I tweeted a few days ago that I would no longer be streaming starcraft, I was going to leave it at that as I've barely done anything with the game the last month anyway, but there's been enough questions about it I figured I outa write something. Over the last 6 months or so streaming revenue has been nearly nonexistent, in part because of awful ad rates and in part because of continually declining viewership. Casting sc2 tournaments pays very poorly, when considered a significant part of a full time job. A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live. There have also been continual job offers from various parts of the industry that always fail to materialize. If I wanted to continue to scrape out a living I probably could, by lowering standards, accepting donations, and whatever else. But I've never liked the game and I don't see that changing anytime soon so I see no reason to scrape by with no future just for the sake of staying with it.
I'll be going back to school. I have no plans to stream dota, or any other game right now, as I get very few viewers for it and I feel dumb inviting people to watch me be bad at something. It is possible I'll stream other games in the future, or be involved with esports in general if something interesting and practical pops up, but for the time being that's it for me. Thank you all.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: But I've never liked the game and I don't see that changing anytime soon so I see no reason to scrape by with no future just for the sake of staying with it.
This should be one of the main aspects, people should take a look on. Idra was one of the best players around at one time in this game...
Good luck with school and don't come back. Not because of hate, but because while all of this seems worth it temporarily, it probably isn't worth it forever. Good decision. Enjoy your life!
I agree, it wouldn't make sense to keep at it. It's pretty dumb in fact to keep doing something you don't enjoy. Even if the money had been better, I think it would have been bad too. Maybe this is a blessing in disguise as they say... an opportunity to find something else that you do like.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Anyways, you are prolly used to such big things you dont see the whole picture, but gl in school, its always a good thing going back to school at any point in your life. Hope you get into game desing, woudlnt that be awesome ? xD.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Anyways, you are prolly used to such big things you dont see the whole picture, but gl in school, its always a good thing going back to school at any point in your life. Hope you get into game desing, woudlnt that be awesome ? xD.
Wouldn't "seeing the whole picture" rather mean thinking about longevity and his future instead of grabbing some short term cash while it lasts? :I
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Anyways, you are prolly used to such big things you dont see the whole picture, but gl in school, its always a good thing going back to school at any point in your life. Hope you get into game desing, woudlnt that be awesome ? xD.
I don't think you see the whole picture. Because what you described is not what he received.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
Can anyone make a living off of this game as a caster/personality without sponsorships and donations? It seems almost mathematically impossible.
I think being a part time caster, doing school and then casting tournaments on weekends or during big happenings like DH and WCS could be a great way to stay in touch with the game and make some extra money on the side as a student, but full time appears pretty much hopeless.
Not to mean this in a esports is bad tone, but I'm always glad when I hear people leaving the industry. Not that I want to judge people and their career choices, but it always seems to me too many people become stick around too long and never move on with their lives. Anyway, goodluck with school idra.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
Can anyone make a living off of this game as a caster/personality without sponsorships and donations? It seems almost mathematically impossible.
I think being a part time caster, doing school and then casting tournaments on weekends or during big happenings like DH and WCS could be a great way to stay in touch with the game and make some extra money on the side as a student, but full time appears pretty much hopeless.
Tournaments are sponsored as well, so that is just sponsormoney too. YOu cannot exclude sponsor money and donations - see them as tips.
I'll be going back to school. I have no plans to stream dota, or any other game right now, as I get very few viewers for it and I feel dumb inviting people to watch me be bad at something. It is possible I'll stream other games in the future, or be involved with esports in general if something interesting and practical pops up, but for the time being that's it for me. Thank you all.
Sounds like a no, but will you be streaming any BW; or were you good and tired of that by the time you switched?
sad to see you leave the scene completely. But you made a great legacy. You're part of the reason I started playing multiplayer. I always enjoyed your casting. Good luck in school always root for you. Thanks for all the memories.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
The pay is $2k for a weekend of casting. Not $2k for a month of casting 12 hours a day, 6 days a week.
Assuming 12 hours a day for 4 days a week (assuming weekend that is actually over half a week long, and half a day of work per day), it's over $40 an hour.
That's $24k a year for, say, 12 weeks of work. If you only get to cast one weekend a month.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
The pay is $2k for a weekend of casting. Not $2k for a month of casting 12 hours a day, 6 days a week.
Assuming 12 hours a day for 4 days a week (assuming weekend that is actually over half a week long, and half a day of work per day), it's over $40 an hour.
That's $24k a year for, say, 12 weeks of work. If you only get to cast one weekend a month.
Read MadJack's post. He said he would take that kind of pay "for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work" and TotalBiscuit responded to that, not to IdrA.
On topic:
Good luck, IdrA, hopefully you'll find better opportunities elsewhere. Your accomplishments, whether in BW or SC2, will be remembered.
I know the average wage in the US is higher than in my country, but a couple thousands dollars per month for a weekend of work seems a very good deal to me :o
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
The pay is $2k for a weekend of casting. Not $2k for a month of casting 12 hours a day, 6 days a week.
Assuming 12 hours a day for 4 days a week (assuming weekend that is actually over half a week long, and half a day of work per day), it's over $40 an hour.
That's $24k a year for, say, 12 weeks of work. If you only get to cast one weekend a month.
Read MadJack's post. He said he would take that kind of pay "for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work" and TotalBiscuit responded to that, not to IdrA.
On topic:
Good luck, IdrA, hopefully you'll find better opportunities elsewhere. Your accomplishments, whether in BW or SC2, will be remembered.
IdrA, you've been my favorite player since I started following starcraft in early 2010. When GSL came out I would stay up to watch you play (I was in middle school at the time so kind of a big deal for me xP). I was bronze when I first started playing starcraft, and gradually, by watching you play I am now ~12 time masters player. I always hoped to get you on ladder someday but I guess not anymore. Bye, GL in school!
As someone who works at a university, I can never judge someone for going to pursue higher education. I hope you find a degree that interests and excites you and that you can excel at it Idra. GL!
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Anyways, you are prolly used to such big things you dont see the whole picture, but gl in school, its always a good thing going back to school at any point in your life. Hope you get into game desing, woudlnt that be awesome ? xD.
I guess someone could say you're probably used to such small things, that a couple thousand for working 9 to 9, 6 days a week seems incredible when in reality it is not something to strive for. 9-9 6 days a week can be done for a time, but that's not a career I would want to be leading either.. Also a couple thousand a month could be $2,000, I make a lot more than $500 a week working 9-4.. with minimal post secondary education.
So if ones willing to sacrifice long term gains for fun and games, or if your circumstances are so that you can make more than you do now doing what Greg was, then it works for you and grats. Considering the amount of talent required for this 9-9 6 day a week job for a couple thousand, I don't know man, you would do this, but could you?
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
3$ an hour as a caster? Really?
it's more like 35-40$, plus accommodation.
Your comment disgust me TB, I understand that you become a Youtube star and you are making a tone of money, but if you don't find casting to be rewarding please stop and spend those weekends to improve your Youtube channel. I like your "WTF is" youtube show, but your starcraft 2 commentary was always mediocre since you never really understood this game.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
3$ an hour as a caster? Really?
it's more like 35-40$, plus accommodation.
Your comment disgust me TB, I understand that you become a Youtube star and you are making a tone of money, but if you don't find casting to be rewarding please stop and spend those weekends to improve your Youtube channel. I like your WTF youtube show, but your starcraft 2 commentary was always mediocre since you never really understood this game.
Dude, you've got to be more subtle when you're trying to troll.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
3$ an hour as a caster? Really?
it's more like 35-40$, plus accommodation.
Your comment disgust me TB, I understand that you become a Youtube star and you are making a tone of money, but if you don't find casting to be rewarding please stop and spend those weekends to improve your Youtube channel. I like your WTF youtube show, but your starcraft 2 commentary was always mediocre since you never really understood this game.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
3$ an hour as a caster? Really?
it's more like 35-40$, plus accommodation.
Your comment disgust me TB, I understand that you become a Youtube star and you are making a tone of money, but if you don't find casting to be rewarding please stop and spend those weekends to improve your Youtube channel. I like your WTF youtube show, but your starcraft 2 commentary was always mediocre since you never really understood this game.
TB said that's what working 12 hr/day, 6 day/week for two months for $2k would average out to, and he's right. I'm sure he knows better than you or I what casting at a major event actually pays while you're there.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
3$ an hour as a caster? Really?
it's more like 35-40$, plus accommodation.
Your comment disgust me TB, I understand that you become a Youtube star and you are making a tone of money, but if you don't find casting to be rewarding please stop and spend those weekends to improve your Youtube channel. I like your WTF youtube show, but your starcraft 2 commentary was always mediocre since you never really understood this game.
Jesus peoples reading comprehensions are low, total biscuit is breaking down the math for the guy who said he take 2k to work 72 hours x 4 weeks. You only make yourself look stupid by attacking total biscuit. But i get ir, hes an "internet" personality so you get the right to shit on him when ever you want. Heres an idea, if you dont like his casting of sc2, dont watch it.
GG idra, ill always remember getting 0-2'd by you in WCG qualifiers in bw. Hope everything works out for ya.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
3$ an hour as a caster? Really?
it's more like 35-40$, plus accommodation.
Your comment disgust me TB, I understand that you become a Youtube star and you are making a tone of money, but if you don't find casting to be rewarding please stop and spend those weekends to improve your Youtube channel. I like your WTF youtube show, but your starcraft 2 commentary was always mediocre since you never really understood this game.
TB said that's what working 12 hr/day, 6 day/week for two months for $2k would average out to, and he's right. I'm sure he knows better than you or I what casting at a major event actually pays while you're there.
On February 04 2014 03:38 purakushi wrote: Best of luck. BW forever.
you write this when you joined tl.net 2012 and jerking over starbow
must suck being mentally deficient
?
Really get tired of seeing posters call out other posters when they themselves have no idea what the situation is. Purakushi has been around a while. I'm not sure if you forgot about this in your haste to call out another poster...but sometimes people lurk for long periods of time, or even ask to have a new account.
Perhaps you would be better served making sure you understand the situation before flaming other posters.
Glad to see that you finally are done with this horrible game, I made the same decision myself about 6 months ago. Even though you are probably still going to "hang around", I will for sure remember you from the BW era, and try to forget everything after that. I think it was a really brave decision to go to Korea by yourself, especially considering your age at the time, watching you there kinda got me into Brood War and Korean culture in general, and I would like to thank you for that.
On February 04 2014 03:38 purakushi wrote: Best of luck. BW forever.
you write this when you joined tl.net 2012 and jerking over starbow
must suck being mentally deficient
Just to give the benefit of the doubt to the guy, you can also get into BW today or 1-2 years ago and love the game just as much as someone who was around back in the day.
Not going to blame you for being mature and getting out now. I think a lot of people are still a bit delusional regarding the actual "career prospects" in the esport industry, perhaps because this game is what a lot of people define their lives by. Even if you can scrape enough cash to keep going now, the opportunity cost of not going back to school grows with each passing year. Good luck out there in the real world.
Big fan and mod here.. Thank you for everything, Greg, and best of luck in the future. Hope it's not the last we've seen of you. Will always support you!
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
3$ an hour as a caster? Really?
it's more like 35-40$, plus accommodation.
Your comment disgust me TB, I understand that you become a Youtube star and you are making a tone of money, but if you don't find casting to be rewarding please stop and spend those weekends to improve your Youtube channel. I like your WTF youtube show, but your starcraft 2 commentary was always mediocre since you never really understood this game.
TB said that's what working 12 hr/day, 6 day/week for two months for $2k would average out to, and he's right. I'm sure he knows better than you or I what casting at a major event actually pays while you're there.
Does he work 12 hr/day 6 day/week for $2k?
No, it's more like around 12 hr /day , 4-5 day.
Do you have some kind of impairment or deficiency that prevents you from understanding what you read?
TB was not talking about his particular case as a SC2 caster, or IdrA's case, or even SC2 casters in general, he was responding to MadJack who put forth the hypothetical scenario of working a 12 hour day, 6 days a week for 2 months for the salary of $2k.
lmao... The lack of fucks given in this goodbye statement is wonderful. Leaving the scene the same way you lived in it. If you ever end up streaming other games I'll be there cheering you on! Good luck with life, Idra!
Goodbye and good luck, IdrA. You were the one making me start following professional StarCraft 2 (and then started learning to enjoy Starcraft: Broodwar too). Thanks for so many good moments back in the day.
From someone who stayed up till 6AM to watch your MLG runs and had many heart attacks back in those days because of you.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
3$ an hour as a caster? Really?
it's more like 35-40$, plus accommodation.
Your comment disgust me TB, I understand that you become a Youtube star and you are making a tone of money, but if you don't find casting to be rewarding please stop and spend those weekends to improve your Youtube channel. I like your WTF youtube show, but your starcraft 2 commentary was always mediocre since you never really understood this game.
TB said that's what working 12 hr/day, 6 day/week for two months for $2k would average out to, and he's right. I'm sure he knows better than you or I what casting at a major event actually pays while you're there.
Does he work 12 hr/day 6 day/week for $2k?
No, it's more like around 12 hr /day , 4-5 day.
Do you have some kind of impairment or deficiency that prevents you from understanding what you read?
TB was not talking about his particular case as a SC2 caster, or IdrA's case, or even SC2 casters in general, he was responding to MadJack who put forth the hypothetical scenario of working a 12 hour day, 6 days a week for 2 months for the salary of $2k.
I know he is not talking about his case, but it's absurd to cry about revenues as a caster, since casters can do so much more in their free time when there are no tournaments to receive additional revenues.
And yeah I understand MadJack, there are many people that work 8-10 hours a day, and earn a lot less then $2k/month.
P.S I see you are from Eastern Europe master, I wonder how much you earn/month? 2000 $ / month working as a caster is a very good monthly revenue for most.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
3$ an hour as a caster? Really?
it's more like 35-40$, plus accommodation.
Your comment disgust me TB, I understand that you become a Youtube star and you are making a tone of money, but if you don't find casting to be rewarding please stop and spend those weekends to improve your Youtube channel. I like your WTF youtube show, but your starcraft 2 commentary was always mediocre since you never really understood this game.
TB said that's what working 12 hr/day, 6 day/week for two months for $2k would average out to, and he's right. I'm sure he knows better than you or I what casting at a major event actually pays while you're there.
Does he work 12 hr/day 6 day/week for $2k?
No, it's more like around 12 hr /day , 4-5 day.
Do you have some kind of impairment or deficiency that prevents you from understanding what you read?
TB was not talking about his particular case as a SC2 caster, or IdrA's case, or even SC2 casters in general, he was responding to MadJack who put forth the hypothetical scenario of working a 12 hour day, 6 days a week for 2 months for the salary of $2k.
I know he is not talking about his case, but it's absurd to cry about revenues as a caster, since casters can do so much more in their free time when there are no tournaments to receive additional revenues.
And yeah I understand MadJack, there are many people that work 8-10 hours a day, and earn a lot less then $2k/month.
Who is crying about revenues as a caster? TB was simply explaining the reality that even if you, as a not-top caster, would accept to work for that kind of money, there isn't even enough work that you could get. How is this so difficult to understand?
On February 04 2014 04:20 n0ave wrote: P.S I see you are from Eastern Europe master, I wonder how much you earn/month? 2000 $ / month working as a caster is a very good monthly revenue for most.
Bear in mind living costs and prices in general are also much much higher in the West. ;p
That's completely understandable, good luck with school and onwards! I do hope that we see more from you some time in the future competitive gaming though.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
3$ an hour as a caster? Really?
it's more like 35-40$, plus accommodation.
