Suicide Notes

Single male, age 13

I know what I am doing. Annette found out. Ask Cara. I love you all.

Bill

On June 19 2006 04:40 Konni wrote:

I wonder what Annette found out

Single female, age 21

My dearest Andrew,

It seems as if I have been spending all my life apologizing to you for things that happened whether they were my fault or not.

I am enclosing your pin because I want you to think of what you took from me every time you see it.

I don't want you to think I would kill myself over you because you're not worth any emotion at all. It is what you cost me that hurts and nothing can replace it.

Married male, age 45

My darling,

May her guts rot in hell -- I loved her so much.

Henry

On June 19 2006 04:52 Resonate wrote:


Andrew sounds like a bit of an ass

Married male, age 45

Dear Claudia,

You win, I can't take it any longer, I know you have been waiting for this to happen. I hope it makes you very happy, this is not an easy thing to do, but I've got to the point where there is nothing to live for, a little bit of kindness from you would of made everything so different, but all that ever interested you was the dollar.

It is pretty hard for me to do anything when you are so greedy even with this house you couldn't even be fair with that, well it's all yours now and you won't have to see the Lawyer anymore.

I wish you would you give my personal things to Danny, you couldn't get much from selling them anyway, you still have my insurance, it isn't much but it will be enough to take care of my debts and still have a few bucks left.

You always told me that I was the one that made Sharon take her life, in fact you said I killed her, but you know down deep in your heart it was you that made her do what she did, and now you have two deaths to your credit, it should make you feel very proud.

Good By Kid

P.S. Disregard all the mean things I've said in this letter, I have said a lot of things to you I didn't really mean and I hope you get well and wish you the best of everything.

Cathy -- don't come in.

Call your mother, she will know what to do.

Love

Daddy

Cathy don't go in the bedroom.

to the undertaker

We have got plenty money to give me a decent burial. Don't let my wife kid you by saying she has not got any money.

Give this note to the cops.

top

Give me liberty or give me death.

W.S.

On June 19 2006 06:36 venusian.kohai wrote:
people suiciding are so egocentric, they all think the world revolves around them.

On June 19 2006 06:42 Hysterisk wrote:



That's so cliché.

You could say the same for every person doing any number of things.

On June 19 2006 07:03 doedrikthe2nd wrote:
People who commit suicide don't deserve any respect. If you can't handle the problems in your life you are just a worthless quitter.

M, Married, 56

Dearest Helena,

By now, the news of our defeat has reached the Earth. The creatures we were sent here to tame are untameable... And the colonies we were sent to reclaim have proven to be stronger than we anticipated.

Whatever you may hear about what has happened out here, know this: Alexei did not die a hero. I killed him... my pride killed him. And now my pride has consumed me as well.

You will never see me again, Helena.

Tell our children that I love them, and that their father died in defense of their future.

Au revoir

On June 19 2006 07:19 lil.sis wrote:


that sounds like its from the starcraft script. alexi stukov or w/e his name was

Some fucked up shit

On June 19 2006 06:51 venusian.kohai wrote:

Well, that is the main problem in today's society I believe. How would you explain suicidal people then, I am no zoologist or biologist expert, but I believe we are one of the only species who suicides ourselves.

On June 19 2006 07:04 Aukai wrote:
Dolphins commit suicide

On June 19 2006 05:02 GTR-2-Go wrote:
araav he does it he can search up all his posts more easily.

On June 19 2006 07:35 decafchicken wrote:


ever heard of lemings?

On June 19 2006 07:36 -_- wrote:


No. It might help a bit, but he definitely doesn't sign so he can search better. Giving him the benefit of the doubt, I'd say it's because it's a habit. Or a harmless way to distinguish himself from everybody else to draw attention (which is why he can search himself better, but as I said, that's just an unintended consequence). Hopefully it's not because he's an egocentric retard. We'd see if he was if this forum had colors for text (and if he was he would post in red or blue or some other annoying shit). If it was searching, he'd sign with something that queued the search engine... hmmm maybe Mynock and his post count and a nonsense word? That way he could search it. And for scrolling down purposes he'd maybe bold it and make a straight line of mynockmynockmynock.


-_- yeah I really don't like signatures to post this in this thread. -_-

On June 19 2006 07:19 lil.sis wrote:


Some fucked up shit

On June 19 2006 07:35 decafchicken wrote:


ever heard of lemings?



dolphins are also the only other species to have sec for pleasure
coincidence? i think not!

On June 19 2006 07:35 decafchicken wrote:



dolphins are also the only other species to have sec for pleasure
coincidence? i think not!

On June 19 2006 07:19 lil.sis wrote:


Some fucked up shit

On June 19 2006 08:43 Hot_Bid wrote:

you are awesome =)

God bless you my Son and when your time comes to go to Heaven you will find your ole Pappy waiting for you.

On June 19 2006 08:46 oneiro wrote:


lolololol

On June 19 2006 09:21 KissBlade wrote:



Roflmao.

Married male, age 74

What is a few short years to live in hell. That is all I get around here.

No more I will pay the bills.

No more I will drive the car.

