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This is the translated one (I forgot the name of the translator) I want to write to my fans venezuelans, my countrymen, my comrades, my brothers, the indescribable the realization that I've ever had in my life in my last days. I've lived most of my life, disconnected from the other people, thinking that there was something wrong about my, depressed, with resentment. The Venezuelans are beautiful people I've noticed, they are human beings who can feel so many feelings. I grew up when Hugo Chavez ruled, there was a breakthrough in the country, Chavez and opposition, still the same system is in Venezuela in any way possible, and what I realized is that come from feelings, emotions completely different. And hatred between one and another, with your brothers venezuelans, for me, it was because of how people acted Chavez, were unreasonable, controllers, aggressive, full of anger. In my opinion, Hugo Chavez was a human being extremely intelligent, and I don't mean about what I would have studied, nor the events that I knew, he was a human being who was connected with their emotions of anger, in a way, that could transmit Feelings to the people who follow him, he knew how to turn the anger of the people that they had on the inside, most of them poor, both of which are people constantly judged, and made to feel in some way by their economic situations. Anyway, he learned how to control the amount of people, through this, no matter the facts, anything to say, of course some neither they needed to be certain, it was irrelevant to the words he said, was the sensations, the manner in which The expressed, which formed to their base of supporters. The control people, and I didn't have nothing to fear, because I didn't really have anything that was bothering him, not personalizaba feelings of hatred that people gave him, nor the people that called him stupid, not a dump, didn't care , for which the power that I felt was incredible and he learned to control the people who left with this feeling, this that exceeded in his life, that I leave to justify, or reason, they only let you feel and connect with the rest of the People. He was a leader among men incredible, for his ability to connect with that anger in a way that would move to his followers, of course not only with this, also with his charisma and his other emotions, they were so solid, so inmobibles, that didn't matter of He was talking about, people who felt a certain way towards the, they pudian connect with their emotions, they are human feelings. The volume of this power and abuse of the people, and with this I'm not okay, compassion, with others is much more beautiful to me, and I can see it that way, even if I finish by expressing anger through my feelings, I've only begun To feel this lately. I've been a human being smart enough to grow, others saw a potential in me, but I also knew that things affect me, learned how to make me feel in certain ways, and when I spoke with a lot of emotions, frequently desconexion honors, and the interiorizaba , such as anger, but without express it, only I stayed with the resentment inside of me, and act out with different behaviors, acting more important, more intelligent than them, or simply logging off of them, human beings are so, we internalize these feelings that We receive from others, in order to justify our own doubts, we judge others, we make fun of others, we don't have compassion for others as human beings, and that comes disconnection, war, suicides, lives filled with depression. IN THE LAST 3 days of my life, I've shared, and I've connected with people in ways that I hadn't done, nor had believed possible, I can feel what people try to express myself, anger, fear, pain, doubts, I can compare Something that doesn't sound right to me, and by doing this, I'm forging a relationship indescribable, for which I can listen to the message below the mask, I can spot that emotion. Human beings have things that we want to hide from us, we feel shame about specific things in our lives, we are controlled by certain people, and under the control of other people, razionalisamos the feelings that other express toward us, and vice versa, I'm gonna spend the rest Of my life trying to connect with others and feel these emotions with them, and I hope to help heal your pain, and to heal the people from the pain that I was very present, and I was depressed from these human emotions all my life.
It made my head hurt. But based on what he wrote he's obviously suffering from severe depression.
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On December 22 2015 03:51 geechua wrote:This is the translated one (I forgot the name of the translator) + Show Spoiler +I want to write to my fans venezuelans, my countrymen, my comrades, my brothers, the indescribable the realization that I've ever had in my life in my last days. I've lived most of my life, disconnected from the other people, thinking that there was something wrong about my, depressed, with resentment. The Venezuelans are beautiful people I've noticed, they are human beings who can feel so many feelings. I grew up when Hugo Chavez ruled, there was a breakthrough in the country, Chavez and opposition, still the same system is in Venezuela in any way possible, and what I realized is that come from feelings, emotions completely different. And hatred between one and another, with your brothers venezuelans, for me, it was because of how people acted Chavez, were unreasonable, controllers, aggressive, full of anger. In my opinion, Hugo Chavez was a human being extremely intelligent, and I don't mean about what I would have studied, nor the events that I knew, he was a human being who was connected with their emotions of anger, in a way, that could transmit Feelings to the people who follow him, he knew how to turn the anger of the people that they had on the inside, most of them poor, both of which are people constantly judged, and made to feel in some way by their economic situations. Anyway, he learned how to control the amount of people, through this, no matter the facts, anything to say, of course some neither they needed to be certain, it was irrelevant to the words he said, was the sensations, the manner in which The expressed, which formed to their base of supporters. The control people, and I didn't have nothing to fear, because I didn't really have anything that was bothering him, not personalizaba feelings of hatred that people gave him, nor the people that called him stupid, not a dump, didn't care , for which the power that I felt was incredible and he learned to control the people who left with this feeling, this that exceeded in his life, that I leave to justify, or reason, they only let you feel and connect with the rest of the People. He was a leader among men incredible, for his ability to connect with that anger in a way that would move to his followers, of course not only with this, also with his charisma and his other emotions, they were so solid, so inmobibles, that didn't matter of He was talking