Your comment disgust me TB, I understand that you become a Youtube star and you are making a tone of money, but if you don't find casting to be rewarding please stop and spend those weekends to improve your Youtube channel. I like your WTF youtube show, but your starcraft 2 commentary was always mediocre since you never really understood this game.
TB said that's what working 12 hr/day, 6 day/week for two months for $2k would average out to, and he's right. I'm sure he knows better than you or I what casting at a major event actually pays while you're there.
Does he work 12 hr/day 6 day/week for $2k?
No, it's more like around 12 hr /day , 4-5 day.
Do you have some kind of impairment or deficiency that prevents you from understanding what you read?
TB was not talking about his particular case as a SC2 caster, or IdrA's case, or even SC2 casters in general, he was responding to MadJack who put forth the hypothetical scenario of working a 12 hour day, 6 days a week for 2 months for the salary of $2k.
I know he is not talking about his case, but it's absurd to cry about revenues as a caster, since casters can do so much more in their free time when there are no tournaments to receive additional revenues.
And yeah I understand MadJack, there are many people that work 8-10 hours a day, and earn a lot less then $2k/month.
Who is crying about revenues as a caster? TB was simply explaining the reality that even if you, as a not-top caster, would accept to work for that kind of money, there isn't even enough work that you could get. How is this so difficult to understand?
Why would a caster only focus on casting? If there isn't enough potential work, they should try to focus on something else to increase their revenues.
And I doubt there isn't enough work for Idra in this field.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
3$ an hour as a caster? Really?
it's more like 35-40$, plus accommodation.
Your comment disgust me TB, I understand that you become a Youtube star and you are making a tone of money, but if you don't find casting to be rewarding please stop and spend those weekends to improve your Youtube channel. I like your WTF youtube show, but your starcraft 2 commentary was always mediocre since you never really understood this game.
TB said that's what working 12 hr/day, 6 day/week for two months for $2k would average out to, and he's right. I'm sure he knows better than you or I what casting at a major event actually pays while you're there.
Does he work 12 hr/day 6 day/week for $2k?
No, it's more like around 12 hr /day , 4-5 day.
Do you have some kind of impairment or deficiency that prevents you from understanding what you read?
TB was not talking about his particular case as a SC2 caster, or IdrA's case, or even SC2 casters in general, he was responding to MadJack who put forth the hypothetical scenario of working a 12 hour day, 6 days a week for 2 months for the salary of $2k.
I know he is not talking about his case, but it's absurd to cry about revenues as a caster, since casters can do so much more in their free time when there are no tournaments to receive additional revenues.
And yeah I understand MadJack, there are many people that work 8-10 hours a day, and earn a lot less then $2k/month.
Who is crying about revenues as a caster? TB was simply explaining the reality that even if you, as a not-top caster, would accept to work for that kind of money, there isn't even enough work that you could get. How is this so difficult to understand?
Why would a caster only focus on casting? If there isn't enough potential work, they should try to focus on something else to increase their revenues.
And I doubt there isn't enough work for Idra in this field.
The man said it himself:
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: There have also been continual job offers from various parts of the industry that always fail to materialize. If I wanted to continue to scrape out a living I probably could, by lowering standards, accepting donations, and whatever else. But I've never liked the game and I don't see that changing anytime soon so I see no reason to scrape by with no future just for the sake of staying with it.
If you don't believe him, there's nothing more that I can say. I'll take my leave now.
I'll never stop believing that you'll come back, You were my reason to play when i was starting, and I'm gonna thank you for that on the stage after my first win in major tournament, propably in a year or so
Good bye idra. I was hoping you would write a huge post but I guess this is more of your style. Your game against mvp is still one of my fav game to watch.
GL HF! You never liked the game? I hope whatever problems you had with SC2 don^t follow you.
I was really enjoying your stream with commentary and all the rage. You commentating a tournament was so much fun! I do agree that there are not enough money in SC2 unfortunately and that there is no point in wasting your life waiting for the money to come.
I wish you all the best in the world Sir!
PS: strange enough you are the reason i am playing SC2, i was so close to quiting after ladder abuse, cannon rush, bunker, proxy and all the cheese but when i sow you lose to the same shit it made me fell that i was not alone, i learned from your play but i also learned from your rage! :-> Apologize for quiting this game!!!
Good bye Idra. Although I was not always a fan of you, there is no denial that you have influenced the community much. In good as in bad ways. This is a very sad day for Starcraft because one of the greatest legends quits the e-sports scene. I hope you succeed in school and that perhaps one day you come back for a game you find more enjoyable
This is a very sad day. I hope you stay around in the community and assume the "elder statesman" role that you've earned as much as anyone else in the scene.
I believe him when he says he never liked the game, but he must have at least taken some pleasure out of being a relatively high level player in 2010 and 2011.
I mean I don't like Settlers of Catan, but when I manage to beat my friends at it I'm thrilled.
Idra, that was pretty well said. Thank you for the post. As someone who has watched you since Brood War (pre CJ Entus), it would be great to see you play a game or two again with the current foreign community. No doubt, it'd help inspire people to be as good as you were. Thanks for your contributions to Starcraft. I'll never forget watching you live defeat Boxer and Bomber back to back in MLG Orlando. Take care.
Best of luck IdrA, you helped shape starcraft 2 and I've always enjoyed watching your games. I will not forget your stream banter and the infamous MLG games, they're some of the fondest starcraft memories I have ^^
Idra was one of my favorite players, even if he never quite lived up to his hype or to the ego he had, and rage quit out of games he should've won, and was a dick to people, he was still entertaining and I would always want to see him win. This kind of says a lot to me about the state of SC2, if Idra who was for a long time probably the most popular sc2 streamer can no longer really make a living from it. Good luck in school, hope you do well and find something you enjoy more than Sc2.
Good for you Idra, but probably 2-3 years late.I sincerely hope you saved up some money, you've always been one of the smarter guys so I think you did. Esport simply is not for life.
I still don't understand this, doesn't school start in August? In any case, we might see idra again because a couple thousand bucks every other month for a casting gig might not be enough to "scrape a living together", but it's certainly good money for a weekend work. But maybe there is a psychological factor where it becomes incredibly unfun to spend time doing sc2 related things even after deciding to quit the scene. I know that I for one wouldn't be capable of doing it, I'd want a fresh start and I would delete my twitter, uninstall the game and so on. But I guess it's foolish to pass up money?
I'm still shocked that being unable to seperate BW from SC2 and not letting your opinion on the game dictate your play ended up killing your career. Either way good bye Idra, you are truly a foreign legend for both bw and star 2.
Well at least you had some badass traveling experiences that the majority of people won't get to have, all expenses paid. Agreed this is probably your best bet now, but probably overall a net positive experience even if you didn't particularly enjoy the game.
Thanks for everything, and good luck. As controversial as you were in the eyes of many, this community will NEVER forget you, for what it's worth.
I don't want to sound like I'm trying to claim that I know what's best for you, but making a living off of playing a game you never liked playing doesn't exactly sound like an dream job to me. Even though I'll miss you and all the memories you've given this community over the years, it's hard to feel too sad since you are (hopefully) moving on to do something you really enjoy.
Again, thanks for all the hard work and all the time you've put into making this community a more special place.
Always gonna root for you! Sad that you don´t enjoy the game like other do, but you are still an awesome player! Good luck in the future and in the school!
People talking about how $2k for a weekend's work is pretty good are forgetting that he needs to spend a lot of time playing/watching SC2 as well, and eventually the money will dry up and Idra will suddenly have nothing going for him except some talent for RTS games. Which would be a shame because he is both smart and capable of working hard.
A couple of thousand dollars for a weekends work once a month sounds like pretty good pay to me, not that you can live by that alone, but still. I guess you'd have to spend free time actually keeping up with the game, but even then it seems like a good deal (maybe less so when you don't like the game). Oh well.
While I wasn't a huge fan, I still enjoyed seeing you play back when I started watching WoL. Good times. Good bye and good luck!
On February 04 2014 05:37 Kerence wrote: A couple of thousand dollars for a weekends work once a month sounds like pretty good pay to me, not that you can live by that alone, but still. I guess you'd have to spend free time actually keeping up with the game, but even then it seems like a good deal (maybe less so when you don't like the game). Oh well.
While I wasn't a huge fan, I still enjoyed seeing you play back when I started watching WoL. Good times. Good bye and good luck!
It is good pay. It just isn't good pay if you can only do it one weekend a month as a full time job.
If he goes back to school it would absolutely still be a fun and easy way to make good money on the side.
On February 04 2014 05:37 Kerence wrote: A couple of thousand dollars for a weekends work once a month sounds like pretty good pay to me, not that you can live by that alone, buy still
You acknowledge it's not enough to love off of, and them justify that statement with "but still"? If it's not enough it's not enough.. Also longterm, going to school is infinitely a better choice.
I never posted because of u...but THANK YOU! & all the best..
you did something in korea barely any foreigner could achieve...I feel like most of those stupid sc2 viewers won't even recon (ban? sry) You were always an inspiration, greg, your time and effort won't be forgotten!
Yeah its not worth it. There is no money to be made is esports and Blizzard actually ruined it with the global tournament they started doing.
Before there was Dreamhack, MLG, ESL, NASL, IGN, Asus ROG, Red Bull, etc... but Blizzard had to step in and ruin everything and only have like 1 tournament that is very boring, very predictable, unknown casters, no audiences, if it was bad it they were doing it.
So Blizzard ruined esports, at least SC2 esports on their own. They should not have stepped in and tried to consolidate tournaments as it pretty much destroyed the already declining scene.
Right now no one watches SC2 anymore, because its not interesting, there aren't enough different tournaments, the best casters are not hired and the duo of Tastosis has gotten boring frankly, after several years of non stop casting, they are boring to me.
That is not to mention that Blizzard made SC2 worse than BW, like its not as fun as BW was. The balance is weird, there is not enough variety, not enough skill based, not enough big moves, big spells, like storm was in BW, was EMP was in brood War, like Reaver hits were, plague hits, etc...
In SC2 you wait for 10 minutes for the 2 players to get their deathball and then A-move and the winner is the one with the better hard counters. That is SC2 in a nutshell.
Funny, he says he never liked the game, yet stuck with it for 4 yrs? Must have been a pretty miserable experience. Hope he moves on to something he enjoys and finds more fulfilling. Had some good games, especially that one against MVP on Shakuras Plateau (back when MVP was no.1).
I think going back to school to schmuck it up with everyone else is a bad idea. I think you have enough name recognition and pull in gaming to start working on your career now. You have a starting point, entrepreneurial speaking, that most people dream about. You have unlimited connections to esports, gaming companies etc. that I'd be shocked if you couldn't find gainful employment in this industry. You should definitely quit the streaming personality gig though if it doesn't make you happy. School might be the path you need but I doubt you'll get what you want out of it in the end. You have all the tools you need to start your actual career now I would bet.
On February 04 2014 05:37 Kerence wrote: A couple of thousand dollars for a weekends work once a month sounds like pretty good pay to me, not that you can live by that alone, buy still
You acknowledge it's not enough to love off of, and them justify that statement with "but still"? If it's not enough it's not enough.. Also longterm, going to school is infinitely a better choice.
Really now? How many people can actually live of only casting SC2? It's a handful of people. All I'm saying is that it is in fact pretty good money, but you'd have to get another income as well.
On February 04 2014 05:51 Erosive wrote: Even if you make a thousand or two on a weekend, it comes down to the general lifestyle of casting/streaming. Siting daily streaming 6-8 hours of a video game daily is not a healthy lifestyle, even though most progamers do it. You become weak, stressed, bored, and a sense of no accomplishments. I'm glad Greg decided to head back to school, it will be better for him. Hope he surrounds himself with active friendly people who will hopefully give him a better judgement of himself.
Sometimes it's hard to leave something you devoted so much time into, but in Gregs case, it's for the better good. I enjoyed your casting and gameplay commentary Greg, wish you the best bud!
But now you're mixing players and casters. I don't see any of the casters streaming 6-8 hours a day. The only caster I even see streaming Starcraft "regularly" is Artosis, and even he seems to be doing Hearthstone most of the time right now. With Idra's knowledge, he could probably coast on that for quite some time with minimum investment into the game.
I also never said going back to school was a bad idea, in fact, I think it's a good idea.
that's too bad, and i'd love to be able to keep watching you, Idra, but i completely understand your decision and i believe - as someone that only 'knows' you from following you as a progamer - it is the correct one. i wish you the best of luck, success and happiness in your future endeavours.
On February 04 2014 05:44 Green_25 wrote: I will forever remain puzzled by why so many people gave a shit about Idra
It's more puzzling to me why someone would say something like this. He was a good player, entertaining personality, and if you got meet him a pretty nice guy. If you really don't care why are you even commenting on his post? If you want to be edgy or something there is always facebook.
Damn. No matter what you think about Idra, he's almost become a part of Starcraft over the years. He's always been here, always been in the spotlight in one way or another.
It's like a big brother who you grew up with. He's always been there, always been a part of things. You've played with him, fought with him, even hated him sometimes. But he's always been there. Then one day he moves away, goes to college. Leaves you behind. Only then do you realize just how much his presence filled your house. Only when you see the gaping hole he left in your life do you realize how prominent he was, how he was such an important part of your life.
Good or ill, Idra's always been a part of Starcraft.
On February 04 2014 05:37 Kerence wrote: A couple of thousand dollars for a weekends work once a month sounds like pretty good pay to me, not that you can live by that alone, but still. I guess you'd have to spend free time actually keeping up with the game, but even then it seems like a good deal (maybe less so when you don't like the game). Oh well.
While I wasn't a huge fan, I still enjoyed seeing you play back when I started watching WoL. Good times. Good bye and good luck!
Even if you make a thousand or two on a weekend, it comes down to the general lifestyle of casting/streaming. Siting daily streaming 6-8 hours of a video game daily is not a healthy lifestyle, even though most progamers do it. You become weak, stressed, bored, and a sense of no accomplishments. I'm glad Greg decided to head back to school, it will be better for him. Hope he surrounds himself with active friendly people who will hopefully give him a better judgement of himself.
Sometimes it's hard to leave something you devoted so much time into, but in Gregs case, it's for the better good. I enjoyed your casting and gameplay commentary Greg, wish you the best bud!
On February 04 2014 05:45 crms wrote: I think going back to school to schmuck it up with everyone else is a bad idea. I think you have enough name recognition and pull in gaming to start working on your career now. You have a starting point, entrepreneurial speaking, that most people dream about. You have unlimited connections to esports, gaming companies etc. that I'd be shocked if you couldn't find gainful employment in this industry. You should definitely quit the streaming personality gig though if it doesn't make you happy. School might be the path you need but I doubt you'll get what you want out of it in the end. You have all the tools you need to start your actual career now I would bet.
What sort of ego does it take to think that you know Idra better than Idra? What exactly do you think he's been doing these past months, twiddling his thumbs as his stream numbers drop? My bet is on him doing his best to make this career path work only for it to ultimately prove untenable.
Besides, based on his previous school experience, I hardly think he's going into an area of study in which schmucking it up is the soup du jour.
On February 04 2014 05:52 Broodwurst wrote: You should try flipping burgers, might give another perspective on how much "a couple thousand dollars" per month are worth
You should try living in SF. His rent is 2k per month.
On February 04 2014 05:52 Broodwurst wrote: You should try flipping burgers, might give another perspective on how much "a couple thousand dollars" per month are worth
You should try living in SF. His rent is 2k per month.
