Everytime I see a video clip of them on the net or some science show, they always capture my imagination. They are utopian beings.
No greed, bitterness, envy. And they are so joyful
and seemingly intelligent.
I want to run off and become a dolphin.
I want to research and live with dolphins.
I want to take pics of dolphins...
I want to watch docs on dolphins...
...I want to watch a movie.
I want to play a game.
I want to...oh look a vid on dolphins. Wow dolphins are so bright. No greed, bitterness, envy.
I want to run off with dolphins.
Wrote this to remind myself that I'm a piece of shit that never does anything. I'm another drone who doesn't stand up for anything or go after the things I really want. Fuck me. Fuck my situation.
(And its kind of an exaggeration. I don't have ADD or anything)
ps I'm allowed to write a shitty one-and-done blogs ya?