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On November 08 2010 19:39 Dogsi wrote:Show nested quote +On November 07 2010 15:56 Kakera wrote:On November 07 2010 15:54 ilj.psa wrote: You only hate college because you don't know what real life is like. I fucking wish I was in college instead of doing what I am now. I miss social interactions with new people, I miss all the cute young girls, trust me, outside of school I'll see maybe one or two cute girls a DAY... Fuck I miss the near lack of responsibility, just going to class and doing homework sounds like a vacation to me.
what are you doing now? Can't say  Oh the joy of not being able to talk about one's work.  I meet new people every day at my job. Most of those people I meet are women between 17 and 25 years old.I work about 5 hours a day. Screw college. Where do I apply?!
- I've been to about 15% of my classes this semester and I'm sitting at ~75% grade. Only have 1 week left + exams which I'm confident about.
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I'm a long time reader of Teamliquid but since I am facing some hardships I decided to share them a bit in this thread since I am moved by its sincerity.
+ Show Spoiler +When i was 19 (5 years ago) i met a beautiful girl - the most beautiful girl in my eye - and instantly fell in love with her. We started to date and felt that we were each other soul mate. We had 2 years of pure happiness. We engaged each other and it was just so simple, so obvious. Well, she wanted so many things and so fast, I was young still a student. We had a lot of economic difficulties and she had a hard time dealing with it: she became depressed, she told me about suicide and I stayed with her, bathing her, feeding her for a year or so. She came back stronger than before.
Then some 5 months ago we were in hollidays, life was perfect, she was as sexy as ever, she was mine. As we came back, she started to change, she became hard with me, she made me guilty of everything that we suffered together. She left me so suddently, saying I was her nightmare. She also told me, some times, that she couldn't control herself (sexually) she talk to me about rape, about some sexual disorder... she also said that she had a "gift", that she could see the "polarity" of everyone and use it to her own advantage. She said she could see the bound between everything, and that my "aura" was to strong for her. She insulted me, saying I was gay (???), saying I was a parasite. Then she refused to see me and to respond any of my call. I was nothing to her, she was someone else. She started dating a lot of people (2 days after leaving me she was with 2 men, one idiot and one guy 15 years older than her).
I then decided to protect her from afar. Spying on her and making sure nobody harm her or anything. When someone weird start to be interested by her, I made so that he walk away (eventually hitting some morons with my friends), and let her do everything she wanted with the "normal" guys.
Then, after two months, I was tired of seeing her with one guy every week, tired of being the moron not willing to forget her when i was nothing to her anymore. So i texted her and told her to come get her things. She came and instantly cried because I was thin (I lost about 10-15 lbs). She kissed me, telling me I was the love of her life but that I needed to grow up (meaning have money). She cried and asked (begged) me to see her once a week, but not going back with me.
I said no and I have not seen her since then. I am not interested in love anymore, not interested in girls, althought I'm straight. (that's why i play so much lately)
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On November 08 2010 22:04 WhiteDog wrote:I'm a long time reader of Teamliquid but since I am facing some hardships I decided to share them a bit in this thread since I am moved by its sincerity. Show nested quote +When i was 19 (5 years ago) i met a beautiful girl - the most beautiful girl in my eye - and instantly fell in love with her. We started to date and felt that we were each other soul mate. We had 2 years of pure happiness. We engaged each other and it was just so simple, so obvious. Well, she wanted so many things and so fast, I was young still a student. We had a lot of economic difficulties and she had a hard time dealing with it: she became depressed, she told me about suicide and I stayed with her, bathing her, feeding her for a year or so. She came back stronger than before.
Then some 5 months ago we were in hollidays, life was perfect, she was as sexy as ever, she was mine. As we came back, she started to change, she became hard with me, she made me guilty of everything that we suffered together. She left me so suddently, saying I was her nightmare. She also told me, some times, that she couldn't control herself (sexually) she talk to me about rape, about some sexual disorder... she also said that she had a "gift", that she could see the "polarity" of everyone and use it to her own advantage. She said she could see the bound between everything, and that my "aura" was to strong for her. She insulted me, saying I was gay (???), saying I was a parasite. Then she refused to see me and to respond any of my call. I was nothing to her, she was someone else. She started dating a lot of people (2 days after leaving me she was with 2 men, one idiot and one guy 15 years older than her).
