I'd like to think that wasn't me during the interview, but quite honestly, I haven't been 'me' for quite a while.
I keep having these sucky episodes of "losing it" in recent times, and the worst thing is, there seems to be no one I can talk or relate to on this matter. My parents don't care, and I have no real friends. My social life is a mess since I am pretty awkward socially, and now that I've just graduated from university I just find myself doing random stuff like working out, trading forex, reading some business-related news, and watching movies (alone). My grades are okay-ish, and I have an okay-ish job offer, but in the grand scheme of things, I feel like I am headed nowhere. Life is losing meaning for me, and I am getting increasingly disillusioned at my failings and lack of purpose.
I think I might be depressed. I might be going mental. How do you know when you are? I really don't know.