Why would I try living in an area where I can't afford to pay the rent?
I always love your stream, and your personality in e-sports. Unless a ton of progamer, you were honnest, sometimes BM, sometimes not. And you were able to play with it. So... Thx for those years, and good luck for the future.
I only started following the game at the start of 2012 but you were still most popular foreign player (and streamer) at that time, and one of the best. It does feel like the end of an era, but that was really when you left EG.
You have to appreciate Idra! Honest, brief, no fucking fluff. I think a good majority of humans live their whole lives without being able to deal with their own, unique, emotional traps. It something you should sort out young and it is most likely impossible to do when their are so many eyes watching you. He is obviously brilliant and will most likely do something much more valuable for the world one day than being the master of one of the infinite games, not just video games, of life.
I have to say you've been an inspiration to me (even though you've called me bad / idiot and terrible on your stream but no offense taken ) and you really were the first non-korean progamer I've followed.
I don't know if I would've been as interested in Starcraft in the beginning if it wasn't for you.
Hopefully going back to school comes out as a positive experience for you,
On February 04 2014 05:45 crms wrote: I think going back to school to schmuck it up with everyone else is a bad idea. I think you have enough name recognition and pull in gaming to start working on your career now. You have a starting point, entrepreneurial speaking, that most people dream about. You have unlimited connections to esports, gaming companies etc. that I'd be shocked if you couldn't find gainful employment in this industry. You should definitely quit the streaming personality gig though if it doesn't make you happy. School might be the path you need but I doubt you'll get what you want out of it in the end. You have all the tools you need to start your actual career now I would bet.
What sort of ego does it take to think that you know Idra better than Idra? What exactly do you think he's been doing these past months, twiddling his thumbs as his stream numbers drop? My bet is on him doing his best to make this career path work only for it to ultimately prove untenable.
Besides, based on his previous school experience, I hardly think he's going into an area of study in which schmucking it up is the soup du jour.
exactly. his big "life after EG" post was all about moving in 'many new exciting ventures' and it looks like none of them paid off. The guy might come across stubborn in his games but in life he is probably as rational as anyone else. If it was possible to get Day9 like money he'd probably stick out in Esports but it doesnt seem possible so off to college.
I wish he'd leave in a bang, like do something super bm, or call someone out before he left. That'd be super cool, anyways Good luck in the future, I hope you find something that you love and will do for the rest of your life.
On February 04 2014 05:43 BillGates wrote: Yeah its not worth it. There is no money to be made is esports and Blizzard actually ruined it with the global tournament they started doing.
Before there was Dreamhack, MLG, ESL, NASL, IGN, Asus ROG, Red Bull, etc... but Blizzard had to step in and ruin everything and only have like 1 tournament that is very boring, very predictable, unknown casters, no audiences, if it was bad it they were doing it.
So Blizzard ruined esports, at least SC2 esports on their own. They should not have stepped in and tried to consolidate tournaments as it pretty much destroyed the already declining scene.
Right now no one watches SC2 anymore, because its not interesting, there aren't enough different tournaments, the best casters are not hired and the duo of Tastosis has gotten boring frankly, after several years of non stop casting, they are boring to me.
That is not to mention that Blizzard made SC2 worse than BW, like its not as fun as BW was. The balance is weird, there is not enough variety, not enough skill based, not enough big moves, big spells, like storm was in BW, was EMP was in brood War, like Reaver hits were, plague hits, etc...
In SC2 you wait for 10 minutes for the 2 players to get their deathball and then A-move and the winner is the one with the better hard counters. That is SC2 in a nutshell.
Goodluck in school IdrA, you're a bright dude and you should do well. Just make sure you pick a field you'll enjoy for the rest of your life... it's not as easy as it seems!
It'd be pretty BM to say what I'm thinking right now. Guess I'll do it anyway.
You hate the community. You hate the people you've been involved with the past several years. You hate the people that signed your paychecks. And you had no problem with letting everyone know. I loved watching you because it was funny to see you get mad. You haven't played at a competitive level in years and the only reason people invited you to things is with the hope you'd blow up.
I'm sorry. I'm a fan but I'm sure that I am not the only one to see that you were good for numbers for a bit, but you were not and are not for the community.
later idra, thanks for being a big part of why i got into starcraft in the first place. i know you may not realize it but a great number of us want to hear about where you're going in life/your career/academia/whatever, so keep us all posted. don't completely vanish, son!
On February 04 2014 06:14 GleaM wrote: It'd be pretty BM to say what I'm thinking right now. Guess I'll do it anyway.
You hate the community. You hate the people you've been involved with the past several years. You hate the people that signed your paychecks. And you had no problem with letting everyone know. I loved watching you because it was funny to see you get mad. You haven't played at a competitive level in years and the only reason people invited you to things is with the hope you'd blow up.
I'm sorry. I'm a fan but I'm sure that I am not the only one to see that you were good for numbers for a bit, but you were not and are not for the community.
On February 04 2014 06:14 GleaM wrote: It'd be pretty BM to say what I'm thinking right now. Guess I'll do it anyway.
You hate the community. You hate the people you've been involved with the past several years. You hate the people that signed your paychecks. And you had no problem with letting everyone know. I loved watching you because it was funny to see you get mad. You haven't played at a competitive level in years and the only reason people invited you to things is with the hope you'd blow up.
I'm sorry. I'm a fan but I'm sure that I am not the only one to see that you were good for numbers for a bit, but you were not and are not for the community.
Having been an Idra fan for a while, I'd say it's probably more accurate to say Idra hated SC2, loved BW and loved the community which was brought together by both games.
Not that it matters. Please don't muck up this thread, it's nice to see people being respectable towards a veteran's departure.
On February 04 2014 06:14 GleaM wrote: It'd be pretty BM to say what I'm thinking right now. Guess I'll do it anyway.
You hate the community. You hate the people you've been involved with the past several years. You hate the people that signed your paychecks. And you had no problem with letting everyone know. I loved watching you because it was funny to see you get mad. You haven't played at a competitive level in years and the only reason people invited you to things is with the hope you'd blow up.
I'm sorry. I'm a fan but I'm sure that I am not the only one to see that you were good for numbers for a bit, but you were not and are not for the community.
>says things a fan would never say >claims to be a fan
On February 04 2014 06:14 GleaM wrote: It'd be pretty BM to say what I'm thinking right now. Guess I'll do it anyway.
You hate the community. You hate the people you've been involved with the past several years. You hate the people that signed your paychecks. And you had no problem with letting everyone know. I loved watching you because it was funny to see you get mad. You haven't played at a competitive level in years and the only reason people invited you to things is with the hope you'd blow up.
I'm sorry. I'm a fan but I'm sure that I am not the only one to see that you were good for numbers for a bit, but you were not and are not for the community.
IdrA brought countless and countless viewers to SC2. His bad boy personality gained notoriety in any SC2 circle out there, Korea or not. The past is the past. It's not right to sit there and say he hated this or hated that. How do you know he wasn't pushed to act like that? The numbers spoke for themselves, in an industry, wait for the shocker, is about trying to make money.
I hate to BM you but shit-posting on someone saying goodbye and thank you is awful.
On February 04 2014 06:14 GleaM wrote: It'd be pretty BM to say what I'm thinking right now. Guess I'll do it anyway.
You hate the community. You hate the people you've been involved with the past several years. You hate the people that signed your paychecks. And you had no problem with letting everyone know. I loved watching you because it was funny to see you get mad. You haven't played at a competitive level in years and the only reason people invited you to things is with the hope you'd blow up.
I'm sorry. I'm a fan but I'm sure that I am not the only one to see that you were good for numbers for a bit, but you were not and are not for the community.
I like the part where someone who came here after SC2 launch thinks he understands IdrA as a person. And claims to be a fan, after all that bullshit. It's hilarious to me. xD
Good luck to IdrA. He definitely lived the full gamut of the Esports gamer life, with all the lows and all the highs.
Assuming he wasn't frivolous with the money he earned (and it never looked like he was), he should walk away from this with a good amount of savings to pay for some good post-secondary education (with extra for the further future), some real life experience, and a good story.
Idra was my favorite player from like 2010 to sometime in 2013 when he was dropped from EG. I would watch his stream and his vods in my spare time. Just by watching I could sponge information and use it in my own games. In less than 250 games I made it to diamond from bronze, skipping silver entirely (bronze->gold->plat->diamond), and then before 500 games I made it to masters twice. I totally believe this was possible because of idra's stream. He has always done pretty good macro oriented builds, and has always had pretty good mechanics. Thank you idra. I had a great time watching you. Hope you still don't think we are all fucks, and I hope you don't think you are entitled to treat your true fans like ones.
Even-though I wasn't a fan it's always sad to see a big personality leave. SC needs big personalities. People you can Love or Hate and you certainly knew how to polarize. Good memories ♥
On February 04 2014 06:25 Rustug wrote: Even-though I wasn't a fan it's always sad to see a big personality leave. SC needs big personalities. People you can Love or Hate and you certainly knew how to polarize. Good memories ♥
Best of Health and enjoy school.
This sums up my feelings nicely. It's a shame you could never really enjoy the game, but given that it's true this is definitely the right decision. Good luck in the future
I always wanted you to do well, but could tell you really didn't enjoy the game that much. Good luck with your future endeavors, you will be successful at whatever you put your mind to.
He is the hero Starcraft deserves, but not the one it needs right now. So, we will make fun of him because he can take it. Because he isnt our hero. He's a silent whiner. A bad manner protector. A Gracken.
Never was i so hyped to watch your games man, for me the sc2 scene never recovered after you left. Will always watch out for you but for the love of god . . please stream maybe a few games a month? Shit. GL idrA. This is actually shocking news
There will always be people that loved your "bm" and thought it was funny but I have seen that it was just the truth you said. There is no point in staying in the sc2 scene when you do not like the game at all, neither do I. But the fact is that sc2 is the last good rts game out there. The future with mobas looks grim.
On February 04 2014 06:14 GleaM wrote: It'd be pretty BM to say what I'm thinking right now. Guess I'll do it anyway.
You hate the community. You hate the people you've been involved with the past several years. You hate the people that signed your paychecks. And you had no problem with letting everyone know. I loved watching you because it was funny to see you get mad. You haven't played at a competitive level in years and the only reason people invited you to things is with the hope you'd blow up.
I'm sorry. I'm a fan but I'm sure that I am not the only one to see that you were good for numbers for a bit, but you were not and are not for the community.
I can't agree with you completely. He actually did bring a lot of attention and viewers to sc and sc2 which leads to more money and that's a purpose of bussiness. That said, he was also a really, really good and skilled player that understands the game but i would guess he started to hate the sc2 as a game (not so much the people) because of its certain aspects (mostly the ones that enabled a player with less skill win games more easily than in bw) and some of its clearly visible imbalances.
I have never been Idra's fan ( I never really liked his attitude much ) but he deserves respect for what he has done for the game. GL in school.
I hated so see you loose and loved all your victories!
I felt bad when you had your facepalm moments but they are indeed some of the best SC2 times!
GL idra you will be missed !
I'm sorry you always felt like that for the game, because you could have acomplished so much more.. even if just for the money you could have had much better results if not for your poor atitude but it was fun.. GL
you are good at starcraft... there has to be another game you are good at... I don't mean this offensively to anyone, but look at Destiny. He was a prick, (is a prick) but is himself and bounces back no matter what PR bullshit comes his way. He is like the most popular streamer now and you have MUCH better credentials.. I feel as if your introvertedness may be holding back your true BM personality.. which is what made you popular in the first place.
Respect to you Greg . I never really liked you as a person or a player , but you've done a lot for the starcraft scene and although BM , you were always blunt about things that needed fixing not just in the game , but in esports in general . Good luck in school , stay true to yourself as you've been in the Starcraft community , and i don't know how you are in real life , but try to be more friendly and smile to the people around you and don't blame others try to fix things yourself .
Thank you for everything that you have done to the Starcraft community! You were always fun to watch and it´s so sad to see you quit completely. I guess it´s really the best for you, if you haven´t found a better place in E-sport until now. I wish you all the best in the future and great success in your school. I hope we will see again when LotV will be release, even if it´s just for a bit of streaming.
Sad to see you leave the scene completely dude. Def were my favorite player in WOL.
I remember thinking, in the early days of my exposure to the eSports scene, that I would never go to an event. I thought it was lame, nerdy, the usual bs. After getting really into the game that all changed, and I know I had to go to at least one. I was so, SO lucky to have gone to MLG Orlando. Ha, I remember me and my buddy (a big Bomber/Dragon Fan) convinced ourselves, "Alright, we'll go to MLG but we'll make up for it by going to the clubs (Which absolutely sucked)."
It was fucking awesome watching you play against bomber. The crowd was so pumped when we realized you were going to win it. My buddy actually completely flipped and starting rooting for the best foreigner in that series. That was a great time man. Thanks for the memories, good luck in school.
On February 04 2014 05:43 BillGates wrote: Yeah its not worth it. There is no money to be made is esports and Blizzard actually ruined it with the global tournament they started doing.
Before there was Dreamhack, MLG, ESL, NASL, IGN, Asus ROG, Red Bull, etc... but Blizzard had to step in and ruin everything and only have like 1 tournament that is very boring, very predictable, unknown casters, no audiences, if it was bad it they were doing it.
So Blizzard ruined esports, at least SC2 esports on their own. They should not have stepped in and tried to consolidate tournaments as it pretty much destroyed the already declining scene.
Right now no one watches SC2 anymore, because its not interesting, there aren't enough different tournaments, the best casters are not hired and the duo of Tastosis has gotten boring frankly, after several years of non stop casting, they are boring to me.
That is not to mention that Blizzard made SC2 worse than BW, like its not as fun as BW was. The balance is weird, there is not enough variety, not enough skill based, not enough big moves, big spells, like storm was in BW, was EMP was in brood War, like Reaver hits were, plague hits, etc...
In SC2 you wait for 10 minutes for the 2 players to get their deathball and then A-move and the winner is the one with the better hard counters. That is SC2 in a nutshell.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
How is a couple thousand dollars + streaming income a month not a "good way to live"? I don't know how much a decent standard costs where IdrA lives, but here in Sweden if I got $3,000 a month for any job I'd be able to live with pretty good standards. I get by off like $1k-$1,5k a month.
On February 04 2014 07:01 ElMeanYo wrote: He'll be back when LOTV hits.
I doubt he will be comming back since he only played the game for a job and not for entertainment. I hope to see IdrA again sometime in the future though!
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
How is a couple thousand dollars + streaming income a month not a "good way to live"? I don't know how much a decent standard costs where IdrA lives, but here in Sweden if I got $3,000 a month for any job I'd be able to live with pretty good standards. I get by off like $1k-$1,5k a month.
Minimum wage in the United States is ~$1.5k a month, if you need that for a reference point.
You've been an inspiration in my Zerg play. As much as I'd like you to stay, you need to succeed. If I were you, I would still stream doing homework and such which would keep you fresh in our (the fans) minds. People will watch even if you aren't pulling thousands of views. YOU HAVE NOT FAILED! Fuck your dad and his "told you so" attitude. You may not have the bank of MC, but you have family who will support you if you need it. Donation is a poor term for what we give as fans. It should be renamed "gift" or "contribution." You aren't a charity case. We believe in what you are doing as a service, and are one of the most qualified people to execute it. If anything, you've grown in a positive manner and have affected so many lives this way... btw, thanks for signing my Zerg TL shirt at MLG Anaheim 2012; made my week. Good luck and thanks for reading my comment.
