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Myxomatosis
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DoctorHelvetica
United States15034 Posts
I'm now an anti-social and severely depressed recluse who abuses barbiturates. Woo~ I'll be going back to a psychiatrist shortly. Once I work up the motivation to do anything that isn't self-destructive or related to my nerd hobbies. | ||
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micronesia
United States24613 Posts
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JadeFist
United States1225 Posts
The very best treatment for depression is Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. It is best when practiced with a therapist, however there are "do-it-yourself" books for it as well. CBT essentially changes/redirects your thought patterns. The way you feel is entirely dependent how you react to your environment. While the present symptoms of a major depressive episode are worse than those of chronic depression, major depression is easier to overcome. EDIT: CBT has a high rate of success. | ||
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micronesia
United States24613 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:15 JadeFist wrote: I've had chronic depression for almost 6 years now (aka dysthymia). The very best treatment for depression is Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. It is best when practiced with a therapist, however there are "do-it-yourself" books for it as well. CBT essentially changes/redirects your thought patterns. The way you feel is entirely dependent how you react to your environment. While the present symptoms of a major depressive episode are worse than those of chronic depression, major depression is easier to overcome. I am not suffering from major depression but I want to say from experience that this works well with sleeping problems! If it sounds like BS to you... don't worry it really isn't. | ||
LightRailCoyote
United States982 Posts
Talk to your primary care physician, and he will probably give you some therapist referrals. Good luck, and feel better man. | ||
Foucault
Sweden2826 Posts
I've eaten numerous SSRI:s. They have pretty much the same effect, you feel "better" in a way, but more like numb. What worked more for me is exercise, cardio especially. Also get a good multi-vitamin, a B-complex and Magnesium. Eat well, sleep well, be pro-active and fix stuff in your life. | ||
DoctorHelvetica
United States15034 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:15 JadeFist wrote: I've had chronic depression for almost 6 years now (aka dysthymia). The very best treatment for depression is Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. It is best when practiced with a therapist, however there are "do-it-yourself" books for it as well. CBT essentially changes/redirects your thought patterns. The way you feel is entirely dependent how you react to your environment. While the present symptoms of a major depressive episode are worse than those of chronic depression, major depression is easier to overcome. EDIT: CBT has a high rate of success. Yep. Cognitive Therapy helped me a lot when I still went to a therapist. eventually I couldn't afford it and now I'm the worst I've ever been. Don't stop going if it gets tough and if you can't afford it buy a book. | ||
Myxomatosis
United States2392 Posts
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DoctorHelvetica
United States15034 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote: if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix? Well, they're better than other drugs since they actually help the chemical imbalances. | ||
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Canada19447 Posts
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Foucault
Sweden2826 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:23 DoctorHelvetica wrote: Show nested quote + On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote: if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix? Well, they're better than other drugs since they actually help the chemical imbalances. ...which aren't even proven. I've been following the debate for a long time and I've also taken psychology at University and there is much more to depression than serotonin. So SSRI:s are very uneffective unfortunately, but in many cases they are kind of a quick-fix because they numb all your feelings including anxiety and joy. | ||
JadeFist
United States1225 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote: if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix? They help some people. There are always going to be side effects though. I tried Wellbutrin, and while it had positive effects, it raised my blood pressure, gave me heart palpitations, and gave me paranoia. I know most SSRI's are notorious for destroying libido and for weight gain... It's up to you, but drugs don't fix what's causing your problem. CBT is actually really enlightening and I think you'd enjoy it. I recommend this book: ![]() | ||
DoctorHelvetica
