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[Wk37] Improving in Fitness, Gaming & Music

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Kronen
Profile Blog Joined March 2011
United States732 Posts
Last Edited: 2015-04-20 01:15:16
April 15 2015 19:18 GMT
#1
About this blog/diary:+ Show Spoiler +
I'm a professional musician and (very) amateur gamer.
Blogging about improving and sticking to a program is very effective for my overall progress!
Having been inspired by Haulvern, I hope this humble blog can motivate another someone in need of positive change.
Thanks for checking this out and feel free to leave any comments or suggestions!


Week preview: Clearance gained for the Fort Worth from the job! Game time! Time also to correct some inefficiencies/form breaks in my lifts.


Goals for the Week

“Remember that underlying all our fears is a lack of trust in ourselves.” --Susan Jeffers


            Fitness Goals: + Show Spoiler [Long Term Goals] +
                  Join the Big 3 1000lb club. + Show Spoiler [Progress] +
830lb. Currently up to 970 on the Big 4. Wilk's Score:253.79

                  Hit 5x10 Pull-ups and graduate to weighted pull-ups. + Show Spoiler [Progress] +
Currently at 7 a set.

                  Weigh 175 and/or hit 15% Body Fat. + Show Spoiler [Progress] +
Progress Pics (NSFW? boxers)

                  4 Weight-lifting sessions (program)(rep log): [image loading] [image loading] [image loading] [image loading] [image loading]
                  2 Rowing HIIT or LISS sessions (log): [image loading] [image loading]
                  (opt) Running/Hills/Weighted walk sessions (log):
                  Weight Loss (slow 2k/cal cut): (food log)(chart)
+ Show Spoiler [Up-to-date Progress] +
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                  Log daily food intake: (log)
                  Weigh-in daily: (log)



            Music Goals: + Show Spoiler [Long Term Goals] +
                  Win a major symphony orchestra audition. + Show Spoiler [Progress/How to?] +
I've made finals at major symphony auditions in recent months. I'm going to play well and compete in both Fort Worth or San Francisco by committing to daily mental prep, running mock auditions with fellow musicians, and seeking out lessons with top teachers.

                  Be comfortable and confident playing each orchestral position. + Show Spoiler [How to?] +
Seek out and play duets with my co-workers whenever possible. Request to play as many different positions in local orchestras as possible.


                  Compete in the Fort Worth Symphony Audition: (repertoire), (prep log)
                  Compete in the San Francisco Opera Audition: (repertoire), (prep log)
                  Daily Self-Hypnosis or Affirmation sessions: ([image loading])
                  Daily Meditation sessions: ([image loading])
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            Gaming Goals:
                  Log write-ups of my team's OCC Blood Bowl games (Current Standings):
                  Log write-ups and session prep for my DND 5E Campaign (wiki):



Previous Weeks: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, 33, 34, 35, 36.

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It's a trend for me that the first things to go when I am thrown stressful situations are the objects of my most recent focus. Take this previous weekend's work with the orchestra. While I centered and played very well in the moment, I didn't remember to do my mental prep work during the day. Of any of my activities, one would think those would be the last things to be tossed aside.

On the flip side, the habits I've solidified are still going strong. Workouts aren't missed on account of stressful situations. I don't over-eat or fail to log my food anymore to cope with stressful situations. Those are definitely worth celebrating, but I have to remember to focus on the new stuff when the fan flings the shit.

Practice on this day was good! Did a good deal of processing work for the new San Francisco list. It was a lot of slow high practice... hot diggity darn. The face is holding up nicely throughout the practice schedule! Focusing on flow and efficiency is paying dividends.


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Paying dividends double on days like this! The morning rehearsal was nothing to write home about: just another rote recording session of the usual drivel. The day picked up quickly after though! My plan was to come home and knock out quality high-excerpt practice work on the San Fran list but allowing myself time to recover for the night's rehearsal. What was on the docket for the night rehearsal you ask? A little known Bach Mass that is a nightmare for the first horn: (go to 3:08 for maybe 20-30s if the damn link doesn't work)



Yep... hear all those flutey high notes? That repeats for the whole damn piece.... At any rate, I wanted to test my efficiency and endurance and allow myself a nice 3-hour window of hydrated recovery time in between a challenging practice session and the first rehearsal for this piece (among others). What's worse is that the choir and its conductor are both old and very amateur so the tempo gradually became slower and slower as the piece continued. Oh my god... I thought was going to succumb to death by ritardando. Thankfully the Bach was first on the program.

