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GrayArea
Profile Blog Joined December 2007
United States872 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-08-14 11:56:12
August 14 2009 11:35 GMT
#1
It's 4:30am and I am wasting my life away doing worthless crap when I could be working hard to fulfilling my dream. In September, I will take perhaps the most important test in my life, and I am wasting my life away instead of studying. Why am I F'ing my life? It's because I'm afraid to fail. I know that I can succeed, but I'm scared that I will fall short.

Anyone else faced this type of thing? Maybe people do it more subconsciously. Actually, I think a lot of people do it. Like they say they didn't study to explain why they don't get good grades, when in fact, if they dedicated themselves truly then they would succeed. I need to get back on track, my life is going down the wrong road.

Anyone else feel like they aren't going down the road they want to? Let's unite here, and motivate each other. My goal: To study for 10 hours every day, non stop, from now until my exam. I am going to go to bed at 11pm every night. I will wake up at 8am and begin studying. I will succeed.

[Edit]: Exam is for professional school. I'm currently writing my study schedule. It might be a lot of work, but I'll manage the load.

**
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SiZ.FaNtAsY
Profile Blog Joined January 2007
Korea (South)1497 Posts
August 14 2009 11:38 GMT
#2
What test are you studying for?
LSAT?
BAR?
MCAT?

Anyways Good luck!
Kinda sucks that OSL/MSL finals are like next week....
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passby20
Profile Joined July 2008
United States47 Posts
August 14 2009 11:40 GMT
#3
10 hours a day will burn you out and reduce your ability to absorb information, even if you're a disciplined studyer. You should probably try sessions of 2-3 hours with 30 mins-1 hour break in between.
lazz
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
Australia3119 Posts
August 14 2009 11:45 GMT
#4
On August 14 2009 20:35 GrayArea wrote:In September, I will take perhaps the most important test in my life


what test? some sort of college entrance exam? what college you want to go to? if it's some ivy league college consider the cost. it's probably not worth it. for undergraduate any old state university is more than enough. ambition and hard work will get you places, not whatever college you happened to study math1101 in.
coltrane
Profile Blog Joined June 2008
Chile988 Posts
August 14 2009 11:46 GMT
#5
10 hours is too much.

Study in blocks and distract often, go out, read, run. You need to give your brain different kind of work beside studing the same everyday.

You will usually find answers while doing other stuff, and wont stress, so be smart and do many things and study 4-6 hours everyday.
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ketomai
Profile Joined June 2007
United States2789 Posts
August 14 2009 11:47 GMT
#6
iirc he was in med school. 10 hours a day is tough. I hope that was only necessary thanks to some procrastination. I would die if I had to study that much.
Shauni
Profile Blog Joined July 2004
4077 Posts
August 14 2009 11:53 GMT
#7
I'm also afraid to fail, but I react differently. The final weeks of school when there was a lot of important tests I didn't want the pressure so I just skipped everything and escaped. It might be an extreme approach to this kind of problem but I actually do not regret it at all. I don't have any dream to realize and I don't value social status as much as many people in my surroundings do. It's a self-destructive behaviour, most of the teachers said that the essays I actually wrote were very good and that I'm one of the few students who could analyze things well from different perspectives. I recieved the highest grade on almost all my essays, but I failed most courses and even had to redo a year because of my attitude toward graduating and the school system in general. I believe this has to do with my inability to have dreams. I admire people who work hard to achieve a dream of their own but since I don't have them myself I don't know what I want to do with my life.

"To all you douchebags who are going to post your douchebagness, just watch how I win." What does this mean exactly? Watch how I win? Win the test? Win life? Win in Starcraft?
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FR4CT4L
Profile Blog Joined March 2008
Australia697 Posts
August 14 2009 11:59 GMT
#8
I read a book on underachieving at one point. The most common form of it was massive procrastination on school work and study to avoid responsibilities and moving forward in life. Basically the idea is that you like the status quo of your life so much you don't want it to change so instead of doing well, you do average or whatever is needed to maintain your lifestyle. Mr. average means things don't progress much. You also make up tons of excuses around denying that this is your motivation. "I'll do it tomorrow" "It'll be fine later" "but this came up" "I forgot" "The deadline just you know, came up and then I couldn't get it done...I'll do better next time" etc.