United States15034 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:27 Foucault wrote: Show nested quote + On October 06 2009 05:23 DoctorHelvetica wrote: On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote: if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix? Well, they're better than other drugs since they actually help the chemical imbalances. ...which aren't even proven. I've been following the debate for a long time and I've also taken psychology at University and there is much more to depression than serotonin. So SSRI:s are very uneffective unfortunately, but in many cases they are kind of a quick-fix because they numb all your feelings including anxiety and joy. well prozac certainly helped me a lot more than opiates are now. | ||
Foucault
Sweden2826 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:29 DoctorHelvetica wrote: Show nested quote + On October 06 2009 05:27 Foucault wrote: On October 06 2009 05:23 DoctorHelvetica wrote: On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote: if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix? Well, they're better than other drugs since they actually help the chemical imbalances. ...which aren't even proven. I've been following the debate for a long time and I've also taken psychology at University and there is much more to depression than serotonin. So SSRI:s are very uneffective unfortunately, but in many cases they are kind of a quick-fix because they numb all your feelings including anxiety and joy. well prozac certainly helped me a lot more than opiates are now. I can see that. Some people feel pretty good on SSRI:s, some don't. I'm a hardcore believer in proper nutrition, good sleep, and exercise. Also there is obviously a strong environmental link to depression too so most likely your life isn't exactly how you want it to be. Start somewhere and try to change things | ||
Ganfei
Taiwan1439 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:28 JadeFist wrote: Show nested quote + On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote: if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix? They help some people. There are always going to be side effects though. I tried Wellbutrin, and while it had positive effects, it raised my blood pressure, gave me heart palpitations, and gave me paranoia. I know most SSRI's are notorious for destroying libido and for weight gain... It's up to you, but drugs don't fix what's causing your problem. CBT is actually really enlightening and I think you'd enjoy it. I recommend this book: I think your psychological mindset can certainly have something to do with it but drugs WILL cure the problem, just not necessarily the drugs you are on or can get. Everything in the brain and body is just chemical balances. There is no "feeling" or "magic" to it. Every mood and decision etc etc can be recreated using the correct balance of neurotransmitters on the correct postsynaptic receptors. | ||
DoctorHelvetica
United States15034 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:32 Foucault wrote: Show nested quote + On October 06 2009 05:29 DoctorHelvetica wrote: On October 06 2009 05:27 Foucault wrote: On October 06 2009 05:23 DoctorHelvetica wrote: On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote: if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix? Well, they're better than other drugs since they actually help the chemical imbalances. ...which aren't even proven. I've been following the debate for a long time and I've also taken psychology at University and there is much more to depression than serotonin. So SSRI:s are very uneffective unfortunately, but in many cases they are kind of a quick-fix because they numb all your feelings including anxiety and joy. well prozac certainly helped me a lot more than opiates are now. I can see that. Some people feel pretty good on SSRI:s, some don't. I'm a hardcore believer in proper nutrition, good sleep, and exercise. Also there is obviously a strong environmental link to depression too so most likely your life isn't exactly how you want it to be. Start somewhere and try to change things I'm hoping my medical assistant classes help me since they'll force me to interact with people face-to-face. When I move to San Jose i'll likely make no friends and seclude myself and spiral downwards again. So TL.netters in San Jose be my friendz plz. | ||
JadeFist
United States1225 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:32 NoobsOfWrath wrote: Show nested quote + On October 06 2009 05:28 JadeFist wrote: On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote: if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix? They help some people. There are always going to be side effects though. I tried Wellbutrin, and while it had positive effects, it raised my blood pressure, gave me heart palpitations, and gave me paranoia. I know most SSRI's are notorious for destroying libido and for weight gain... It's up to you, but drugs don't fix what's causing your problem. CBT is actually really enlightening and I think you'd enjoy it. I recommend this book: I think your psychological mindset can certainly have something to do with it but drugs WILL cure the problem, just not necessarily the drugs you are on or can get. Everything in the brain and body is just chemical balances. There is no "feeling" or "magic" to it. Every mood and decision etc etc can be recreated using the correct balance of neurotransmitters on the correct postsynaptic receptors. If you read the introduction to the book I recommended, it explains how CBT had a similar, usually better, effect on depressed people than drugs did. Chemically as well. Also, if you believe mindset is not not very powerful (not to put words in your mouth), I highly recommend you read this article: http://myespn.go.com/blogs/truehoop/0-44-83/Limits-and-Illusions--Michael-Jordan-in-the-NBA-at-50.html | ||