No more I will wash, iron & mend any clothes.

No more I will have to eat the leftover articles that was cooked the day before.

This is no way to live.

Either is it any way to die.

Her grub I can not eat.

At night I can not sleep.

I married the wrong nag-nag-nag and I lost my life.

W.S.

to the undertaker

We have got plenty money to give me a decent burial. Don't let my wife kid you by saying she has not got any money.

Give this note to the cops.

top

Give me liberty or give me death.

W.S.

On June 19 2006 08:31 Saint Lucifer wrote:
Dolphins are not the only ones, there are some monkeys that do it too !
We assume they do because they have sex outside the reproduction times..

And why are you all laughing at the "Dearest Helena, By now, the news of our defeat has reached the Earth" ?? Haven't you read what he's sayin' ?? WE WEREN'T ABLE TO CONQUER THE ALIEEEENS !!! RUUUUUUUUUUUUUN FOR YOUT LIIIIIIIIIFE !!!
They're comin' to get you, Barbara..

On June 19 2006 07:19 lil.sis wrote:


Some fucked up shit

On June 19 2006 10:55 mnm wrote:


bonobos!

Sexual intercourse plays a major role in Bonobo society, being used as a greeting, a means of conflict resolution and post-conflict reconciliation, and as favors traded by the females in exchange for food. Bonobos are the only non-human apes to have been observed engaging in all of the following sexual activities: face-to-face genital sex (most frequently female-female, then male-female and male-male), tongue kissing, and oral sex. This happens within the immediate family as well as outside of it, and often involves adults and children. Bonobos do not form permanent relationships with individual partners. They also do not seem to discriminate in their sexual behavior by gender or age, with the possible exception of sexual intercourse between mothers and their adult sons; some observers believe these pairings are taboo. When Bonobos come upon a new food source or feeding ground, the increased excitement will usually lead to communal sexual activity, assumedly decreasing tension and allowing for peaceful feeding.

i used to study em o.Oa.

On June 19 2006 11:15 collegeBored wrote:


oh thats fucking disgusting, ill bet theyre not christian

On June 19 2006 08:20 Saint Lucifer wrote:
"Cathy -- don't come in.

Call your mother, she will know what to do.

Love

Daddy

Cathy don't go in the bedroom."

Aukai's right.. these lines are incredibly awful :s

On June 19 2006 06:42 Hysterisk wrote:



That's so cliché.

You could say the same for every person doing any number of things.

On June 19 2006 11:29 randomKo_Orean wrote:

fucked up, but funny

On June 19 2006 11:59 ATeddyBear wrote:
Dear world,

Stop trying to societize me.

On June 19 2006 13:46 Tossim1 wrote:
damn i think everyone atleast once in their life has THOUGHT about committing suicide, but in the end the either a) realize what they have or b) dont have enough balls to do it because you dont know if your after-life would be even worse than the life you have now.

Single female, age 16

Dear Mother & Dad,

Please forgive me. I have tried to be good to you both. I love you both very much and wanted to get along with you both. I have tried.

I have wanted to go out with you and Dad but I was always afraid to ask for I always felt that the answer would be no.

And about Bud, I want to dismiss every idea about him. I don't like him any more than a companion, for a while I thought I did but no more, in fact, I am quite tired of him, as you know, I get tired of everyone after a while.

And mother, I wish that you hadn't called me a liar, and said I was just like Hap. as I'm not. It is just that I am afraid of you both at times, but I love you both very much.

So Long

Your loving daughter

that will always

love you

Mary

P.S. Please forgive me. I want you to, and don't think for one minute that I haven't appreciate everything you've done.

On June 19 2006 08:31 Saint Lucifer wrote:
Dolphins are not the only ones, there are some monkeys that do it too !
We assume they do because they have sex outside the reproduction times..

And why are you all laughing at the "Dearest Helena, By now, the news of our defeat has reached the Earth" ?? Haven't you read what he's sayin' ?? WE WEREN'T ABLE TO CONQUER THE ALIEEEENS !!! RUUUUUUUUUUUUUN FOR YOUT LIIIIIIIIIFE !!!
They're comin' to get you, Barbara..

On June 19 2006 11:42 YoiChiBow wrote:
if u believe in the bible... u wont go to heaven if u suicide

You always told me that I was the one that made Sharon take her life, in fact you said I killed her, but you know down deep in your heart it was you that made her do what she did, and now you have two deaths to your credit, it should make you feel very proud.

Good By Kid

P.S. Disregard all the mean things I've said in this letter, I have said a lot of things to you I didn't really mean and I hope you get well and wish you the best of everything.

On June 19 2006 07:03 doedrikthe2nd wrote:
People who commit suicide don't deserve any respect.

On June 19 2006 06:28 Aukai wrote:


The last few lines of this disturbed me greatly...

On June 19 2006 07:03 doedrikthe2nd wrote:
People who commit suicide don't deserve any respect.

On June 19 2006 06:36 venusian.kohai wrote:
people suiciding are so egocentric, they all think the world revolves around them.

On June 19 2006 07:45 KrAzYfoOL wrote:
sounds like you've thought about it quite a bit...