I'm not sure about you but this has me pegged.

The way around it is to, and this is important Draw Up a Schedule and Stick To It. After that's done make sure you follow it and get it done day after day. If you don't do a day properly then there's no bullshit. You just say, It was on my schedule, I did not complete it, there is no excuse. I've been trying this out with a running schedule and it's been working really well. If I ever miss a day, even for legit reasons like work calling me in I feel real bad and work harder the day after

Also I wouldn't run straight in to 10 hours a day, even if your problem is different to mine. That is still destroying how you live right now. It'll burn you right out. I would try to work towards that goal being done by September rather than tomorrow.

Good Luck.
Veni, vidi, vici!
GrayArea
Profile Blog Joined December 2007
United States872 Posts
August 14 2009 12:06 GMT
#9
@Shauni: You must have something that you want to do with your life. Everyone has dreams and aspirations. I think a lot of a people disregard their dreams, or throw them away because they might be so farfetched that they think they will never achieve them. I'm sure if you looked hard enough, you could find at least something that would guide you. Even if you want to become an astronaut, it's possible if you work hard enough.

@FR4CT4L: I'm also doing the schedule right now. I've tried schedules many times before, but I always end up deviating from them. This time will be different, I have to stick to it. I'm glad its working out for you though, gives me more confidence. 10 hours straight might seem a lot, but I'm sure my mind will force me to take breaks when it needs them. I think I'm gonna unplug my internet so I won't get distracted.
Kang Min Fighting!
Vex
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
Ireland454 Posts
August 14 2009 12:11 GMT
#10
On August 14 2009 20:53 Shauni wrote:
I'm also afraid to fail, but I react differently. The final weeks of school when there was a lot of important tests I didn't want the pressure so I just skipped everything and escaped. It might be an extreme approach to this kind of problem but I actually do not regret it at all. I don't have any dream to realize and I don't value social status as much as many people in my surroundings do. It's a self-destructive behaviour, most of the teachers said that the essays I actually wrote were very good and that I'm one of the few students who could analyze things well from different perspectives. I recieved the highest grade on almost all my essays, but I failed most courses and even had to redo a year because of my attitude toward graduating and the school system in general. I believe this has to do with my inability to have dreams. I admire people who work hard to achieve a dream of their own but since I don't have them myself I don't know what I want to do with my life.

"To all you douchebags who are going to post your douchebagness, just watch how I win." What does this mean exactly? Watch how I win? Win the test? Win life? Win in Starcraft?


that made me incredibly depressed
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StorrZerg
Profile Blog Joined February 2008
United States13919 Posts
August 14 2009 12:28 GMT
#11
On August 14 2009 20:46 coltrane wrote:
10 hours is too much.

Study in blocks and distract often, go out, read, run. You need to give your brain different kind of work beside studing the same everyday.

You will usually find answers while doing other stuff, and wont stress, so be smart and do many things and study 4-6 hours everyday.



you'll die and break down if you don't add a little variety to your life. good options here
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QuanticHawk
Profile Blog Joined May 2007
United States32071 Posts
August 14 2009 12:49 GMT
#12
You won't be passing anything by studying for 10hrs straight.
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ChaseR
Profile Blog Joined July 2009
Norway1004 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-08-14 13:06:26
August 14 2009 12:56 GMT
#13
I have fucked my life over several times and I have lived more happy after then I ever did before. It only took 14-15 years of fucking my life over untill I found peace of mind and solitude.

You want to study 10 hours every day but that's an unrealistic goal, you need relaxation, social contact, positive input and motivation to keep you going.

Very few people can actually do nothing else than work, work, work without any self-indulgence, you can only keep that up for so long before you crack/breaking point. (Hi depression, burn out or w/e).

During my entire childhood/adolescence I had experiences of living under constant pressure, just doing what your supposed to do in life following the path society has set out for you school/duties etc. And/or never allowed myself pleasure screw it, irrelevant, that is just me.

I don't know what your dream is and wasting your time doing 'worthless crap' that does not contribute to your future, it's good to have that self-awareness and studies/education are one of the most important things in this world if you want to succeed and get ahead in any society as well as developing your own self-growth but don't allow it to be the only thing you ever live for.

