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Myxomatosis
Profile Blog Joined July 2006
United States2392 Posts
October 05 2009 20:02 GMT
#1
anyone here ever been diagnosed with major depression? how were you able to recognize its presence (differentiate it from being in a bad mood), and what did you do to get rid of it?

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DoctorHelvetica
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States15034 Posts
October 05 2009 20:14 GMT
#2
Yep. I was on prozac for a while but I got off anti-depressants a while ago.

I'm now an anti-social and severely depressed recluse who abuses barbiturates. Woo~

I'll be going back to a psychiatrist shortly. Once I work up the motivation to do anything that isn't self-destructive or related to my nerd hobbies.
RIP Aaliyah
micronesia
Profile Blog Joined July 2006
United States24680 Posts
October 05 2009 20:15 GMT
#3
Advice from a non-expert: If it is chronic (a large % of the time) then it is not simply a bad mood. However, you want to differentiate between brain biochemical imbalances and environmentally induced depression.
ModeratorThere are animal crackers for people and there are people crackers for animals.
JadeFist
Profile Blog Joined August 2007
United States1225 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-10-05 20:17:27
October 05 2009 20:15 GMT
#4
I've had chronic depression for almost 6 years now (aka dysthymia).

The very best treatment for depression is Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. It is best when practiced with a therapist, however there are "do-it-yourself" books for it as well.

CBT essentially changes/redirects your thought patterns. The way you feel is entirely dependent how you react to your environment.

While the present symptoms of a major depressive episode are worse than those of chronic depression, major depression is easier to overcome.

EDIT: CBT has a high rate of success.
micronesia
Profile Blog Joined July 2006
United States24680 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-10-05 20:17:12
October 05 2009 20:16 GMT
#5
On October 06 2009 05:15 JadeFist wrote:
I've had chronic depression for almost 6 years now (aka dysthymia).

The very best treatment for depression is Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. It is best when practiced with a therapist, however there are "do-it-yourself" books for it as well.

CBT essentially changes/redirects your thought patterns. The way you feel is entirely dependent how you react to your environment.

While the present symptoms of a major depressive episode are worse than those of chronic depression, major depression is easier to overcome.

I am not suffering from major depression but I want to say from experience that this works well with sleeping problems! If it sounds like BS to you... don't worry it really isn't.
ModeratorThere are animal crackers for people and there are people crackers for animals.
LightRailCoyote
Profile Blog Joined January 2008
United States982 Posts
October 05 2009 20:18 GMT
#6
Like Micronesia said, the longer you feel such a way, the more likely it is that you have depression.

Talk to your primary care physician, and he will probably give you some therapist referrals. Good luck, and feel better man.
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Foucault
Profile Blog Joined May 2009
Sweden2826 Posts
October 05 2009 20:19 GMT
#7
Yep, I have when I was around 20, like 10 years ago now.

I've eaten numerous SSRI:s. They have pretty much the same effect, you feel "better" in a way, but more like numb.

What worked more for me is exercise, cardio especially. Also get a good multi-vitamin, a B-complex and Magnesium. Eat well, sleep well, be pro-active and fix stuff in your life.
I know that deep inside of you there's a humongous set of testicles just waiting to pop out. Let 'em pop bro. //////////////////// AKA JensOfSweden // Lee Yoon Yeol forever.
DoctorHelvetica
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States15034 Posts
October 05 2009 20:20 GMT
#8
On October 06 2009 05:15 JadeFist wrote:
I've had chronic depression for almost 6 years now (aka dysthymia).

The very best treatment for depression is Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. It is best when practiced with a therapist, however there are "do-it-yourself" books for it as well.

CBT essentially changes/redirects your thought patterns. The way you feel is entirely dependent how you react to your environment.

While the present symptoms of a major depressive episode are worse than those of chronic depression, major depression is easier to overcome.

EDIT: CBT has a high rate of success.


Yep. Cognitive Therapy helped me a lot when I still went to a therapist. eventually I couldn't afford it and now I'm the worst I've ever been.