On June 19 2006 16:17 Eagleheart wrote:


This is actually so very true, if narcissistic people could actually be around to see how people would mourn them, they would commit suicide everyday.

It's just so goddamn selfish.

On June 19 2006 15:36 uNcontroLable wrote:


*sigh*
I promise I really wouldn't incite religious debate if I could help it. I just hate it when people claim the Bible says something that it doesn't. Indulge me.

Suicide is the murder of the self, and therefore is identified as a sin. However, believers are forgiven for all sins, are therefore saved, and therefore go to heaven.
Romans 4: 7, Mark 16:16, 1 Corinthians 1:8, Acts 16:31, Romans 10:10, Acts 15:11, Romans 10: 9,
Acts 26:18, Mark 3:28, 1 Corinthians 15:2, etc. etc. etc.

John 10:27 You cannot be snatched out of the hand of God once you are in it

Revelation 3:5 One your name is written in the book of life it will never be blotted out

Judges 16 Samson uses his suicide as atonement and to wipe out enemies of God
Samson is found recorded in Heb. 11:32 with the faithful, meaning he, for example, went to heaven.

~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~

Anyways, back on topic, can you imagine?


Right, like you could really "forget all the mean things." Man, that would haunt you forever. I feel so much for these poor tortured people, and even more for those they left behind.

On June 19 2006 16:54 -_- wrote:




Please don't talk about something you don't understand.

The basest mortal sin is utter loss of hope. To get to heaven, you have to accept God. And to accept him, you certainly can't have no faith that he exists. Suicide isn't just murdering yourself. Otherwise, it could be forgiven (like a murder could be). If you believe that God created the universe and you, what are you doing when you kill yourself? Why shouldn't you let God decide when your time has come? Why don't you stay alive and do good works? Why don't you spread the word of God? Why don't you try to get closer to God?

It's because you've lost all faith that there is God. If you kill yourself, you're acting in a way which demonstrates your complete disbelief in God. You're not unsure about it, or in some sort of turmoil. You're just blaspheming God in the absolute worst way, physically proclaiming that he's not real.

Please don't talk about something you don't understand.

The basest mortal sin is utter loss of hope. To get to heaven, you have to accept God. And to accept him, you certainly can't have no faith that he exists. Suicide isn't just murdering yourself. Otherwise, it could be forgiven (like a murder could be). If you believe that God created the universe and you, what are you doing when you kill yourself? Why shouldn't you let God decide when your time has come? Why don't you stay alive and do good works? Why don't you spread the word of God? Why don't you try to get closer to God?

It's because you've lost all faith that there is God. If you kill yourself, you're acting in a way which demonstrates your complete disbelief in God. You're not unsure about it, or in some sort of turmoil. You're just blaspheming God in the absolute worst way, physically proclaiming that he's not real.

On June 19 2006 16:36 NonY wrote:


Yeah, I think everyone owes it to themselves to consider suicide. Most people don't even know why they are living. At least get to the point where you have visualized how you will carry out your own death since psychiatrists will consider that a significant step in the authenticity of your contemplation of suicide. Then once you have that scenario in your mind, you can begin to think about reasons for living. If you can find no reason or purpose to your life, but you find your life painful, then you should consider the idea that life might not be for you. Maybe you don't find meaning, but you don't consider life to be painful, then you might think "Well I have no reason to live but I have no reason to die. I'm living at the moment so I'll just carry that out."

On June 19 2006 16:36 NonY wrote:


Yeah, I think everyone owes it to themselves to consider suicide. Most people don't even know why they are living. At least get to the point where you have visualized how you will carry out your own death since psychiatrists will consider that a significant step in the authenticity of your contemplation of suicide. Then once you have that scenario in your mind, you can begin to think about reasons for living. If you can find no reason or purpose to your life, but you find your life painful, then you should consider the idea that life might not be for you. Maybe you don't find meaning, but you don't consider life to be painful, then you might think "Well I have no reason to live but I have no reason to die. I'm living at the moment so I'll just carry that out."

Periodically I will recall and consider suicide in order to restore the meaning in my life when I have lost it, so that I can bring meaning to the forefront of my actions. It is just the same as anyone who is doing an activity and thinks "maybe I should quit". Most of you reading this have quit BW. Did it lose meaning to you? Were there several times during your career that you contemplated if it was worth it anymore? It's very easy for meaning to be lost, and it can be very difficult to find it again.

To say that suicide is simply a failure to address problems is missing the point. That is just considering whether or not life is happiness. Most people have generally happy lives and have no reason to question the meaning of it all. But some unfortunate people have unhappy lives and that provokes them to ask the simple question - why? When they find no meaning, they have no will to become happy. But perhaps they do find meaning but are engulfed by so much pain that they cannot handle it. They fail, as you are quick to say. Is that so dishonorable? Does it deserve mockery and condescension? They were literally struggling for their lives and they could not succeed. Nobody is fit to judge them for what they were able or not able to do.

“If God were suddenly condemned to live the life which He has inflicted upon men, He would kill Himself.” - Dumas

Anyway, about suicide leading to Christian Hell, I don't buy it. Everyone sins and the act of suicide is just one sin among many. Access to heaven is dependent on something else.

