When reading your last few blog-post I saw that we have some things in common. For one we are both dreamers, although I don’t dream about SC. I’m saddened to see that certain individuals felt like cracking down on you because you didn’t understand why you had been banned and you felt confused.
Confusion is seen by many as a sign of weakness and thus the inevitable forum trolls attacked you like a pack of wolves. Nodding at each other while they were mocking you, not realising you have no hate or hard feelings for them but you are just like me, a wondering soul looking for a place to call his home. Looking for affection and understanding in an age were the only personality trait that seems to count is ego.
I hope you realise that hatred for those that spammed your blog is not the solution. Their souls have a big black crust around them protecting them from any harm but also excluding them from love. Do not hate on them because they are creations. Just like most human creations they are small wonders by themselves. Once they might have been like you and I, Free to love and to dream but their surroundings have turned them into who they are.
Try to realise that the people that mock you suffer from the same condition that we all suffer, a soul that needs to be fed. Sadly because of their crust they can’t feed it with love and can only feed it with mocking and making fun of. If one day we realise that all is needed to cure this condition is love and understanding this world would become a better place and you would be able to express your feelings. Your love for flash, savior, fbh and all the other SC players, without being mocked and instead being loved for it.
If darkness enshrouds you and creates the crust on your heart then don’t be afraid for I will still love you, just like I love all creations.
Reading this might give some of you the feeling that you need to make fun of me. Don’t hold back cause you are just feeding your soul and I will only love you more for it since your jokes will be the fuel that drives my effort to help mankind.