Don't stop going if it gets tough and if you can't afford it buy a book.
RIP Aaliyah
Myxomatosis
Profile Blog Joined July 2006
United States2392 Posts
October 05 2009 20:23 GMT
#9
if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix?
DoctorHelvetica
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States15034 Posts
October 05 2009 20:23 GMT
#10
On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote:
if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix?


Well, they're better than other drugs since they actually help the chemical imbalances.
RIP Aaliyah
Kennigit *
Profile Blog Joined October 2006
Canada19447 Posts
October 05 2009 20:23 GMT
#11
I was depressed for about 6 months. I got over it through sheer will power and telling myself "man the fuck up you little bitch". Once i embraced an attitude of raping life and becoming a Ripped Nerd Baller, depression disappeared instantly. Embrace it.
Foucault
Profile Blog Joined May 2009
Sweden2826 Posts
October 05 2009 20:27 GMT
#12
On October 06 2009 05:23 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote:
if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix?


Well, they're better than other drugs since they actually help the chemical imbalances.


...which aren't even proven. I've been following the debate for a long time and I've also taken psychology at University and there is much more to depression than serotonin. So SSRI:s are very uneffective unfortunately, but in many cases they are kind of a quick-fix because they numb all your feelings including anxiety and joy.
I know that deep inside of you there's a humongous set of testicles just waiting to pop out. Let 'em pop bro. //////////////////// AKA JensOfSweden // Lee Yoon Yeol forever.
JadeFist
Profile Blog Joined August 2007
United States1225 Posts
October 05 2009 20:28 GMT
#13
On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote:
if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix?

They help some people. There are always going to be side effects though.

I tried Wellbutrin, and while it had positive effects, it raised my blood pressure, gave me heart palpitations, and gave me paranoia.

I know most SSRI's are notorious for destroying libido and for weight gain...

It's up to you, but drugs don't fix what's causing your problem. CBT is actually really enlightening and I think you'd enjoy it. I recommend this book:
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DoctorHelvetica
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States15034 Posts
October 05 2009 20:29 GMT
#14
On October 06 2009 05:27 Foucault wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 06 2009 05:23 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote:
if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix?


Well, they're better than other drugs since they actually help the chemical imbalances.


...which aren't even proven. I've been following the debate for a long time and I've also taken psychology at University and there is much more to depression than serotonin. So SSRI:s are very uneffective unfortunately, but in many cases they are kind of a quick-fix because they numb all your feelings including anxiety and joy.


well prozac certainly helped me a lot more than opiates are now.
RIP Aaliyah
Foucault
Profile Blog Joined May 2009
Sweden2826 Posts
October 05 2009 20:32 GMT
#15
On October 06 2009 05:29 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 06 2009 05:27 Foucault wrote:
On October 06 2009 05:23 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote:
if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix?


Well, they're better than other drugs since they actually help the chemical imbalances.


...which aren't even proven. I've been following the debate for a long time and I've also taken psychology at University and there is much more to depression than serotonin. So SSRI:s are very uneffective unfortunately, but in many cases they are kind of a quick-fix because they numb all your feelings including anxiety and joy.


well prozac certainly helped me a lot more than opiates are now.


I can see that. Some people feel pretty good on SSRI:s, some don't.

I'm a hardcore believer in proper nutrition, good sleep, and exercise. Also there is obviously a strong environmental link to depression too so most likely your life isn't exactly how you want it to be. Start somewhere and try to change things
I know that deep inside of you there's a humongous set of testicles just waiting to pop out. Let 'em pop bro. //////////////////// AKA JensOfSweden // Lee Yoon Yeol forever.
Ganfei
Profile Blog Joined August 2008
Taiwan1439 Posts
October 05 2009 20:32 GMT
#16
On October 06 2009 05:28 JadeFist wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote:
if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix?

They help some people. There are always going to be side effects though.

I tried Wellbutrin, and while it had positive effects, it raised my blood pressure, gave me heart palpitations, and gave me paranoia.

I know most SSRI's are notorious for destroying libido and for weight gain...