On June 19 2006 06:36 emoBW4LIFE wrote:
PvZ is just too hard... i can't win no mater what i try.

I can't take it any more. Good Bye

On June 19 2006 18:52 decafchicken wrote:


Yea this whole "life" deal isnt really workingo ut for me, ima go try something else.

On June 19 2006 18:52 decafchicken wrote:


Yea this whole "life" deal isnt really workingo ut for me, ima go try something else.

On June 19 2006 20:08 HowitZer wrote:


That's not what he said. He basically said it's not bad to think about suicide and imagine what would happen if you did it. It's always good to imagine scenarios before they happen. It gives you a different and more well thought out outlook on life.

On June 19 2006 19:28 MyLostTemple wrote:


any1 find this 1 wierd?

On June 19 2006 20:08 HowitZer wrote:


That's not what he said. He basically said it's not bad to think about suicide and imagine what would happen if you did it. It's always good to imagine scenarios before they happen. It gives you a different and more well thought out outlook on life.

On June 19 2006 16:54 -_- wrote:




Please don't talk about something you don't understand.

The basest mortal sin is utter loss of hope. To get to heaven, you have to accept God. And to accept him, you certainly can't have no faith that he exists. Suicide isn't just murdering yourself. Otherwise, it could be forgiven (like a murder could be). If you believe that God created the universe and you, what are you doing when you kill yourself? Why shouldn't you let God decide when your time has come? Why don't you stay alive and do good works? Why don't you spread the word of God? Why don't you try to get closer to God?

It's because you've lost all faith that there is God. If you kill yourself, you're acting in a way which demonstrates your complete disbelief in God. You're not unsure about it, or in some sort of turmoil. You're just blaspheming God in the absolute worst way, physically proclaiming that he's not real.

On June 19 2006 18:38 thedeadhaji wrote:
Haji's random Japan trivia of the day --

There were over 32,000 suicides in Japan last year.

btw that's acutally true apparently ~~__~~

On June 19 2006 12:08 Hot_Bid wrote:

i dont think you get it if you think its fucked up hehe

class SuicideNote {
public static void main (String args[]) {
for (;; ) {
System.out.print("Goodbye Cruel World " );
}
}
}

On June 19 2006 23:59 baal wrote:
why is suicide such a taboo? its their life and its their god damn choice to live or die.

And they are not being egoist for killing themselves retards, so they are suppoused to go on with their lives even if they choose not to only to spare their relatives some tears -_- retarded hipocrits really think before you post.

On June 20 2006 00:02 WOstick wrote:


It is shown that an overwhelmingly large amount of those who try to commit suicide and fail, recouperate(?) and later on deeply regret the attempt. Not understanding what they were thinking at the time. Suicide often seems well contemplated and rational but it is not, so it is often a mistake that deeply taxes your loved ones' emotions.

On June 20 2006 03:27 SP)diQ wrote:
U`ll never live if U R afraid 2 die.

On June 19 2006 06:36 venusian.kohai wrote:
people suiciding are so egocentric, they all think the world revolves around them.

On June 20 2006 03:13 mAKiTO wrote:
but if its not your time to go you will not go and just end up retarded or paralitic for life and then ur ur familys problem

On June 20 2006 04:40 maoam wrote:
I sincerely believe that everyone has a fixed number of heartbeats, then they die.

On June 20 2006 04:43 FrozenArbiter wrote:

So exercising must be VERY bad for your health then :D?

On June 19 2006 14:31 Cloud wrote:


Thats a bw suicide note n00b.

On June 19 2006 21:24 John02 wrote:

You've never been through real pain...

Trina, a college student, 21 years old

Fall quarter I called Suicide Prevention. I'd called them before and the people were nice, but this time the woman acted a little indignant. "Why the hell do you want to do something like that?" she asked. We talked until she said she had other phone calls. But she made me promise I wouldn't try it without calling back first. I had a bottle of Coricidin from a wisdom tooth operation. I'd been thinking about it for a month off and on. Much later that night I took ten Coricidin and went to bed. I woke up in the morning feeling really rotten -- weepy, groggy. I could hardly move I thought I was going to die any minute. My roommate came home and got a friend to drive me to the school infirmary, where they gave me something that made me sick to my stomach. The doctor who gave it to me calmed me down. She said it happens to a lot of people, the pills wouldn't hurt me. I felt tingly, like I might pass out any minute.

I was immediately taken in a wheelchair to the psychiatrist's office. I talked to him about five minutes. He kept yelling ta me about why did I take the pills, why didn't I do this or that. I remember thinking, boy this man is a real jerk. I told him I didn't want to see him any more. He said, "That's fine," and put me in a locked room with bars on the windows. I couldn't make phone calls. I felt humiliated, which made me angry. I'm not crazy. I'm not weird. I don't want people to look at me like I'm nuts. I'm not some nutty kid who tried to knock herself off. I was most angry at being stuck in that room. I expected to be put in a straitjacket any minute. I complained until they moved me a pretty room and let me make phone calls.