On February 04 2014 05:45 crms wrote: I think going back to school to schmuck it up with everyone else is a bad idea. I think you have enough name recognition and pull in gaming to start working on your career now. You have a starting point, entrepreneurial speaking, that most people dream about. You have unlimited connections to esports, gaming companies etc. that I'd be shocked if you couldn't find gainful employment in this industry. You should definitely quit the streaming personality gig though if it doesn't make you happy. School might be the path you need but I doubt you'll get what you want out of it in the end. You have all the tools you need to start your actual career now I would bet.
What sort of ego does it take to think that you know Idra better than Idra? What exactly do you think he's been doing these past months, twiddling his thumbs as his stream numbers drop? My bet is on him doing his best to make this career path work only for it to ultimately prove untenable.
Besides, based on his previous school experience, I hardly think he's going into an area of study in which schmucking it up is the soup du jour.
Was I just white knighted by an IdrA fan? This post is so confusing.
Ego? What ego? People over estimate what an education will bring you, for the vast majority you get a degree to get a job. Most jobs are pretty terrible cube life where you work for someone else until you retire/die. IdrA is in a unique situation most will never have. You misinterpret my post, it's not about knowing IdrA better than himself, the point of my post was only to entertain other ideas than the landslide of 'good for you go back to school ya'. I believe IdrA has enough clout to get an actual job, no not a feast or famine casting gig, not a streamer, but an actual job, an 8-5 with a profitable esports or gaming based company in an industry he seems to enjoy. Tons of industry and sports figures go this route once their competitive or professional careers are done with.
Maybe he can't, maybe I'm wrong and his seemingly infinite connections in this industry are for nothing more than getting a beer once in awhile or a casting gig every few months. Who knows, I just don't think the default of going back to school is always the correct answer like so many seem to think. He is in a unique position and I would wager he could start a career now without having to spend a massive amount of money to get his degree to start working.
Again, I could be full of shit, IdrA may not even want to have anything to do with gaming and just wants to go back to Physics, Engineering or whatever suits his fancy. I wish him all the best. I personally would do everything I could to avoid needing to go back to school just to get some 'job'. I imagine someone who has been living on his own schedule for as long as IdrA has, might feel the same.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
Can anyone make a living off of this game as a caster/personality without sponsorships and donations? It seems almost mathematically impossible.
I think being a part time caster, doing school and then casting tournaments on weekends or during big happenings like DH and WCS could be a great way to stay in touch with the game and make some extra money on the side as a student, but full time appears pretty much hopeless.
Always loved to watch you in GSL/MLG and listen to you whenever you were given a microphone. All the players with personality just seem to be disappearing
Even thought I never appreciate your stream style I really like the way you understand the game as a Zerg player perspective. You should cast more. I really like to watch you cast. Good Luck and Have Fun at school Idra
despite everything you have been the staple of all NA SC for quite a while dude. you were a fucking awesome player and just as entertaining. best of luck in whatever you do dude, hope to see you back soon though.
On February 04 2014 05:37 Kerence wrote: A couple of thousand dollars for a weekends work once a month sounds like pretty good pay to me, not that you can live by that alone, buy still
You acknowledge it's not enough to love off of, and them justify that statement with "but still"? If it's not enough it's not enough.. Also longterm, going to school is infinitely a better choice.
Really now? How many people can actually live of only casting SC2? It's a handful of people. All I'm saying is that it is in fact pretty good money, but you'd have to get another income as well.
On February 04 2014 05:51 Erosive wrote: Even if you make a thousand or two on a weekend, it comes down to the general lifestyle of casting/streaming. Siting daily streaming 6-8 hours of a video game daily is not a healthy lifestyle, even though most progamers do it. You become weak, stressed, bored, and a sense of no accomplishments. I'm glad Greg decided to head back to school, it will be better for him. Hope he surrounds himself with active friendly people who will hopefully give him a better judgement of himself.
Sometimes it's hard to leave something you devoted so much time into, but in Gregs case, it's for the better good. I enjoyed your casting and gameplay commentary Greg, wish you the best bud!
But now you're mixing players and casters. I don't see any of the casters streaming 6-8 hours a day. The only caster I even see streaming Starcraft "regularly" is Artosis, and even he seems to be doing Hearthstone most of the time right now. With Idra's knowledge, he could probably coast on that for quite some time with minimum investment into the game.
I also never said going back to school was a bad idea, in fact, I think it's a good idea.
I think hearthstone is the way to go now for people involved in esports. But continuing education can't be a bad thing. The energy industry needs all the help it can get, and programmers are always in demand.
I guess we will just have to find some other mediocre pro who swear at people in game when losing and act bm towards the community in general. Life goes on.
On February 04 2014 07:26 lolmanpro wrote: I guess we will just have to find some other mediocre pro who swear at people in game when losing and act bm towards the community in general. Life goes on.
I don't think that is a fair statement at all, you don't seem to know how much Idra has done for the foreigner community.
in part because of awful ad rates and in part because of continually declining viewership
Its time to switch to dailymotion/motioncreed, the pay is way more interesting than twitch Otherwise cya Idar, you had a long career since Bw you can be happy.
Also going back to school after all these years will not be easy, i experienced it myself but after some time we'll synchro with it.
I respect the fact that you won't be accepting donations.
You could definitely live on as a personality though. If you don't see how to, you're blind.
Edit: i mean even if you're going to school, it'll be a much better part time job than anything else you can find and burning through your savings doesn't seem wise.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Anyways, you are prolly used to such big things you dont see the whole picture, but gl in school, its always a good thing going back to school at any point in your life. Hope you get into game desing, woudlnt that be awesome ? xD.
I guess someone could say you're probably used to such small things, that a couple thousand for working 9 to 9, 6 days a week seems incredible when in reality it is not something to strive for. 9-9 6 days a week can be done for a time, but that's not a career I would want to be leading either.. Also a couple thousand a month could be $2,000, I make a lot more than $500 a week working 9-4.. with minimal post secondary education.
So if ones willing to sacrifice long term gains for fun and games, or if your circumstances are so that you can make more than you do now doing what Greg was, then it works for you and grats. Considering the amount of talent required for this 9-9 6 day a week job for a couple thousand, I don't know man, you would do this, but could you?
Have a good one.
I'm a doctor with 7 years of studying and a specialist contract, and I work 8-6 at the very least plus 1 24 hr shift a week
I hope he'll be given the possibility to cast once in a while, because I think it'd just be a huge loss if he disappeared completely. But Stephano showed one thing: Just turn away from the game completely seems really hard, or almost impossible, even if you don't really like it. It was a huge part of their life, and even if it is just for some events once in a while, I think it'd be great to see him again.
Everything else has already been said, you were one of THE foreigners for many many years and there's nothing more to say but "good luck for the future".
I remember staying up late to watch PL years ago to see if CJ would send idra out to play. His comments after a match were memorable and hilarious. I never thought of it as BM, like some people did in the community, I just saw him as a passionate player that got caught in the moment. Good luck in those labs in the future.
On February 04 2014 07:44 Thrill wrote: I respect the fact that you won't be accepting donations.
You could definitely live on as a personality though. If you don't see how to, you're blind.
Edit: i mean even if you're going to school, it'll be a much better part time job than anything else you can find and burning through your savings doesn't seem wise.
Theres a difference between "live on" and "earn enough to enjoy life"
You are a clever guy, you will do brilliant in school!
I think you are the best caster out there as of now. I hope you still can cast tournaments now and then as a part time job!
I'll be going back to school. I have no plans to stream dota, or any other game right now, as I get very few viewers for it and I feel dumb inviting people to watch me be bad at something.
No offence, but people don't like your streaming, casting, and analysis in general because you're a great player. We like you as a person (at least your online version). It would be extremely interesting to follow you as you learn to play dota!
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Anyways, you are prolly used to such big things you dont see the whole picture, but gl in school, its always a good thing going back to school at any point in your life. Hope you get into game desing, woudlnt that be awesome ? xD.
I guess someone could say you're probably used to such small things, that a couple thousand for working 9 to 9, 6 days a week seems incredible when in reality it is not something to strive for. 9-9 6 days a week can be done for a time, but that's not a career I would want to be leading either.. Also a couple thousand a month could be $2,000, I make a lot more than $500 a week working 9-4.. with minimal post secondary education.
So if ones willing to sacrifice long term gains for fun and games, or if your circumstances are so that you can make more than you do now doing what Greg was, then it works for you and grats. Considering the amount of talent required for this 9-9 6 day a week job for a couple thousand, I don't know man, you would do this, but could you?
Have a good one.
I'm a doctor with 7 years of studying and a specialist contract, and I work 8-6 at the very least plus 1 24 hr shift a week
I make a bit more than 2k a month
So yeah casting looks appealing
You can't make that comparison. How much is a loaf of bread in Chile?
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Anyways, you are prolly used to such big things you dont see the whole picture, but gl in school, its always a good thing going back to school at any point in your life. Hope you get into game desing, woudlnt that be awesome ? xD.
I guess someone could say you're probably used to such small things, that a couple thousand for working 9 to 9, 6 days a week seems incredible when in reality it is not something to strive for. 9-9 6 days a week can be done for a time, but that's not a career I would want to be leading either.. Also a couple thousand a month could be $2,000, I make a lot more than $500 a week working 9-4.. with minimal post secondary education.
So if ones willing to sacrifice long term gains for fun and games, or if your circumstances are so that you can make more than you do now doing what Greg was, then it works for you and grats. Considering the amount of talent required for this 9-9 6 day a week job for a couple thousand, I don't know man, you would do this, but could you?
Have a good one.
I'm a doctor with 7 years of studying and a specialist contract, and I work 8-6 at the very least plus 1 24 hr shift a week
I make a bit more than 2k a month
So yeah casting looks appealing
You can't make that comparison. How much is a loaf of bread in Chile?
I'm not sure, but a can of coke here costs something like $2, a bit less right now.
Plus it still looks appealing, I'd be bringing those 2k from casting here, so I would earn pretty much the same
On February 04 2014 07:27 SigmaoctanusIV wrote: So I take it we won't be getting more episodes of Imbalanced
LOL.
gl Idra, you will do well in anything you pursue. Your father will be happy to learn you quit, could get back into communication him again as I heard you two haven't talked since you got into esports...
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
How is a couple thousand dollars + streaming income a month not a "good way to live"? I don't know how much a decent standard costs where IdrA lives, but here in Sweden if I got $3,000 a month for any job I'd be able to live with pretty good standards. I get by off like $1k-$1,5k a month.
Must be a shitty job if you get 1500 dollar a month. You know that one dollar is like 5-6kr now days. Or was it something that I read wrong?
Sad to see him leave. I loved Idra. He was my favorite sc2 player (never played broodwar). Alot of people hated him. Sure. But he was still an amazing player when he really wanted to be.
You should totally write a book about your experiences in Korea during both BW (especially BW) and early SC2 and how it was from your perspective to be a foreign progamer and making it into eSTRO, I'd so buy that :D
Good luck in whatever you pursue in your future, for what it's worth, consider me a fan for life
On February 04 2014 08:20 Azelja wrote: You should totally write a book about your experiences in Korea during both BW (especially BW) and early SC2 and how it was from your perspective to be a foreign progamer and making it into eSTRO, I'd so buy that :D
Good luck in whatever you pursue in your future, for what it's worth, consider me a fan for life
Agreed. Book please! Greg "Idrajit" Fields The reason I first fell in love with SC2 and the reason I play Zerg. You will be missed GL HF GG Grack.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
3$ an hour as a caster? Really?
it's more like 35-40$, plus accommodation.
Your comment disgust me TB, I understand that you become a Youtube star and you are making a tone of money, but if you don't find casting to be rewarding please stop and spend those weekends to improve your Youtube channel. I like your "WTF is" youtube show, but your starcraft 2 commentary was always mediocre since you never really understood this game.
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thanks for everything. when i first started watching sc2 wol, it was you and spanishiwa who first got me into the game (and zerg). thanks for everything, glhf at school.
Pretty disappointing end to it all, but at least you made a fair amount of money while you were in EG. Be sure to use it wisely, as it'll be your most important takeaway from this episode in your life.
I've never been a "fan" per se, but you certainly were a big part of SC2, and I appreciate that. You were part of the reason that this game started out hot with great potential in Esports. Sadly Blizzard does not seem to take Esport potential into consideration with how they treat the game.
I don't really play anymore either, but I am secretly hoping that the next Xpack does something spectacular. Maybe players like yourself would return. Good luck to you.
I've been a fan since beta and I only said a few words to you when I met you in person at MLG Orlando in 2011. Thanks for your autograph there; you signed it right in the middle of my box without asking (I was very glad you did!), so it's the best thing I have from you. Being in the crowd and cheering for you in that series versus Boxer was great.
Maybe you could stream actual Brood War every once in a while? Maybe even some StarBow?
Good luck Idra! You know as well as anyone that you're making the right choice.
Getting a good future in a career you enjoy is significantly better than living as a pauper doing something you don't like. It's a bit of a strange feeling having followed your career since BW and seeing it at this point years later, but it's been a hell of a ride. Best of luck.
Really sad news, what an amazing player. Some really incredibly runs in BW and SC2, and easily one of the most interesting people in eSports. It really bugs me how unfairly Idra gets treated, and I guess I really empathize with him.
I'm going to miss watching you play an awful lot, Greg. You're incredibly talented and intelligent, and I'm sure you'll be great at anything you choose to do. I'm sorry that some people held you to different and unpredictable standards, and I know how frustrating those situations get when you're so passionate about success.
Wow, I'd kill for a job where I got paid thousands of dollars for a weekend once a month while I was in school. I can't even imagine how much money he was making playing for EG if that hardly seems worth it.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: But I've never liked the game and I don't see that changing anytime soon so I see no reason to scrape by with no future just for the sake of staying with it.
This should be one of the main aspects, people should take a look on. Idra was one of the best players around at one time in this game...
Will you be streamin some good old bw?
no he wasnt ? or i dont remember the time ... he was a MONSTER in sc1 and he was (from foreign point of view) the best player with nony ... but in sc2 ? meh he not really archieved anything, always when it was "nearly" to something, his own mentality throw the wins away ... he most of the times beat himself
it just was never his game and for all who LOVES the game, it was sometimes so frustrating see him hating the game whining etc even forming this nowadays typical zerg whining attitute as mainstream behavior ...
dont get me wrong i liked him in sc1 and i found it funny see him loosing and raging but parts of me are happy its over
best of luck in your future and i hope you get all what you want and where you not have to rage rl you dont rage that much so perhaps esport isnt the right thing gogo rl ! ^^
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: But I've never liked the game and I don't see that changing anytime soon so I see no reason to scrape by with no future just for the sake of staying with it.
This should be one of the main aspects, people should take a look on. Idra was one of the best players around at one time in this game...
Will you be streamin some good old bw?
no he wasnt ? or i dont remember the time ... he was a MONSTER in sc1 and he was (from foreign point of view) the best player with nony ... but in sc2 ? meh he not really archieved anything, always when it was "nearly" to something, his own mentality throw the wins away ... he most of the times beat himself
it just was never his game and for all who LOVES the game, it was sometimes so frustrating see him hating the game whining etc even forming this nowadays typical zerg whining attitute as mainstream behavior ...
dont get me wrong i liked him in sc1 and i found it funny see him loosing and raging but parts of me are happy its over
best of luck in your future and i hope you get all what you want and where you not have to rage rl you dont rage that much so perhaps esport isnt the right thing gogo rl ! ^^
He won several premier tournaments, including an MLG and an IEM (and the very first IPL), high finishes in multiple premier tournaments and major tournaments, and was the first foreigner to consistently do well in GSL and he made code S.