The things you can find outside that box, family, friends, hobbies, even the tiny things that can be considered a waste of time/worthless crap but that can make you happy if only for a brief moment.

My point is, studies are important, work is necessary to support yourself but at the end of the day family/friends that support you, doing something you like, relaxing/having fun or watching Fantasy vs Jaedong live are things that can be important to even thou they may seem like a waste. Because they give yourself that positivity and meaning to keep on going studying/working and is the fuel necessary (not really really but you get it) to keep you going.

To some people their job is the only thing that they live for, but when they end up old and alone and have nothing else but to ponder 'where the fuck did my life go working at the post office for 40 years'...well you get it.

Im not trying to give some sort of rule or making a statement or telling you what to do, Im just saying go easy on yourself and do strike a balance between studies and your free time, studying 10 hours a day is pretty extreme and do allow yourself relaxation by doing worthless crap.

-The random stupid ramblings of someone whose education level ended at 16 years. (Youth school)

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blue_arrow
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
1971 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-08-14 13:20:33
August 14 2009 13:17 GMT
#14
Hey FR4CT4L, what was the name of the book you read?

And 10 hours a day is so much =o

Personally, I find that the most important thing about studying and learning is to first understand your own studying and learning habits. Stick with what you know yourself to be, not with what you think you are or what you imagine yourself to be. Make your plans with these realities as your guide.

In the past, I used to frequently have moments where I tell myself that I'd study a bazillion hours a day, or spend a bazillion hours working on an assignment, and get 100% on whatever shit I was preparing for. I now know that those moments usually don't last long enough to get you through the bazillion hours.

When you're feeling really pumped, great, use those moments to study at a faster rate than what you normally go at. Just know that you're going to be spending the majority of your studying time in a less elevated mood.
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vAltyR
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States581 Posts
August 14 2009 13:41 GMT
#15
Hahaha, motivation for studying for a test? Man, I'm the wrong guy for that! ^_^

F'ing up your life though? Been there, done that. I seem to be pretty good at self-destruction.

I study for tests only very rarely. I never take notes. By all accounts, I'm a terrible student. My AP Calc teacher told me at the beginning of my senior year, "if you don't take notes and don't study, you'll have no hope of passing the AP test!" I've heard that so many times before. Now whenever I hear it, I laugh and reply "I accept your challenge!"

All throughout my high school career, I decided I wanted to be a music performance major. I always felt I was only good at playing the clarinet. First semester in college, I had less than a 1.0 GPA. It never even occurred to me that maybe I just didn't want to do this for the rest of my life after all, even after the second semester wasn't much better.

I eventually realized that it wasn't what I really wanted to do. Yeah, sure I had a lot of talent, but I hated practicing. Not a very good thing for a musician, let me tell you.

I'm now attending a community college in my hometown. I despise every moment of it, because I feel so stupid that I couldn't see it sooner. Even now, I'm pretty much pissed at myself because even with a change of study, even in a different school, I still can't do as well as I feel I should be doing. Most people tell me I'm too hard on myself, but I just keep thinking that I could be doing so much better if I just put my mind to it.

My short term goal is to get my associate's degree with a 3.8 GPA or higher. My GPA is currently 3.6, so I basically need perfect grades until I graduate. After that, I'm finally getting out of town again, and hopefully I'll start tearing up the classrooms in a university where that will actually mean something.
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jambonkingcool
Profile Blog Joined August 2007
Canada186 Posts
August 14 2009 13:46 GMT
#16
On August 14 2009 20:35 GrayArea wrote:
It's 4:30am and I am wasting my life away doing worthless crap when I could be working hard to fulfilling my dream. In September, I will take perhaps the most important test in my life, and I am wasting my life away instead of studying. Why am I F'ing my life? It's because I'm afraid to fail. I know that I can succeed, but I'm scared that I will fall short.

Anyone else faced this type of thing? Maybe people do it more subconsciously. Actually, I think a lot of people do it. Like they say they didn't study to explain why they don't get good grades, when in fact, if they dedicated themselves truly then they would succeed. I need to get back on track, my life is going down the wrong road.