It's up to you, but drugs don't fix what's causing your problem. CBT is actually really enlightening and I think you'd enjoy it. I recommend this book:


I think your psychological mindset can certainly have something to do with it but drugs WILL cure the problem, just not necessarily the drugs you are on or can get. Everything in the brain and body is just chemical balances. There is no "feeling" or "magic" to it. Every mood and decision etc etc can be recreated using the correct balance of neurotransmitters on the correct postsynaptic receptors.
You are crushing me like a cheese sandwich
DoctorHelvetica
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States15034 Posts
October 05 2009 20:34 GMT
#17
On October 06 2009 05:32 Foucault wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 06 2009 05:29 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
On October 06 2009 05:27 Foucault wrote:
On October 06 2009 05:23 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote:
if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix?


Well, they're better than other drugs since they actually help the chemical imbalances.


...which aren't even proven. I've been following the debate for a long time and I've also taken psychology at University and there is much more to depression than serotonin. So SSRI:s are very uneffective unfortunately, but in many cases they are kind of a quick-fix because they numb all your feelings including anxiety and joy.


well prozac certainly helped me a lot more than opiates are now.


I can see that. Some people feel pretty good on SSRI:s, some don't.

I'm a hardcore believer in proper nutrition, good sleep, and exercise. Also there is obviously a strong environmental link to depression too so most likely your life isn't exactly how you want it to be. Start somewhere and try to change things


I'm hoping my medical assistant classes help me since they'll force me to interact with people face-to-face. When I move to San Jose i'll likely make no friends and seclude myself and spiral downwards again.

So TL.netters in San Jose be my friendz plz.
RIP Aaliyah
JadeFist
Profile Blog Joined August 2007
United States1225 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-10-05 20:39:13
October 05 2009 20:37 GMT
#18
On October 06 2009 05:32 NoobsOfWrath wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 06 2009 05:28 JadeFist wrote:
On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote:
if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix?

They help some people. There are always going to be side effects though.

I tried Wellbutrin, and while it had positive effects, it raised my blood pressure, gave me heart palpitations, and gave me paranoia.

I know most SSRI's are notorious for destroying libido and for weight gain...

It's up to you, but drugs don't fix what's causing your problem. CBT is actually really enlightening and I think you'd enjoy it. I recommend this book:


I think your psychological mindset can certainly have something to do with it but drugs WILL cure the problem, just not necessarily the drugs you are on or can get. Everything in the brain and body is just chemical balances. There is no "feeling" or "magic" to it. Every mood and decision etc etc can be recreated using the correct balance of neurotransmitters on the correct postsynaptic receptors.

If you read the introduction to the book I recommended, it explains how CBT had a similar, usually better, effect on depressed people than drugs did. Chemically as well. Also, if you believe mindset is not not very powerful (not to put words in your mouth), I highly recommend you read this article:

http://myespn.go.com/blogs/truehoop/0-44-83/Limits-and-Illusions--Michael-Jordan-in-the-NBA-at-50.html
Klockan3
Profile Blog Joined July 2007
Sweden2866 Posts
October 05 2009 20:41 GMT
#19
Here is a list of steps to get better:
1: Exercise.
2: Eat properly.
3: Take your time to sleep.
4: Get good friends.
5: Start on a job you like.
6: Get a nice girlfriend.
7: Stop worrying about not being able to do everything of the above.
DoctorHelvetica
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States15034 Posts
October 05 2009 20:42 GMT
#20
On October 06 2009 05:41 Klockan3 wrote:
Here is a list of steps to get better:
1: Exercise.
2: Eat properly.
3: Take your time to sleep.
4: Get good friends.
5: Start on a job you like.
6: Get a nice girlfriend.
7: Stop worrying about not being able to do everything of the above.


True. Unfortunately depression completely eliminated the motivation to do any of those things and the assistance of therapy/anti-depressants is almost surely necessary just to muster up the will to change ones environment.
RIP Aaliyah
JadeFist
Profile Blog Joined August 2007
United States1225 Posts
October 05 2009 20:45 GMT
#21
On October 06 2009 05:42 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 06 2009 05:41 Klockan3 wrote:
Here is a list of steps to get better:
1: Exercise.
2: Eat properly.
3: Take your time to sleep.
4: Get good friends.
5: Start on a job you like.
6: Get a nice girlfriend.
7: Stop worrying about not being able to do everything of the above.