I was there about two weeks. My psychiatrist kept harping at me about school -- was I going to stay in or drop out? I saw him ten minutes a day. The other patients and one orderly helped me a lot more than he did. I just wanted to find a place where I could be alone and think about things. I left feeling like not much had been accomplished, except letting me know that I didn't want to attempt it again. No -- I feel like I've become a lot more sensitive to people. I don't look at their problems as trivial any more. I almost like it when my friends come to me with problems. I feel like I can help now. I still haven't told the two people I was most angry at -- my father and my boyfriend -- why I was in the hospital.

On April 16 2012 15:23 MrSkyfire wrote:
friend linked me this as i'd been going through some dark things lately.. dno what about it kept me going but it did.. thought i'd share with tl, but i found it with search (dont need to be banned for not search .. last thing i need ..)


so close to home it is unreal..

i keep going because of my friend, maybe these notes will give someone some persepctive like it did me

On April 16 2012 15:24 HolyArrow wrote:
Impressive necro we have here.

On April 16 2012 15:23 MrSkyfire wrote:
friend linked me this as i'd been going through some dark things lately.. dno what about it kept me going but it did.. thought i'd share with tl, but i found it with search (dont need to be banned for not search .. last thing i need ..)


so close to home it is unreal..

i keep going because of my friend, maybe these notes will give someone some persepctive like it did me

On April 16 2012 15:50 Sarang wrote:
I know this is a necro and all, but I am the only person who finds this sick?

These are suicide notes - people's innermost thoughts and feelings before they kill themselves, and the people reading them seem to be taking them so lightly and treating them as entertainment. :s

On April 16 2012 15:31 Jisall wrote:


When you go threw shit, you always come out stronger.
Its wierd, because most of the things that drive people to suicide are mental conflicts. If you can fight that mental battle and win, then I feel those are some of the strongest people in the world. Physical pain holds no weight in their lives, they have already conquered the mental pain.

On April 16 2012 15:57 Oiseaux wrote:


no youre not.

but at the same time, people mature. looking at the post dates, i know that if i were reading this thread back when it originated, id probably find myself posting similar sarcastic remarks. however the person i was in 2006 is drastically different from the person i am now. essentially my point is that while you are in the right to find the behavior bothersome, i wouldnt go so far as to start judging people based on six year old posts.

On April 16 2012 15:23 MrSkyfire wrote:
friend linked me this as i'd been going through some dark things lately.. dno what about it kept me going but it did.. thought i'd share with tl, but i found it with search (dont need to be banned for not search .. last thing i need ..)


so close to home it is unreal..

i keep going because of my friend, maybe these notes will give someone some persepctive like it did me

M, Married, 56

Dearest Helena,

By now, the news of our defeat has reached the Earth. The creatures we were sent here to tame are untameable... And the colonies we were sent to reclaim have proven to be stronger than we anticipated.

Whatever you may hear about what has happened out here, know this: Alexei did not die a hero. I killed him... my pride killed him. And now my pride has consumed me as well.

You will never see me again, Helena.

Tell our children that I love them, and that their father died in defense of their future.

Au revoir

On April 16 2012 15:58 obesechicken13 wrote:

I think this is true too. Any idea why the brain does this?

On April 16 2012 16:04 SC2Phoenix wrote:
As sad as this thread is, I laughed pretty damn hard at this.

On April 16 2012 16:04 SC2Phoenix wrote:
As sad as this thread is, I laughed pretty damn hard at this.

On April 16 2012 16:07 Satire wrote:


There is a theory on it called "Post Traumatic Growth".

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Posttraumatic_growth

It makes sense in a way. Essentially if you are able to overcome obstacles and work through a very difficult time, you begin to gain resiliency and perspective. Of course this isn't true for everyone, but it does indeed lead to support "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger".

Contrary to what people say, what drives people to suicide most often is not mental conflicts. It is actually feelings as if you have nothing going on for you, you are a burden to others, and ultimately you feel all alone. This feeling can come from mental conflicts, such as depression, but that feeling of burden and being alone is pretty much the unifying factor in most suicides. It's sad, because in a lot of cases a simple kindness could have probably saved a lot of these people. Reading these suicide letters really drills this point home.

On April 16 2012 15:31 Jisall wrote:


When you go threw shit, you always come out stronger.
Its wierd, because most of the things that drive people to suicide are mental conflicts. If you can fight that mental battle and win, then I feel those are some of the strongest people in the world. Physical pain holds no weight in their lives, they have already conquered the mental pain.

On April 16 2012 16:11 pyrogenetix wrote:

what the fuck...

very interesting reading these.

On April 16 2012 16:14 SC2Phoenix wrote:
Its the ending to Starcraft broodwar, how do people not know this.... T_T
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gD_wyzSaMdk&feature=related

On April 16 2012 16:16 DeceiverSC2 wrote:


Probably psychotic glad you laugh at people with severe mental illness killing themselves.

You're clearly a good human and I'm glad you're around!

