The problem is... wait for it...
Girls, yeah thats right.
First let me go to introduce myself for judgement sakes, I guess:
I'm a senior at my high school in New Zealand, whos in his 2nd to last year. I'm midweight, have plenty of good friends instead of those fake ones and I'm currently enjoying my life so far. I'm what you call an 'Korean New Zealander' or 'Korean Kiwi' which i'm saying that I was born in New Zealand, stayed in this country for about 12 years(?) (My family moved back to Korea when I was young and we came back)
So like a lot of people in Teamliquid; I love games, I love anime and especially playing Starcraft2. I'm a freak on the computer. I use it for about 3 or more hours a day depending on how much spare time I have. In my opinion I don't have that much of a super nerd personality(An example is you know theres always someone who loves war and just says plain idiotic things such as "I want the war back, we need it" I mean really, why would anyone want war back?) instead I have a pretty average personality for my age and gender; I talk about cars, anime, games and I never go too far with these jokes.
Okay well thats me in a nutshell, now for the real purpose of the blog.
Recently in High School I met this amazing girl, she is actually seriously beautiful. And her personality is amazing, we have some stuff in common together for example; she's a huge anime freak So usually I take advantage of this and talk about anime with her or crack some jokes, which she laughs to. Anyway i've known her for about 3 weeks, we talk a lot on Facebook and in school, mostly about anime or asking if shes going with anyone to the school ball.
For the past week I've wanted to ask her out to the movies or something to the mall however I always bail out and just yesterday (Friday) I was searching for her to ask out in real life cus of random confidence gain, and I couldn't find her which bit the dust again. T_T
Now another problem is that she seems way outta my league, she's quite popular and is one of the best looking girls i've ever seen in my life. For me im not popular at all (I dont want to join that area of social groups so I dont try) im midweight and im asian. So that kills my confidence a bit because I dont want my own feelings to get hurt when I get rejected
I dont know whats with my head, but I keep feeling positive about it and I feel like shes gonna say yes when I ask her out which gives me butterflies. ~.~ Damnit
So like I said I wanted to ask her out in real life on Friday because obviously, that is a much bettter method, and I failed because I couldn't find her (The schools huge) And I'm starting to resort to asking her out through the internet.... In my opinion doing that feels really weak, shows barely any confidence which girls like and I think its a lot easier to get rejected through this method. However my mind doesnt like my mind, because I keep having this big impatient feeling and I feel like I have to ask her out anyway possible and its not easy to get rid of, I'm 90% certain that im gonna go ask her out this weekend.
Another problem is that I dont know what to do in dates especially the idea of taking someone out to the movies for a first date? Is this a good idea?
So you good people of TeamLiquid, what do yo think? Am I way out of her league? Should I wait until Monday where I can ask her in school? Or should I try ask her through Facebook tonight to watch a movie with me?
Anyway sorry for this rent and it's English errors, i'm rushing this because I really want this out of my chest and writing about it to the public helps.
Anyway its time to eat some breakfast and fruit salad
Fruit salad, Yummy yummy.
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