IdrA was obviously very good at the game and was for a time one of the top players.
idra, you got my respect as a player, but your behaviour wasn't sportsmanlike most of the time - so i never saw you as a e-sportsman, just a guy trying his heart out to be good at something he doesn't even like to do. I really hope you can channel all that rage up into something good in your life.
Agree with your overall statement. I think going to school is the best option. You've had the BW/SCII experience and that was good in itself. Best of luck!
On February 04 2014 09:18 Beef Noodles wrote: This is by far the saddest thread I've seen on TL. Good luck IdrA
Well, if he never liked the game it only makes sense. I don't think you should go or continue into such a hard and unpromising career if you are not really, really passionate about what you are doing.
Good luck to you Greg. I never supported you, but I do wish you all the best.
Greg I still love you. I think you gave me one of the last EG.IdrA signatures. It will be pass down to my son as a family treasure. I hope you let us know where you go to school so we could bother you, good luck!
On February 04 2014 09:43 Hydro033 wrote: What are you studying? I remember you mention Gould's evolutionary biology work on an episode of Unburrowed. Biology perhaps? Some sort of science?
didn't he mention that he was going to study physics originally. I think it would fit him very well, so many deterministic systems to study, very little room for coinflips!
So basically, what you saying, Idra, is that streaming SC2 as a non-pro-player, is not paying your fees. That's not really surprising. But shouldn't playing a game be about fun? So the explanation why you are quitting SC2 should be, because you don't have a *good time* anymore, not because you are not getting enough paid as a non-pro-gamer... Games are about fun... people tend to forget this sometimes.
Still, thanks for all the entertainment in all the years since like 2007 Broodwar, and Good Bye, streamer!
On February 04 2014 10:02 Caladan wrote: So basically, what you saying, Idra, is that streaming SC2 as a non-pro-player, is not paying your fees. That's not really surprising. But shouldn't playing a game be about fun? So the explanation why you are quitting SC2 should be, because you don't have a *good time* anymore, not because you are not getting enough paid as a non-pro-gamer... Games are about fun... people tend to forget this sometimes.
Still, thanks for all the entertainment in all the years since like 2007 Broodwar, and Good Bye, streamer!
Also carriers are a nice skill toi have.
Playing video games can be a job, which is what it clearly was for Idra. Idra's situation is really no different than any other person who works/worked a good paying job that they really didn't like - they simply did it because it paid well. Idra played SC2 because it paid well, not because it was fun - and now that it doesn't pay well, he's moving on.
On February 04 2014 09:18 Beef Noodles wrote: This is by far the saddest thread I've seen on TL. Good luck IdrA
Well, if he never liked the game it only makes sense. I don't think you should go or continue into such a hard and unpromising career if you are not really, really passionate about what you are doing.
Good luck to you Greg. I never supported you, but I do wish you all the best.
I meant more sad, because I got into SC:BW during the "IdrA era," and was always a big fan
On February 04 2014 10:37 TeeTS wrote: He never liked the game at all and stayed around for so long... Wow, that´s really hard to understand.
He was making good money and he enjoyed the competition (he commented that he disliked the game always but loved the competition and that feeling of winning).
People do a lot worse, for less money (in terms of people hating their job and making shit money).
That retirement post was great litterature. At first glance, you could say he put minimal effort into it. When in reality... Well, did you really believe he cared about you retards? Man up.
I sincerely hope Idra finds some success in his new career, he was one of the few progamers that was truly straightforward (and pretty witty at times ). Was a lot of fun
Love him or hate him, he's the catalyst for some of the most iconic moments in foreign eSports to date.
Personally, I'd like to remember Idra the way I remember him during the WoL Beta and the first couple of GSL seasons. There was a time when he was considered the best foreigner out there--- and those were brighter days for our game.
It sounds kinda cheesy, but the scene will always remember you, IdrA. Years from now, your name will still call up certain . . . images, and will always be synonymous with no-nonsense and straight talk in a scene that breeds trolls. You've left your mark in esports, Greg, and I'm sure you'll leave a mark wherever else you go.
On February 04 2014 10:47 Tufas wrote: Why did you ever switch to zerg ggmaybere
Well, he was Zerg in BW before he was ever Terran. His aka even used to be HungZerg. However, he loved Nada too much and his zvt style of staying on lair wasnt as good as time went on. It feels like zvp would have fit him a lot more than tvp too cause it is a lot more reactive and macro-based though. Before he went to Korea, he was playing tvz, tvp, pvt in clan wars and stuff too.
Then, at start of sc2, he was Protoss and switched to Zerg. He hated pvp, listened to Artosis etc.
At least he stomached the stench for a time...it was the flies that did it for him in the end. At this point, I wonder if anyone is going even give a shit about LOTV....
Starbow, the community's RTS, will save Starcraft!!! I hope...
gl in school idra! i think you'll find more stability there for sure. it's a small percentage of the playerbase that can make a COMFORTABLE living off of this game. and as far as i'm concerned you've accomplished a ton already.
Despite all the rage and controversy you were a polarizing figure in Esports and you brought eyes to the scene. You are a great player and you deserve better than you got. Good luck and go kick some ass!
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
How is a couple thousand dollars + streaming income a month not a "good way to live"? I don't know how much a decent standard costs where IdrA lives, but here in Sweden if I got $3,000 a month for any job I'd be able to live with pretty good standards. I get by off like $1k-$1,5k a month.
Must be a shitty job if you get 1500 dollar a month. You know that one dollar is like 5-6kr now days. Or was it something that I read wrong?
Sad to see him leave. I loved Idra. He was my favorite sc2 player (never played broodwar). Alot of people hated him. Sure. But he was still an amazing player when he really wanted to be.
That's not my income, it's my expenses or whatever, how much I spend on rent/food/bills etc while having a decent standard. I'm just confused as to how some people refer to a couple of thousand dollars a month "not an income to live off", guess they must live in really expensive places.
What IdrA has missed to say is that SC2 doesn't have a problem with balance but a problem with design. Or... he doesn't care anymore, so he felt there was no need to say it.
May you have a prosperous life. We are sad to see you go. But alas, we must see the back of your head as you walk away from us. Good luck, and have fun.
Farewell Idra. One of the most entertaining players to follow from day 1.
Thank you for everything you contributed both to the broodwar and sc2 communities. I used to eagerly steal replays of your play in broodwar as often as possible when I was learning the game in 06/07. I also used to root for you to get on TV when you were with estro, then CJ...always holding my breath checking those OSL prelim results every other month or so.
From crazy long hair days at that first wcg bw LAN (in like 2004? 2005?) all the way through 2014, thanks for basically a decade of memories sir.
Will never forget staying up until 4am to watch Idra and Jinro trailblaze in GSL. Was really something special. Take care and thanks for all the great moments.
A bit shocking, considering everytime you were casting a SC2 game, everyone in the community went "omg he is so good at casting"; at the MLG GameOn everyone was like "I wish Idra was casting" and such. Your casting was usually much appreciated by everyone as being very intelligent, analytical and generally something that people could actually learn from.
But you are right income dictates it all. I wish you best of luck in whatever career you will pick for the future.
Was never a fan of the out of game antics but was always a fan in-game. I don't watch SC2 anymore but some of the best memories I have were of Idra in the GSL, those were great times.
I don't fully understand why you wouldn't go to school and stay casting for weekend tournaments. Seems like a good way to make a couple thousand a month with pretty low commitment.
All the best, but cutting ties with the community completely doesn't seem like the best option.
I wish you good luck. I think this decision should have been made sooner. I am of the opinion that you have no passion for something then don't keep doing it. If Idra doesn't like the game then that's the best decision. A lot of passionate people to pump out contents for us fans.
On February 04 2014 12:22 UberNuB wrote: I don't fully understand why you wouldn't go to school and stay casting for weekend tournaments. Seems like a good way to make a couple thousand a month with pretty low commitment.
All the best, but cutting ties with the community completely doesn't seem like the best option.
So sad to see you go but on the other hand im happy you finally let go that game, that never satisfied you. I wish you all the best and maybe we'll see you making a comeback with SCIII ^_^
IdrA I have been a huge fan ever since your CJ Entus days. Keep believing in the dream, you are the most charismatic player I have ever seen. And with you gone there will be a large abyss in the e-sports progaming scene and an equally big hole in my heart.
Greg Fields, I don't know quite what to say. You hold a special place in my heart. You were the most entertaining. The most sympathetic. You were the best. Just remember that although you are the champion, there is so much to be done in the world that you, like the vast majority of us, have a great responsibility to do as human beings. Thank you for being a friend, although you will never know how. I will look for your casts for a while, as they are something I used to study.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
How is a couple thousand dollars + streaming income a month not a "good way to live"? I don't know how much a decent standard costs where IdrA lives, but here in Sweden if I got $3,000 a month for any job I'd be able to live with pretty good standards. I get by off like $1k-$1,5k a month.
Minimum wage in the United States is ~$1.5k a month, if you need that for a reference point.
On February 04 2014 13:43 neoghaleon55 wrote: He'll be back. Starcraft is like a first love. You may break up with her, but you'll still think about her way more than you should...
except for idra starcraft is brood war
for idra starcraft 2 is some game that was blatantly not the one he loved but a cheap rip off
On February 04 2014 13:43 neoghaleon55 wrote: He'll be back. Starcraft is like a first love. You may break up with her, but you'll still think about her way more than you should...
except for idra starcraft is brood war
for idra starcraft 2 is some game that was blatantly not the one he loved but a cheap rip off
I will always miss the way he tirelessly strove to antagonize his sources of income and wish him continued success at doing the same thing with his future endeavors.
I may not be the biggest fan of your attitude, but there's no doubt about your skills as a player and as a commentator. GLHF in the future and hopefully you can find something in life that makes you less grumpy.
Good decision on your part. If you study the right subject, university or college is a lot of fun. And with all the money you've saved up, it should be a TON of fun. And you'll actually have a real future, outside of playing fucking games.
On February 04 2014 14:51 BVRHNT3R wrote: Karma is a bitch. You get what you deserve. Hope this teaches you a lesson about biting the hand that feeds you.
Yeah I'm sure he's going to have a rough time having all that school paid for and I'm sure hes going to be upset with all those friends he made.
Good luck idra. Leaving starcraft and going back to school does seem to be the most sensible decision in your situation. Education is a useful talent toi have. Although it must be said that you probably still could have accomplished somemore in the Starcraft scene if you chosed to stay on. Just sayin', you weren't lost.
Good luck with the study and the rest of whatever you do. I hope the negativity and narcissism that plagued your SC2 career do not follow you into your next endeavours.
Good bye Idra, it was great knowing you while it lasted, and the entertainment you provided wasn't topped by anyone else. GL HF GG's. BroodWar was your first love and you kicked it's ass as best you could, and your comments basically reinforced what everyone was thinking that sc2, and HotS after it never really peaked your interest like BW did. Wish it wasn't so, but everyone has to make decisions in their life about their future eventually, and I hope you are happy with your decision and that you will find peace and happiness with whatever you choose to do next. Maybe one day you will make a triumphant return once you've secured your millions elsewhere, but until then we say goodbye. peace Greg
On February 04 2014 15:22 RoninColt wrote: Some people make less than 2k a month working 40+ hours a week and would be more than happy to give all that up to do some thing they love.
Well he just said that it's not really something he loves. If someone with passion wants to make money streaming, theoretically he would be making room for them.
also, @ the guy wondering why there was so much fuss. IdrA has been a pretty big name in foreign starcraft and starcraft 2 for a long time. The fact that he has > 10k posts on TL should indicate why him leaving is a big deal.
Truthfully, I only got into starcraft because of IdrA. Three years ago one of my friends told me him. I then watched my first pro game, and from there I have probably watched starcraft daily, constantly rooting for IdrA regardless of his (hilarious) actions. So sad that everything fell apart, I still feel that the game needs people with character, people with attitude as well as skill, and IdrA was a perfect example. A complete dick, but one that could still pose a challenge. Hoping for the best glhf
On February 04 2014 15:22 RoninColt wrote: Some people make less than 2k a month working 40+ hours a week and would be more than happy to give all that up to do some thing they love.
Well he just said that it's not really something he loves. If someone with passion wants to make money streaming, theoretically he would be making room for them.
also, @ the guy wondering why there was so much fuss. IdrA has been a pretty big name in foreign starcraft and starcraft 2 for a long time. The fact that he has > 10k posts on TL should indicate why him leaving is a big deal.
Yeah, I thought about that after I posted.. But it's still difficult for somebody to understand why he'd want to do something different. Can't grasp how you can't love this game, even then to be involved with Esports alone.
I didn't see his viewership being that low of numbers combined with the occasional casting gig, I'd be happy financially. But he is pretty well educated and most likely will be successful either way.
When I first started playing Starcraft II in 2011, I had settled on my race to be zerg.
Watching the VoDs available for SC2:WoL at that IPL you had won... It left me inspired. Knowing your story let me know that a foreigner can kick ass. You and stephano will always leave everlasting impressions on me, Greg Fields.
On February 04 2014 15:35 vidium wrote: Better players than idra retired and nobody cared this much. I dont get it, why the big fuss?
Because Idra was absolutely legendary in bw and sc2. sc2 he was only a monster in 2010/2011, but in 2010 if he didn't win the tournament he entered, it was considered a fluke for him. He's also been an icon for the scene for many years.
On February 04 2014 15:35 vidium wrote: Better players than idra retired and nobody cared this much. I dont get it, why the big fuss?
Because Idra was absolutely legendary in bw and sc2. sc2 he was only a monster in 2010/2011, but in 2010 if he didn't win the tournament he entered, it was considered a fluke for him. He's also been an icon for the scene for many years.
plus all the tasty hate he generated. All those viewers who tuned in to watch his rage and tears and were so often rewarded. He really was the greatest heel, truly like an American Wrestling performer at his best.
It's always sad to see your favorite player go. IdrA was the very first pro player that I started following, and ever since I've always rooted for him. Even after I switched races to terran and the match was IdrA vs one of my favorite terran players. IdrA contributed a great deal to what made me first love starcraft. I hope you achieve nothing but happiness and good things IdrA, the best of luck with your endeavours!
Goodbye Idra, you have been the source of some of my fondest SC2 moments, thanks for everything and GL with school, please stay in touch with all of us.
$2000 a month to "work" one weekend a month casting a video game... where do I sign?
Can't believe IdrA didn't capitalize more on his time while he had the chance. I think at one point about 2 years ago people were lining up by the hundreds willing to pay $200+ per hour for coaching. I would have been coaching 18 hours a day lol... and he was like "fuck that I'm not coaching"
I don't get you'd stuck with a game you don't like for 3 years. You're lying to yourself saying that, you just realize you lost in fame and change path. Anyway, good luck in your future, you were an icone for some people i guess.
On February 04 2014 16:35 Faust852 wrote: I don't get you'd stuck with a game you don't like for 3 years. You're lying to yourself saying that, you just realize you lost in fame and change path. Anyway, good luck in your future, you were an icone for some people i guess.
Sure he would, he was making over a $100,000 / year... why wouldn't he ^^ A lot of us would do something we don't like if we got $100,000+ / year for it.