True. Unfortunately depression completely eliminated the motivation to do any of those things and the assistance of therapy/anti-depressants is almost surely necessary just to muster up the will to change ones environment.

Remember though, action comes before motivation, not the other way around.
Foucault
Profile Blog Joined May 2009
Sweden2826 Posts
October 05 2009 20:46 GMT
#22
On October 06 2009 05:34 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 06 2009 05:32 Foucault wrote:
On October 06 2009 05:29 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
On October 06 2009 05:27 Foucault wrote:
On October 06 2009 05:23 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote:
if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix?


Well, they're better than other drugs since they actually help the chemical imbalances.


...which aren't even proven. I've been following the debate for a long time and I've also taken psychology at University and there is much more to depression than serotonin. So SSRI:s are very uneffective unfortunately, but in many cases they are kind of a quick-fix because they numb all your feelings including anxiety and joy.


well prozac certainly helped me a lot more than opiates are now.


I can see that. Some people feel pretty good on SSRI:s, some don't.

I'm a hardcore believer in proper nutrition, good sleep, and exercise. Also there is obviously a strong environmental link to depression too so most likely your life isn't exactly how you want it to be. Start somewhere and try to change things


I'm hoping my medical assistant classes help me since they'll force me to interact with people face-to-face. When I move to San Jose i'll likely make no friends and seclude myself and spiral downwards again.

So TL.netters in San Jose be my friendz plz.


Forced interaction is awesome. Maybe people are different but I feel great after spending time with people I like. It's like this big energy boost
I know that deep inside of you there's a humongous set of testicles just waiting to pop out. Let 'em pop bro. //////////////////// AKA JensOfSweden // Lee Yoon Yeol forever.
DivinO
Profile Blog Joined July 2009
United States4796 Posts
October 05 2009 21:25 GMT
#23
My mom was.

But...I think she's better now. After meds and time off.

Too much work does that to you.
LiquipediaBrain in my filth.
Caller
Profile Blog Joined September 2007
Poland8075 Posts
October 05 2009 21:31 GMT
#24
I was depressed at one point.

Then I started trolling and converted by depression into cynicism.

Now I ball.
Watch me fail at Paradox: http://www.teamliquid.net/forum/viewmessage.php?topic_id=397564
iamho
Profile Joined June 2009
United States3347 Posts
October 05 2009 21:37 GMT
#25
if you think you have depression then you probably do.
Probe.
Profile Joined May 2009
United States877 Posts
October 05 2009 21:48 GMT
#26
Drugs are for noobs. Try and work on things that help better your life. Eat well, sleep well, exercise well, keep busy and keep your mind off depression.
meow
druj
Profile Blog Joined September 2009
137 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-10-05 21:56:24
October 05 2009 21:55 GMT
#27
I was depressed for some time as a result of anger and loss. Drugs made me worse, had side effects but then I got out of it with the help of RET (Rational Emotive Therapy), got me out of the loop for the "musts"in life.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rational_Emotive_Therapy
Once you play starcraft, everything else in life seems alot easier.
decafchicken
Profile Blog Joined January 2005
United States20019 Posts
October 05 2009 21:57 GMT
#28
Working out/running/sports will make you feel better.

Just start winning at life through confidence and hard work and you will love life.

how reasonable is it to eat off wood instead of your tummy?
Shauni
Profile Blog Joined July 2004
4077 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-10-05 22:06:45
October 05 2009 22:02 GMT
#29
I've been depressed whole my life. I'm currently visiting a therapist every week, yet nothing good comes of it. I mainly go just to please my mother. I've been on medication for months, but I didn't notice any change. Psychiatric hospital for over a year too. I can't seem to handle human interaction very well either. The more I socialize with people the deeper I seem to fall down.