I then decided to protect her from afar. Spying on her and making sure nobody harm her or anything. When someone weird start to be interested by her, I made so that he walk away (eventually hitting some morons with my friends), and let her do everything she wanted with the "normal" guys.
Then, after two months, I was tired of seeing her with one guy every week, tired of being the moron not willing to forget her when i was nothing to her anymore. So i texted her and told her to come get her things. She came and instantly cried because I was thin (I lost about 10-15 lbs). She kissed me, telling me I was the love of her life but that I needed to grow up (meaning have money). We made love and she said that nobody make her feel like that. She cried and asked me to see her once a week, but not going back with me. She begged me to make love to her every week.
I said no and I have not seen her since then. I am not interested in love anymore, not interested in girls, althought I'm straight.
Wow....
There's a mouse living in my room and rather than find a way to get rid of it, I just ignore its existence. We have a understanding.
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On November 07 2010 15:56 Kakera wrote:Show nested quote +On November 07 2010 15:54 ilj.psa wrote: You only hate college because you don't know what real life is like. I fucking wish I was in college instead of doing what I am now. I miss social interactions with new people, I miss all the cute young girls, trust me, outside of school I'll see maybe one or two cute girls a DAY... Fuck I miss the near lack of responsibility, just going to class and doing homework sounds like a vacation to me.
what are you doing now? Can't say  Oh the joy of not being able to talk about one's work. 
unemployed
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On November 02 2010 07:41 Etrocal wrote: I'm a procrastinating perfectionist. A terrible, terrible combination.
this ^, what a terrible combination it is.. usually the procrastinating wins though.
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On November 08 2010 22:04 WhiteDog wrote:I'm a long time reader of Teamliquid but since I am facing some hardships I decided to share them a bit in this thread since I am moved by its sincerity. + Show Spoiler +When i was 19 (5 years ago) i met a beautiful girl - the most beautiful girl in my eye - and instantly fell in love with her. We started to date and felt that we were each other soul mate. We had 2 years of pure happiness. We engaged each other and it was just so simple, so obvious. Well, she wanted so many things and so fast, I was young still a student. We had a lot of economic difficulties and she had a hard time dealing with it: she became depressed, she told me about suicide and I stayed with her, bathing her, feeding her for a year or so. She came back stronger than before.
Then some 5 months ago we were in hollidays, life was perfect, she was as sexy as ever, she was mine. As we came back, she started to change, she became hard with me, she made me guilty of everything that we suffered together. She left me so suddently, saying I was her nightmare. She also told me, some times, that she couldn't control herself (sexually) she talk to me about rape, about some sexual disorder... she also said that she had a "gift", that she could see the "polarity" of everyone and use it to her own advantage. She said she could see the bound between everything, and that my "aura" was to strong for her. She insulted me, saying I was gay (???), saying I was a parasite. Then she refused to see me and to respond any of my call. I was nothing to her, she was someone else. She started dating a lot of people (2 days after leaving me she was with 2 men, one idiot and one guy 15 years older than her).
I then decided to protect her from afar. Spying on her and making sure nobody harm her or anything. When someone weird start to be interested by her, I made so that he walk away (eventually hitting some morons with my friends), and let her do everything she wanted with the "normal" guys.
Then, after two months, I was tired of seeing her with one guy every week, tired of being the moron not willing to forget her when i was nothing to her anymore. So i texted her and told her to come get her things. She came and instantly cried because I was thin (I lost about 10-15 lbs). She kissed me, telling me I was the love of her life but that I needed to grow up (meaning have money). She cried and asked (begged) me to see her once a week, but not going back with me.
I said no and I have not seen her since then. I am not interested in love anymore, not interested in girls, althought I'm straight. (that's why i play so much lately)
I read you're story, and I have to say. You have had a hard love life. The part where you had to help her a lot, shows us what kind of a person you are. You seem like a kind and helpfull guy, which makes my respect for you so huge! I love people who help their loved once, in easy times, aswell as hard.