Doesn't matter if you like(ed) IdrA or not, he is/was one of the most successful, colorful and well known SC(2) player out there! So it is really sad to see him stop playing; even if I think it's the right decision to go to school and hopefully have something you can live your life with afterwards. (seriously: only very few players are able to earn money in the gaming business after they stop being on the top / retire) Maybe IdrA can pull of a "Creolophus" but will be hard!
Good-bye IdrA.... sad to see you go. You were one of the first SC2 players I ever watched, and part of the reason I got hooked. Thank you for everything! <3 All the best to you, I hope everything works out as you want it to. Stay angry
Thx for all the GREAT games and being my HERO in eSports for many years!!! You are eSports to me! I have left SC2 behind with you. I have enjoyed the stream and all the goodtimes! Have fun at school. I hope to meet you one day! GL GL HF
On February 04 2014 16:23 fireforce7 wrote: A very mellow dramatic farewell to his fans and the community...maybe it was for the best =/.
its this way because it was a long time coming.. and i think we all felt it coming too. ill just say that we all probably know that he wont be the last big name to do this either
The past few years, you entertained us like no one else and for that, I thank you. Good luck in school and I hope to see you back in the community, even if it's in a few years. I'm sure it'll be worth it to wait for you comeback... If it ever happens
Good luck, IdrA. It's always been nothing short of a pleasure being your fan. A heartwrenching, life-shortening pleasure, but I wouldn't have wanted it any other way.
On February 04 2014 15:35 vidium wrote: Better players than idra retired and nobody cared this much. I dont get it, why the big fuss?
IdrA is the man, man! He entertained us all and mostly put up awesome fights against many good players! Regarding his whole history in Starcraft, this man is a legend. At last, it's not only the skill that counts.
On February 04 2014 16:19 TAMinator wrote: Dr. Greg Fields Sounds like a new House show
Except the genius of House and the good looks and amazing talent of Hugh Laurie.
I don't care too much about this announcement, for me his career was over once EG booted him out. Going back to school would have been the right decision then, and it's still the right decision now.
With three years of EG salary and tournament winnings, he can go to any Ivy League school he wants and live comfortably for the duration of his studies. He also has the discipline to excel in any field he's interested in, so the future will be bright and shiny for him. And a bonus for the community: we don't have to deal with his obnoxious, toxic personality any longer.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live.
Hey ill take those couple thousand for working as a caster 9 to 9, 6 days a week, for two monts worth of work, and im not even joking.
Even if you could get that much work, which you can't, that is terrible pay compared to almost any other job in the US. Assuming 12 hours a day, 6 days a week and 9 weeks into 2 months, that's $3.08 an hour, disgustingly low.
And yet it is the reality in many, many places of the world.
Thanks for writing something. I understand you didn't like the game all that much, but you still gave us some great games, and added so much to the scene. Thank you for all the hard work you put in.
Idra, with your impressive intellect, gosu mechanical ability, and the amount of time you had to dedicate yourself to the game, you had potential to be one of the best foreign players. Perhaps even better than Stephano and Naniwa. The only thing that held you back was your attitude. You didn't even watch your own freaking replays for the most part. Whenever presented with a problem, you would blame the game instead of trying to work around it.
It continues to be true that you're a deeply talented individual with a promising future ahead of him -- if only you can keep your ego in check and let up with the Dunning–Kruger effect. The fact that you have lots of potential doesn't mean you're born King and don't need to improve yourself. We all need to improve ourselves.
I liked watching your games way back in BW days and it was easy to see that SC2 isn`t your future. Good luck in school and thanks for entertaining us over years!
You made this game interesting for me and now you are gone. I wish you all the best for your future and hopefully you will make a comeback after you finished school.
Idra was the guy that got me into sc2, plain and simple! I have very happy memories of staying up through the night on multiple occasions just to watch him progress in tourneys and its such a shame to know that he's leaving for good :/ Sadly, not many pros have a personality anymore, and in a game that gets incredibly stale to watch, its a major problem! Enjoy school Greg and thank you for so so many memories!
I dunno man. If you can get $2k for a weekend of work once a month I'd do it. You've got a fucking long road ahead of you before you get anywhere academically, nevermind with an easily searched background of abusive and aggressive behaviour easily available for anyone who bothers to do even the slightest amount of background research.
I'd milk every dollar out of that before going anywhere.
I'll never wish anyone bad luck, even someone that was unpleasant and dislikeable and far too convinced of his own intellectual superiority, so I wish you good fortune.
On February 04 2014 20:30 RESOqub wrote: I dunno man. If you can get $2k for a weekend of work once a month I'd do it. You've got a fucking long road ahead of you before you get anywhere academically, nevermind with an easily searched background of abusive and aggressive behaviour easily available for anyone who bothers to do even the slightest amount of background research.
I'd milk every dollar out of that before going anywhere.
I'll never wish anyone bad luck, even someone that was unpleasant and dislikeable and far too convinced of his own intellectual superiority, so I wish you good fortune.
What Tournament would pay 2000dollars for 2 days casting, if the prize money (what attracts viewers) is at the same level?
On February 04 2014 20:30 RESOqub wrote: I dunno man. If you can get $2k for a weekend of work once a month I'd do it. You've got a fucking long road ahead of you before you get anywhere academically, nevermind with an easily searched background of abusive and aggressive behaviour easily available for anyone who bothers to do even the slightest amount of background research.
I'd milk every dollar out of that before going anywhere.
I'll never wish anyone bad luck, even someone that was unpleasant and dislikeable and far too convinced of his own intellectual superiority, so I wish you good fortune.
What Tournament would pay 2000dollars for 2 days casting, if the prize money (what attracts viewers) is at the same level?
Sad thing. SC2 is out.
What tournament would pay 2000 USD for IdrA's 2 days casting, you mean.
On February 04 2014 16:25 pivor wrote: I think streaming should not be taken as as viable source of income, at least not as your only/main one. It was designed mainly for entertainment.
Livestream and uStream were for entertainment. Justin/twitch.tv is for trying to get rich off playing videogames.
Well he really needs to work on his attitude or he'll just fail miserably in the real world. I guess he'll rediscover his "love for the game and the scene" right around the first exam period and unretire as e-sports personality.
On February 04 2014 11:09 Zoler wrote: No one that played BW likes SC2. Everyone just plays it because of sponsors and money.
Fucking shit game ruining the scene, thanks Blizzard!
Lies and generalisations! I played BW and I love sc2.
I dont think this is as black and white. I dont like SC2 in general but I do play it from time to time (thou i did not buy HoTS, i stayed at WoL).
I belive SC2 to not be as interesting and rewarding as BW, but It has some strong points with itself (Great UMS maps for example).
I talked to a few BW great players who moved to sc2 and most of them agree that SC2 is not as fun, but it does bring cash, so its what they play.
Others thou, belive SC2 to be a great game, however so far it feels like its a minority.
SC2 has seen some decline in its popularity, and it seems like Its a steady decline so far... Since Im not a great sc2 fan, Idra leaving should have no importance to me, but somehow him beeing so bad mannered I cant help but to feel Its good that he leaves.
On February 04 2014 11:09 Zoler wrote: No one that played BW likes SC2. Everyone just plays it because of sponsors and money.
Fucking shit game ruining the scene, thanks Blizzard!
Lies and generalisations! I played BW and I love sc2.
I dont think this is as black and white. I dont like SC2 in general but I do play it from time to time (thou i did not buy HoTS, i stayed at WoL).
I belive SC2 to not be as interesting and rewarding as BW, but It has some strong points with itself (Great UMS maps for example).
I talked to a few BW great players who moved to sc2 and most of them agree that SC2 is not as fun, but it does bring cash, so its what they play.
Others thou, belive SC2 to be a great game, however so far it feels like its a minority.
SC2 has seen some decline in its popularity, and it seems like Its a steady decline so far... Since Im not a great sc2 fan, Idra leaving should have no importance to me, but somehow him beeing so bad mannered I cant help but to feel Its good that he leaves.
comparing games made early 2000's to todays games yes sc2 ain't that great of a game, but when you compare only games made late 2000's early 2010's it is great game. i enjoyed bw and still enjoy sc2 and thats my view=)
Never liked Idra as a player or a person ( from what I know of him ), but i like SC and he was good for the scene and for that i thank him and wish him the best, GL!
On February 04 2014 21:17 nevermore86 wrote: Well he really needs to work on his attitude or he'll just fail miserably in the real world. I guess he'll rediscover his "love for the game and the scene" right around the first exam period and unretire as e-sports personality.
I can already tell he's a great deal more intelligent than you are... perhaps he was unnecessarily rude at times but how he acted was mainly a persona, a persona which effectively made his career! At the end of the day, he really was being paid to treat people and the scene in a poor way... kinda blunt of him to say so but he was very much spot on.
IdrA, you've inspired and motivated me to play Starcraft 2 better, and you've been great for the community revolving around it. Thanks for the good times. Good luck in your future, mate! You can do anything if you can become a Starcraft pro.
The correct decision. You were by far the strongest profile in Starcraft 2 and probably the biggest reason i enjoyed and still enjoy watching Starcraft. Good luck in school!
On February 04 2014 11:09 Zoler wrote: No one that played BW likes SC2. Everyone just plays it because of sponsors and money.
Fucking shit game ruining the scene, thanks Blizzard!
Lies and generalisations! I played BW and I love sc2.
I dont think this is as black and white. I dont like SC2 in general but I do play it from time to time (thou i did not buy HoTS, i stayed at WoL).
I belive SC2 to not be as interesting and rewarding as BW, but It has some strong points with itself (Great UMS maps for example).
I talked to a few BW great players who moved to sc2 and most of them agree that SC2 is not as fun, but it does bring cash, so its what they play.
Others thou, belive SC2 to be a great game, however so far it feels like its a minority.
SC2 has seen some decline in its popularity, and it seems like Its a steady decline so far... Since Im not a great sc2 fan, Idra leaving should have no importance to me, but somehow him beeing so bad mannered I cant help but to feel Its good that he leaves.
comparing games made early 2000's to todays games yes sc2 ain't that great of a game, but when you compare only games made late 2000's early 2010's it is great game. i enjoyed bw and still enjoy sc2 and thats my view=)
well, i played broodwar since 2004 until SC2 came out, and i gotta say i love SC2, for some it is fun, for some not, you can't generalize this
On February 04 2014 11:09 Zoler wrote: No one that played BW likes SC2. Everyone just plays it because of sponsors and money.
Fucking shit game ruining the scene, thanks Blizzard!
Lies and generalisations! I played BW and I love sc2.
I dont think this is as black and white. I dont like SC2 in general but I do play it from time to time (thou i did not buy HoTS, i stayed at WoL).
I belive SC2 to not be as interesting and rewarding as BW, but It has some strong points with itself (Great UMS maps for example).
I talked to a few BW great players who moved to sc2 and most of them agree that SC2 is not as fun, but it does bring cash, so its what they play.
Others thou, belive SC2 to be a great game, however so far it feels like its a minority.
SC2 has seen some decline in its popularity, and it seems like Its a steady decline so far... Since Im not a great sc2 fan, Idra leaving should have no importance to me, but somehow him beeing so bad mannered I cant help but to feel Its good that he leaves.
Most Quake World/3 players don't enjoy Quake Live, but they realize that that's the only way to make money off of Quake today.
On February 04 2014 11:09 Zoler wrote: No one that played BW likes SC2. Everyone just plays it because of sponsors and money.
Fucking shit game ruining the scene, thanks Blizzard!
Lies and generalisations! I played BW and I love sc2.
I dont think this is as black and white. I dont like SC2 in general but I do play it from time to time (thou i did not buy HoTS, i stayed at WoL).
I belive SC2 to not be as interesting and rewarding as BW, but It has some strong points with itself (Great UMS maps for example).
I talked to a few BW great players who moved to sc2 and most of them agree that SC2 is not as fun, but it does bring cash, so its what they play.
Others thou, belive SC2 to be a great game, however so far it feels like its a minority.
SC2 has seen some decline in its popularity, and it seems like Its a steady decline so far... Since Im not a great sc2 fan, Idra leaving should have no importance to me, but somehow him beeing so bad mannered I cant help but to feel Its good that he leaves.
Most Quake World/3 players don't enjoy Quake Live, but they realize that that's the only way to make money off of Quake today.
lol. No sane person would play a game they don't enjoy for the amount of money in Quake right now.
"....A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month... it is not a good way to live" well poor you, maybe you shouldn't have sh*t in your fans, so you'd still be considered a good gamer (I avoided the word pro or professional on purpose).
BTW I am not a hater, just wanted to remind you of some things... there are "normal" people out there. And I hope you treated the people you met on your way up, nicely (considering it's you, I doubt it, but I still hope you are the person you were as a caster, not what you showed us as a gamer), you meet them again on your way down. Not having good job offers may be a result of that.
I have to add: you did an awesome job casting, I liked your casts more than watching your games/flames and hope you return one day. Anyways good luck in school and leading a normal life.
On February 04 2014 21:17 nevermore86 wrote: Well he really needs to work on his attitude or he'll just fail miserably in the real world. I guess he'll rediscover his "love for the game and the scene" right around the first exam period and unretire as e-sports personality.
You do realise that most entertainers have a public persona that brings revenue while often being completely different in their private lives?
I suppose people not understanding this distinction is why reality TV is so successful.
just a few thousands a month from casting. if he really wanted to, he could cast in a lot more events, too, and add a few to that. I wonder how active and passionate he was trying to get big jobs.
others would do a lot of things to get into a position he was in. i guess im happy he leaves room for people that really want to cast starcraft.
On February 04 2014 21:17 nevermore86 wrote: Well he really needs to work on his attitude or he'll just fail miserably in the real world. I guess he'll rediscover his "love for the game and the scene" right around the first exam period and unretire as e-sports personality.
You do realise that most entertainers have a public persona that brings revenue while often being completely different in their private lives?
I suppose people not understanding this distinction is why reality TV is so successful.
maybe most entertainers, ye. but starcraft players/casters? no, not rly. most of them show a lot of their true selves. Day9 probably doesnt, most others are "real"
On February 04 2014 21:17 nevermore86 wrote: Well he really needs to work on his attitude or he'll just fail miserably in the real world. I guess he'll rediscover his "love for the game and the scene" right around the first exam period and unretire as e-sports personality.
You do realise that most entertainers have a public persona that brings revenue while often being completely different in their private lives?
I suppose people not understanding this distinction is why reality TV is so successful.
maybe most entertainers, ye. but starcraft players/casters? no, not rly. most of them show a lot of their true selves. Day9 probably doesnt, most others are "real"
lol Day9's persona is as real as a pink unicorn! I think nobody seems to be more artificial when doing shows them him.
On February 04 2014 11:09 Zoler wrote: No one that played BW likes SC2. Everyone just plays it because of sponsors and money.
Fucking shit game ruining the scene, thanks Blizzard!
Lies and generalisations! I played BW and I love sc2.
I dont think this is as black and white. I dont like SC2 in general but I do play it from time to time (thou i did not buy HoTS, i stayed at WoL).
I belive SC2 to not be as interesting and rewarding as BW, but It has some strong points with itself (Great UMS maps for example).
I talked to a few BW great players who moved to sc2 and most of them agree that SC2 is not as fun, but it does bring cash, so its what they play.
Others thou, belive SC2 to be a great game, however so far it feels like its a minority.
SC2 has seen some decline in its popularity, and it seems like Its a steady decline so far... Since Im not a great sc2 fan, Idra leaving should have no importance to me, but somehow him beeing so bad mannered I cant help but to feel Its good that he leaves.