Klockan3
Sweden2866 Posts
1: Exercise. 2: Eat properly. 3: Take your time to sleep. 4: Get good friends. 5: Start on a job you like. 6: Get a nice girlfriend. 7: Stop worrying about not being able to do everything of the above. | ||
DoctorHelvetica
United States15034 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:41 Klockan3 wrote: Here is a list of steps to get better: 1: Exercise. 2: Eat properly. 3: Take your time to sleep. 4: Get good friends. 5: Start on a job you like. 6: Get a nice girlfriend. 7: Stop worrying about not being able to do everything of the above. True. Unfortunately depression completely eliminated the motivation to do any of those things and the assistance of therapy/anti-depressants is almost surely necessary just to muster up the will to change ones environment. | ||
JadeFist
United States1225 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:42 DoctorHelvetica wrote: Show nested quote + On October 06 2009 05:41 Klockan3 wrote: Here is a list of steps to get better: 1: Exercise. 2: Eat properly. 3: Take your time to sleep. 4: Get good friends. 5: Start on a job you like. 6: Get a nice girlfriend. 7: Stop worrying about not being able to do everything of the above. True. Unfortunately depression completely eliminated the motivation to do any of those things and the assistance of therapy/anti-depressants is almost surely necessary just to muster up the will to change ones environment. Remember though, action comes before motivation, not the other way around. | ||
Foucault
Sweden2826 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:34 DoctorHelvetica wrote: Show nested quote + On October 06 2009 05:32 Foucault wrote: On October 06 2009 05:29 DoctorHelvetica wrote: On October 06 2009 05:27 Foucault wrote: On October 06 2009 05:23 DoctorHelvetica wrote: On October 06 2009 05:23 Myxomatosis wrote: if therapy isn't an option juts due to time constraints, are anti-depressants good for a quick fix? Well, they're better than other drugs since they actually help the chemical imbalances. ...which aren't even proven. I've been following the debate for a long time and I've also taken psychology at University and there is much more to depression than serotonin. So SSRI:s are very uneffective unfortunately, but in many cases they are kind of a quick-fix because they numb all your feelings including anxiety and joy. well prozac certainly helped me a lot more than opiates are now. I can see that. Some people feel pretty good on SSRI:s, some don't. I'm a hardcore believer in proper nutrition, good sleep, and exercise. Also there is obviously a strong environmental link to depression too so most likely your life isn't exactly how you want it to be. Start somewhere and try to change things I'm hoping my medical assistant classes help me since they'll force me to interact with people face-to-face. When I move to San Jose i'll likely make no friends and seclude myself and spiral downwards again. So TL.netters in San Jose be my friendz plz. Forced interaction is awesome. Maybe people are different but I feel great after spending time with people I like. It's like this big energy boost | ||
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DivinO
United States4796 Posts
But...I think she's better now. After meds and time off. Too much work does that to you. | ||
Caller
Poland8075 Posts
Then I started trolling and converted by depression into cynicism. Now I ball. | ||
iamho
United States3346 Posts
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Probe.
United States877 Posts
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druj
137 Posts
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rational_Emotive_Therapy | ||
decafchicken
United States19984 Posts
Just start winning at life through confidence and hard work and you will love life. | ||
Shauni
4077 Posts
To answer OP, rather than a bad mood, you don't really have a mood. It changes from people to people however. Some people become introvert and stop talking, others have very extreme temperament curves and anguish attacks. I think it depends on your personality a lot too. | ||
Monstah-_-
249 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:23 Kennigit wrote: I was depressed for about 6 months. I got over it through sheer will power and telling myself "man the fuck up you little bitch". Once i embraced an attitude of raping life and becoming a Ripped Nerd Baller, depression disappeared instantly. Embrace it. lol On October 06 2009 06:31 Caller wrote: I was depressed at one point. Then I started trolling and converted by depression into cynicism. Now I ball. too bad you troll horribly. | ||
Milton Friedman