She does not deserve you, that's my take to it. She has a sickess, for sure!
Don't stop looking for women, there is a girl out there for you!! Good luck man!
Respect!
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On November 08 2010 22:04 WhiteDog wrote:I'm a long time reader of Teamliquid but since I am facing some hardships I decided to share them a bit in this thread since I am moved by its sincerity. + Show Spoiler +When i was 19 (5 years ago) i met a beautiful girl - the most beautiful girl in my eye - and instantly fell in love with her. We started to date and felt that we were each other soul mate. We had 2 years of pure happiness. We engaged each other and it was just so simple, so obvious. Well, she wanted so many things and so fast, I was young still a student. We had a lot of economic difficulties and she had a hard time dealing with it: she became depressed, she told me about suicide and I stayed with her, bathing her, feeding her for a year or so. She came back stronger than before.
Then some 5 months ago we were in hollidays, life was perfect, she was as sexy as ever, she was mine. As we came back, she started to change, she became hard with me, she made me guilty of everything that we suffered together. She left me so suddently, saying I was her nightmare. She also told me, some times, that she couldn't control herself (sexually) she talk to me about rape, about some sexual disorder... she also said that she had a "gift", that she could see the "polarity" of everyone and use it to her own advantage. She said she could see the bound between everything, and that my "aura" was to strong for her. She insulted me, saying I was gay (???), saying I was a parasite. Then she refused to see me and to respond any of my call. I was nothing to her, she was someone else. She started dating a lot of people (2 days after leaving me she was with 2 men, one idiot and one guy 15 years older than her).
I then decided to protect her from afar. Spying on her and making sure nobody harm her or anything. When someone weird start to be interested by her, I made so that he walk away (eventually hitting some morons with my friends), and let her do everything she wanted with the "normal" guys.
Then, after two months, I was tired of seeing her with one guy every week, tired of being the moron not willing to forget her when i was nothing to her anymore. So i texted her and told her to come get her things. She came and instantly cried because I was thin (I lost about 10-15 lbs). She kissed me, telling me I was the love of her life but that I needed to grow up (meaning have money). She cried and asked (begged) me to see her once a week, but not going back with me.
I said no and I have not seen her since then. I am not interested in love anymore, not interested in girls, althought I'm straight. (that's why i play so much lately)
I feel for you. Time heals all wounds.
I have a phone job interview tomorrow for a rather important job and I'm doing everything I can to not freak out. It's not even a full blown interview, just a phone one.
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On November 08 2010 22:57 Jarvs wrote:Show nested quote +On November 08 2010 22:04 WhiteDog wrote:I'm a long time reader of Teamliquid but since I am facing some hardships I decided to share them a bit in this thread since I am moved by its sincerity. + Show Spoiler +When i was 19 (5 years ago) i met a beautiful girl - the most beautiful girl in my eye - and instantly fell in love with her. We started to date and felt that we were each other soul mate. We had 2 years of pure happiness. We engaged each other and it was just so simple, so obvious. Well, she wanted so many things and so fast, I was young still a student. We had a lot of economic difficulties and she had a hard time dealing with it: she became depressed, she told me about suicide and I stayed with her, bathing her, feeding her for a year or so. She came back stronger than before.
Then some 5 months ago we were in hollidays, life was perfect, she was as sexy as ever, she was mine. As we came back, she started to change, she became hard with me, she made me guilty of everything that we suffered together. She left me so suddently, saying I was her nightmare. She also told me, some times, that she couldn't control herself (sexually) she talk to me about rape, about some sexual disorder... she also said that she had a "gift", that she could see the "polarity" of everyone and use it to her own advantage. She said she could see the bound between everything, and that my "aura" was to strong for her. She insulted me, saying I was gay (???), saying I was a parasite. Then she refused to see me and to respond any of my call. I was nothing to her, she was someone else. She started dating a lot of people (2 days after leaving me she was with 2 men, one idiot and one guy 15 years older than her).