On April 16 2012 16:14 SC2Phoenix wrote:
Its the ending to Starcraft broodwar, how do people not know this.... T_T
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gD_wyzSaMdk&feature=related

On April 16 2012 16:18 SC2Phoenix wrote:
Scroll back through the thread, It an obvious troll.

On April 16 2012 16:21 HwangjaeTerran wrote:


People tend to think of surviving through something as an accomplishment.
It's not, but it strokes their ego and over time they become desensitized pricks that will continue their parasitic and hedonistic lives as long as possible never amounting to anything.
I know this because I may have once felt like a strong person and not just because I know a lot of douchebags.

On April 16 2012 16:18 Oiseaux wrote:


i certainly dont remember everything i experienced over 12 years ago.

On April 16 2012 16:02 apegold wrote:


Seems like a very poor psychyatrist. I've spent some time over at /r/suicidewatch talking to people who need it, and the basic things you should read about before posting there explains how to talk to people with suicidal thoughts. This psychiatrist haden't made a proper evaluation or was just bad at his job.

On April 16 2012 17:03 ticklishmusic wrote:
As Kelly Clarkson says, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

But... poor people. They've been gone for at least six years now. Really puts things in perspective.

On April 16 2012 16:04 SC2Phoenix wrote:
As sad as this thread is, I laughed pretty damn hard at this.

On April 16 2012 17:22 VanyarExile wrote:
To everyone in the thread who mindlessly repeat "Suicide is quitting." "People who commit suicide are worthless and selfish."

F U.

Shows that you have a lot of fucking growing and expanding to do.
Like someone mentioned earlier; Killing yourself to get back at others or to prove a point is silly. And unfortunately the letters prove that this is sometimes the case. And unfortunately lots of teenagers kill themselves before life ever really gets going.

HOWEVER. People also kill themselves because they legitimately feel they are better off dead.
Leaving notes behind to anyone who cares about them apologizing for putting them through grief. Never doing so to make anyone feel bad, or to change the world.

If you haven't sat at home with a gun, a knife, pills or a length of rope. Simply pondering your existence.
If you haven't stood by the train tracks or sat with your feet dangling over the edge. And seriously considered if non existence would be an improvement... You have no right to ever judge the people who have. Ever.

If you think you know. If you think that everyone no matter what they have been through should simply "suck it up."
If you think less of someones who hurts so much that they are willing forfeit life. I will give you another resounding F U.

That moment will either be your end, or it can be your rebirth.
There is a certain liberation to consciously, and in a very real way making the choice of whether you want to continue.
Many times I've heard "I didn't ask to be born." or "I wish i had never been born." Well here is your chance to reset that score. Here is your chance to choose.
You end it now, all your pain will go away, you will no longer exist. There is no pleasure, no pain, no nothing. You are free.
Or you put down the gun, put away knife, return the pills to the cabinet and throw the rope in the basement.
You watch the train pass and lay down to watch the sky instead of the ground, streets or water below.
And if you can, you change your life. Recognize much of the stuff that brought you here might be bullshit.

This is the point people reach for different reasons. Some simply can't face the prospect of going on. And know, that some have very good reasons for feeling this way.
Others realize that death is not the answer to their particular problems.
No matter which path they choose, these are all people who are there for a reason. Don't dare think less of them unless you have intricate knowledge of how and why they ended up there.

On April 16 2012 15:31 Jisall wrote:


When you go threw shit, you always come out stronger.
Its wierd, because most of the things that drive people to suicide are mental conflicts. If you can fight that mental battle and win, then I feel those are some of the strongest people in the world. Physical pain holds no weight in their lives, they have already conquered the mental pain.

On April 16 2012 18:04 VanyarExile wrote:



I had an account. But since you get a pw sent to you by email and don't pick one.
I originally logged in and forgot about it. Well, i lost my email and got logged out.
And while i'm perfectly content with lurking for the most part, i felt i had to comment here.
(What i failed to notice, was the fact that the thread is 5 years old. And who i'm hypothetically lecturing as you put it, have probably been gone for a long time.)
But i stand by my post non the less. I might just be a random (and outdated) thread on a Starcraft forum. But i was never one to need a big stage. If one single person reads that post and reflects on it. I would consider that a resounding success.
And if no one cares, what is lost? It becomes just another random, unread text to join the billions before it.

On April 16 2012 18:08 ZenithM wrote:

I read your post in its entirety at least, I was just questioning the motives a bit, but it did give me plenty to think about

On April 16 2012 18:10 VanyarExile wrote:



You had the decency to do what i doubt many will, and actually read text longer than 2 lines.
And i'm not blind to how odd it looks to put something like that on a thread 5 years old. (Although i hadn't seen that at the time. )

On April 16 2012 16:11 DeceiverSC2 wrote:


Suicide mostly comes from depression, schizophrenia and bi-polar disorder.

Each come from different things.

For example depression comes from the chemical serotonin being sent back into the same nueroreceptors it came from.

That theory is retarded and backed by 0 sound evidence, please use facts next time instead of this unbelievably silly notion.

On April 16 2012 17:22 VanyarExile wrote:
To everyone in the thread who mindlessly repeat "Suicide is quitting." "People who commit suicide are worthless and selfish."

