EPTA girl broke my heart - Page 4
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AlissyXOXO
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acrimoneyius
United States983 Posts
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ETisME
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We only lasted a good 2 months period and there was a month when I couldn't really talk to her because she was in China. But hell, it took me like 2 years+ to at least stop thinking about it too negatively. The fact that there were so little arguments and mostly happy times really made me difficult to move on. Trust me, if you don't want to get hurt, cut your ties. I met her again a month ago in a primary school class gathering and damn, it's not easy at all. I couldn't look at her, couldn't stay calm, hearing her voice was extremely haunting. And I thought I would be fine I mean it's difficult for you to know that there is a guy obsessed with her and yet she has to see him. But in truth, she probably just doesn't have much of a choice because he is her family's friend and it will be difficult for her to kick him out. | ||
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Brett
Australia3820 Posts
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0123456789
United States3216 Posts
Except K-dramas never have happy endings. :/ | ||
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Chef
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I hope that helps. | ||
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Xyik
Canada728 Posts
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Chaggi
Korea (South)1936 Posts
On February 16 2012 15:30 Brett wrote: If you "100% trusted each other" then the other guy wouldnt have been an issue. This is clearly something you weren't ready for... Not that there's anything wrong with that, LDR's are not really normal themselves.. GL in future. I was just about to post this too. You seem young though, I guess this is normal | ||
Kiett
United States7639 Posts
On February 16 2012 03:27 OpticalShot wrote: + Show Spoiler + Alas, FINALLY a juicy post-Valentine's Day girl blog! I've been waiting for this like all day man. I'm going to take a deep breath and enjoy this experience (at your emotional expense, regrettably) to the fullest. I have the energy to fill 10 girl blogs today but I'm going to invest it all here. JUST FOR YOU fellow eSports brother! First, I'm going to start with: On February 16 2012 02:13 Kipsate wrote: This is like a kdrama kdramas have happy endings go for it, get yours. On February 16 2012 02:30 Monokeros wrote: looking forward to Season 2 when you get back together. would read again. On February 16 2012 02:35 seRapH wrote: GET OUT OF MY MIND (to those two quoted above) Exactly. This story has a Kdrama feel. Two individuals from different paths of life meet. There is a boy that's got a not-so-proud-past, that would be you sir (Mr. Clubrat) and then there's the perfect-but-innocent-why-hasn't-anyone-proposed-to-her-yet girl, which would be her. Lives intertwine. After some initial conflicts, they overcome all odds with the power of love and get together in the most shy and prude way possible: Dear diary, I held her hand today and felt the warmth of a thousand suns. Well, nowadays the dramas are a little more progressive and it gets sexy sometimes. Anyways, that's only like 10 episodes in, and then the real struggle begins - this unwanted third wheel who doesn't apparently get the fucking message. There is some miscommunication, a lot of overthinking, and now comes a tragic moment when the most perfect couple ever in the history of Kdrama must separate ways Season 1, Episode 19, Scene 9 + Show Spoiler + Girl sits in front of computer, Skype on. Same for boy. Each are in separate rooms. Girl is waiting, boy logs on. Music: probably something by Yiruma - fine I'll just pick Kiss the Rain because everyone knows this one. Boy: Hey, I'm sorry I'm late. I was just helping my sister with homework. Girl: It's okay... I understand... Boy: Anyways, happy Valentine's Day! I've got something very special for you and it should arrive in a week or so. Girl: Thanks, I appreciate it... happy Valentine's Day to you too honey... Boy: Huh? You don't sound so good. Girl: hurrying Oh, it's nothing. I must be tired. How was your day- Boy: cutting off Wait a second, it's that Douche (yes I shall name him Douche) again isn't it. Kiss the Rain fades away, and When the Love Falls plays (this one is minor, was used in Winter Sonata if people remember) Girl: No, no definitely not him, why are you- Boy: I knew it! This is like the 5th he's visited in the last month. Didn't we discuss this earlier? We promised to be honest, we promised we wouldn't keep any secrets from each other! Why are you still letting him bother you like this? Girl: He doesn't bother me, it's okay, honestly. Boy: Oh yeah? Guess what, he bothers ME. If he doesn't bother you, then does he please you? Does he satisfy you when I'm not there for you? Girl: angry It's definitely not like that! What are you saying? Boy: You don't dare lie to me. You already lied to me already today and I'm not