Most Quake World/3 players don't enjoy Quake Live, but they realize that that's the only way to make money off of Quake today.
Updating graphics yes is probably the only way to sell games now with maybe the exception of minecraft. But just having pretty graphics doesn't make games great. I played SC BW alld the WC and Diablo series. Games by blizzard were more complete games back then. So, why can't these companies make solid games with upgraded graphics?
It could be a lot worse, I suppose. He was earning top dollar for a few years, he had some great experiences, and he gets to move on to another profession at the age of 24. Provided he turns over a new leaf and doesn't let his attitude continue to hamper him, he's doing fine.
Losing you hurts,Greg.I'm Just 14 and i've recently picked up SC2,and you were my inspiration.I loved to watch your BW replays as well,because i would actually learn something.I wish you best of luck in real life. BTW can we see you play BroodWar?I will be very happy to see you do it.
On February 04 2014 21:17 nevermore86 wrote: Well he really needs to work on his attitude or he'll just fail miserably in the real world. I guess he'll rediscover his "love for the game and the scene" right around the first exam period and unretire as e-sports personality.
You're an idiot, he had scholarship offers to study theoretical physics before taking up full time Starcraft.
You are my favorite player of all times . I am not really sure why , but you are . And I think you will always be . Esports is in its infancy . It is kept alive by people more through their passion than through the money pumped in the industry. All sports have had this phase . You had a way to make a lot of money from esports . You lost your passion for the game .You fucked up .
You had an amazing experience and now it's over. I hope you find something else that gives you passion in your life .
Congratulations on the decision not to stay just for the money .
Thank you for what you did for Starcraft .
In my opinion you were your biggest enemy , in the end . Radu .
When you went to eSTRO and CJ we all felt like we were there with you. That alone was worth so much. You shouldn't have a second thought about leaving if you don't like the game.
Good bye! Sad to see you go, but theres no point staying, if you dont enjoy it. Best of luck at what ever you will do next, i had a great time at your stream and watching your games in general
Good luck in school and whatever you decide to do. Starcraft 2 would not be the same without a personality like yours. You will be missed (by the non-haters).
It's been good IdrA. I've always loved to hate you provided an integral role in the community by being the villain and that won't be forgotten any time soon. I have felt the same way BW > SC2 but that's unimportant as it is a personal view. I only wish that I could continue to play BW from time to time, if only for the personal challenge that the game provides. Unfortunately it doesn't run properly on my pc :/
I'm now more interested in IdrA's competitive BW career. Does anyone have a guide with videos of the important, interesting and exciting matches? I'd be especially interested in IdrA's own opinion of what those would be. It would be nice if TL could write an article strictly about his BW career and not go into his involvement in SC2 or get all behind the music about it.
It's funny. I'm doing the exact opposite. Taking a year off school to play sc2. I guess a little variety is good.
But man, the educational system in Unis is so fucked. Any specialty you want to take, you need to take years of pre-reqs which have 0 pertinence to your actual career and a total waste of time. All the while you're memorizing billions of useless pieces of information and not making any money. I'd suggest casting the occasional tournament as, even rusty, you're one of the best in the bus.
Best of luck. You were the first player I cheered for and I will never forget your legacy.
He built his viewership around being a top contender, and showcasing a higher level of play/understanding of play than anyone else outside of Korea, but that simply isnt the case anymore so his viewership fell off. Also coinciding with the steady decline of Sc2 viewership, was kind of a perfect storm resulting in horrible stream numbers for him.
IDK. I have followed him since BW, when he was the Great White Hope, but he has been openly spoken throughout the entire length of SC2 that he didnt like the game and the direction its gone in/continues to go in. Also, who would be willing to take the risk of having him insulting the wrong people/player and getting hatemail etc, too much risk involved with making him a figurehead of your esports department, too toxic, which IMO has always been his "thing" that he has been known for since BW.
Wish nothing but the best for him in the future, wish he could have gotten a constant gig as an analyst somewhere, but being a popular caster has very very little to do with analysis, its about entertainment and silly antics to stay relevant which werent really his thing.
and to the post above me... you make horrible decisions. You are just lazy and want to hang out and play video games for a year. If you were good enough to warrant postponing school for a year, you would already have a career as a successful player like Suppy, who was a pre-med major, and still a top competitor. Not to mention, you are essentially jumping onboard a sinking ship...
I feel sorry for whoever is footing your bill of being a lazy PoS for a year.
On February 04 2014 23:41 KalWarkov wrote: just a few thousands a month from casting. if he really wanted to, he could cast in a lot more events, too, and add a few to that. I wonder how active and passionate he was trying to get big jobs.
others would do a lot of things to get into a position he was in. i guess im happy he leaves room for people that really want to cast starcraft.
how ignorant can you be? rofl.
Im sure he was seeking every single opportunity possible... where are these casting opportunities you speak of? Do you think the weekly cups with their $100 prize pool pay their casters?
lmao.... he was prob top 10 in sought after casters and he still was scraping by... Im sure if he could have casted more tournaments he would have...you are just so ignorant I could take days telling you how stupid you are to actually believe the stupidity you wrote...
and to the post above me... you make horrible decisions. You are just lazy and want to hang out and play video games for a year. If you were good enough to warrant postponing school for a year, you would already have a career as a successful player like Suppy, who was a pre-med major, and still a top competitor. Not to mention, you are essentially jumping onboard a sinking ship...
I feel sorry for whoever is footing your bill of being a lazy PoS for a year.
Whaaaaa...?
You're judging and insulting some random guy for wanting to try playing Starcraft for a year, calling him names and being a jerk without knowing anything about the circumstances surrounding what he's attempting, and you're doing it in a thread dedicated to saying farewell to Idra?
What the fuck did you smoke to convince yourself this was a good idea?
Wow. A this is new I'm extremely suprised to see. I was a big fan of watching your stream, but I guess that's over now. Sad to see you go. Good luck though with the future man. School is important. I hope you get ahead in the future and are able to achieve everything you want in your life. Good luck, and have fun!
Another thing that was hilarious about his stream was that he kept the same music. Somewhere along the line he changed dubstep to "old classics"...but I think he went for his entire career as a streamer with just those two playlists.
I'd tune in and sure enough, there was Idra using the same builds, making the same mistakes, raising the same balance whines, to the same soundtrack. Diligently for five to seven hours a day back when he was training hard.
He was hard-working, but lacked passion. This was apparent from his stream; everything was done slovenly and there wasn't even any replay analysis. Maybe he could have been the best foreigner even without the passion (Stephano managed it for a while), but his bad attitude prevented him from seeing where he was going wrong. And that was the main difference between Idra and Stephano: Stephano would see an obstacle and work around it with some ingenious new tactic; Idra would give up before he'd even racked his brain, and whine about how the game is unfair.
It's kind of tragic, as I really believe that without the bad attitude dragging him down Idra would have been even better than Stephano. Idra has the stronger work ethic and IMO a more cogent sense of strategy. Unfortunately his Achilles' heel destroyed him in the end and prevented him from being competitive even on the NA GM ladder.
But never mind, the game will be dead within a few months. This is all nostalgia now. Let's hope that Idra improves his attitude and lives up to his great potential in some other field than Starcraft.
WTF is with all the hate in a thread where IdrA is saying goodbye...it absolutely infuriates me to read comments of people saying "Great, I'm glad he's gone," essentially...what the fuck? I went and said goodbye in his fanclub - none of this nonsense there.
For heaven's sake - what makes anyone here think that IdrA gives one fuck about whatever advice people are writing out in this thread? It's ridiculous. All this idle talk...all this speculation...all that's really needed are goodbyes. And if you hated IdrA...didn't like him...can't you just be satisfied with him leaving for school, instead of soiling the thread with crap?
As I said, without all this professionalism bullshit holding you back, here's to hoping you play some BW! L_master was right on the money, rofl !
You deserve every $ and fame you made with the risk and commitment you took way before anyone could tell that/how big SC2 would become. Good luck in the future.
On February 05 2014 05:17 mTwRINE wrote: You deserve every $ and fame you made with the risk and commitment you took way before anyone could tell that/how big SC2 would become. Good luck in the future.
This.
It may seem nice to get a couple thousand dollars monthly for casting, but its getting time to think long-term so school is a great decision, best of luck!
On February 05 2014 03:40 xxjcdentonxx wrote: I'm now more interested in IdrA's competitive BW career. Does anyone have a guide with videos of the important, interesting and exciting matches? I'd be especially interested in IdrA's own opinion of what those would be. It would be nice if TL could write an article strictly about his BW career and not go into his involvement in SC2 or get all behind the music about it.
and to the post above me... you make horrible decisions. You are just lazy and want to hang out and play video games for a year. If you were good enough to warrant postponing school for a year, you would already have a career as a successful player like Suppy, who was a pre-med major, and still a top competitor. Not to mention, you are essentially jumping onboard a sinking ship...
I feel sorry for whoever is footing your bill of being a lazy PoS for a year.
Whaaaaa...?
You're judging and insulting some random guy for wanting to try playing Starcraft for a year, calling him names and being a jerk without knowing anything about the circumstances surrounding what he's attempting, and you're doing it in a thread dedicated to saying farewell to Idra?
What the fuck did you smoke to convince yourself this was a good idea?
Chill bro. He is just giving him a good advice. Wasting a year to play SC2 in a phase of your life, where the switches are set that determine the rest of life is downright stupid. So you are wrong: We know a few things about this fine gentleman: He is a young fellow think about postphoning his studies for a year of gaming.
If he just chooses wisely and put efford in it, it will pay of alot more than SC2 ever could. Just saying that because that's the way I did it. Now I was offered a job for about 12k $/month. And I am sure you can do even better. But not by playing SC2 for a living. Play it for fun, that's the way!
MLG Orlando god damid, i will never ever forget that... Just looking at videos omg greg... u are the shit man.. Good Luck in the future .. you are tottaly awesome ..!
You and Jinro in code s back in the day was awesome. Even though you clearly never had much love for sc2 I am sure you look back at those times with a smile.
your real fans will always support you in case you decide to come back, but definitely the right move. ur too smart to waste time with an industry this volatile.
I feel bad who ever Idra's instructor is going to be, they're going to get a lot of flack and bm. Greg "Idra" Fields. Scholar, Video Game Enthusiast, Profession Competitor, Cyber Athlete, model for inspired bad boys everywhere.
There was a period in which I had quit playing and for the most part stopped watching entirely. I kept up with events, but didn't actively watch them. I made one exception and that was for IdrA's stream. I knew it was only a matter of time, but it doesn't make it any easier.
I'd like to share one of my favorite IdrA games vs MVP during MVP's WoL domination. It was just a ladder game but it was such a big deal at the time.
On February 05 2014 10:11 Mistakes wrote: God this is starting to depress me a bit with these tribute videos. It's like the dude died. =\
IdrA might have died
but he gave birth to Dr. Greg Field.
I think you meant to say Dr. Greg Heals
Lol! I hope he's good at school/his subjects. I would REALLY hope he doesn't complain that X subject is stupid or imbalanced 'cause he doesn't get it or something. He always seemed like a normal, level-headed person outside of competitive SC2 or sc in general. I really think he needs this to get away from all that shit.
Die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become the villain IMO
You were my favorite player until you retired, Greg. Not really sure why to be honest, your preemptive GGs broke my heart time and time again, and your BM SOMETIMES pushed the line a bit too much, but hey, you're the reason I started playing Zerg. Learned so much from watching you play, and I still think you could have been great if you put your mind to it, but it's senseless to force yourself to do something you aren't enjoying.
Thanks for all the memories, good and bad, and good luck with school.
Good luck idra, though you might want to reconsider the one weekend a month thing while going back to school, though I dont know how much money you have saved up. I know if I could do a fri/sat/sun event for $2k I would take it in a heartbeat at least.
On February 05 2014 15:19 Clicker wrote: I'd like to share one of my favorite IdrA games vs MVP during MVP's WoL domination. It was just a ladder game but it was such a big deal at the time.
Wow. Epic. Idra at his best can wipe the floor with anyone.
If only at some point he'd dedicated a week (just a week) to learning the theory behind ZvP, the timings and the appropriate responses -- instead of telling Huk and Minigun that their playing style is dumb when they come at him like P is supposed to do. (Or alternatively, whining that they're turtles if they cannon up for a macro game.)
Never liked the game? LOL, no you only dedicated your life to it for years - but i'm sure you hated it....
No you didn't hate the game, you just hated not winning as much as you thought you deserved. Then you complained about it non-stop. You should have gone back to school years ago, and I think you will need work on your perspective before you can achieve any success going forward.
That said - he was my fav. player and America's hope - which is why I'm so butthurt about him not working out - go be a god damn engineer or something and crush it Greg...
On February 05 2014 20:49 hillman wrote: Never liked the game? LOL, no you only dedicated your life to it for years - but i'm sure you hated it....
He didn't say he hated it. He said he never liked it. And I'd sooner believe he knows what's going on in his own brain than believe that you're a telepath and know better than he does.
On February 05 2014 15:19 Clicker wrote: I'd like to share one of my favorite IdrA games vs MVP during MVP's WoL domination. It was just a ladder game but it was such a big deal at the time.
Wow. Epic. Idra at his best can wipe the floor with anyone.
If only at some point he'd dedicated a week (just a week) to learning the theory behind ZvP, the timings and the appropriate responses -- instead of telling Huk and Minigun that their playing style is dumb when they come at him like P is supposed to do. (Or alternatively, whining that they're turtles if they cannon up for a macro game.)
(Or making a talk show about how the Collosus is imbalanced.)
Anyway, interested in what he will study. I have this vague memory reading somewhere that he was interested in physics, but no idea if I made that up.
On February 05 2014 20:49 hillman wrote: Never liked the game? LOL, no you only dedicated your life to it for years - but i'm sure you hated it....
He didn't say he hated it. He said he never liked it. And I'd sooner believe he knows what's going on in his own brain than believe that you're a telepath and know better than he does.
Plus I think it's very apparent that his decline in success was mainly due to him being unhappy about the game. You can't become godly at anything if you keep thinking about how much you dislike it and how much better the previous game was, and I feel like the inability to separate his play from his opinion on star 2 ended up being his downfall. Besides the fact that he was probably the most predictable player on earth.
All that being sad, I am really happy for him that he no longer forces himself to spent 8+ hours a day on something he never liked to begin with, I just hope school and w/e awaits him afterwards actually makes him happy.
I've always admired you for your skill and your consistent attitude. I remember watching your stream and just by observing how fast and precise you were I realised how I need to attempt to play. Thus I became better and faster in my own ladder games.
I was always rooting for you in any tournament, hoping that you would take the top spot.
You were a very entertaining player, all the bm and rage provided a certain flair to you, which many pro players lacked. Really sad that you never enjoyed the game, but I understand your decision and wish you best of luck. Goodbye, Mr Fields.
Hey man good move!! You would know me in sc2 but I'm loving to keep touch witch the community with a random name so people don't know I'm who,but we were in the same team in brood war,that was long ago before you have go to Korea then you have start to do really well in Broodwar day,then sc2 came out and you played really amazing but I know you hated sc2,just like me but you have keep playing and today you finally stoped,seriously you are doing the best move you could do right now to stop sc2 if you dont enjoy it!!