To answer OP, rather than a bad mood, you don't really have a mood. It changes from people to people however. Some people become introvert and stop talking, others have very extreme temperament curves and anguish attacks. I think it depends on your personality a lot too.
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Monstah-_-
Profile Blog Joined September 2009
249 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-10-05 22:20:54
October 05 2009 22:19 GMT
#30
On October 06 2009 05:23 Kennigit wrote:
I was depressed for about 6 months. I got over it through sheer will power and telling myself "man the fuck up you little bitch". Once i embraced an attitude of raping life and becoming a Ripped Nerd Baller, depression disappeared instantly. Embrace it.


lol

On October 06 2009 06:31 Caller wrote:
I was depressed at one point.

Then I started trolling and converted by depression into cynicism.

Now I ball.


too bad you troll horribly.
you live in the woods and drink vodka
Milton Friedman
Profile Blog Joined June 2006
98 Posts
October 05 2009 23:01 GMT
#31
On October 06 2009 05:15 micronesia wrote:
Advice from a non-expert: If it is chronic (a large % of the time) then it is not simply a bad mood. However, you want to differentiate between brain biochemical imbalances and environmentally induced depression.


What exactly is a chemical imbalance? A different proportion of chemicals compared to a "normal, healthy" person? What's more can it not be said the depressed have a chemical "imbalance" since ultimately all emotions are the result of chemicals in the brain? I mean, if the environment makes you depressed then the depression must stem from some level of chemicals in your body. In which case why does a distinction need to be made?

This may sound like I'm being derogatory but my questions are genuine.
micronesia
Profile Blog Joined July 2006
United States24680 Posts
October 05 2009 23:05 GMT
#32
On October 06 2009 08:01 Milton Friedman wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 06 2009 05:15 micronesia wrote:
Advice from a non-expert: If it is chronic (a large % of the time) then it is not simply a bad mood. However, you want to differentiate between brain biochemical imbalances and environmentally induced depression.


What exactly is a chemical imbalance? A different proportion of chemicals compared to a "normal, healthy" person? What's more can it not be said the depressed have a chemical "imbalance" since ultimately all emotions are the result of chemicals in the brain? I mean, if the environment makes you depressed then the depression must stem from some level of chemicals in your body. In which case why does a distinction need to be made?

This may sound like I'm being derogatory but my questions are genuine.

If you are living a very undesirable life such as with abusive people then perhaps it is the environment rather than the brain chemicals that are the trigger of the depression or whatever other condition.

If you have a hereditary problem which makes you experience emotions which are uncommon and highly detrimental to everyday life, then it may not be triggered by an external cue.
ModeratorThere are animal crackers for people and there are people crackers for animals.
MTF
Profile Blog Joined January 2005
United States1739 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-10-05 23:14:48
October 05 2009 23:14 GMT
#33
Major Depressive Episode, according to the DSM-IV-TR criteria:
+ Show Spoiler +

A. Five or more of the following must be true, including either No. 1 or No. 2:
1. Depressed mood most of the day, nearly every day.
2. Markedly diminished interest or pleasure in most activities.
3. Significant changes in body weight or appetite.
4. Insomnia or hypersomnia nearly every day.
5. Psychomotor agitation or retardation.
6. Fatigue or loss of energy.
7. Feelings of worthlessness or excessive guilt.
8. Diminished ability to think or concentrate.
9. Recurrent thoughts of death or suicide, or a suicide attempt or plan for committing suicide.

B. The symptoms cause clinically significant distress or impairment.
C. Not due to a drug or medical condition and not a normal reaction to the loss of a loved one.


More types of depression listed here by their DSM-IV criteria. (scroll down to mood disorders)

I have two people in my life who have been dealing with depression over long periods of time. Anti-psychotics/depressants in combination with therapy have helped both of them. I have also heard several accounts, including from a professor in a public health class, that St. John's Wort can help with depression and does not require a prescription (unless you live in Germany).

In general, I'd say if you think you have depression, go talk to somebody who is qualified to accurately judge such.


On October 06 2009 05:14 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
I'm now an anti-social and severely depressed recluse who abuses barbiturates. Woo~

I'll be going back to a psychiatrist shortly. Once I work up the motivation to do anything that isn't self-destructive or related to my nerd hobbies.