I then decided to protect her from afar. Spying on her and making sure nobody harm her or anything. When someone weird start to be interested by her, I made so that he walk away (eventually hitting some morons with my friends), and let her do everything she wanted with the "normal" guys.
Then, after two months, I was tired of seeing her with one guy every week, tired of being the moron not willing to forget her when i was nothing to her anymore. So i texted her and told her to come get her things. She came and instantly cried because I was thin (I lost about 10-15 lbs). She kissed me, telling me I was the love of her life but that I needed to grow up (meaning have money). She cried and asked (begged) me to see her once a week, but not going back with me.
I said no and I have not seen her since then. I am not interested in love anymore, not interested in girls, althought I'm straight. (that's why i play so much lately) I feel for you. Time heals all wounds. I have a phone job interview tomorrow for a rather important job and I'm doing everything I can to not freak out. It's not even a full blown interview, just a phone one. Try breathing exercice (like breathing, listening the air going in and out, then trying to listen to your heart while keeping focus on the breathing, and so on). It's really perfect to keep cool!
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On November 08 2010 22:57 Jarvs wrote:
I have a phone job interview tomorrow for a rather important job and I'm doing everything I can to not freak out. It's not even a full blown interview, just a phone one. relax, should be easy
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I'm attracted easily to girls that wears mini skirts or shorts, an example is my girlfriend's best friend, she's so hot...T T
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I made someone eat a bowl of pasta I poored a glass of my brownest pee on. He didn't have a clue, because I had warned him about excessive use of salt, for which I apologized.
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I've lost 70 pounds the last year and it feels great. I'm 1.9m (6'2) and 98kg (216 pounds) right now and most of my clothes don't fit any more. I still have some weight to lose but at least I'm less likely to die from a number of obesity related diseases now.
I wish I had taken a "before-picture" but i was too ashamed of my body to let a camera even near me.
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On November 08 2010 23:11 Black[CAT] wrote: I'm attracted easily to girls that wears mini skirts or shorts, an example is my girlfriend's best friend, she's so hot...T T
Me too man, me too. That and scene girls, not the overdoing it kind but the ones who subtly accomplish it. Put the two together I'll burn a hole in them with my eyes, my lecherous lecherous eyes.
On November 08 2010 22:04 WhiteDog wrote:I'm a long time reader of Teamliquid but since I am facing some hardships I decided to share them a bit in this thread since I am moved by its sincerity. + Show Spoiler +When i was 19 (5 years ago) i met a beautiful girl - the most beautiful girl in my eye - and instantly fell in love with her. We started to date and felt that we were each other soul mate. We had 2 years of pure happiness. We engaged each other and it was just so simple, so obvious. Well, she wanted so many things and so fast, I was young still a student. We had a lot of economic difficulties and she had a hard time dealing with it: she became depressed, she told me about suicide and I stayed with her, bathing her, feeding her for a year or so. She came back stronger than before.
Then some 5 months ago we were in hollidays, life was perfect, she was as sexy as ever, she was mine. As we came back, she started to change, she became hard with me, she made me guilty of everything that we suffered together. She left me so suddently, saying I was her nightmare. She also told me, some times, that she couldn't control herself (sexually) she talk to me about rape, about some sexual disorder... she also said that she had a "gift", that she could see the "polarity" of everyone and use it to her own advantage. She said she could see the bound between everything, and that my "aura" was to strong for her. She insulted me, saying I was gay (???), saying I was a parasite. Then she refused to see me and to respond any of my call. I was nothing to her, she was someone else. She started dating a lot of people (2 days after leaving me she was with 2 men, one idiot and one guy 15 years older than her).
I then decided to protect her from afar. Spying on her and making sure nobody harm her or anything. When someone weird start to be interested by her, I made so that he walk away (eventually hitting some morons with my friends), and let her do everything she wanted with the "normal" guys.
Then, after two months, I was tired of seeing her with one guy every week, tired of being the moron not willing to forget her when i was nothing to her anymore. So i texted her and told her to come get her things. She came and instantly cried because I was thin (I lost about 10-15 lbs). She kissed me, telling me I was the love of her life but that I needed to grow up (meaning have money). She cried and asked (begged) me to see her once a week, but not going back with me.
