• Log InLog In
  • Register
Liquid`
Team Liquid Liquipedia
EST 21:01
CET 03:01
KST 11:01
  • Home
  • Forum
  • Calendar
  • Streams
  • Liquipedia
  • Features
  • Store
  • EPT
  • TL+
  • StarCraft 2
  • Brood War
  • Smash
  • Heroes
  • Counter-Strike
  • Overwatch
  • Liquibet
  • Fantasy StarCraft
  • TLPD
  • StarCraft 2
  • Brood War
  • Blogs
Forum Sidebar
Events/Features
News
Featured News
ByuL: The Forgotten Master of ZvT28Behind the Blue - Team Liquid History Book19Clem wins HomeStory Cup 289HomeStory Cup 28 - Info & Preview13Rongyi Cup S3 - Preview & Info8
Community News
Weekly Cups (Feb 16-22): MaxPax doubles0Weekly Cups (Feb 9-15): herO doubles up2ACS replaced by "ASL Season Open" - Starts 21/0258LiuLi Cup: 2025 Grand Finals (Feb 10-16)46Weekly Cups (Feb 2-8): Classic, Solar, MaxPax win2
StarCraft 2
General
Terran AddOns placement How do you think the 5.0.15 balance patch (Oct 2025) for StarCraft II has affected the game? Nexon's StarCraft game could be FPS, led by UMS maker ByuL: The Forgotten Master of ZvT Oliveira Would Have Returned If EWC Continued
Tourneys
PIG STY FESTIVAL 7.0! (19 Feb - 1 Mar) Sparkling Tuna Cup - Weekly Open Tournament SEL Doubles (SC Evo Bimonthly) WardiTV Team League Season 10 RSL Season 4 announced for March-April
Strategy
Custom Maps
Publishing has been re-enabled! [Feb 24th 2026] Map Editor closed ?
External Content
The PondCast: SC2 News & Results Mutation # 515 Together Forever Mutation # 514 Ulnar New Year Mutation # 513 Attrition Warfare
Brood War
General
Soma Explains: JD's Unrelenting Aggro vs FlaSh Recent recommended BW games TvZ is the most complete match up BGH Auto Balance -> http://bghmmr.eu/ ACS replaced by "ASL Season Open" - Starts 21/02
Tourneys
BWCL Season 64 Announcement The Casual Games of the Week Thread [Megathread] Daily Proleagues [LIVE] [S:21] ASL Season Open Day 1
Strategy
Soma's 9 hatch build from ASL Game 2 Fighting Spirit mining rates Simple Questions, Simple Answers Zealot bombing is no longer popular?
Other Games
General Games
Battle Aces/David Kim RTS Megathread Diablo 2 thread Nintendo Switch Thread Path of Exile Beyond All Reason
Dota 2
The Story of Wings Gaming Official 'what is Dota anymore' discussion
League of Legends
Heroes of the Storm
Simple Questions, Simple Answers Heroes of the Storm 2.0
Hearthstone
Deck construction bug Heroes of StarCraft mini-set
TL Mafia
Vanilla Mini Mafia Mafia Game Mode Feedback/Ideas TL Mafia Community Thread
Community
General
US Politics Mega-thread Things Aren’t Peaceful in Palestine UK Politics Mega-thread YouTube Thread Mexico's Drug War
Fan Clubs
The IdrA Fan Club The herO Fan Club!
Media & Entertainment
[Manga] One Piece [Req][Books] Good Fantasy/SciFi books Anime Discussion Thread
Sports
2024 - 2026 Football Thread Formula 1 Discussion TL MMA Pick'em Pool 2013
World Cup 2022
Tech Support
Laptop capable of using Photoshop Lightroom?
TL Community
The Automated Ban List
Blogs
Unintentional protectionism…
Uldridge
ASL S21 English Commentary…
namkraft
Inside the Communication of …
TrAiDoS
Life Update and thoughts.
FuDDx
How do archons sleep?
8882
James Bond movies ranking - pa…
Topin
Customize Sidebar...