going to take any more lies. How dare you- Girl: Stop it! Stop it! I love you and you're the only one for me! Boy: Lies, lies! All lies! If you love me then how come you can't keep a simple promise? We agreed that that douche shouldn't get between us! Why is it that he hasn't got the message? Clearly you keep leading him on, you selfish b- Girl: It's NOT like that! I told you! He's a family friend and it's not easy for me to simply- Boy: ENOUGH! I'm trying so hard to make you happy, can't you see? Why can't you be happy, with me? Why do you have to be selfish like this? Girl: You know what, that's enough. I've had enough. See you tomorrow. logs off Skype, ends conversation Long pause, boy looking at his monitor, slowly puts his headphones down. Music reverts to the Kiss the Rain. Boy rolls his chair back, glances around and notices all the gifts he prepared for her to send on Valentine's Day. Boy: ... What have I done? Ending credits + Episode 20 previews! Season 1, Episode 20, Scene 1 + Show Spoiler + 10 minutes of last episode summary. End of summary - boy at his room, next morning. Normal day for boy, he has flashbacks of what he said the prior night. He screws up his morning midterm because he only filled in his name and didn't write any answers down. He takes two bites of his lunch then throws it away. He daydreams through the afternoon. He takes one spoon of his dinner, leaves it there, then goes back to his room. He logs onto Skype. Slow, melancholic Kballad is playing the background. Boy: seeing that Girl is already online Hey. Girl: Hey. Boy: Look, I'm really sorry. Girl: It's okay, I understand. Boy: I got caught up in the moment and said so many things I didn't mean. I really didn't mean it. I'm so sorry. Girl: It's okay. I've made up my mind. Boy: Oh? Erm, so does that resolve our problems then? I'm glad you realized- Girl: No, it's not like that. mandatory brief pause Girl: I don't want to be with you any longer. that Kballad song almost reaching the climax part Girl: Look, we've been through a lot. I was happy, really happy with you. You're a great guy and I'll never meet another person like you. You make me truly happy. tearing up But... but I don't think I can do the same to you any more. Boy: No, no that's wrong. Wrong. You, girl, you're the perfect person for me and I am who I am because who you are- Girl: cutting off Ever since my father passed away, you filled in the void of my heart with your love. I appreciate it, I really couldn't have made it without you. But crying you've been angry because of me. All because of me. Now it's time for me to make you happy... by leaving you. Good bye, love... Good bye. Kballad song CLIMAX Boy: No! Don't hang up! This is not good bye. We love each other. You know it. We can make it work, still. This is not- Girl: Good bye! Good bye!! ... Good bye, love... *click* Girl has logged off Skype Boy: No! NO! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Kballad song that was playing now ends softly. Boy: No......... grabs the gifts and fidgets around with them no......... Main theme of the drama plays, and brief cutscenes from past episodes play. Boy: No. Dun dun dun! New theme song plays (to be used in Season 2), showing Season 2 Episode 1 previews. *Edit1: Put spoilers for... saving space. Okay now for the actual advices or whatever. I'm sorry to hear how the shit went down, but I seriously think that this is not the end of the story. There's going to be more to it. You're going to send those things for her anyway. She will receive it. Strong emotions don't fade so suddenly like that. Whether season 2 starts tomorrow, in a week, or even several months later - there will be season 2. Your job is to be ready for season 2. Being ready doesn't mean you go read all her letters and visit all the memories and feel like shit all the time. Being ready means moving on as usual - doing things you love (other than her, I guess. ugh, didn't mean to be so punny), accomplishing your education/career goals, and enjoying life. Maybe season 2 will be her coming back at a busy time of your life, and struggling to find you back. Maybe season 2 will have another major character (girl) who connects you two back. Maybe season 2 will have a new girl. Who knows! loooool opshot marry me Now I can't get the image out of my head of like, rotinegg wandering around forlornly in the city as the snow falls, Baek Jiyoung singing 잊지말아요 softly in the background. But it's okay! In K-dramas, the cute boy always gets together with the cute girl. Things will work out in the end ^_^ | ||
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ymir233
United States8275 Posts
Perhaps the anger thing is a bit unreasonable. Dumb ppl that don't know how to read the mood can make ANYBODY infuriated (esp. when they can't be removed like a cockroach on the wall) but I think those bouts of anger is pretty much why this became such a sensitive situation. Gotta ride stuff out (and shut him out and down) as long as you know your girl's with you. | ||
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Jaybles
United States22 Posts
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