You seem like you know better than to be abusing barbiturates, especially while already depressed, but I guess it wouldn't hurt to strongly suggest you light a fire under your ass for your own well-being and get to that psychiatrist.

If only I were a mod...I'd threaten to ban you for motivation's sake.
Think. :)
Caller
Profile Blog Joined September 2007
Poland8075 Posts
October 05 2009 23:28 GMT
#34
On October 06 2009 07:19 Monstah-_- wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 06 2009 05:23 Kennigit wrote:
I was depressed for about 6 months. I got over it through sheer will power and telling myself "man the fuck up you little bitch". Once i embraced an attitude of raping life and becoming a Ripped Nerd Baller, depression disappeared instantly. Embrace it.


lol

Show nested quote +
On October 06 2009 06:31 Caller wrote:
I was depressed at one point.

Then I started trolling and converted by depression into cynicism.

Now I ball.


too bad you troll horribly.

oh you told me goddamn
that burns like a sausage on the charcoal
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DoctorHelvetica
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States15034 Posts
October 05 2009 23:30 GMT
#35
On October 06 2009 08:14 MTF wrote:
Major Depressive Episode, according to the DSM-IV-TR criteria:
+ Show Spoiler +

A. Five or more of the following must be true, including either No. 1 or No. 2:
1. Depressed mood most of the day, nearly every day.
2. Markedly diminished interest or pleasure in most activities.
3. Significant changes in body weight or appetite.
4. Insomnia or hypersomnia nearly every day.
5. Psychomotor agitation or retardation.
6. Fatigue or loss of energy.
7. Feelings of worthlessness or excessive guilt.
8. Diminished ability to think or concentrate.
9. Recurrent thoughts of death or suicide, or a suicide attempt or plan for committing suicide.

B. The symptoms cause clinically significant distress or impairment.
C. Not due to a drug or medical condition and not a normal reaction to the loss of a loved one.


More types of depression listed here by their DSM-IV criteria. (scroll down to mood disorders)

I have two people in my life who have been dealing with depression over long periods of time. Anti-psychotics/depressants in combination with therapy have helped both of them. I have also heard several accounts, including from a professor in a public health class, that St. John's Wort can help with depression and does not require a prescription (unless you live in Germany).

In general, I'd say if you think you have depression, go talk to somebody who is qualified to accurately judge such.


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On October 06 2009 05:14 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
I'm now an anti-social and severely depressed recluse who abuses barbiturates. Woo~

I'll be going back to a psychiatrist shortly. Once I work up the motivation to do anything that isn't self-destructive or related to my nerd hobbies.


You seem like you know better than to be abusing barbiturates, especially while already depressed, but I guess it wouldn't hurt to strongly suggest you light a fire under your ass for your own well-being and get to that psychiatrist.

If only I were a mod...I'd threaten to ban you for motivation's sake.


I'm have an appointment. Drugs and confidence are my problem not TeamLiquid. TL builds my confidence ^^
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CharlieMurphy
Profile Blog Joined March 2006
United States22895 Posts
October 05 2009 23:33 GMT
#36
On October 06 2009 05:41 Klockan3 wrote:
Here is a list of steps to get better:
1: Exercise.
2: Eat properly.
3: Take your time to sleep.
4: Get good friends.
5: Start on a job you like.
6: Get a nice girlfriend.
7: Stop worrying about not being able to do everything of the above.



Exercising is so important imo. A healthy body really does create a healthy mind. Not only is your body and brain functioning better because of your health, but your outward appearance is better and gives you a better overall feeling of self.

set a goal and rape it. Carpe Diem
..and then I would, ya know, check em'. (Aka SpoR)
eshlow
Profile Joined June 2008
United States5210 Posts
October 05 2009 23:51 GMT
#37
On October 06 2009 05:19 Foucault wrote:
Yep, I have when I was around 20, like 10 years ago now.

I've eaten numerous SSRI:s. They have pretty much the same effect, you feel "better" in a way, but more like numb.

What worked more for me is exercise, cardio especially. Also get a good multi-vitamin, a B-complex and Magnesium. Eat well, sleep well, be pro-active and fix stuff in your life.


