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EnE
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Please dfont remove thos.... Oi need someone to read it | ||
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Elsid
Ireland318 Posts
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Cokefreak
Finland8094 Posts
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EnE
417 Posts
"The funeral procession passed by here today, confusion and questions strewn in its wake. But I feel like I knew his pain;A mechanical failure while enduring the norm. Some of us fracture, others simply deform and lose their elasticity. Never to return to the shape they were; I wonder which is worse." | ||
GMarshal
United States22154 Posts
Call them. | ||
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Elsid
Ireland318 Posts
On August 03 2012 07:19 EnE wrote: I don't want to experience more... I can't "The funeral procession passed by here today, confusion and questions strewn in its wake. But I feel like I knew his pain;A mechanical failure while enduring the norm. Some of us fracture, others simply deform and lose their elasticity. Never to return to the shape they were; I wonder which is worse." You can man you just have to , it's all that's constant , experience. It's hard yes of course it's hard at times, but we are forged by our struggles, we become who we are because we fall and learn to pick ourselves back up. Don't give up. | ||
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EnE
417 Posts
I'm scared of who ill be if I do ever recover... I feel like my entire heart is here and if I leave it I won't be anything anymore. Maybe ill be fixed. Maybe ill be a human | ||
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Cokefreak
Finland8094 Posts
On August 03 2012 07:24 EnE wrote: I'm abroad on italy with my mobile, marshall Then man the up please. Suicide is a cowards way of dealing with problems. | ||
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Probe1
United States17920 Posts
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EnE
417 Posts
I'm a vegan. I can't eat milk chocolate | ||
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imre
France9263 Posts
On August 03 2012 07:24 EnE wrote: I'm abroad on italy with my mobile, marshall I'm scared of who ill be if I do ever recover... I feel like my entire heart is here and if I leave it I won't be anything anymore. Maybe ill be fixed. Maybe ill be a human Life's just a fucking giant rollercoaster, and you always bounce back to the top. It might take some time, some help but it happens. And it's worth it. (this is coming from someone really low on the rollercoaster thingy atm...) | ||
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Mattson
Canada188 Posts
That doesn't mean the interim can be fun. Also realize that this universe has been around for 13.7 billion years. 13,700,000,000 You've only been alive for 15 of them. Death is nothing to be afraid of... you've already been dead for a hell of a long time. Why would you want to go back there so soon? | ||
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Mattson
Canada188 Posts
On August 03 2012 07:32 EnE wrote: And the one I loved... I clutched onto in a desperate attempt to live like I need to says she still loves me but she just leaves. She doesn't really want to talk to me. Noone does. I don't have a real friend and I don't think one exists that's still alive on this fucking planet. I'm a vegan. I can't eat milk chocolate You sure as hell can eat milk chocolate you just choose not to. YOU'RE the one hurting your own cause by imposing silly rules on yourself. Go eat a Big Mac ASAP. | ||
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StateofReverie
United States633 Posts
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EnE
417 Posts
On August 03 2012 07:39 StateofReverie wrote: please dont kill yourself.. I do appreciate this... I do | ||
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Chef
10810 Posts
Clear your head for a few days. You're clearly at a high point of emotional feeling right now. I know you want attention and validation, but this is such a cruel way to do it. I think you pin too much value on the opinions of others that you have no time to actually improve yourself and become who you want to be. If you want attention so badly, you should do it through learning skills that other appreciate, rather than by threatening suicide to strangers on the internet. | ||
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EtherealDeath
United States8366 Posts
Don't trust in a bloody knife, it's not trustworthy at all. Trust yourself. Knife will make it so your abilities don't have any more chances to show themselves. You never know how long it will take or what path you'll end up on. Look at a recent blog about Gene Hackman: http://www.teamliquid.net/blogs/viewblog.php?topic_id=357591 The guy's a multiple Academy Award winner with many other accolades, yet he literally didn't get anything done until he was in his 40s. If he had died then, at the age of 40, no one would have remembered him. He would have been a nobody, a failed actor. Now look what he is. Why would you end it for yourself right now? So put away your knife and keep going on. Seek counseling, so you'll have some help along the way, and point yourself along some road, any road that seems to have a light in the distance, and start walking. | ||
HawaiianPig
Canada5155 Posts
I'll offer some up, for the simple purpose of giving you something to read in this time. Something to help you relate to another person. From what I can tell, you say you're feeling very alone right now. It sounds like there was someone you cared about that you've lost. Well bro, this is your first lesson in independence. Happiness, stability, and enjoyment of life begins within yourself. It does not exist in another person. You have to learn to live with yourself before you can live with others. This is why a lot of the advice you'll see in this thread encourages you to exercise, or find a hobby, or "stick it out". Enjoy yourself, and you won't have to worry about, as you put it, "leaving your heart here"... because it'll always be with you. This morose talk of life and death is something you'll look back and call an "existential crisis" when you're more lucid and learned. This is all very natural. The key thing to keep reminding yourself is that you'll bounce back. It's what people do. That's what it means to be "a human being." Even if you don't feel fit to call yourself one right now, trust me, you are. The feelings you have right now could not be more human. | ||
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EnE
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asseT
United Kingdom31 Posts
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