F U.

Shows that you have a lot of fucking growing and expanding to do.
Like someone mentioned earlier; Killing yourself to get back at others or to prove a point is silly. And unfortunately the letters prove that this is sometimes the case. And unfortunately lots of teenagers kill themselves before life ever really gets going.

HOWEVER. People also kill themselves because they legitimately feel they are better off dead.
Leaving notes behind to anyone who cares about them apologizing for putting them through grief. Never doing so to make anyone feel bad, or to change the world.

If you haven't sat at home with a gun, a knife, pills or a length of rope. Simply pondering your existence.
If you haven't stood by the train tracks or sat with your feet dangling over the edge. And seriously considered if non existence would be an improvement... You have no right to ever judge the people who have. Ever.

If you think you know. If you think that everyone no matter what they have been through should simply "suck it up."
If you think less of someones who hurts so much that they are willing forfeit life. I will give you another resounding F U.

That moment will either be your end, or it can be your rebirth.
There is a certain liberation to consciously, and in a very real way making the choice of whether you want to continue.
Many times I've heard "I didn't ask to be born." or "I wish i had never been born." Well here is your chance to reset that score. Here is your chance to choose.
You end it now, all your pain will go away, you will no longer exist. There is no pleasure, no pain, no nothing. You are free.
Or you put down the gun, put away knife, return the pills to the cabinet and throw the rope in the basement.
You watch the train pass and lay down to watch the sky instead of the ground, streets or water below.
And if you can, you change your life. Recognize much of the stuff that brought you here might be bullshit.

This is the point people reach for different reasons. Some simply can't face the prospect of going on. And know, that some have very good reasons for feeling this way.
Others realize that death is not the answer to their particular problems.
No matter which path they choose, these are all people who are there for a reason. Don't dare think less of them unless you have intricate knowledge of how and why they ended up there.

On April 16 2012 18:22 padfoota wrote:
bunch of alt-QQ ers.
Should always stick to end just to give life and death a big "Fuck you"

On April 16 2012 20:04 B.I.G. wrote:

people like you make me sick. pretending to know what another person thinks and goes through. And even pretending like your gonna act tough in the face of death lol, i bet your gonna cry like a little girl when the time comes. Anyone that claims not to be afraid of death is either lying or an idiot.

On April 16 2012 21:06 Nizaris wrote:
i think ppl that say suicide is selfish are retarded. Sure it might not be easy for ppl that know you but if you don't want to live it's your own fucking right.It's fucking selfish of them to even say that. The dude just killed himself and you think about you feel?

I think about suicide almost every day. When i see a train coming up on the street I ask myself: is this the day ? I'm 30y old and it's been 14y since i last had a girl. And every time i like a girl i get hit in the face (figuratively, meaning rejection) and hate myself for ever even thinking i had a chance. My job is uninteresting even boring. I play games all day (when i'm not working) to avoid reality, at least there i have a well defined goal. What is the point of life ? work sleep work sleep ? fuck that.

Married male, age 74

What is a few short years to live in hell. That is all I get around here.

No more I will pay the bills.

No more I will drive the car.

No more I will wash, iron & mend any clothes.

No more I will have to eat the leftover articles that was cooked the day before.

This is no way to live.

Either is it any way to die.

Her grub I can not eat.

At night I can not sleep.

I married the wrong nag-nag-nag and I lost my life.

W.S.

to the undertaker

We have got plenty money to give me a decent burial. Don't let my wife kid you by saying she has not got any money.

Give this note to the cops.

top

Give me liberty or give me death.

W.S.

On June 19 2006 07:55 Aukai wrote:


Dolphins are so cool, my fav animal If you consider them that, since they are smarter than us.

On April 16 2012 21:57 Barburas wrote:
I know this is an old post, but honestly reading some of the opinions expressed in this thread has been... upsetting to say the least. That people can lack empathy for someone suffering so deeply they would take their life and so quickly pass judgement onto those that attempt/go through with suicide makes me despair.

On April 16 2012 23:02 Kiichol wrote:
I can understand why people with serious medical illnesses or handicaps could want to commit suicide or die.
I can understand why people who have to struggle immensely every day just to get food and shelter could wish to die.
I can understand why old people who may have just had enough of life and care not for waiting for death to take them wish to die.

But I cannot for the life of me understand people who commit suicide when they live relatively comfortable lives and still have decades to live for. No amount of emotional turmoil should lead one to thinking death is an option. It's not rational thinking. No one knows what happens when you die (despite what religious institutions may tell you). The only thing we do know is that death is eternal. So live now, while you still can. What have you got to lose? Death will find you eventually. Why rush it?

But I cannot for the life of me understand people who commit suicide when they live relatively comfortable lives and still have decades to live for. No amount of emotional turmoil should lead one to thinking death is an option. It's not rational thinking. No one knows what happens when you die (despite what religious institutions may tell you). The only thing we do know is that death is eternal. So live now, while you still can. What have you got to lose? Death will find you eventually. Why rush it?

Suicide is not chosen; it happens
when pain exceeds
resources for coping with pain.