Anyone else feel like they aren't going down the road they want to? Let's unite here, and motivate each other. My goal: To study for 10 hours every day, non stop, from now until my exam. I am going to go to bed at 11pm every night. I will wake up at 8am and begin studying. I will succeed.

[Edit]: Exam is for professional school. I'm currently writing my study schedule. It might be a lot of work, but I'll manage the load.


Yeah I am like that too, until this summer I worked on it alot. All I can say is, don't wait to be motivated to study, you might wait forever. Anyway, you'll see that when you start working hard, work seems alot more enjoyable. Also, get some realistic objectives, 10hours per day seem alot for someone that don't seem to study much. I'd suggest objectives like "read chapter 3&4 today, and do the exercices from page 100 to 112" etc

good luck
ArvickHero
Profile Blog Joined October 2007
10387 Posts
August 14 2009 14:09 GMT
#17
for me its just because I'm just.. really lazy. I have the desire, but the motivation for some reason is never enough.. I think its my addiction to the internet that's keeping me like this... :l

disconnect the computer/internet for tests lol
Writerptrk
Mortality
Profile Blog Joined December 2005
United States4790 Posts
August 14 2009 15:06 GMT
#18
I sometimes get that way too. It's like you get frozen. You have to force yourself to work and somehow you just can't do that very well.
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Elyvilon
Profile Joined August 2008
United States13143 Posts
August 14 2009 15:23 GMT
#19
On August 14 2009 20:53 Shauni wrote:
I'm also afraid to fail, but I react differently. The final weeks of school when there was a lot of important tests I didn't want the pressure so I just skipped everything and escaped. It might be an extreme approach to this kind of problem but I actually do not regret it at all. I don't have any dream to realize and I don't value social status as much as many people in my surroundings do. It's a self-destructive behaviour, most of the teachers said that the essays I actually wrote were very good and that I'm one of the few students who could analyze things well from different perspectives. I recieved the highest grade on almost all my essays, but I failed most courses and even had to redo a year because of my attitude toward graduating and the school system in general. I believe this has to do with my inability to have dreams. I admire people who work hard to achieve a dream of their own but since I don't have them myself I don't know what I want to do with my life.

"To all you douchebags who are going to post your douchebagness, just watch how I win." What does this mean exactly? Watch how I win? Win the test? Win life? Win in Starcraft?

This is exactly how I feel.
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FR4CT4L
Profile Blog Joined March 2008
Australia697 Posts
August 14 2009 15:43 GMT
#20
On August 14 2009 22:17 blue_arrow wrote:
Hey FR4CT4L, what was the name of the book you read?


It was this one

"Could Do Better": Why Children Underachieve and What to Do About It

http://www.amazon.com/Could-Do-Better-Children-Underachieve/dp/047115847X

Though it focuses on children it's still pretty dam useful. It's a good read as well. Strong layout and nice progression.

and bright yellow :D
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RaGe
Profile Blog Joined July 2004
Belgium9947 Posts
August 14 2009 15:56 GMT
#21
On August 14 2009 20:59 FR4CT4L wrote:
I read a book on underachieving at one point. The most common form of it was massive procrastination on school work and study to avoid responsibilities and moving forward in life. Basically the idea is that you like the status quo of your life so much you don't want it to change so instead of doing well, you do average or whatever is needed to maintain your lifestyle. Mr. average means things don't progress much. You also make up tons of excuses around denying that this is your motivation. "I'll do it tomorrow" "It'll be fine later" "but this came up" "I forgot" "The deadline just you know, came up and then I couldn't get it done...I'll do better next time" etc.

I'm not sure about you but this has me pegged.

The way around it is to, and this is important Draw Up a Schedule and Stick To It. After that's done make sure you follow it and get it done day after day. If you don't do a day properly then there's no bullshit. You just say, It was on my schedule, I did not complete it, there is no excuse. I've been trying this out with a running schedule and it's been working really well. If I ever miss a day, even for legit reasons like work calling me in I feel real bad and work harder the day after

Also I wouldn't run straight in to 10 hours a day, even if your problem is different to mine. That is still destroying how you live right now. It'll burn you right out. I would try to work towards that goal being done by September rather than tomorrow.