Website Feedback

Closed Threads



Active: 2333 users

Doubts and Convictions

Blogs > Marksman
Post a Reply
Marksman
Profile Blog Joined May 2009
Malaysia523 Posts
July 09 2013 15:27 GMT
#1
It's been awhile since I made a blog post. A very long while. Now I as I settle back on the comfy chair of my home, I realize how fortunate I have been.

I recently graduated since April as a Mechatronics Engineer. I took a month of respite and then started searching for jobs like any fresh graduate does. I found a few, sent my applications but got nothing further until last month.

I got called in on Monday for an interview. I went through it fine but it ended up being something that I didn't want to be in and thus rejected the offer. A second interview came in for Wednesday and so I prepped up and set off early in the morning.

It was to be at 11.00 AM. I set off at 9.30 in consideration of traffic and that I have not been there before. I consulted the Google map beforehand and generally knew of most of the way.

By the luck of such misfortune, I made a wrong turn. Its a along story in itself but in short I got myself lost for a long time. I called the place and asked for help. It was 10.00AM then. They gave some tips which I followed. I ended up down more unfamiliar terrain. (I had no mobile GPS of sorts and only a picture of a map to rely on)

I eventually got lost long enough until I know I wouldn't make it. I was really considering then, should I keep trying or should I just let them know I can't make it? I hated to be late and was very critical of myself. I eventually reached the place at 11.30AM. I was worried like fark. However they did the interview. The first one and then the test which was heavily assorted with IT side terms that I had pitiful amount of experience. I did what I could and then it was the interview with the boss. The boss got impressed enough that they wanted me without a second interview despite me being late as hell and being very honest of my lack of knowledge in server side IT. I was surprised but I was happy. That however was just the start of the story.

The next week, I started off. It was hectic workload. By the stroke of luck, I entered the company during a project deadline week. I needed to help out as much as possible to get major work done and a design review document completed and sent. It was long hours from 7 - 8 AM down until 10PM and possibly even later. We worked 7 days straight (Sunday included) in the office to get these things done.

During those long hours, I pondered at times in my mind. Am I going to live a life like this for years to come? There were times where I felt as though I should just screw this and hand in the letter. Yet something told me. It's just the start. You can't feel the job in just one week. Wait a bit more and it'll ease out. With these two weighing on my balance of sanity, I continued working.

I persevered long and persevered hard. Skipping meals sometimes, coming home exhausted and waking up exhausted. No time to relax or recover excepting meals. I had been prepared for long hours during internship but this had taken it to a whole another level. My friends were telling me, wtf comments and sad life kind of stuff. Some even asked me to go to the workers union lol. Yet I knew my seniors were working even harder than me with even later hours into the night. Feeling competitive and empathetic, I persevered.

I persevered and reached the second week of my first career. The document was yet to be done done and sent. We worked until that Wednesday before its done. We've finally done it. The workload plummet to a different level. Throughout that phase, I thought this is just the beginning. More things were done at a more relaxed pace and I finished the second week with much more relief.

Today in the third week, they had something for me. The boss called me into the meeting room. In the room also was the HR manager. I was like What's going on? Have I done something wrong?

The boss then told me. "We heard about your commitments and heard some good feedback. We would like to have you in the company." . My probation that was to last at least a month with excellent performance, more if not as good was over. I've done mine in three weeks. I was surprised really but once I returned to my cubicle, I felt extremely motivated. There may be no OT pay for us engineers but rewards come in different ways.

Now it's late 11.23PM and I need to sleep for a meeting tomorrow in the morning. There is one thing I know for sure. Twice in the span of a month, I had doubts on my decisions. But now as I secure my career and future, I knew that I had stayed to the right choice.