98 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:15 micronesia wrote: Advice from a non-expert: If it is chronic (a large % of the time) then it is not simply a bad mood. However, you want to differentiate between brain biochemical imbalances and environmentally induced depression. What exactly is a chemical imbalance? A different proportion of chemicals compared to a "normal, healthy" person? What's more can it not be said the depressed have a chemical "imbalance" since ultimately all emotions are the result of chemicals in the brain? I mean, if the environment makes you depressed then the depression must stem from some level of chemicals in your body. In which case why does a distinction need to be made? This may sound like I'm being derogatory but my questions are genuine. | ||
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micronesia
United States24613 Posts
On October 06 2009 08:01 Milton Friedman wrote: Show nested quote + On October 06 2009 05:15 micronesia wrote: Advice from a non-expert: If it is chronic (a large % of the time) then it is not simply a bad mood. However, you want to differentiate between brain biochemical imbalances and environmentally induced depression. What exactly is a chemical imbalance? A different proportion of chemicals compared to a "normal, healthy" person? What's more can it not be said the depressed have a chemical "imbalance" since ultimately all emotions are the result of chemicals in the brain? I mean, if the environment makes you depressed then the depression must stem from some level of chemicals in your body. In which case why does a distinction need to be made? This may sound like I'm being derogatory but my questions are genuine. If you are living a very undesirable life such as with abusive people then perhaps it is the environment rather than the brain chemicals that are the trigger of the depression or whatever other condition. If you have a hereditary problem which makes you experience emotions which are uncommon and highly detrimental to everyday life, then it may not be triggered by an external cue. | ||
MTF
United States1739 Posts
+ Show Spoiler + A. Five or more of the following must be true, including either No. 1 or No. 2: 1. Depressed mood most of the day, nearly every day. 2. Markedly diminished interest or pleasure in most activities. 3. Significant changes in body weight or appetite. 4. Insomnia or hypersomnia nearly every day. 5. Psychomotor agitation or retardation. 6. Fatigue or loss of energy. 7. Feelings of worthlessness or excessive guilt. 8. Diminished ability to think or concentrate. 9. Recurrent thoughts of death or suicide, or a suicide attempt or plan for committing suicide. B. The symptoms cause clinically significant distress or impairment. C. Not due to a drug or medical condition and not a normal reaction to the loss of a loved one. More types of depression listed here by their DSM-IV criteria. (scroll down to mood disorders) I have two people in my life who have been dealing with depression over long periods of time. Anti-psychotics/depressants in combination with therapy have helped both of them. I have also heard several accounts, including from a professor in a public health class, that St. John's Wort can help with depression and does not require a prescription (unless you live in Germany). In general, I'd say if you think you have depression, go talk to somebody who is qualified to accurately judge such. On October 06 2009 05:14 DoctorHelvetica wrote: I'm now an anti-social and severely depressed recluse who abuses barbiturates. Woo~ I'll be going back to a psychiatrist shortly. Once I work up the motivation to do anything that isn't self-destructive or related to my nerd hobbies. You seem like you know better than to be abusing barbiturates, especially while already depressed, but I guess it wouldn't hurt to strongly suggest you light a fire under your ass for your own well-being and get to that psychiatrist. If only I were a mod...I'd threaten to ban you for motivation's sake. | ||
Caller
Poland8075 Posts
On October 06 2009 07:19 Monstah-_- wrote: Show nested quote + On October 06 2009 05:23 Kennigit wrote: I was depressed for about 6 months. I got over it through sheer will power and telling myself "man the fuck up you little bitch". Once i embraced an attitude of raping life and becoming a Ripped Nerd Baller, depression disappeared instantly. Embrace it. lol Show nested quote + On October 06 2009 06:31 Caller wrote: I was depressed at one point. Then I started trolling and converted by depression into cynicism. Now I ball. too bad you troll horribly. oh you told me goddamn that burns like a sausage on the charcoal | ||
DoctorHelvetica
United States15034 Posts
On October 06 2009 08:14 MTF wrote: Major Depressive Episode, according to the DSM-IV-TR criteria: + Show Spoiler + A. Five or more of the following must be true, including either No. 1 or No. 2: 1. Depressed mood most of the day, nearly every day. 2. Markedly diminished interest or pleasure in most activities. 3. Significant changes in body weight or appetite. 4. Insomnia or hypersomnia nearly every day. 5. Psychomotor agitation or retardation. 6. Fatigue or loss of energy. 7. Feelings of worthlessness or excessive guilt. 8. Diminished ability to think or concentrate. 