Good Luck.



fuck my exams are in 4 days

couldn't you have posted this earlier
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Husky
Profile Blog Joined May 2009
United States3362 Posts
August 14 2009 15:57 GMT
#22
The point of life is to be happy ^^
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BanZu
Profile Blog Joined June 2008
United States3329 Posts
August 14 2009 16:26 GMT
#23
Sometimes you just gotta grind through the work, bite the bullet you know?

Everyone knows it's soooo much easier said than done though...
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ChaseR
Profile Blog Joined July 2009
Norway1004 Posts
August 14 2009 16:45 GMT
#24
On August 15 2009 00:57 HuskyTheHusky wrote:
The point of life is to be happy ^^
Really? Is this why schools are a center of suffering, torment and pain. :p
Life is not Fucking Fair and Society is not Fucking Logical - "Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn"
rei
Profile Blog Joined October 2002
United States3594 Posts
August 14 2009 17:00 GMT
#25
exams are there to see if you understand stuffs, repetitive doing the same practice problems will not help you beat your "exams", your understand of the materials will. Grinding in starcraft will improve mechanic to a point where Artosis can beat rekrul, but there is no mechanic to grind in testing. You don't gain understanding from repetition of solving the same kind of problems again and again.

The strategy I used through out my undergrad and graduate exams are just practice few relative problems the night before to refresh the solving process, but i make sure I have metacognition on whatever subject is being tested up on, that is, one has to know the why, the what, the how, and the when on whatever material that's being tested. Talk to your book, there are times when your text seemed hard to understand, ask google or wikipedia what your book means by such and such. This is mostly a motivational problem for most people. Sometime it is hard for some of the more abstract concepts in sciences and math
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Chromyne
Profile Joined January 2008
Canada561 Posts
August 14 2009 17:28 GMT
#26
IMO 10 hours/day is a healthy chunk of time, but I wouldn't consider it excessive. You can take multiple breaks to eat, talk to friends, go do some activity, etc. and still have time to fit 10 hours of study in (within reason of course).

However, I think it's more important how you study. You could study all day, but if your methods aren't effective, it won't matter.
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Garnet
Profile Blog Joined February 2006
Vietnam9022 Posts
August 14 2009 17:35 GMT
#27
I've just passed the university exams, the most important exams for an asian student. I was procrastinating like hell, only actually started studying about 1 month before the exams. IMO it's how you study, not how long you spend on studying. A quote that I really like from the "Shut up, stop whining and get a life" book: "Time management is a joke!".
Oxygen
Profile Blog Joined November 2003
Canada3581 Posts
August 14 2009 17:39 GMT
#28
On August 14 2009 20:53 Shauni wrote:
I'm also afraid to fail, but I react differently. The final weeks of school when there was a lot of important tests I didn't want the pressure so I just skipped everything and escaped. It might be an extreme approach to this kind of problem but I actually do not regret it at all. I don't have any dream to realize and I don't value social status as much as many people in my surroundings do. It's a self-destructive behaviour, most of the teachers said that the essays I actually wrote were very good and that I'm one of the few students who could analyze things well from different perspectives. I recieved the highest grade on almost all my essays, but I failed most courses and even had to redo a year because of my attitude toward graduating and the school system in general. I believe this has to do with my inability to have dreams. I admire people who work hard to achieve a dream of their own but since I don't have them myself I don't know what I want to do with my life.

"To all you douchebags who are going to post your douchebagness, just watch how I win." What does this mean exactly? Watch how I win? Win the test? Win life? Win in Starcraft?


"Dreams" are generally for people that have been heavily indoctrinated by the system. "When I will be a doctor, I will be happy" is bullshit. It's not any particular dream you should be striving for; it is peace of mind. Peace of mind can be achieved by being in complete agreement with yourself at all possible moments. You will not have peace of mind if you continue throwing your life away, because ten years down the road, there will be something you will want and your lack of dedication to anything will be a huge obstacle that you will kick yourself for.