Supplement Vitamin D too
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decafchicken
Profile Blog Joined January 2005
United States20019 Posts
October 06 2009 00:09 GMT
#38
On October 06 2009 08:33 CharlieMurphy wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 06 2009 05:41 Klockan3 wrote:
Here is a list of steps to get better:
1: Exercise.
2: Eat properly.
3: Take your time to sleep.
4: Get good friends.
5: Start on a job you like.
6: Get a nice girlfriend.
7: Stop worrying about not being able to do everything of the above.



Exercising is so important imo. A healthy body really does create a healthy mind. Not only is your body and brain functioning better because of your health, but your outward appearance is better and gives you a better overall feeling of self.

set a goal and rape it. Carpe Diem


that and it releases endorphins which is win
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Quint
Profile Blog Joined March 2007
467 Posts
October 06 2009 00:55 GMT
#39
I have been depressed for several years now. It took a long time until I realized it, though. Only after I wrote out some of my thoughts and the long list of things I was unhappy with, I came to the conclusion that there might be something wrong with me. At first I tried to deal with it myself, reading everything even remotely associated with the topic - over the course of the years, I have read close to hundred books concerning depression, happiness, CBT etc. To no avail.

It took a long time until I decided to visit a therapist, because I hated to admit that I couldn't deal with the situation myself. Accepting this is really important though, otherwise you have no foundation for your healing-process.

Finding a therapist was an odyssey, often talking to people who would try to prescribe me drugs over the phone without having seen me even once or at our first meeting after only a few words. It didn't inspire confidence in me. However, I eventually found someone I thought trustworthy. When you are looking for a therapist, you should ask yourself if you are prepared to entrust this person with at least some of your more personal (and possibly darker) thoughts. Don't even bother to visit him or her if that is not the case, because you will make no progress at all when there is not at least a fraction of trust between you. It is also very important to be brutally honest, because everytime you deny your thoughts or the state you are in, it becomes a lot more difficult for the other person to break through this wall of deception and actually start helping you.

At first, the sessions seemed to help - I had someone I could talk to about things which put a great burden on my soul. Every so often, only speaking out loud some thoughts I had wrestled with countless times would make them bear easier. But now, after some months, I am still the same person with the same negative beliefs about me and life in general. We only talk and try to deal with the symptoms, but my depression itself still remains and hasn't changed at all. To be honest, the only reason I am not looking for another therapist is because I would loathe to tell the same excruciating story about my life _yet again_ for hours.

I never took or wanted anti-depressants, especially not after I learned about some of the side effects. I can't even begin to describe how wrong some people are about depression in general - believe me, doing sports or setting goals will not cure it. If you want to do something about it yourself, my advice would be to ask yourself honestly why you act in specific situations in a certain manner and then try to find the root and confront it.
Shauni
Profile Blog Joined July 2004
4077 Posts
October 06 2009 01:20 GMT
#40
On October 06 2009 09:55 Quint wrote:
I can't even begin to describe how wrong some people are about depression in general - believe me, doing sports or setting goals will not cure it. If you want to do something about it yourself, my advice would be to ask yourself honestly why you act in specific situations in a certain manner and then try to find the root and confront it.


Yeah... When reading this thread all I could think of was 'agh retards'.
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ShaperofDreams
Profile Blog Joined December 2008
Canada2492 Posts
October 06 2009 01:26 GMT
#41
On October 06 2009 05:23 Kennigit wrote:
I was depressed for about 6 months. I got over it through sheer will power and telling myself "man the fuck up you little bitch". Once i embraced an attitude of raping life and becoming a Ripped Nerd Baller, depression disappeared instantly. Embrace it.


This.

You've got to make your life scheduled: good sleep, good eat, good exercise. Next step is to force yourself to be productive, doing so is much harder than actually being productive. I guarantee that once you get into this routine and be productive you will be much happier, drugs will make you numb, not better.

Minimize entertainment because it is a very temporary relief to your natural instincts of go, see, conquer. Also if you are not getting sex then stop jacking off because it will encourage you to go out and meet girls.

