The NonY Fan Club - Page 81

On August 14 2011 13:13 darklight54321 wrote:
I am very upset that tyler is using a depressive disorder as an excuse to lash out at others. It could easily be used to explain the lackluster performances, but as a sufferer and attempted earlier in my life i find it an insult when a thing like this is used as a blanket excuse.

I was diagnosed the BD (behavioral disorder) when i was 5, which in a public school system is a death sentence. No matter what you do, teachers will never trust you, never treat you as the same. In truth, i had aspergers, as diagnosed later on in my life. I suffered through depression most of my early life, which is debilitating in a kid as it is for no adult. It wasn't until highschool that I ever fully recovered from it. During this time I fortunately had a teacher parent who was able to force me into situations so I never became stagnant, as i'm sure tyler has in his wife a person who can do the same. The very presence of a helping hand like that is the biggest counter (ha, using sc2 terminology, oh so funny) to depression. ALl this tourn a round though, became nullified when i was forced to drop out of college because of a recurring depresion. For 2 months, i was inside a dorm room the size of a living room, with a run to get 2 two-liters and some ramen normally once a week being not only my one outside contact, but my only source of food or drink. I was unable get off the couch most of the time, meaning i slept on a love seat tight inbetween two walls which is very tough when you over 6'. It was all meaningless, attempted suicide several times.


The point of this whole sob story. during those two months whenever i saw a person, talked to a person, or anything, i didn't lash out at them. When your feeling hurt, don't blame it on others. Someone calls you out? Explain it, but don't do what has become a prevalent thing in this community and use it as a blanket excuse for anything and everything. You are lucky, you still have a family to take care of you. My only family left is a failing aunt and father and a mom whom we cant stand the sight of each other. Then there is the drug dealing brother who lives 4-5 states away.

Yeah, and you have it fucking tough.

On August 14 2011 13:13 darklight54321 wrote:
I am very upset that tyler is using a depressive disorder as an excuse to lash out at others. It could easily be used to explain the lackluster performances, but as a sufferer and attempted earlier in my life i find it an insult when a thing like this is used as a blanket excuse.

I was diagnosed the BD (behavioral disorder) when i was 5, which in a public school system is a death sentence. No matter what you do, teachers will never trust you, never treat you as the same. In truth, i had aspergers, as diagnosed later on in my life. I suffered through depression most of my early life, which is debilitating in a kid as it is for no adult. It wasn't until highschool that I ever fully recovered from it. During this time I fortunately had a teacher parent who was able to force me into situations so I never became stagnant, as i'm sure tyler has in his wife a person who can do the same. The very presence of a helping hand like that is the biggest counter (ha, using sc2 terminology, oh so funny) to depression. ALl this tourn a round though, became nullified when i was forced to drop out of college because of a recurring depresion. For 2 months, i was inside a dorm room the size of a living room, with a run to get 2 two-liters and some ramen normally once a week being not only my one outside contact, but my only source of food or drink. I was unable get off the couch most of the time, meaning i slept on a love seat tight inbetween two walls which is very tough when you over 6'. It was all meaningless, attempted suicide several times.


The point of this whole sob story. during those two months whenever i saw a person, talked to a person, or anything, i didn't lash out at them. When your feeling hurt, don't blame it on others. Someone calls you out? Explain it, but don't do what has become a prevalent thing in this community and use it as a blanket excuse for anything and everything. You are lucky, you still have a family to take care of you. My only family left is a failing aunt and father and a mom whom we cant stand the sight of each other. Then there is the drug dealing brother who lives 4-5 states away.

Yeah, and you have it fucking tough.