Strive for a lightness of being; you are not who you are being.
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B1nary
Profile Blog Joined January 2008
Canada1267 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-08-14 17:58:35
August 14 2009 17:57 GMT
#29
I totally feel the same way sometimes. I think the whole "try your hardest! it's ok if you fail as long as you try" business is complete bullshit. For me at least, the worst feeling is trying hard and failing anyways.

Props to you for swallowing your pride and grinding through. I wish I had your resolve

Oh, and good luck. Hope you do well.
7mk
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
Germany10157 Posts
August 14 2009 20:15 GMT
#30
I also have the same problems, I keep on getting angry at myself, wondering why on earth I'm not studying harder and wasting way too much of my time (part of that on TL lol)

I also have my medical preliminary exams on tuesday/wednesday, it'll be really really close, whether I succeed or fail, only because I've been way too lazy the last 6 weeks that I had time to study.

Like the others said though, 10 hours a day is too much - what we were recommended in a session about how to prepare for the exams was 8 hours a day max and 2 free days a week where you don't do any studying whatsoever.
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Adeny
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
Norway1233 Posts
August 14 2009 20:21 GMT
#31
On August 15 2009 02:00 rei wrote:
exams are there to see if you understand stuffs, repetitive doing the same practice problems will not help you beat your "exams", your understand of the materials will. Grinding in starcraft will improve mechanic to a point where Artosis can beat rekrul, but there is no mechanic to grind in testing. You don't gain understanding from repetition of solving the same kind of problems again and again.

The strategy I used through out my undergrad and graduate exams are just practice few relative problems the night before to refresh the solving process, but i make sure I have metacognition on whatever subject is being tested up on, that is, one has to know the why, the what, the how, and the when on whatever material that's being tested. Talk to your book, there are times when your text seemed hard to understand, ask google or wikipedia what your book means by such and such. This is mostly a motivational problem for most people. Sometime it is hard for some of the more abstract concepts in sciences and math


Did you fucking have to do that?
freelander
Profile Blog Joined December 2004
Hungary4707 Posts
August 14 2009 21:17 GMT
#32
On August 14 2009 20:53 Shauni wrote:
"To all you douchebags who are going to post your douchebagness, just watch how I win." What does this mean exactly? Watch how I win? Win the test? Win life? Win in Starcraft?


You know, just like in the Powerthirst ad.

He wins at sports, life, and arts.
And all is illuminated.
GreEny K
Profile Joined February 2008
Germany7312 Posts
August 14 2009 21:21 GMT
#33
omg, i hate people who overdue it and have no life because they are studying every damn minute of their days. Take everything in stride and you will do fine, I am in a good college and can honestly say that I almost never studied for any test, quiz or exam in high school. Relax you will be fine, if you are that worried then you wont be able to think straight.
Why would you ever choose failure, when success is an option.
TheAntZ
Profile Blog Joined January 2009
Israel6248 Posts
August 14 2009 21:25 GMT
#34
I spent a LOT of time just smoking weed and hanging out with friends.
failed ALL of my year-end exams from 8th grade and up, including my O levels.
Then i decided 'there'll be plenty of time for drugs and laziness in college'
took my o levels again, aced em, then took a levels, did fairly well
took SAT and got like almost 2200 and got a full score on the TOEFL got into a fairly good american uni with a 50% tuition scholarship, and then realised i still have a month left before i need to leave.
Now I'm high again. Feels good man
43084 | Honeybadger: "So july, you're in the GSL finals. How do you feel?!" ~ July: "HUNGRY."
Hypnosis
Profile Blog Joined October 2007
United States2061 Posts
August 14 2009 21:31 GMT
#35
On August 15 2009 02:28 Chromyne wrote:
IMO 10 hours/day is a healthy chunk of time, but I wouldn't consider it excessive. You can take multiple breaks to eat, talk to friends, go do some activity, etc. and still have time to fit 10 hours of study in (within reason of course).

However, I think it's more important how you study. You could study all day, but if your methods aren't effective, it won't matter.



In engineering school this is an expected time to study every day, so you are right.

I think the key to getting good grades and not "F-ing your life" (which is not what you are doing by the way, no matter what you do in life you cannot fuck it up...) is to put in at LEAST medium level effort EVERY DAY in classes. That way when it comes time for the exam you can just review what you should already know, you should not have to learn material as if it is new for an exam.. If you are so worried about the test than you need really need to look back at the semester and see where you went wrong.