I said no and I have not seen her since then. I am not interested in love anymore, not interested in girls, althought I'm straight. (that's why i play so much lately)
Eh, a lot of women have issues being with guys they feel they do not deserve to be with, so they will hurt you and go be with idiots and assholes, basically what she feels she deserves and should have to bear. Women who give a shit about financial situations annoy me, my wife almost seems to be getting to that level but I just tell her I hate that shit and she'll stop. Good job on giving up the protect from far stalker business, like seriously too many people are stuck there.
On November 08 2010 19:56 MaReK wrote:Show nested quote +On November 08 2010 19:39 Dogsi wrote:On November 07 2010 15:56 Kakera wrote:On November 07 2010 15:54 ilj.psa wrote: You only hate college because you don't know what real life is like. I fucking wish I was in college instead of doing what I am now. I miss social interactions with new people, I miss all the cute young girls, trust me, outside of school I'll see maybe one or two cute girls a DAY... Fuck I miss the near lack of responsibility, just going to class and doing homework sounds like a vacation to me.
what are you doing now? Can't say  Oh the joy of not being able to talk about one's work.  I meet new people every day at my job. Most of those people I meet are women between 17 and 25 years old.I work about 5 hours a day. Screw college. Where do I apply?! - I've been to about 15% of my classes this semester and I'm sitting at ~75% grade. Only have 1 week left + exams which I'm confident about. Your local Hot Topic, or rather anywhere in the service industry.
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On November 09 2010 02:39 Kakera wrote:Show nested quote +On November 08 2010 23:11 Black[CAT] wrote: I'm attracted easily to girls that wears mini skirts or shorts, an example is my girlfriend's best friend, she's so hot...T T
Me too man, me too. That and scene girls, not the overdoing it kind but the ones who subtly accomplish it. Put the two together I'll burn a hole in them with my eyes, my lecherous lecherous eyes.
Same here. And I'm really attracted to girls that wear glasses. Also I only like brunettes. I hate blondes.
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On November 04 2010 07:46 Xtal wrote: Having read the past 23 pages of this thread, I feel obligated to contribute myself.
I am 19 years old and left my house yesterday after an argument with my parents about going back to college. Just left. Took no clothes or money or ID. My last words to my dad were "fuck I'm an adult" and to my mother "I'm leaving" Its barely been 24 hours but I don't plan on going back for more than my money ID and some clothes.
Now I'm staying at my friends house with his wife and son trying to figure out what to do next. My best plan is to move to Florida to meet up witha girl then go traveling for a month or two and then get a job somewhere.
I know this is all stupid and a terrible plan and worse i know my parents just wanted what was best for me. Holy shit, why has no one responded to this guy?
Bro, if you're still around, I'm going to need some more background info on this situation before commenting.
But I'm sure you don't need me to tell you that "abandon college and parents to meet up with a girl" is one of the stupidest plans ever.
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On November 09 2010 02:39 Kakera wrote:Show nested quote +On November 08 2010 23:11 Black[CAT] wrote: I'm attracted easily to girls that wears mini skirts or shorts, an example is my girlfriend's best friend, she's so hot...T T
Me too man, me too. That and scene girls, not the overdoing it kind but the ones who subtly accomplish it. Put the two together I'll burn a hole in them with my eyes, my lecherous lecherous eyes. Show nested quote +On November 08 2010 22:04 WhiteDog wrote:I'm a long time reader of Teamliquid but since I am facing some hardships I decided to share them a bit in this thread since I am moved by its sincerity. + Show Spoiler +When i was 19 (5 years ago) i met a beautiful girl - the most beautiful girl in my eye - and instantly fell in love with her. We started to date and felt that we were each other soul mate. We had 2 years of pure happiness. We engaged each other and it was just so simple, so obvious. Well, she wanted so many things and so fast, I was young still a student. We had a lot of economic difficulties and she had a hard time dealing with it: she became depressed, she told me about suicide and I stayed with her, bathing her, feeding her for a year or so. She came back stronger than before.
