they just know the person I pretent to be.
I didn't say it had to be upbeat songs, just saying that's what I use. Small things things in life that make you happy, nothing deeper than that.
As for the friend thing I have no real advise, never been good at making friends and just because you have friends doesn't mean you are willing to share things with them. If you feel this is going to get too deep you can pm me or the other guy.
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I want to be a doctor for the prestige and money...helping people is a perk at best...lol
I actually hear that doctors tend to advise people to not get into the medical profession to mainly help people since you'll be disappointed and patients will die often, but I could be wrong.
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On November 15 2010 23:35 Stratos_speAr wrote:Show nested quote +
I want to be a doctor for the prestige and money...helping people is a perk at best...lol
I actually hear that doctors tend to advise people to not get into the medical profession to mainly help people since you'll be disappointed and patients will die often, but I could be wrong.
Thats for the bleeding hearts out there that want to help everyone at their own expense...trust me sir, I'm not one of said people. However, you do get to do some good I guess...lol
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I'm about a month behind in my Organic Chemistry class and I just can't seem to care. I'm more interested in fucking around and surfing the internet.
I'm also fucking scared to start up my own business even though the plan is all set up and it could work out great. I'm scared of doing it because if it fails, I'll be out close to $5k and a couple months worth of time. Fuck my greediness for not wanting to spend $5k for something that can set me up for life.
I'm also fucking sick and tired of girls dodging dates. If you're not interested, tell me. Don't say you'll go out on a date and bail or that you're busy all the time. It's fucking annoying.
And I secretly can't stand being around my parents anymore. They need to go on vacation again. The most peaceful time in my life was when they were gone for a week.
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On November 15 2010 23:35 Stratos_speAr wrote:Show nested quote +
I want to be a doctor for the prestige and money...helping people is a perk at best...lol
I actually hear that doctors tend to advise people to not get into the medical profession to mainly help people since you'll be disappointed and patients will die often, but I could be wrong.
so much black ops referencing wasted on this guy 
On November 16 2010 01:43 Joementum wrote:
I'm about a month behind in my Organic Chemistry class and I just can't seem to care. I'm more interested in fucking around and surfing the internet.
I'm also fucking scared to start up my own business even though the plan is all set up and it could work out great. I'm scared of doing it because if it fails, I'll be out close to $5k and a couple months worth of time. Fuck my greediness for not wanting to spend $5k for something that can set me up for life.
I'm also fucking sick and tired of girls dodging dates. If you're not interested, tell me. Don't say you'll go out on a date and bail or that you're busy all the time. It's fucking annoying.
And I secretly can't stand being around my parents anymore. They need to go on vacation again. The most peaceful time in my life was when they were gone for a week.
thats a school thing
starting a small business is usually only good in theory
you can pick up disintrest in the body language, pay a bit more attention to them 
maybe you need to move out, or be the one to go on vacation
On November 15 2010 15:13 RancidTurnip wrote:
I'm still caught up on and check up on my ex despite no interest in ever being with her again.
Porn bores me due to the lack of emotional/intellectual stimulation.
My best erections happen when I'm watching Starcraft.
I pretend to like people I work with despite my dislike for them, and viewing most of them as being unintelligent.
I want more than anything to be someone great and respectable, but I convince myself I'd never be able to achieve any of it so I don't even try. (This includes Starcraft)
that just means you need to find a new one asap
it happens to all of us
hmm i cant say ive had that... yet
eh just ignore mosta my coleagues
its a human thing, decide on something and start doing it, eventually youll get there
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On November 16 2010 02:16 Cyber_Cheese wrote:Show nested quote +On November 15 2010 23:35 Stratos_speAr wrote:
I want to be a doctor for the prestige and money...helping people is a perk at best...lol
I actually hear that doctors tend to advise people to not get into the medical profession to mainly help people since you'll be disappointed and patients will die often, but I could be wrong. so much black ops referencing wasted on this guy Show nested quote +On November 16 2010 01:43 Joementum wrote:
I'm about a month behind in my Organic Chemistry class and I just can't seem to care. I'm more interested in fucking around and surfing the internet.
I'm also fucking scared to start up my own business even though the plan is all set up and it could work out great. I'm scared of doing it because if it fails, I'll be out close to $5k and a couple months worth of time. Fuck my greediness for not wanting to spend $5k for something that can set me up for life.
I'm also fucking sick and tired of girls dodging dates. If you're not interested, tell me. Don't say you'll go out on a date and bail or that you're busy all the time. It's fucking annoying.