Not taking notes and not studying in college is almost 100% fail because the classes are designed to knock people out and make them re-take the class. That translates to more money for the university. There are a few exceptions to that obviously (cough cough music school first semester/**)

I suggest you go read Fanatacists recent blog and then decide how bad you are "fucking your life up"..

It seems many people on TL are extremely insecure about their futures' lately. Maybe because the semester is about to start?
Science without religion is lame, Religion without science is blind
Chromyne
Profile Joined January 2008
Canada561 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-08-14 22:08:20
August 14 2009 22:07 GMT
#36
On August 15 2009 06:31 Hypnosis wrote:
Show nested quote +
On August 15 2009 02:28 Chromyne wrote:
IMO 10 hours/day is a healthy chunk of time, but I wouldn't consider it excessive. You can take multiple breaks to eat, talk to friends, go do some activity, etc. and still have time to fit 10 hours of study in (within reason of course).

However, I think it's more important how you study. You could study all day, but if your methods aren't effective, it won't matter.



In engineering school this is an expected time to study every day, so you are right.

I think the key to getting good grades and not "F-ing your life" (which is not what you are doing by the way, no matter what you do in life you cannot fuck it up...) is to put in at LEAST medium level effort EVERY DAY in classes. That way when it comes time for the exam you can just review what you should already know, you should not have to learn material as if it is new for an exam.. If you are so worried about the test than you need really need to look back at the semester and see where you went wrong.

Not taking notes and not studying in college is almost 100% fail because the classes are designed to knock people out and make them re-take the class. That translates to more money for the university. There are a few exceptions to that obviously (cough cough music school first semester/**)


I'm also in Engineering, and I have to completely agree. Whether or not you pay attention in class can pass or fail you. The top students in my class make sure they pay attention in class no matter how boring it is and, like Hypnosis said, review rather than cram. It goes a long way in understanding the material as opposed to trying to learn it all in the end.

Unfortunately, I learned that the hard way. Days upon days of cramming couldn't save me from my Electronic Devices (Semiconductors/FETs/etc.) final.

EDIT: Phrasing.
Soli Deo gloria.
Railxp
Profile Blog Joined February 2008
Hong Kong1313 Posts
August 14 2009 22:12 GMT
#37
On August 14 2009 20:53 Shauni wrote:
I'm also afraid to fail, but I react differently. The final weeks of school when there was a lot of important tests I didn't want the pressure so I just skipped everything and escaped. It might be an extreme approach to this kind of problem but I actually do not regret it at all. I don't have any dream to realize and I don't value social status as much as many people in my surroundings do. It's a self-destructive behaviour, most of the teachers said that the essays I actually wrote were very good and that I'm one of the few students who could analyze things well from different perspectives. I recieved the highest grade on almost all my essays, but I failed most courses and even had to redo a year because of my attitude toward graduating and the school system in general. I believe this has to do with my inability to have dreams. I admire people who work hard to achieve a dream of their own but since I don't have them myself I don't know what I want to do with my life.

"To all you douchebags who are going to post your douchebagness, just watch how I win." What does this mean exactly? Watch how I win? Win the test? Win life? Win in Starcraft?


that is so me
~\(。◕‿‿◕。)/~,,,,,,,,>
ShadowDrgn
Profile Blog Joined July 2007
United States2497 Posts
August 14 2009 22:34 GMT
#38
On August 15 2009 00:43 FR4CT4L wrote:
Show nested quote +
On August 14 2009 22:17 blue_arrow wrote:
Hey FR4CT4L, what was the name of the book you read?


It was this one

"Could Do Better": Why Children Underachieve and What to Do About It

http://www.amazon.com/Could-Do-Better-Children-Underachieve/dp/047115847X

Though it focuses on children it's still pretty dam useful. It's a good read as well. Strong layout and nice progression.

and bright yellow :D


Thanks for the recommendation. I grabbed a used copy for 5 bucks shipped. Now the question is whether I'll procrastinate reading it.

