EPTOn March 27 2010 19:38 Pika Chu wrote:
As stuff like this always tends to get more complicated... she just called me asking if i wanna have a coffee with her. Should have just said a clear no, but i softened up (yeah can't get rid of hopes that she'll change her mind, just can't emotionally) and accepted. So... here's how the "hurt" prolongs itself. I'll post outcome here guess you may be interested in it.
Thoughts:
- she spoke her mind last time and it's not going to change
- she's probably just going to try and assure that we're still amigos.
- maybe try and give me a clearance on her side regarding the mail i sent her (which i seriously exaggerate and was only like 1-2 pages if i look now, but it felt like writing a book)
- feelings just never go away fast, so i shouldn't pretend I'm over, just be natural and speak whatever i feel at the moment.
Whatever, doesn't matter. This is irrelevant. Que sera sera.
As stuff like this always tends to get more complicated... she just called me asking if i wanna have a coffee with her. Should have just said a clear no, but i softened up (yeah can't get rid of hopes that she'll change her mind, just can't emotionally) and accepted. So... here's how the "hurt" prolongs itself. I'll post outcome here guess you may be interested in it.
Thoughts:
- she spoke her mind last time and it's not going to change
- she's probably just going to try and assure that we're still amigos.
- maybe try and give me a clearance on her side regarding the mail i sent her (which i seriously exaggerate and was only like 1-2 pages if i look now, but it felt like writing a book)
- feelings just never go away fast, so i shouldn't pretend I'm over, just be natural and speak whatever i feel at the moment.
Whatever, doesn't matter. This is irrelevant. Que sera sera.
I can't believe you sent that email. Seriously, I can't believe it.
I know you didn't ask for advice, and I know your ideas seem really grand right now (even though they suck... even if you do get this girl which is unlikely, it's such a fool's mate. You played the game all wrong and got lucky if it happens to work out). I'm glad that at least that dude in middle school got something out of all of this.
Which, btw, kid in middle school, girls don't start to react properly to this until high school. Girls in middle school still believe all that fairy tale bullshit. If you're fat, get into shape before HS. If you're unfashionable, start wearing cool kid clothes by high school (as much as I hate Aeropostale, and Abercrombie and Hollister, they're SUPER popular with snobby whores in HS, and will help you out some if you can afford to shop there. If not, hit up H & M or something like that... wear decent clothes is all I'm trying to say). If you're lame, start doing shit with your life... you can't be cool if you're sitting in your room playing video games all day. If you don't like drinking, don't drink, but find some way to go to as many lame ass HS parties as possible (they suck balls compared to a real party, but you can't go to those, so go to the HS ones). If I knew then what I know now... I would have been a baller in HS.
