Part 2: It was about two years after I found out about my deranged sexuality. And my first day in high school, far from home and I didn't know a soul. But from deep within I knew there had to be others like me there, and I had to find them. Because I was to be gay every single day. I was going to be a full fledged openly gay man.
And I was well prepared, all summer I had googled and studied every inch of every gay man I could lay my eyes upon. And the day before school started I cut the sleeves off my all my t-shirts. The future was surely all glitter and glamor, all my dreams were ahead of me. But then again, this was also a sad chapter in my life. The beginning of my first of many addictions, and the one I still struggle with to this day.
Lip gloss.
But my addictions are another tale, I will tell about my first day in High school. Oh I remember it vividly, walking down that hall, with my head held high and my confident stroll thru the halls to where I was going to meet the other students. I could feel the stares and they made me stronger, prouder. Gayer.
Now I had decided to be about ten minutes late. As I wished to enjoy a grand entrance with everyone's eyes upon me. When I finally came into the filled classroom I limped my wrist and said
Oh my oh my! am I a wee bit late?
A magical moment of attention occurred, everyone surely noticed the glitter in my hair, but it was quickly shattered when I was told to take a seat. I took my sweet time, eventually deciding to sit next to a big wide hunk that looked like a weight lifter, a big bear. But when I sat down he gave me a look, a frown. It caught me off guard, but I quickly gave him a little wink. Touché I thought.
But the wink was to be my undoing.
Eventually the day just breezed on by, nobody said a word to me. On my way home I was in despair. All I could think was... Did I put enough lip gloss on this morning?
Though if you a serious you are trying to display congruence of your real and ideal self, but I find the amazing length you went to, to be an underlying incongruence that you haven't noticed yet. If you are gay that does not necessarily make you a drag queen.
So you're gay. It's not like it's 1950 dude, you're one out of millions of people out there, nothing special about it. Anyway, glad you "figured it out".
On February 05 2010 23:55 lilsusie wrote: This is a terrible, discriminating blog. I'd ban if I could.
The man is just expressing how he feels. You are the one discriminating by assuming his behavior is not reflective of a stereotypical "gay man." Take a long hard look in the mirror please.
On February 05 2010 23:55 lilsusie wrote: This is a terrible, discriminating blog. I'd ban if I could.
The man is just expressing how he feels. You are the one discriminating by assuming his behavior is not reflective of a stereotypical "gay man." Take a long hard look in the mirror please.
How you can not see that this is an extremely obvious troll is beyond me.
On February 05 2010 23:55 lilsusie wrote: This is a terrible, discriminating blog. I'd ban if I could.
The man is just expressing how he feels. You are the one discriminating by assuming his behavior is not reflective of a stereotypical "gay man." Take a long hard look in the mirror please.
How you can not see that this is an extremely obvious troll is beyond me.
On February 05 2010 23:55 lilsusie wrote: This is a terrible, discriminating blog. I'd ban if I could.
The man is just expressing how he feels. You are the one discriminating by assuming his behavior is not reflective of a stereotypical "gay man." Take a long hard look in the mirror please.
How you can not see that this is an extremely obvious troll is beyond me.
how you can not see that this is an extremely obvious troll is beyond me
On February 05 2010 23:55 lilsusie wrote: This is a terrible, discriminating blog. I'd ban if I could.
The man is just expressing how he feels. You are the one discriminating by assuming his behavior is not reflective of a stereotypical "gay man." Take a long hard look in the mirror please.
How you can not see that this is an extremely obvious troll is beyond me.
how you can not see that this is an extremely obvious troll is beyond me
On February 05 2010 23:55 lilsusie wrote: This is a terrible, discriminating blog. I'd ban if I could.
The man is just expressing how he feels. You are the one discriminating by assuming his behavior is not reflective of a stereotypical "gay man." Take a long hard look in the mirror please.
How you can not see that this is an extremely obvious troll is beyond me.
how you can not see that this is an extremely obvious troll is beyond me
EPT
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