And I secretly can't stand being around my parents anymore. They need to go on vacation again. The most peaceful time in my life was when they were gone for a week. thats a school thing starting a small business is usually only good in theory you can pick up disintrest in the body language, pay a bit more attention to them maybe you need to move out, or be the one to go on vacation
Wish I could go on vacation right now. Got school and my current job to worry about =X. You can see that I'm not doing much worrying about school though. Moving out isn't a viable option right now. Living in NJ is not cheap... at all. And if I did move out, my parents would basically disown me and never talk to me again. Yeah, I'm serious. I brought it up once when my friend was looking for a room mate. Wow did that conversation not go well at all.
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On November 15 2010 15:13 RancidTurnip wrote:
Porn bores me due to the lack of emotional/intellectual stimulation.
This is something I can't understand... Btw, if you're looking for that, hentai is your best and pretty much only bet for moralfags (as I call them, in reference to porn). I get bored when I have to sift through all of your vanilla porn just to find a decent rape scene...
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On November 16 2010 02:19 Joementum wrote:Show nested quote +On November 16 2010 02:16 Cyber_Cheese wrote:On November 15 2010 23:35 Stratos_speAr wrote:
I want to be a doctor for the prestige and money...helping people is a perk at best...lol
I actually hear that doctors tend to advise people to not get into the medical profession to mainly help people since you'll be disappointed and patients will die often, but I could be wrong. so much black ops referencing wasted on this guy On November 16 2010 01:43 Joementum wrote:
I'm about a month behind in my Organic Chemistry class and I just can't seem to care. I'm more interested in fucking around and surfing the internet.
I'm also fucking scared to start up my own business even though the plan is all set up and it could work out great. I'm scared of doing it because if it fails, I'll be out close to $5k and a couple months worth of time. Fuck my greediness for not wanting to spend $5k for something that can set me up for life.
I'm also fucking sick and tired of girls dodging dates. If you're not interested, tell me. Don't say you'll go out on a date and bail or that you're busy all the time. It's fucking annoying.
And I secretly can't stand being around my parents anymore. They need to go on vacation again. The most peaceful time in my life was when they were gone for a week. thats a school thing starting a small business is usually only good in theory you can pick up disintrest in the body language, pay a bit more attention to them maybe you need to move out, or be the one to go on vacation Wish I could go on vacation right now. Got school and my current job to worry about =X. You can see that I'm not doing much worrying about school though. Moving out isn't a viable option right now. Living in NJ is not cheap... at all. And if I did move out, my parents would basically disown me and never talk to me again. Yeah, I'm serious. I brought it up once when my friend was looking for a room mate. Wow did that conversation not go well at all.
You and me both. Unfortunately I've settled to try and save money while graduating school asap. Hopefully I don't get kicked out for dropping my statistics class 
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On November 16 2010 02:49 JTouche wrote:Show nested quote +On November 16 2010 02:19 Joementum wrote:On November 16 2010 02:16 Cyber_Cheese wrote:On November 15 2010 23:35 Stratos_speAr wrote:
I want to be a doctor for the prestige and money...helping people is a perk at best...lol
I actually hear that doctors tend to advise people to not get into the medical profession to mainly help people since you'll be disappointed and patients will die often, but I could be wrong. so much black ops referencing wasted on this guy On November 16 2010 01:43 Joementum wrote:
I'm about a month behind in my Organic Chemistry class and I just can't seem to care. I'm more interested in fucking around and surfing the internet.
I'm also fucking scared to start up my own business even though the plan is all set up and it could work out great. I'm scared of doing it because if it fails, I'll be out close to $5k and a couple months worth of time. Fuck my greediness for not wanting to spend $5k for something that can set me up for life.
I'm also fucking sick and tired of girls dodging dates. If you're not interested, tell me. Don't say you'll go out on a date and bail or that you're busy all the time. It's fucking annoying.