9. Recurrent thoughts of death or suicide, or a suicide attempt or plan for committing suicide. B. The symptoms cause clinically significant distress or impairment. C. Not due to a drug or medical condition and not a normal reaction to the loss of a loved one. More types of depression listed here by their DSM-IV criteria. (scroll down to mood disorders) I have two people in my life who have been dealing with depression over long periods of time. Anti-psychotics/depressants in combination with therapy have helped both of them. I have also heard several accounts, including from a professor in a public health class, that St. John's Wort can help with depression and does not require a prescription (unless you live in Germany). In general, I'd say if you think you have depression, go talk to somebody who is qualified to accurately judge such. Show nested quote + On October 06 2009 05:14 DoctorHelvetica wrote: I'm now an anti-social and severely depressed recluse who abuses barbiturates. Woo~ I'll be going back to a psychiatrist shortly. Once I work up the motivation to do anything that isn't self-destructive or related to my nerd hobbies. You seem like you know better than to be abusing barbiturates, especially while already depressed, but I guess it wouldn't hurt to strongly suggest you light a fire under your ass for your own well-being and get to that psychiatrist. If only I were a mod...I'd threaten to ban you for motivation's sake. I'm have an appointment. Drugs and confidence are my problem not TeamLiquid. TL builds my confidence ^^ | ||
CharlieMurphy
United States22895 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:41 Klockan3 wrote: Here is a list of steps to get better: 1: Exercise. 2: Eat properly. 3: Take your time to sleep. 4: Get good friends. 5: Start on a job you like. 6: Get a nice girlfriend. 7: Stop worrying about not being able to do everything of the above. Exercising is so important imo. A healthy body really does create a healthy mind. Not only is your body and brain functioning better because of your health, but your outward appearance is better and gives you a better overall feeling of self. set a goal and rape it. Carpe Diem | ||
eshlow
United States5210 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:19 Foucault wrote: Yep, I have when I was around 20, like 10 years ago now. I've eaten numerous SSRI:s. They have pretty much the same effect, you feel "better" in a way, but more like numb. What worked more for me is exercise, cardio especially. Also get a good multi-vitamin, a B-complex and Magnesium. Eat well, sleep well, be pro-active and fix stuff in your life. Supplement Vitamin D too | ||
decafchicken
United States19984 Posts
On October 06 2009 08:33 CharlieMurphy wrote: Show nested quote + On October 06 2009 05:41 Klockan3 wrote: Here is a list of steps to get better: 1: Exercise. 2: Eat properly. 3: Take your time to sleep. 4: Get good friends. 5: Start on a job you like. 6: Get a nice girlfriend. 7: Stop worrying about not being able to do everything of the above. Exercising is so important imo. A healthy body really does create a healthy mind. Not only is your body and brain functioning better because of your health, but your outward appearance is better and gives you a better overall feeling of self. set a goal and rape it. Carpe Diem that and it releases endorphins which is win | ||
Quint
467 Posts
It took a long time until I decided to visit a therapist, because I hated to admit that I couldn't deal with the situation myself. Accepting this is really important though, otherwise you have no foundation for your healing-process. Finding a therapist was an odyssey, often talking to people who would try to prescribe me drugs over the phone without having seen me even once or at our first meeting after only a few words. It didn't inspire confidence in me. However, I eventually found someone I thought trustworthy. When you are looking for a therapist, you should ask yourself if you are prepared to entrust this person with at least some of your more personal (and possibly darker) thoughts. Don't even bother to visit him or her if that is not the case, because you will make no progress at all when there is not at least a fraction of trust between you. It is also very important to be brutally honest, because everytime you deny your thoughts or the state you are in, it becomes a lot more difficult for the other person to break through this wall of deception and actually start helping you. At first, the sessions seemed to help - I had someone I could talk to about things which put a great burden on my soul. Every so often, only speaking out loud some thoughts I had wrestled with countless times would make them bear easier. But now, after some months, I am still the same person with the same negative beliefs about me and life in general. We only talk and try to deal with the symptoms, but my depression itself still remains and hasn't changed at all. To be honest, the only reason I am not looking for another therapist is because I would loathe to tell the same excruciating story about my life _yet again_ for hours. I never took or wanted anti-depressants, especially not after I learned about some of the side effects. I can't even begin to describe how wrong some people are about depression in general - believe me, doing sports or setting goals will not cure it. If you want to do something about it yourself, my advice would be to ask yourself honestly why you act in specific situations in a certain manner and then try to find the root and confront it. | ||