about, people who felt a certain way towards the, they pudian connect with their emotions, they are human feelings. The volume of this power and abuse of the people, and with this I'm not okay, compassion, with others is much more beautiful to me, and I can see it that way, even if I finish by expressing anger through my feelings, I've only begun To feel this lately. I've been a human being smart enough to grow, others saw a potential in me, but I also knew that things affect me, learned how to make me feel in certain ways, and when I spoke with a lot of emotions, frequently desconexion honors, and the interiorizaba , such as anger, but without express it, only I stayed with the resentment inside of me, and act out with different behaviors, acting more important, more intelligent than them, or simply logging off of them, human beings are so, we internalize these feelings that We receive from others, in order to justify our own doubts, we judge others, we make fun of others, we don't have compassion for others as human beings, and that comes disconnection, war, suicides, lives filled with depression. IN THE LAST 3 days of my life, I've shared, and I've connected with people in ways that I hadn't done, nor had believed possible, I can feel what people try to express myself, anger, fear, pain, doubts, I can compare Something that doesn't sound right to me, and by doing this, I'm forging a relationship indescribable, for which I can listen to the message below the mask, I can spot that emotion. Human beings have things that we want to hide from us, we feel shame about specific things in our lives, we are controlled by certain people, and under the control of other people, razionalisamos the feelings that other express toward us, and vice versa, I'm gonna spend the rest Of my life trying to connect with others and feel these emotions with them, and I hope to help heal your pain, and to heal the people from the pain that I was very present, and I was depressed from these human emotions all my life. It made my head hurt. But based on what he wrote he's obviously suffering from severe depression. I wrote a better translation here: http://www.liquidlegends.net/forum/lol-general/499325-quas-retires?page=2#40
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On December 22 2015 03:51 geechua wrote:This is the translated one (I forgot the name of the translator) + Show Spoiler +I want to write to my fans venezuelans, my countrymen, my comrades, my brothers, the indescribable the realization that I've ever had in my life in my last days. I've lived most of my life, disconnected from the other people, thinking that there was something wrong about my, depressed, with resentment. The Venezuelans are beautiful people I've noticed, they are human beings who can feel so many feelings. I grew up when Hugo Chavez ruled, there was a breakthrough in the country, Chavez and opposition, still the same system is in Venezuela in any way possible, and what I realized is that come from feelings, emotions completely different. And hatred between one and another, with your brothers venezuelans, for me, it was because of how people acted Chavez, were unreasonable, controllers, aggressive, full of anger. In my opinion, Hugo Chavez was a human being extremely intelligent, and I don't mean about what I would have studied, nor the events that I knew, he was a human being who was connected with their emotions of anger, in a way, that could transmit Feelings to the people who follow him, he knew how to turn the anger of the people that they had on the inside, most of them poor, both of which are people constantly judged, and made to feel in some way by their economic situations. Anyway, he learned how to control the amount of people, through this, no matter the facts, anything to say, of course some neither they needed to be certain, it was irrelevant to the words he said, was the sensations, the manner in which The expressed, which formed to their base of supporters. The control people, and I didn't have nothing to fear, because I didn't really have anything that was bothering him, not personalizaba feelings of hatred that people gave him, nor the people that called him stupid, not a dump, didn't care , for which the power that I felt was incredible and he learned to control the people who left with this feeling, this that exceeded in his life, that I leave to justify, or reason, they only let you feel and connect with the rest of the People. He was a leader among men incredible, for his ability to connect with that anger in a way that would move to his followers, of course not only with this, also with his charisma and his other emotions, they were so solid, so inmobibles, that didn't matter of He was talking about, people who felt a certain way towards the, they pudian connect with their emotions, they are human feelings. The volume of this power and abuse of the people, and with this I'm not okay, compassion, with others is much more beautiful to me, and I can see it that way, even if I finish by expressing anger through my feelings, I've only begun To feel this lately. I've been a human being smart enough to grow, others saw a potential in me, but I also knew that things affect me, learned how to make me feel in certain ways, and when I spoke with a lot of emotions, frequently desconexion honors, and the interiorizaba , such as anger, but without express it, only I stayed with the resentment inside of me, and act out with different behaviors, acting more important, more intelligent than them, or simply logging off of them, human beings are so, we internalize these feelings that We receive from others, in order to justify our own doubts, we judge others, we make fun of others, we don't have compassion for others as human beings, and that comes disconnection, war, suicides, lives filled with depression. IN THE LAST 3 days of my life, I've shared, and I've connected with people in ways that I hadn't done, nor had believed possible, I can feel what people try to express myself, anger, fear, pain, doubts, I can compare Something that doesn't sound right to me, and by doing this, I'm forging a relationship indescribable, for which I can listen to the message below the mask, I can spot that emotion. Human beings have things that we want to hide from us, we feel shame about specific things in our lives, we are controlled by certain people, and under the control of other people, razionalisamos the feelings that other express toward us, and vice versa, I'm gonna spend the rest Of my life trying to connect with others and feel these emotions with them, and I hope to help heal your pain, and to heal the people from the pain that I was very present, and I was depressed from these human emotions all my life. It made my head hurt. But based on what he wrote he's obviously suffering from severe depression. To me it seems much more like a hypomania to be honest, but that doesn't exclude depressions earlier. It's too easy for us to be armchair psychiatrists when all we know is a facebook post tho.
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