One-Line Confessions - Page 132

On October 05 2010 11:46 Shrinky Dink wrote:
I work out every fucking day, and try to eat alot, but im still fucking skinny, makes no sense. I'm not like that skinny, i have a good lean build, but still under the skinny category. I'm mainly on my computer too, but i do play lacrosee and shit. Makes 0 Sense. I feel like i workout hard too...wtf..

On October 05 2010 22:22 passive.tense wrote:
I've got plenty confessions to make

I can tell if someone is lying to me in the face. Yet I always act like I haven't noticed anything.
I've became afraid of my girlfriend. She has higher IQ, she's a whole lot smarter than me. I loved her, but somehow I now noticed I'm being manipulated and feel like she's really evil and she's my true enemy.
One girl I had feelings to hurt me so badly I started to take drugs again. She was lying to me, told me that I'm like her older brother and guarding angel, yet I felt like she was playing on my emotions and hiding stuff from me. She was the only person I really deeply cared about, and in past I hurted her, so I was trying to do good this time. As last time I confronted her she told me she hates me. I felt really broken that day. I felt like her last words to me were pure lies.
I don't feel anonymously in internet at all.
I am seriously sick. Yet I haven't told anything to any of my family and close friends. I only said that to one person. Cousin of that girl that hurted me, to make him try help her.
I was droping school to watch Starcraft leagues and to become better at poker.
I feel like only person able to help me with my problems is my best buddy. Yet I am afraid of being ridiculoued by him.
I'm writing this from my smurf account because my girlfriend knows all my nicknames and I am afraid of her to find out. Also I don't want to break with her because I am afraid of being alone. I've been numerously times rejected.
Also one time I went to bar in nearby city because I drink a lot at home and my mother didn't let me this time. I was kissed by some dude. I found out it was gay bar. I didn't felt angry, just really confused.
And one time when I was really drunk I kissed my best buddy girl (but they weren't officialy together, I don't even know how to describe their relationship). I feel like I really betrayed my bro.
I think I'm in love with baller.
I lost my virginity to a dutch hooker.

On October 05 2010 13:13 Gamerboy5440 wrote:
I've fucked myself out of any future. Mostly due to sheer laziness i cannot seem to overcome. But i am a high school sophomore, leaving plenty of time to recover and maybe get into A college. But knowing ill never live up to my sister, who has a career lined up and all, i just don't want to try, and then fail. Plus i occasionally think of suicide, but instantly stop because i don't want people to think of me like that, especially my friends. This also makes it hard to recover in school, because i spend more time covering things up than doing anything. The worst is I'm a mostly happy person, but always cry when i think about this, making it harder to cover up.

I also fuck my self up by enjoying too much anime and video games, to the point where any future outside of those won't hold my attention, but I'm not skilled enough at either tomake a living out of art or video games.

I know i need help, but i cannot get it for fear of being judged.

On October 05 2010 22:22 passive.tense wrote:
I've got plenty confessions to make

I can tell if someone is lying to me in the face. Yet I always act like I haven't noticed anything.
I've became afraid of my girlfriend. She has higher IQ, she's a whole lot smarter than me. I loved her, but somehow I now noticed I'm being manipulated and feel like she's really evil and she's my true enemy.
One girl I had feelings to hurt me so badly I started to take drugs again. She was lying to me, told me that I'm like her older brother and guarding angel, yet I felt like she was playing on my emotions and hiding stuff from me. She was the only person I really deeply cared about, and in past I hurted her, so I was trying to do good this time. As last time I confronted her she told me she hates me. I felt really broken that day. I felt like her last words to me were pure lies.
I don't feel anonymously in internet at all.
I am seriously sick. Yet I haven't told anything to any of my family and close friends. I only said that to one person. Cousin of that girl that hurted me, to make him try help her.
I was droping school to watch Starcraft leagues and to become better at poker.
I feel like only person able to help me with my problems is my best buddy. Yet I am afraid of being ridiculoued by him.
I'm writing this from my smurf account because my girlfriend knows all my nicknames and I am afraid of her to find out. Also I don't want to break with her because I am afraid of being alone. I've been numerously times rejected.
Also one time I went to bar in nearby city because I drink a lot at home and my mother didn't let me this time. I was kissed by some dude. I found out it was gay bar. I didn't felt angry, just really confused.
And one time when I was really drunk I kissed my best buddy girl (but they weren't officialy together, I don't even know how to describe their relationship). I feel like I really betrayed my bro.
I think I'm in love with baller.
I lost my virginity to a dutch hooker.

On September 30 2010 21:49 BaltA wrote:
I have no idea why, but I do not like Spanish people. Maybe because all the Spanish people I've met are dumb idiots...

On October 06 2010 06:09 CyuntiyuL wrote:
Last night, I decided to take a 5% late penalty on an essay so I could work on it all day today instead of rushing through it. It's about the same time as it was yesterday when I made that decision, and I still haven't started.

On October 06 2010 06:41 GMarshal wrote:
Today it just hit me that I'm already almost 20 and I still haven't even kissed a girl, much less had sex with one, and it just kind of made me despair

On October 06 2010 06:41 GMarshal wrote:
Today it just hit me that I'm already almost 20 and I still haven't even kissed a girl, much less had sex with one, and it just kind of made me despair