I'm no expert It's just some psychology/self-help stuff I read.
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DoctorHelvetica
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States15034 Posts
October 06 2009 01:30 GMT
#42
On October 06 2009 10:20 Shauni wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 06 2009 09:55 Quint wrote:
I can't even begin to describe how wrong some people are about depression in general - believe me, doing sports or setting goals will not cure it. If you want to do something about it yourself, my advice would be to ask yourself honestly why you act in specific situations in a certain manner and then try to find the root and confront it.


Yeah... When reading this thread all I could think of was 'agh retards'.


People don't realize that depression is a serious psychological/medical issue. They tend to think it's just normal sadness and you can just "get over it rofl"

Makes me angry.
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CaucasianAsian
Profile Blog Joined September 2005
Korea (South)11579 Posts
October 06 2009 01:51 GMT
#43
it's a psychological issue, and most people respond positively to sunlight of ~2 hours a day, as well as at least 30-45 minutes of exercise, such as jogging.

Besides that, anti-depressants work to an extent, where they don't make you depressed, but they also don't make you feel as "happy" as you would have been otherwise, they pretty much eliminated all of my emotions when i used them.
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Chef
Profile Blog Joined August 2005
10810 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-10-06 01:56:18
October 06 2009 01:53 GMT
#44
For years I thought I had major depressive disorder. But over the last month I've been thinking a lot about it and I think it's not sadness at all that I regularly feel. It's stress.

The reason I misdiagnose myself is because I think about things that should be saddening... Being lonely or thinking my future will be unhappy. But lately I realise that when I'm really sad, the feeling is not the same as these aforementioned things, and it doesn't last days on end, it only lasts a few hours and it isn't everyday. The stress however is something I feel everyday.

For myself, I choose not to engage with professional therapy/drugs to solve this issue I have. Maybe it's a trust issue with professionals, but for drug therapy it's a fear of altering my mind and the side effects that might be as bad as the condition it cures. I like to think that with conditions of psychology and the mind, at least sometimes they can be overcome by positive thinking, and are actually compounded and made worse when one thinks of themselves as a helpless victim of them. Yeah, it's a chemical imbalance in your brain and not everyone has the same trouble, but the brain isn't useless. Every thought you have is just the result of chemical reactions, so maybe it's not impossible to balance those chemicals yourself.
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Cloud
Profile Blog Joined November 2004
Sexico5880 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-10-06 02:05:52
October 06 2009 02:04 GMT
#45
It took a real depressing experience for me to change "completely". I dont know, maybe i have better introspection than a lot of people but it only lasted for a couple of days. And then after thinking about it really hard. I was able to change what i considered to be my biggest flaws and up until now im pretty happy, self secure and optimistic with myself.

I really think that going to a psychiatrist would have been an enormous mistake.
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Myxomatosis
Profile Blog Joined July 2006
United States2392 Posts
Last Edited: 2009-10-06 02:10:47
October 06 2009 02:06 GMT
#46
On October 06 2009 10:53 Chef wrote:
For years I thought I had major depressive disorder. But over the last month I've been thinking a lot about it and I think it's not sadness at all that I regularly feel. It's stress.

The reason I misdiagnose myself is because I think about things that should be saddening... Being lonely or thinking my future will be unhappy. But lately I realise that when I'm really sad, the feeling is not the same as these aforementioned things, and it doesn't last days on end, it only lasts a few hours and it isn't everyday. The stress however is something I feel everyday.

For myself, I choose not to engage with professional therapy/drugs to solve this issue I have. Maybe it's a trust issue with professionals, but for drug therapy it's a fear of altering my mind and the side effects that might be as bad as the condition it cures. I like to think that with conditions of psychology and the mind, at least sometimes they can be overcome by positive thinking, and are actually compounded and made worse when one thinks of themselves as a helpless victim of them. Yeah, it's a chemical imbalance in your brain and not everyone has the same trouble, but the brain isn't useless. Every thought you have is just the result of chemical reactions, so maybe it's not impossible to balance those chemicals yourself.

your post is great. it put some things into perspective for me.
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