EPTDota 2 QQ thread - Page 1123
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rabidch
United States20289 Posts
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blobrus
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SpiritoftheTunA
United States20903 Posts
how can gaben even practice his sand king in these conditions | ||
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hooahah
3752 Posts
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Nomzter
Sweden2802 Posts
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TRAP[yoo]
Hungary6026 Posts
On July 29 2014 18:43 hooahah wrote: I'm not even enjoying the game anymore. If I lose I'm too critical in everyone mistakes and such, and if I win then I just think that my enemies were awful and the entire game was a waste of time. My actual good games are probably 1 out of 10 or so. i feel the same way. dota is still fun but the pub games are definitely not | ||
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hooahah
3752 Posts
On July 29 2014 18:43 hooahah wrote: I'm not even enjoying the game anymore. If I lose I'm too critical in everyone mistakes and such, and if I win then I just think that my enemies were awful and the entire game was a waste of time. My actual good games are probably 1 out of 10 or so. my last two games since that post, as prooft: Game 1: played a Support Skywrath vs a Mirana/CM/Pudge trilane. Yes. Urged teammates not to fight since they all picked cores, we lost megahard. http://dotabuff.com/matches/804857477 Game 2: go safefarm Morph with Jakiro, end up laning vs Zeus&Nature Prophet that don't quite know how to not walk into all of Jakiro's nukes. Their other lanes lost too. Game ended 36-4. http://dotabuff.com/matches/804922240 I'm at the point where I don't know why I even bother being so tryhard | ||
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Aerisky
United States12129 Posts
and maybe play ranked or something c: | ||
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Sn0_Man
Tebellong44238 Posts
PS all of the posts are like "I'm so done with this game" etc too. | ||
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Nomzter
Sweden2802 Posts
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Pik
Germany176 Posts
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Makro
France16890 Posts
On July 30 2014 04:16 Nomzter wrote: I won't believe that anyone can be so bad at dota, so I wonder why the hell do people queue for ranked if they dont even want to win? some people find satisfaction in ruining others games, it's a way of life to show how strong in life they are | ||
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hooahah
3752 Posts
On July 30 2014 03:29 Sn0_Man wrote: I mean hooahah has managed to average more than a post a day in this thread for literally a year or more, I don't think any advice is gonna help him lol he just feels the need to bitch. Which, incidentally, is exactly what this thread is for. PS all of the posts are like "I'm so done with this game" etc too. not ALL of them...are they? maybe like 30% of them | ||
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DeltruS
Canada2214 Posts
I haven't improved at dota in months. 4k mmr. It has always been my dream to become a pro gamer, or at least good enough to coach people on the side. People were sad for fear when he lost his dream and got benched for TI - they thought he might even get depressed when it looked like he might not be able to achieve his dreams. That is what I feel every day. I feel like a cripple, with no arms and legs. What good is my body anyways, if I can't use it to achieve what I want. Today I felt like I was going to play the best that I have in months. I exercised for like 2 hours and felt amazing. But then I just saw my hands doing the same old habits that I've always done, the same thoughts that I've always thought. Even if my mental capacity is high I just can't change. I think it may be time to uninstall dota. I can't handle being bad. It makes me depressed every single day. I tried every day for years to become good at video games, and all that happens is failure. At 22 years old, if I'm not improving now I'l probably just get worse. It is time I find a new hobby -- one that hopefully I can make a living off of. I don't know how to enjoy any other skill related activity, so this is going to be a hard month. Maybe I should stop browsing reddit too. I have overcome flaming teammates. I realize that it is unrealistic for my teammates to do what I wish, or think what I wish. They come into dota and they play how they will play, and think how they will think. There's nothing I can do to change that if they are completely retarded. I cannot just impose my thoughts onto them and get them to think differently. I can't rage and shame them into playing well. I just have to go with the flow, and take what the world gives me. Raging is actually the worst thing I can do, because not only do I keep playing my game with terrible teammates, but I also mentally hurt myself. It is a shame to the extreme for myself to make two horrible things out of one. A tragedy even. And the same philosophy can be applied with myself beating myself up after playing badly. I end up with two bad things instead of one. It is unrealistic for myself to be at any stage other than what I am at right now. Why would I mentally whine, asking for things I did not go through a process to get? Why would I hate myself for not being able to change the unchangeable? I must go on. I have no shame, for I can only be who am I at this moment. If I want something, I need to get it. If I feel like I will never get something, I need to try new avenues of attack. But never should I lay down and despair because something I did was ineffective. I cannot expect more out of reality than what was given. Expecting the world to change, whining, begging for it to change, that is for the weak, for horrible human beings. No success will ever come from that mindset. When I rage, when I despair and wallow in self pity, that is my futile begging for reality to change. It is pathetic. Whether I quit dota or not is still undecided. But I will not despair, for reality is always as it is and will never be anything more. The only option is to look for the future, and to do what I must to change it. | ||
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Terrorbladder
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Animzor
Sweden2154 Posts
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rudimentalfeelthelov
Finland268 Posts
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Animzor
Sweden2154 Posts
On July 30 2014 20:55 Animzor wrote: people who play all random and abandon when they get visage. lol umm... I left as soon as the guy abandoned... some time later the game shows up as a loss. wtf? | ||
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rudimentalfeelthelov
Finland268 Posts
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Trustworthy-Tony
Tanzania187 Posts
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