Then some 5 months ago we were in hollidays, life was perfect, she was as sexy as ever, she was mine. As we came back, she started to change, she became hard with me, she made me guilty of everything that we suffered together. She left me so suddently, saying I was her nightmare. She also told me, some times, that she couldn't control herself (sexually) she talk to me about rape, about some sexual disorder... she also said that she had a "gift", that she could see the "polarity" of everyone and use it to her own advantage. She said she could see the bound between everything, and that my "aura" was to strong for her. She insulted me, saying I was gay (???), saying I was a parasite. Then she refused to see me and to respond any of my call. I was nothing to her, she was someone else. She started dating a lot of people (2 days after leaving me she was with 2 men, one idiot and one guy 15 years older than her).
I then decided to protect her from afar. Spying on her and making sure nobody harm her or anything. When someone weird start to be interested by her, I made so that he walk away (eventually hitting some morons with my friends), and let her do everything she wanted with the "normal" guys.
Then, after two months, I was tired of seeing her with one guy every week, tired of being the moron not willing to forget her when i was nothing to her anymore. So i texted her and told her to come get her things. She came and instantly cried because I was thin (I lost about 10-15 lbs). She kissed me, telling me I was the love of her life but that I needed to grow up (meaning have money). She cried and asked (begged) me to see her once a week, but not going back with me.
I said no and I have not seen her since then. I am not interested in love anymore, not interested in girls, althought I'm straight. (that's why i play so much lately) Eh, a lot of women have issues being with guys they feel they do not deserve to be with, so they will hurt you and go be with idiots and assholes, basically what she feels she deserves and should have to bear. Women who give a shit about financial situations annoy me, my wife almost seems to be getting to that level but I just tell her I hate that shit and she'll stop. Good job on giving up the protect from far stalker business, like seriously too many people are stuck there. Show nested quote +On November 08 2010 19:56 MaReK wrote:On November 08 2010 19:39 Dogsi wrote:On November 07 2010 15:56 Kakera wrote:On November 07 2010 15:54 ilj.psa wrote: You only hate college because you don't know what real life is like. I fucking wish I was in college instead of doing what I am now. I miss social interactions with new people, I miss all the cute young girls, trust me, outside of school I'll see maybe one or two cute girls a DAY... Fuck I miss the near lack of responsibility, just going to class and doing homework sounds like a vacation to me.
what are you doing now? Can't say  Oh the joy of not being able to talk about one's work.  I meet new people every day at my job. Most of those people I meet are women between 17 and 25 years old.I work about 5 hours a day. Screw college. Where do I apply?! - I've been to about 15% of my classes this semester and I'm sitting at ~75% grade. Only have 1 week left + exams which I'm confident about. Your local Hot Topic, or rather anywhere in the service industry.
Yeah same here.. something of having a great life quality without earning sick amounts of money just doesn't seem to attract some people... it's quite sad really, and I feel sorry for such people.
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I don't know exactly when (sometime in the past few years), but I picked up this really weird habit of rubbing my nipples whenever I start to take a dump. It's so ingrained in me that I usually don't even notice my left hand slipping up my shirt while I'm focusing on making sure I have a clean dump -- y'know, not cutting it off short or you end up having to wipe your ass forever raw.
I think I picked it up when I heard that GSP tweaks his nipples before every fight 'cuz apparently it heightens his senses and gives him that extra jolt he needs. So I guess I was wondering if it worked, so I guess I thought it would be a good idea to try it out right before I dump to try to heighten that rush feeling of relief the moment your dump comes out??? And ever since then I haven't looked back?????
Oh god this is sounding weirder and weirder. I know. No, I know ... it's really f'd up, lol.
Edit: for clarification, it's not something erotic or anything like that, it just feels good, like that feeling of relief amplified, ok??? I'm normal, I swear. (lol sigh I'm not)
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Bald women turn me on... no joke...
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i've been flirting and cyber sexing with this girl for months.
she just wouldn't want to meet in real life.
turns out she was a gay man. FML.
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