At any rate, I learned more about my limitations and programming my practice time. I also nailed a pretty solid Bench Day!


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I was very happy with today's Squat Day effort until I watched the tape.... Ugh, I'm not 100% positive but I fear I'm not getting deep enough on my squats. To my eyes, I'm just barely hitting parallel and definitely not getting near below parallel. My battles with butt wink seem to be largely resolved, but I do still want to hit at least parallel and have it be a reputable squat. We'll see... I'll put the video up in TLHFI once it's down uploading.



Other than that I'm off to a pretty solid day! Some good sight-reading went down this morning in rehearsal and I'm feeling pumped to knock out some good practice and maybe a Fringe/Rowing session tonight! Keep you posted!


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It's official!!!! Yes, yes... that's right boy and girls! 179.8!!! Woooohooo! At long last, I've broken back into the 170s. I'm super happy this progress!!! Right now I'm trying to decide which Cheesecake recipe make in celebration! I'm learning towards Smores or Chocolate Explosion .

Sweeet! The day is shaping up nicely! The goals for the day are to do intake and categorization work on the majority of Fort Worth excerpts and break them into two separate practice groups for daily work. If I accomplish that in good time, I'll spend some energy ironing out the kinks in some of the crazy challenging SF Opera excerpts. All of this will be done before 4pm at which point I will break for a rowing session and the evening Bach rehearsal.

The wife invited me to go on her lunch time Couch to 5k so that should be fun as well! Today should be awesome :-)

P.S. Planescape:Torment thus far is super awesome! It's 2 dollars today so definitely pick it up if you haven't already.... I'm kinda salty that I spent 8 dollars combined on BG2 and it yesterday.... Whatever, I'm supporting GOG and, through GOG, Axiom I suppose. Tempted to request the refund because I'd love to spend that 4 dollars on the Icewind Dales.

The afternoon run with the wife was delightful! We'll definitely be doing more of that in the coming weeks! It's the perfect activity I can do with her basically on any day. She's much smaller than I am and is just getting back into shape, so I can do the run without consideration for any other exercise that may happen later in the day. I doubt my HR ever broke 130 on the run.


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Just a quick update for today! The morning workday, through which I thought I'd be able to practice, was actually consumed with a sight-reading rehearsal of an interesting and very idiomatic piece by Malcolm Arnold! I'm really looking forward to working it up and performing it! After the morning rehearsal, my face just felt beat up all day so I finished off the intake work for Fort Worth. Mock auditions will begin in earnest next week after I get some process cues ironed out!

Nailed Press day! Got a PR of 135 up and over my head! Now time to reset the weight and focus on good form.


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Nailed 3 reps on the 1+ Deadlift work set today pulling 315lbs! Didn't record it but it felt good. My grip failed in the mid-200s which was disconcerting, but the alternate grip held up nicely. Full day of rehearsals and then an evening concert tonight! Busy busy! Also, I'm following up on a great Craigslist deal which will get me another weight tree and take my weight availability comfortably into the 500lb range. Hope it works out!


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FFGenerations
Profile Blog Joined April 2011
7088 Posts
Last Edited: 2015-04-16 05:27:42
April 16 2015 05:27 GMT
#2
so u play french horn?
Cool BW Music Vid - youtube.com/watch?v=W54nlqJ-Nx8 ~~~~~ ᕤ OYSTERS ᕤ CLAMS ᕤ AND ᕤ CUCKOLDS ᕤ ~~~~~~ ༼ ᕤ◕◡◕ ༽ᕤ PUNCH HIM ༼ ᕤ◕◡◕ ༽ᕤ
Kronen
Profile Blog Joined March 2011
United States732 Posts
April 16 2015 13:43 GMT
#3
I do indeed! it's fun stuff though stressful at points. How goes learning/playing the guitar?
FFGenerations
Profile Blog Joined April 2011
7088 Posts
April 16 2015 13:45 GMT
#4
really well thanks. well, its more of a "i should be able to play something if i keep this up for a year" type thing. but i'm keeping it up :D
Cool BW Music Vid - youtube.com/watch?v=W54nlqJ-Nx8 ~~~~~ ᕤ OYSTERS ᕤ CLAMS ᕤ AND ᕤ CUCKOLDS ᕤ ~~~~~~ ༼ ᕤ◕◡◕ ༽ᕤ PUNCH HIM ༼ ᕤ◕◡◕ ༽ᕤ
Kronen
Profile Blog Joined March 2011
United States732 Posts
April 16 2015 13:53 GMT
#5
Nice nice! Remembered your blog and the videos though I didn't reply, sorry. Must've been on mobile at the time. I've actually always been interested in playing the guitar for the sake of being able to play all the recognizable tunes. Almost snagged a cheap acoustic off craigslist, but decided to spend the fun money on board games instead :-/...

