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The more tired I am the more derailed my brain is.

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winlessplayer 43 Posts April 29 2020 21:52 GMT #1 Can't keep to myself, can't stop the imaginary conversations, can't remember things that happened earlier... Today. People were giving tips at work, one was "put an alarm for the start of your working day, and one for the end"... Wtf?! But then I realized the person before me was doing more and without overtime... I don't get how you can be that fast, I thought I had an average speed... There is no quiet moment anymore, every day there are so many tasks, and still some left for the day after. I am very lucky to be working from home whilst I handle this transition. Doing all of this at the office would have been a nightmare. It feels like what I did this morning was yesterday. Maybe I don't realise how slow I am, either since ever or since I'm at home. Taking my hour of lunch time is not ideal. I need the break, but then it's a bit harder to start again, and I'm losing at least half an hour of work. I've been saying stupid things as well... I really need to calm down. And I've been reading about people's "life"... In the news, random couple things on reddit (not what I used to read)... Of course it makes me feel a bit weird. It feels as if the week is already over, with quite a few things to do... And next week we are back at it, with something important in the first week or beginning of the second... My life mainly consists of work. Nothing interesting about it. Salary is good enough, less than 25k a year.

FuDDx United States5014 Posts April 30 2020 19:38 GMT #2 Wishing you well man. Its a hard time to be positive for sure. I think many people are struggling and having a hard time not lashing out. I almost got into a fistfight the other day going to pick up groceries from the order online and pick up thing. Have you been exercising? Eating regularly and well? Sleep seems to be hard for you maybe change up somethings the few hours before bed time ie stay away from news or things that may trigger you. If there is anything I can do let me know.... All the best man

winlessplayer 43 Posts May 01 2020 21:11 GMT #3 I'm not eating that well. I cook a bit, but then I'm too lazy during the week. I have not exercised in months. I walked 15 minutes with groceries, I was breathing very heavily. Maybe I'll have less work now. 12 hours shift (11+1 hour break) makes it hard to motivate yourself and cook in the evening. I have a very hard time telling myself "do it later"...

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