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fluffy_pylon
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Endymion
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fluffy_pylon
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Endymion
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fluffy_pylon
United States79 Posts
On April 04 2015 12:23 Endymion wrote: do you cheese peruvians in broodwar? this was my preferred pastime in the era coinciding with 2009-2011. | ||
Fecalfeast
Canada11355 Posts
On April 04 2015 12:17 fluffy_pylon wrote: My philosophical views tend towards anarchism, nihilism, hedonism, and misanthropy. Yet somehow you're upset that other people will consider you a failure? If life has no meaning or worth then how can you fail at it? Hedonism is doing whatever you want whenever you want to because it feels good to do it. Have you failed at self indulgence? I'm not sure you know what misanthropy is or else you wouldn't consider yourself a loser for never helping anyone... If you dislike/hate humanity and humankind then who cares if you consume valuable air and resources? edit my last line was redundant | ||
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showstealer1829
Australia3123 Posts
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MountainDewJunkie
United States10340 Posts
On April 04 2015 12:06 fluffy_pylon wrote: If I were to disappear at this very moment, no one (except my family) would miss me. I have no friends or acquaintances. And sometimes I believe my family only cares about me because they feel the obligation to, not out of any love or kindness. My life is pointless and meaningless. I exist only to fulfill my selfish wants and desires. I have never (even accidentally) helped another human being or animal in any way. I have no reason to be alive except for breathing valuable air, expending valuable resources, and being a loser. I will never amount to anything or ever contribute to the world and therefore I will always be an utter and complete failure. It's clear that future-me built a time machine, went back in time to find 19-year-old-me to help me out during my darkest time, but 19-year-old me killed future-me, then future me came to present-me's time to make this blog with a smurf account. You are definitely 19-year-old-MDJ | ||
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hp.Shell
United States2527 Posts
On April 04 2015 12:06 fluffy_pylon wrote: If I were to disappear at this very moment, no one (except my family) would miss me. I have no friends or acquaintances. And sometimes I believe my family only cares about me because they feel the obligation to, not out of any love or kindness. My life is pointless and meaningless. I exist only to fulfill my selfish wants and desires. I have never (even accidentally) helped another human being or animal in any way. I have no reason to be alive except for breathing valuable air, expending valuable resources, and being a loser. I will never amount to anything or ever contribute to the world and therefore I will always be an utter and complete failure. Please pick up some form of spirituality. I don't care what, you could pray to a rock for all I care. It makes life more fun. Make up reasons. Please don't take anger out on anyone. I used to feel alone, picked on, etc. I think it's more fun to try to find people who I like / like me than to judge myself based on what others have said about me. I also recommend looking into the idea that you are not your mind. Then use this idea to stop listening to the negative voice inside your head. For example, that voice that wrote this paragraph. If you could believe differently, would you? If you could be positive or optimistic for any reason, would you want to be? Rather than what you currently believe? Could you be more positive? Would you want to be? When? I'm available via PM if you ever want to talk about anything. Though I will say right now that I am not a qualified psychologist or any related profession, so I probably won't be able to "cure" you. But I am of the opinion that everybody in this type of situation has to do that for themselves. But if talking helps, I'm all ears. Maybe some music will help. I don't know if you like this type of music. + Show Spoiler + | ||
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LuckyFool
United States9015 Posts
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excitedBear
Austria120 Posts
To say that there is any meaning to all this would be quite a stretch. It's all too ridiculous, yet I'm very enthusiastic about it and embrace life simply BECAUSE it's so ridiculous. | ||
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hiromi
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On April 04 2015 15:05 hp.Shell wrote: Please pick up some form of spirituality. I don't care what, you could pray to a rock for all I care. It makes life more fun. Make up reasons. Please don't take anger out on anyone. I used to feel alone, picked on, etc. I think it's more fun to try to find people who I like / like me than to judge myself based on what others have said about me. I also recommend looking into the idea that you are not your mind. Then use this idea to stop listening to the negative voice inside your head. For example, that voice that wrote this paragraph. If you could believe differently, would you? If you could be positive or optimistic for any reason, would you want to be? Rather than what you currently believe? Could you be more positive? Would you want to be? When? I'm available via PM if you ever want to talk about anything. Though I will say right now that I am not a qualified psychologist or any related profession, so I probably won't be able to "cure" you. But I am of the opinion that everybody in this type of situation has to do that for themselves. But if talking helps, I'm all ears. Maybe some music will help. I don't know if you like this type of music. + Show Spoiler + https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P5-2-jD-42Q https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o27348qj5qI https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q1g5n-TyuoY + Show Spoiler + https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0hNCU6Kve9o https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3rYL8AHJaTc https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sevZEOUXpw4 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WHRnvjCkTsw https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oY0pPNmxy9k https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EiVmQZwJhsA Screw picking up spirituality, seek professional help if that is how you truly feel. | ||
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Ej_
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JimmyJRaynor
Canada16056 Posts
On April 04 2015 12:06 fluffy_pylon wrote:I exist only to fulfill my selfish wants and desires. I have never (even accidentally) helped another human being or animal in any way. I have no reason to be alive except for breathing valuable air, expending valuable resources, and being a loser. I will never amount to anything or ever contribute to the world and therefore I will always be an utter and complete failure. According to your own constitution you have the inalienable right to "life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness". Just your happiness.. no one else's ... only yours. According to one of America's most important philosophers selfishness is a virtue and altruism a vice. Here is a portion of a speech in one of this philosopher's most important works of art. "Thousands of years ago, the first man discovered how to make fire. He was probably burned at the stake he had taught his brothers to light, but he left them a gift they had not conceived, and he lifted darkness off the earth. Throughout the centuries, there were men who took first steps down new roads, armed with nothing but their own vision. The great creators -- the thinkers, the artists, the scientists, the inventors -- stood alone against the men of their time. Every new thought was opposed; every new invention was denounced. But the men of unborrowed vision went ahead. They fought, they suffered, and they paid. But they won. No creator was prompted by a desire to please his brothers. His brothers hated the gift he offered. His truth was his only motive. His work was his only goal. His work -- not those who used it. His creation -- not the benefits others derived from it -- the creation which gave form to his truth. He held his truth above all things and against all men. He went ahead whether others agreed with him or not, with his integrity as his only banner. He served nothing and no one. He lived for himself. And only by living for himself was he able to achieve the things which are the glory of mankind." i'm sure with some googling you can find more about it. There is nothing wrong with being selfish. and there is nothing wrong with living for yourself. If you have a problem with this then i suggest you have some self esteem issues you need to work on. For this I recommend a nice little book by Nathaniel Branden entitled "How To Raise Your Self Esteem". On April 04 2015 13:00 showstealer1829 wrote: I find 4 gating noobs always breaks me out of my doldrums https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WYjTrNxxCz0 when i play as Random i like to 10 or 12 pool when i get Zerg and i'm playing against a Protoss. the rage is awesome. at the start of the game i lie and say i'm either Terran or Protoss. | ||
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ahswtini
Northern Ireland22203 Posts
On April 04 2015 15:45 LuckyFool wrote: pretty sure your younger cousin would miss you hhahahah l m a o nice one | ||
c3rberUs
Japan11285 Posts
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firehand101
Australia3152 Posts
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DarkPlasmaBall
United States43300 Posts
Make it not meaningless anymore. | ||
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Wintex
Norway16834 Posts
with LG | ||
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Dingodile
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