Shauni
4077 Posts
On October 06 2009 09:55 Quint wrote: I can't even begin to describe how wrong some people are about depression in general - believe me, doing sports or setting goals will not cure it. If you want to do something about it yourself, my advice would be to ask yourself honestly why you act in specific situations in a certain manner and then try to find the root and confront it. Yeah... When reading this thread all I could think of was 'agh retards'. | ||
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ShaperofDreams
Canada2492 Posts
On October 06 2009 05:23 Kennigit wrote: I was depressed for about 6 months. I got over it through sheer will power and telling myself "man the fuck up you little bitch". Once i embraced an attitude of raping life and becoming a Ripped Nerd Baller, depression disappeared instantly. Embrace it. This. You've got to make your life scheduled: good sleep, good eat, good exercise. Next step is to force yourself to be productive, doing so is much harder than actually being productive. I guarantee that once you get into this routine and be productive you will be much happier, drugs will make you numb, not better. Minimize entertainment because it is a very temporary relief to your natural instincts of go, see, conquer. Also if you are not getting sex then stop jacking off because it will encourage you to go out and meet girls. I'm no expert It's just some psychology/self-help stuff I read. | ||
DoctorHelvetica
United States15034 Posts
On October 06 2009 10:20 Shauni wrote: Show nested quote + On October 06 2009 09:55 Quint wrote: I can't even begin to describe how wrong some people are about depression in general - believe me, doing sports or setting goals will not cure it. If you want to do something about it yourself, my advice would be to ask yourself honestly why you act in specific situations in a certain manner and then try to find the root and confront it. Yeah... When reading this thread all I could think of was 'agh retards'. People don't realize that depression is a serious psychological/medical issue. They tend to think it's just normal sadness and you can just "get over it rofl" Makes me angry. | ||
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CaucasianAsian
Korea (South)11570 Posts
Besides that, anti-depressants work to an extent, where they don't make you depressed, but they also don't make you feel as "happy" as you would have been otherwise, they pretty much eliminated all of my emotions when i used them. | ||
Chef
10810 Posts
The reason I misdiagnose myself is because I think about things that should be saddening... Being lonely or thinking my future will be unhappy. But lately I realise that when I'm really sad, the feeling is not the same as these aforementioned things, and it doesn't last days on end, it only lasts a few hours and it isn't everyday. The stress however is something I feel everyday. For myself, I choose not to engage with professional therapy/drugs to solve this issue I have. Maybe it's a trust issue with professionals, but for drug therapy it's a fear of altering my mind and the side effects that might be as bad as the condition it cures. I like to think that with conditions of psychology and the mind, at least sometimes they can be overcome by positive thinking, and are actually compounded and made worse when one thinks of themselves as a helpless victim of them. Yeah, it's a chemical imbalance in your brain and not everyone has the same trouble, but the brain isn't useless. Every thought you have is just the result of chemical reactions, so maybe it's not impossible to balance those chemicals yourself. | ||
Cloud
Sexico5880 Posts
I really think that going to a psychiatrist would have been an enormous mistake. | ||
Myxomatosis
United States2392 Posts
On October 06 2009 10:53 Chef wrote: For years I thought I had major depressive disorder. But over the last month I've been thinking a lot about it and I think it's not sadness at all that I regularly feel. It's stress. The reason I misdiagnose myself is because I think about things that should be saddening... Being lonely or thinking my future will be unhappy. But lately I realise that when I'm really sad, the feeling is not the same as these aforementioned things, and it doesn't last days on end, it only lasts a few hours and it isn't everyday. The stress however is something I feel everyday. For myself, I choose not to engage with professional therapy/drugs to solve this issue I have. Maybe it's a trust issue with professionals, but for drug therapy it's a fear of altering my mind and the side effects that might be as bad as the condition it cures. I like to think that with conditions of psychology and the mind, at least sometimes they can be overcome by positive thinking, and are actually compounded and made worse when one thinks of themselves as a helpless victim of them. Yeah, it's a chemical imbalance in your brain and not everyone has the same trouble, but the brain isn't useless. Every thought you have is just the result of chemical reactions, so maybe it's not impossible to balance those chemicals yourself. your post is great. it put some things into perspective for me. | ||
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