The thing that really screws with my head is that at a tournament at my school’s lan yesterday i was able to take any match that I played against a diamond league player and I was actually able to take a series 2-1 over a Masters league player.
These two things kind of contradict each other in my head. It shows me that I have the ability to beat Masters league players but also my failure to ladder myself up there shows me that I’m not to that point just yet.