That's all it's about. You are not a bad person, or crazy, or weak, or flawed, because you feel suicidal. It doesn't even mean that you really want to die - it only means that you have more pain than you can cope with right now. If I start piling weights on your shoulders, you will eventually collapse if I add enough weights... no matter how much you want to remain standing. Willpower has nothing to do with it. Of course you would cheer yourself up, if you could.

On April 16 2012 23:02 Kiichol wrote:
I can understand why people with serious medical illnesses or handicaps could want to commit suicide or die.
I can understand why people who have to struggle immensely every day just to get food and shelter could wish to die.
I can understand why old people who may have just had enough of life and care not for waiting for death to take them wish to die.

But I cannot for the life of me understand people who commit suicide when they live relatively comfortable lives and still have decades to live for. No amount of emotional turmoil should lead one to thinking death is an option. It's not rational thinking. No one knows what happens when you die (despite what religious institutions may tell you). The only thing we do know is that death is eternal. So live now, while you still can. What have you got to lose? Death will find you eventually. Why rush it?

On April 16 2012 21:37 firehand101 wrote:
this thread is not helping my mood right now

On April 16 2012 21:06 Nizaris wrote:
i think ppl that say suicide is selfish are retarded. Sure it might not be easy for ppl that know you but if you don't want to live it's your own fucking right.It's fucking selfish of them to even say that. The dude just killed himself and you think about you feel?

I think about suicide almost every day. When i see a train coming up on the street I ask myself: is this the day ? I'm 30y old and it's been 14y since i last had a girl. And every time i like a girl i get hit in the face (figuratively, meaning rejection) and hate myself for ever even thinking i had a chance. My job is uninteresting even boring. I play games all day (when i'm not working) to avoid reality, at least there i have a well defined goal. What is the point of life ? work sleep work sleep ? fuck that.

On April 16 2012 21:06 Nizaris wrote:
i think ppl that say suicide is selfish are retarded. Sure it might not be easy for ppl that know you but if you don't want to live it's your own fucking right.It's fucking selfish of them to even say that. The dude just killed himself and you think about you feel?

I think about suicide almost every day. When i see a train coming up on the street I ask myself: is this the day ? I'm 30y old and it's been 14y since i last had a girl. And every time i like a girl i get hit in the face (figuratively, meaning rejection) and hate myself for ever even thinking i had a chance. My job is uninteresting even boring. I play games all day (when i'm not working) to avoid reality, at least there i have a well defined goal. What is the point of life ? work sleep work sleep ? fuck that.

On April 16 2012 16:14 SC2Phoenix wrote:
Its the ending to Starcraft broodwar, how do people not know this.... T_T
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gD_wyzSaMdk&feature=related

On April 16 2012 23:42 Thorakh wrote:
It's so easy for us to say that, but we've never experienced a situation in which we were completely lost and in the dark.

And who are you to say that someone is living a 'comfortable' life? You might have all the money in the world, loving wife/husband and kids and still be emotionally broken.

It's all about how you feel from the inside. I find this attitude of bashing suicide disgusting, to say the least.

On April 17 2012 00:38 liberal wrote:
You can tell a lot about a person's character through the opinion they hold of those who commit suicide. You either understand the suffering, or you don't. Those who think they understand the suffering but honestly have no fucking clue will have a tendency to come up with absurd explanations or judgments for others' behavior. In other words they come across as naive and stupid.

Don't assume it was out of the blue. Don't assume it's some irrational response to an event in life. For most people who do this, it's been festering inside them for years, sometimes decades. There are people who wish for an end to life every single day because their suffering is so great. If you've never experienced that or seen someone experience it first hand, then leave your ignorance to yourself.

On April 17 2012 00:46 haffy wrote:


I think it's fair to say that for the majority of suicide cases you are right or could be right, but I don't think it's always the case.


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Single female, age 21

My dearest Andrew,

It seems as if I have been spending all my life apologizing to you for things that happened whether they were my fault or not.

I am enclosing your pin because I want you to think of what you took from me every time you see it.

I don't want you to think I would kill myself over you because you're not worth any emotion at all. It is what you cost me that hurts and nothing can replace it.

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I mean I obviously don't understand what this woman was going through, and I'm not going to lie I know very little on the subject of suicide. But I think it's reasonable to say, that judging from this suicide note alone, there was no deep meaning to it. I don't think it's right to assume everyone has thought this decision through with the respect it deserves. Some people are just irrational.

On June 19 2006 07:03 doedrikthe2nd wrote:
People who commit suicide don't deserve any respect. If you can't handle the problems in your life you are just a worthless quitter.

On April 17 2012 00:57 Heimatloser wrote:
thinking about suicide every now and then, heres my opinion:
what if you dont change after you are dead? if its not a new beginning or an end? thats what always frightens me.
change here and now in this life!
i know that suicide is the only priceless option for solving problems, but if you have the money you can always buy a new sports car, go to the psychatrist, get a new haircut or move to a new city or whatever. just think about it: if there is an afterlife, things are not going to be better. (i dont know the thoughts of a dying atheist, i just know that it probably scares the hell out of you when the end is all you can see;-) )