You play piano or anything else as well as guitar or is guitar your gateway instrument? I started on piano so looking at guitar chord charts/graphs always confuses the hell out of me.
FFGenerations
Profile Blog Joined April 2011
7088 Posts
Last Edited: 2015-04-16 14:05:55
April 16 2015 14:05 GMT
#6
forced into clarinet by mother (i was shit), then a friend helped me learn titanic on piano , i learnt to zanarkand from a midi file, every few years would spend a few days trying to learn guitar (or piano or harmonica) before i quickly switched back to video games
now i quit video games for long enough to lose the addiction and am finally clearing the way to progress in other stuff

are you wanting to do this for career, for money? i tend to feel that being able to do something like making music for money would be the best way to live a life. i'm (hopefully) finishing a computer degree in the next few days but have had this crazy notion that i suddenly want to become an artist (drawing) instead :D
Cool BW Music Vid - youtube.com/watch?v=W54nlqJ-Nx8 ~~~~~ ᕤ OYSTERS ᕤ CLAMS ᕤ AND ᕤ CUCKOLDS ᕤ ~~~~~~ ༼ ᕤ◕◡◕ ༽ᕤ PUNCH HIM ༼ ᕤ◕◡◕ ༽ᕤ
Kronen
Profile Blog Joined March 2011
United States732 Posts
Last Edited: 2015-04-16 14:18:44
April 16 2015 14:17 GMT
#7
Actually, i do get to play my instrument for money :D! It's my full-time job, but I'm currently auditioning for another more musically-satisfying job (and probably will continue to audition past winning my next job as well for the next 5 years or more).

I think playing music professionally becomes a bit like playing videogames professionally. You can still enjoy it and enjoy the process of getting better, but increased expectations can sap the joy out of the process. When you must perform at a high level day-in day-out regardless of how you feel, it gets stressful. But that's where the mental prep comes in :D!

There's good synergy between the computer degree and the artistry you want to pursue! I don't see why you can't do both for sure! I feel like the comp degree is valuable though... Music (and concurrently art) degrees are worthless until you try to teach in higher education. Then it's DMA or bust seemingly these days.

EDIT: don't quote me on the art degree value though... not speaking from experience there. And i'm referring to music performance degrees generally. Education degrees you can teach at the lower education levels easily.
FFGenerations
Profile Blog Joined April 2011
7088 Posts
Last Edited: 2015-04-17 00:30:08
April 17 2015 00:15 GMT
#8
i guess it is pretty stressful if you put it that way. it depends what you're doing tho, i guess if you're teaching music lessons then that is a non-stressful way to make money. but if you have to give performances then its a much much bigger deal.

i enjoy computer programming a lot but i don't know if its really what i would like to do. i'm like 60% arty 40% computery, and i get the impression that if you want to enjoy being a programmer you really have to be SUPER fucking into it. otherwise you will struggle and the competition is really high. i might be a bit too chilled out for that

i plan that the next 2 months will be me finishing my computer degree (will be 3rd class alas) and then spending 8 hours a day learning to draw. if i find that i enjoy it (and am actually competent) then the longterm plan would be to get involved in making art for indie games and commission and patron work.

if that doesn't look like its going anywhere i'll (hopefully) land a low-tier junior programming job

it does sound a bit mad for a 30 year old to be talking so frivolously about things but that's what happens when the government gives you crazy loans (plus i've worked such miserable abusive jobs all my life, i really don't give a fuck anymore)

maybe i just think becoming an artist would be an easier, better life
Cool BW Music Vid - youtube.com/watch?v=W54nlqJ-Nx8 ~~~~~ ᕤ OYSTERS ᕤ CLAMS ᕤ AND ᕤ CUCKOLDS ᕤ ~~~~~~ ༼ ᕤ◕◡◕ ༽ᕤ PUNCH HIM ༼ ᕤ◕◡◕ ༽ᕤ
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