And I secretly can't stand being around my parents anymore. They need to go on vacation again. The most peaceful time in my life was when they were gone for a week. thats a school thing starting a small business is usually only good in theory you can pick up disintrest in the body language, pay a bit more attention to them maybe you need to move out, or be the one to go on vacation Wish I could go on vacation right now. Got school and my current job to worry about =X. You can see that I'm not doing much worrying about school though. Moving out isn't a viable option right now. Living in NJ is not cheap... at all. And if I did move out, my parents would basically disown me and never talk to me again. Yeah, I'm serious. I brought it up once when my friend was looking for a room mate. Wow did that conversation not go well at all. You and me both. Unfortunately I've settled to try and save money while graduating school asap. Hopefully I don't get kicked out for dropping my statistics class
I almost got kicked out for even bringing up computer science as a major. If I do anything other than Science, then college isn't worth it according to my parents. Kind of ridiculous, but I don't mind so much. I do like Chemistry so that's a plus. I'm with you on the settling though. I'm just saving up money now while studying... I'm a junior now... and won't finish in my senior year because of me and my fucking school. I failed one class and that one class set me back almost 2 semesters. And I also couldn't register for Physics (which I needed) this semester because it was full and my college only offered one class. =X
Blah... whatever. It's just one extra semester. Haven't broke the news to my parents, yet. I can't wait to hear what they say when I tell them I won't graduate in the normal 4 years. LOLs will be had or not.
Good times, good times.
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On November 16 2010 02:25 Kakera wrote:Show nested quote +On November 15 2010 15:13 RancidTurnip wrote:
Porn bores me due to the lack of emotional/intellectual stimulation. This is something I can't understand... Btw, if you're looking for that, hentai is your best and pretty much only bet for moralfags (as I call them, in reference to porn). I get bored when I have to sift through all of your vanilla porn just to find a decent rape scene...
hHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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On November 15 2010 11:50 Azalie wrote:
I have too many girls that love me and it sounds great until you have to pick one and break everyone else's heart.
Makes me feel rather bad tbh.
The fact i have to pick one not the fact that i have a ton of them following me.
Makes me feel even worse reading that.
what makes it worse is that everyone else who you did not get with will hate your guts and spread shit about you. lol
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On November 16 2010 02:57 Joementum wrote:Show nested quote +On November 16 2010 02:49 JTouche wrote:On November 16 2010 02:19 Joementum wrote:On November 16 2010 02:16 Cyber_Cheese wrote:On November 15 2010 23:35 Stratos_speAr wrote:
I want to be a doctor for the prestige and money...helping people is a perk at best...lol
I actually hear that doctors tend to advise people to not get into the medical profession to mainly help people since you'll be disappointed and patients will die often, but I could be wrong. so much black ops referencing wasted on this guy On November 16 2010 01:43 Joementum wrote:
I'm about a month behind in my Organic Chemistry class and I just can't seem to care. I'm more interested in fucking around and surfing the internet.
I'm also fucking scared to start up my own business even though the plan is all set up and it could work out great. I'm scared of doing it because if it fails, I'll be out close to $5k and a couple months worth of time. Fuck my greediness for not wanting to spend $5k for something that can set me up for life.
I'm also fucking sick and tired of girls dodging dates. If you're not interested, tell me. Don't say you'll go out on a date and bail or that you're busy all the time. It's fucking annoying.
And I secretly can't stand being around my parents anymore. They need to go on vacation again. The most peaceful time in my life was when they were gone for a week. thats a school thing starting a small business is usually only good in theory you can pick up disintrest in the body language, pay a bit more attention to them maybe you need to move out, or be the one to go on vacation Wish I could go on vacation right now. Got school and my current job to worry about =X. You can see that I'm not doing much worrying about school though. Moving out isn't a viable option right now. Living in NJ is not cheap... at all. And if I did move out, my parents would basically disown me and never talk to me again. Yeah, I'm serious. I brought it up once when my friend was looking for a room mate. Wow did that conversation not go well at all. You and me both. Unfortunately I've settled to try and save money while graduating school asap. Hopefully I don't get kicked out for dropping my statistics class I almost got kicked out for even bringing up computer science as a major. If I do anything other than Science, then college isn't worth it according to my parents. Kind of ridiculous, but I don't mind so much. I do like Chemistry so that's a plus. I'm with you on the settling though. I'm just saving up money now while studying... I'm a junior now... and won't finish in my senior year because of me and my fucking school. I failed one class and that one class set me back almost 2 semesters. And I also couldn't register for Physics (which I needed) this semester because it was full and my college only offered one class. =X Blah... whatever. It's just one extra semester. Haven't broke the news to my parents, yet. I can't wait to hear what they say when I tell them I won't graduate in the normal 4 years. LOLs will be had or not. Good times, good times.
I had to laugh a little about not accepting computer science as a major because its not science, It even has science in the name. No its not a lab science like chem, but depending what route you take with the degree it can be just as scientific as anything you can do with a chem degree.
Silly parents, decisions are for kids
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