The comments in this thread nail me dead on. I'd love to do something about my problem, but I just keep procrastinating and managing to coast anyway. I'm 26 and out of school so I've been keeping this charade up for longer than most of you. It's incredibly hard to change when I've been successful for so long without managing to fuck my life up, but obviously I'd like to avoid that ever happening. If I manage to succeed without even trying, how could I possibly fail when I give my best effort towards something? It's completely illogical, but even so, I've never been able to overcome it completely. It's like every time I'm faced with something new, I think this is the time I'm going to screw it up and everything is going to come crashing down, so if I don't try too hard, at least I'll have an excuse when it happens. Every day that I procrastinate some task and the world doesn't end gives me more encouragement to procrastinate further. I've procrastinated important 30-minute tasks for months because of this; that's essentially what I'm doing right now! This is probably the most pathetic thing I've ever posted on the Internet, all in the name of procrastination.
Of course, you only live one life, and you make all your mistakes, and learn what not to do, and that’s the end of you.
Zapdos_Smithh
Profile Blog Joined October 2008
Canada2620 Posts
August 14 2009 22:42 GMT
#39
Too harsh. You will probably burn out @ that rate after a day or two. Do like 4-5 hours a day instead of 10, @ least that's achievable. 10 hours is ridiculous.
GrayArea
Profile Blog Joined December 2007
United States872 Posts
August 14 2009 23:10 GMT
#40
Alright, Day 1 Begins.

Scheduling Tool: Google Calendar (You can set up events with descriptions and view them easily)

Schedule:
12-3pm: Princeton Review Class
4-5:15pm: 2 Verbal Passages
5:15 - 8:15pm: G-Chem Passages 18-32
8:30-9:30pm: O-Chem questions 38-64
9:30-10:30pm: O-Chem Passages 5-10
10:30-11pm: O-Chem Passages Review

Tomorrow, my schedule will begin at 8am.
Kang Min Fighting!
FR4CT4L
Profile Blog Joined March 2008
Australia697 Posts
August 15 2009 00:12 GMT
#41
That's a pretty big schedule, Best of luck to you. I think that's as much time as I spent of guitar practice when I first got the instrument. That said 12 hours of playing per day was murder on my fingers. About two weeks in I started noticing blood on my strings. Needless to say I had to slow that down. So go about something that big with a lot of caution.

Plus print that sucka out and stick it on the door to your room or your fridge or in front of your PC.
Just make sure it's in someplace where you can't escape from it.

I'm keeping mine on the table beside my bed, where I charge my phone, change the c.d's in the player and where the book I'm reading at the time resides. So I see it often and don't have to deal with my parents knowing about it. Gotta bet with my Dad that I can't beat him in a race by years end.

Tell us how you go with the schedule today as well.
Veni, vidi, vici!
blue_arrow
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
1971 Posts
August 15 2009 00:15 GMT
#42
On August 15 2009 00:43 FR4CT4L wrote:
Show nested quote +
On August 14 2009 22:17 blue_arrow wrote:
Hey FR4CT4L, what was the name of the book you read?


It was this one

"Could Do Better": Why Children Underachieve and What to Do About It

http://www.amazon.com/Could-Do-Better-Children-Underachieve/dp/047115847X

Though it focuses on children it's still pretty dam useful. It's a good read as well. Strong layout and nice progression.

and bright yellow :D


sweet, thanks
now to try to find it at my crappy and seriously lacking public library
| MLIA | the weather sucks dick here
GrayArea
Profile Blog Joined December 2007
United States872 Posts
August 15 2009 03:53 GMT
#43
On August 15 2009 09:12 FR4CT4L wrote:
Tell us how you go with the schedule today as well.

I keep my calendar open on my monitor so I stay focussed on the timing. I just got behind a little on the G-Chem passages (didn't finish 4 of them). I'm doing O-Chem right now, so on the most part this schedule worked out pretty good. I like this setup and will be following this type of regiment I think. Also, giving myself 15 minute buffer regions between different things really helps.
Kang Min Fighting!
FR4CT4L
Profile Blog Joined March 2008
Australia697 Posts
August 15 2009 10:36 GMT
#44
Nice work! Keep it up
Veni, vidi, vici!
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