I live by the LoL
HaRuHi
Profile Blog Joined November 2010
1220 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-07-09 15:36:53
July 09 2013 15:36 GMT
#2
...Malaysia...mhhhh. Half an hour late in germany, you do not need to show up anymore, even if you worked for 20 years in that company. :D just kidding.

I am happy that life seems to work out for you. Would be interrested to hear back from you a few years down the road if your decision still makes you happy. But for now, Congratz.
Please log in or register to reply.
Live Events Refresh
Next event in 6h 59m
[ Submit Event ]
Live Streams
Refresh
StarCraft 2
RuFF_SC2 214
UpATreeSC 109
StarCraft: Brood War
Sea 5777
GuemChi 1588
Artosis 786
Shuttle 318
Jaeyun 12
Moletrap 11
Dota 2
monkeys_forever546
NeuroSwarm0
League of Legends
JimRising 612
Counter-Strike
Fnx 2016
taco 858
Super Smash Bros
hungrybox2738
Heroes of the Storm
Khaldor202
Other Games
summit1g11852
C9.Mang0411
Maynarde185
JuggernautJason19
Organizations
Other Games
gamesdonequick1168
Counter-Strike
PGL148
StarCraft 2
Blizzard YouTube
StarCraft: Brood War
BSLTrovo
sctven
[ Show 14 non-featured ]
StarCraft 2
• Hupsaiya 253
• davetesta26
• AfreecaTV YouTube
• intothetv
• Kozan
• IndyKCrew
• LaughNgamezSOOP
• Migwel
• sooper7s
StarCraft: Brood War
• BSLYoutube
• STPLYoutube
• ZZZeroYoutube
Dota 2
• masondota21772
League of Legends
• Doublelift4216
Upcoming Events
Replay Cast
6h 59m
Wardi Open
9h 59m
Monday Night Weeklies
14h 59m
Replay Cast
21h 59m
Replay Cast
2 days
Replay Cast
2 days
The PondCast
3 days
KCM Race Survival
3 days
Replay Cast
3 days
Ultimate Battle
4 days
Light vs ZerO
[ Show More ]
Replay Cast
4 days
CranKy Ducklings
5 days
Replay Cast
5 days
Sparkling Tuna Cup
6 days
Replay Cast
6 days
Liquipedia Results

Completed

Acropolis #4 - TS5
PiG Sty Festival 7.0
Underdog Cup #3

Ongoing

KCM Race Survival 2026 Season 1
Jeongseon Sooper Cup
Spring Cup 2026
WardiTV Winter 2026
Nations Cup 2026
ESL Pro League S23 Stage 1&2
PGL Cluj-Napoca 2026
IEM Kraków 2026
BLAST Bounty Winter 2026
BLAST Bounty Winter Qual
eXTREMESLAND 2025

Upcoming

ASL Season 21: Qualifier #1
ASL Season 21: Qualifier #2
ASL Season 21
Acropolis #4 - TS6
Acropolis #4
IPSL Spring 2026
CSLAN 4
HSC XXIX
uThermal 2v2 2026 Main Event
Bellum Gens Elite Stara Zagora 2026
RSL Revival: Season 4
NationLESS Cup
Asian Champions League 2026
IEM Atlanta 2026
PGL Astana 2026
BLAST Rivals Spring 2026
CCT Season 3 Global Finals
FISSURE Playground #3
IEM Rio 2026
PGL Bucharest 2026
Stake Ranked Episode 1
BLAST Open Spring 2026
ESL Pro League S23 Finals
TLPD

1. ByuN
2. TY
3. Dark
4. Solar
5. Stats
6. Nerchio
7. sOs
8. soO
9. INnoVation
10. Elazer
1. Rain
2. Flash
3. EffOrt
4. Last
5. Bisu
6. Soulkey
7. Mini
8. Sharp
Sidebar Settings...

Advertising | Privacy Policy | Terms Of Use | Contact Us

Original banner artwork: Jim Warren
The contents of this webpage are copyright © 2026 TLnet. All Rights Reserved.