I have played sc2 about 5000-6000 games, was keeping playing this game i don't enjoy for the money probably for the same reason that you, the 2-3 tournament here and there, 200buck and other money make me keep playing until Oct, but then one day after a big tournament where ended up third place for win almost NOTHING... I say FUCK IT I don't enjoy this game, I have gone back to school and got a nice job about 2 months ago who pay me 3-4x more that some random tournament in a game full of random balance patch....
And my life really good too, got a nice girlfriend now and we are talking about buying a house, got many old friends back who I was not even talking anymore because I was in a team house playing 24/24h sc2 each day.
you do the right thing, sc2 not a good life anyway!!
On February 05 2014 15:19 Clicker wrote: There was a period in which I had quit playing and for the most part stopped watching entirely. I kept up with events, but didn't actively watch them. I made one exception and that was for IdrA's stream. I knew it was only a matter of time, but it doesn't make it any easier.
I'd like to share one of my favorite IdrA games vs MVP during MVP's WoL domination. It was just a ladder game but it was such a big deal at the time.
On February 05 2014 15:19 Clicker wrote: There was a period in which I had quit playing and for the most part stopped watching entirely. I kept up with events, but didn't actively watch them. I made one exception and that was for IdrA's stream. I knew it was only a matter of time, but it doesn't make it any easier.
I'd like to share one of my favorite IdrA games vs MVP during MVP's WoL domination. It was just a ladder game but it was such a big deal at the time.
Sad to see you go IdrA. You were one of the SC2 players that got me into the game. I used to stay up and watch your stream at silly hours. You were also the gamer who convinced me to switch to zerg after starting off as terran. You made what was then an underpowered race a force to be reckoned with. I enjoyed your commentary and I'll always be thankful of the memes you generated. Good luck with school.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: I tweeted a few days ago that I would no longer be streaming starcraft, I was going to leave it at that as I've barely done anything with the game the last month anyway, but there's been enough questions about it I figured I outa write something. Over the last 6 months or so streaming revenue has been nearly nonexistent, in part because of awful ad rates and in part because of continually declining viewership. Casting sc2 tournaments pays very poorly, when considered a significant part of a full time job. A couple thousand dollars for a weekend of talking about a game seems nice, but when it happens maybe once a month it is not a good way to live. There have also been continual job offers from various parts of the industry that always fail to materialize. If I wanted to continue to scrape out a living I probably could, by lowering standards, accepting donations, and whatever else. But I've never liked the game and I don't see that changing anytime soon so I see no reason to scrape by with no future just for the sake of staying with it.
I'll be going back to school. I have no plans to stream dota, or any other game right now, as I get very few viewers for it and I feel dumb inviting people to watch me be bad at something. It is possible I'll stream other games in the future, or be involved with esports in general if something interesting and practical pops up, but for the time being that's it for me. Thank you all.
Oh, this sucks. You've been one of my favorite persons(with only MMA maybe) in Starcraft for the whole time I've been a part of this community. Sad to see you go, but I'm fine with it if it's the best option for you.
This whole leaving EG thing was so sad. I think it was the beginning of all this. I was so sad when you told you wouldn't be playing as a progamer anymore, but I was happy you decided to continue on casting. Well, that casting was damn good! I think you were becoming also one of my favorite casters. That analyzing especially was very good. I'm sorry you didnt earn enough with it. I also liked the talkshows so much, like ITG! Oh I miss those times.
Only thing I'm a little upset in that post is saying you never even liked the game. Well you've been saying that for like forever, but I'm sure you liked it even a bit. Being a part of this community for so long, playing the game, casting, everything..cmon. But hey I guess that's just you being you.
Good luck in the school and future! I hope we will see you here again! You are a legend.
On February 05 2014 20:49 hillman wrote: Never liked the game? LOL, no you only dedicated your life to it for years - but i'm sure you hated it....
No you didn't hate the game, you just hated not winning as much as you thought you deserved. Then you complained about it non-stop. You should have gone back to school years ago, and I think you will need work on your perspective before you can achieve any success going forward.
That said - he was my fav. player and America's hope - which is why I'm so butthurt about him not working out - go be a god damn engineer or something and crush it Greg...
Most pro's who've been around since BW don't like SC2 nearly as much as BW, the fact you're so arrogant to say he didn't hate the game but just hated not winning as much as he thought he deserved is mindblowing. Everyone knows he didn't like SC2, or at least not the way the game is played (the deathball game and the fact it's not always the best player winning). The fact you even think he needs to change his perspective to have any success, again, is mindblowing to say the least.
If he didn't have the paycheck he had when he was under EG's wing, it's safe to say he would've ditched the game long time ago.
Glad he's going back to school, in the end he'll come out better this way than trying to make ends meet by spending his time in a game he doesn't/can't/won't appreciate. (can't blame him)
On February 05 2014 20:49 hillman wrote: Never liked the game? LOL, no you only dedicated your life to it for years - but i'm sure you hated it....
No you didn't hate the game, you just hated not winning as much as you thought you deserved. Then you complained about it non-stop. You should have gone back to school years ago, and I think you will need work on your perspective before you can achieve any success going forward.
That said - he was my fav. player and America's hope - which is why I'm so butthurt about him not working out - go be a god damn engineer or something and crush it Greg...
Most pro's who've been around since BW don't like SC2 nearly as much as BW, the fact you're so arrogant to say he didn't hate the game but just hated not winning as much as he thought he deserved is mindblowing. Everyone knows he didn't like SC2, or at least not the way the game is played (the deathball game and the fact it's not always the best player winning). The fact you even think he needs to change his perspective to have any success, again, is mindblowing to say the least.
If he didn't have the paycheck he had when he was under EG's wing, it's safe to say he would've ditched the game long time ago.
Glad he's going back to school, in the end he'll come out better this way than trying to make ends meet by spending his time in a game he doesn't/can't/won't appreciate. (can't blame him)
Agreed.
I think its infinitely better for him, and for everyone that he goes on to college and to pursue a real career rather than begging for donations like most have turned to.
IIRC He had a physics scholarship to a highly ranked school but turned it down to compete in BW in Korea, so its not like he isnt capable of really making something out of himself career-wise. And he can always do esports stuff for fun on the side.
I remember the times of SC:BW, when Idra went to Korea. Obviously, this was extremely impressive in itself but what was far more impressive is that Idra actually managed to stay there for a long period of time. If you take into account the practice regimen and typical schedule of Korean progaming teams, it was virtually impossible to withstand for someone who grew up in the western culture and yet, Idra somehow did it.
Also, I think there were far more haters back then than now. It was expected that Idra would beat every foreigner with ease due to his training in Korea but things didn't always go that way and many people looked for every opportunity to hate on Idra. I think it's truly amazing how Idra was able to ignore that, not worry about the all the vicious comments and, instead, focus on his goals and keep pursuing them, as if the haters didn't bother him at all.
To me, however, the greatest feature about Idra was his personality. As far as I'm concerned, Idra was probably the most interesting personality of e-sports. We all know what Idra's typical behavior was - but I think the various expressions of bad manner, or unpredictible conduct like leaving the games early, really suited Idra and added that unique flavor to his attitude which shaped his persona into an irresistibly interesting character.
Idra was simply one of those guys who continously generate stories around themselves and in my mind, stories are a critical part of what fuels e-sports. I think his attitude was a huge contribution to the community and individual's experience of starcraft.
I genuinely hope that the conditions around e-sports will enable Idra to return to e-sports one day.
I hope you will be happy with the decision you have made, Idra. Best of luck, you will be missed !
On February 05 2014 23:47 quebecman77 wrote: Hey man good move!! You would know me in sc2 but I'm loving to keep touch witch the community with a random name so people don't know I'm who,but we were in the same team in brood war,that was long ago before you have go to Korea then you have start to do really well in Broodwar day,then sc2 came out and you played really amazing but I know you hated sc2,just like me but you have keep playing and today you finally stoped,seriously you are doing the best move you could do right now to stop sc2 if you dont enjoy it!!
I have played sc2 about 5000-6000 games, was keeping playing this game i don't enjoy for the money probably for the same reason that you, the 2-3 tournament here and there, 200buck and other money make me keep playing until Oct, but then one day after a big tournament where ended up third place for win almost NOTHING... I say FUCK IT I don't enjoy this game, I have gone back to school and got a nice job about 2 months ago who pay me 3-4x more that some random tournament in a game full of random balance patch....
And my life really good too, got a nice girlfriend now and we are talking about buying a house, got many old friends back who I was not even talking anymore because I was in a team house playing 24/24h sc2 each day.
you do the right thing, sc2 not a good life anyway!!
Never liked the guy, he had a horrible attitude and blamed all his losses on everyone but himself. He constantly criticized others for being awful, yet was never any good at the game either, memorable only for his rage quits when he was either even or ahead. He then got fired from eg because he kept telling people he wanted them to die of cancer. All his fanboys were enablers and when he made the comment about being paid to treat them badly (the comment that cost him his job) it was funny cause it was true. It is funny that someone who hated the game so much stuck around so long.
It's all a moot point now since sc2 is on it's last dying breath, but if esports as a whole is to make it, toxic players such as this need to retire earlier.
On February 06 2014 07:11 fishjie wrote: Never liked the guy, he had a horrible attitude and blamed all his losses on everyone but himself. He constantly criticized others for being awful, yet was never any good at the game either, memorable only for his rage quits when he was either even or ahead. He then got fired from eg because he kept telling people he wanted them to die of cancer. All his fanboys were enablers and when he made the comment about being paid to treat them badly (the comment that cost him his job) it was funny cause it was true. It is funny that someone who hated the game so much stuck around so long.
It's all a moot point now since sc2 is on it's last dying breath, but if esports as a whole is to make it, toxic players such as this need to retire earlier.
How can you be so ignorant lOl.. He was easily one of the top foreigners at a certain point in WoL.
On February 06 2014 07:11 fishjie wrote: Never liked the guy, he had a horrible attitude and blamed all his losses on everyone but himself. He constantly criticized others for being awful, yet was never any good at the game either, memorable only for his rage quits when he was either even or ahead. He then got fired from eg because he kept telling people he wanted them to die of cancer. All his fanboys were enablers and when he made the comment about being paid to treat them badly (the comment that cost him his job) it was funny cause it was true. It is funny that someone who hated the game so much stuck around so long.
It's all a moot point now since sc2 is on it's last dying breath, but if esports as a whole is to make it, toxic players such as this need to retire earlier.
How can you be so ignorant lOl.. He was easily one of the top foreigners at a certain point in WoL.
Everything is relative. Given how much trash he talked about legitimate players, he was not good. Even casual players such as cruncher that idra called a walkover would go on to curb stomp him in the tsl. its sad/funny seeing someone talk trash and yet have absolutely nothing to back it up. he never really had any results to back up all the vile hatred that he spewed toward better players. As far as foreginers go, stephano, scarlett and naniwa all surpassed him. he was good early on, but so were many foreigners. even during that era, jinro was vastly superior to him. that period of WoL where foreigners could do well was more because the game hadn't been figured out yet.
On February 06 2014 07:11 fishjie wrote: Never liked the guy, he had a horrible attitude and blamed all his losses on everyone but himself. He constantly criticized others for being awful, yet was never any good at the game either, memorable only for his rage quits when he was either even or ahead. He then got fired from eg because he kept telling people he wanted them to die of cancer. All his fanboys were enablers and when he made the comment about being paid to treat them badly (the comment that cost him his job) it was funny cause it was true. It is funny that someone who hated the game so much stuck around so long.
It's all a moot point now since sc2 is on it's last dying breath, but if esports as a whole is to make it, toxic players such as this need to retire earlier.
How can you be so ignorant lOl.. He was easily one of the top foreigners at a certain point in WoL.
Everything is relative. Given how much trash he talked about legitimate players, he was not good. Even casual players such as cruncher that idra called a walkover would go on to curb stomp him in the tsl. its sad/funny seeing someone talk trash and yet have absolutely nothing to back it up. he never really had any results to back up all the vile hatred that he spewed toward better players. As far as foreginers go, stephano, scarlett and naniwa all surpassed him. he was good early on, but so were many foreigners. even during that era, jinro was vastly superior to him. that period of WoL where foreigners could do well was more because the game hadn't been figured out yet.
Oh Geez go away, it was people like Idra who kept things becoming a sterile snooze fest like they are now. Will miss you Gracken
On February 06 2014 04:58 Symbioth wrote: That is very sad news.
I remember the times of SC:BW, when Idra went to Korea. Obviously, this was extremely impressive in itself but what was far more impressive is that Idra actually managed to stay there for a long period of time. If you take into account the practice regimen and typical schedule of Korean progaming teams, it was virtually impossible to withstand for someone who grew up in the western culture and yet, Idra somehow did it.
Also, I think there were far more haters back then than now. It was expected that Idra would beat every foreigner with ease due to his training in Korea but things didn't always go that way and many people looked for every opportunity to hate on Idra. I think it's truly amazing how Idra was able to ignore that, not worry about the all the vicious comments and, instead, focus on his goals and keep pursuing them, as if the haters didn't bother him at all.
To me, however, the greatest feature about Idra was his personality. As far as I'm concerned, Idra was probably the most interesting personality of e-sports. We all know what Idra's typical behavior was - but I think the various expressions of bad manner, or unpredictible conduct like leaving the games early, really suited Idra and added that unique flavor to his attitude which shaped his persona into an irresistibly interesting character.
Idra was simply one of those guys who continously generate stories around themselves and in my mind, stories are a critical part of what fuels e-sports. I think his attitude was a huge contribution to the community and individual's experience of starcraft.
I genuinely hope that the conditions around e-sports will enable Idra to return to e-sports one day.
I hope you will be happy with the decision you have made, Idra. Best of luck, you will be missed !
Probably the most intelligent comment i've seen on this thread so far!
Well, I've posted this a couple times by now but I mean it when I say it. The post applies to you a great deal Greg. I actually wrote this some time ago. I still remember walking down from the third floor of my barracks and over to the PX to buy some Icehouse 5.5% and .59 cent "burritos" a couple hours before you played and rooting for you while I was drunker than shit. I miss those old Red and Blue MLG days... kind of. This was originally aimed at JP, thus the pro-"showbiz" ring to it. But Greg deserves "all the props" as well (seeing as he provided 2 years of great entertainment).
I initially got into SC:BW in Iraq around February 2010. I had previously been a Warcraft 2 player and never got into BW. Anyway, my roommate had a copy of BW and let me install it, and soon enough I was addicted. I played that game so much that it became my escape from the shitty reality over there. I still remember pausing games and running out of my CHU to the bunkers because we were getting rocketed. Once I was assigned to the MEOC at FOB Echo to a joint operation between the 8th Iraqi Army and US. I played so much BW while guarding that satellite equipment (basically sitting right next to it making sure it didn't disappear) that the Iraqi General came up to me and (through his terp) told me it was his son's 5th birthday, and since I played "that game" so much it must be awesome and he would like me to make a copy for his son. I politely explained that BW wasn't suitable for a 5 year old, but my Sgt had an NES emulator with all the games and gave the kid that. At least he could have some kind of "childhood" as we say... Anyway, I was stoked that SC2 happened to be coming out in (August?) of 2010, and when it launched I bought it and played the shit out of it until I returned on 1 Oct, 2010.
All my good friends were stop-lossed in Iraq, meaning their initial active duty contracts were extended to force them to go to Iraq for another year. One month after I got back nearly my entire crew got out of the Army or were sent to other units, scattered to the four winds (the Army tried to get them out ASAP as they had already done their time +). I was on my own in the old barracks with tons of new guys, many of whom had never deployed before (I had deployed twice at that point) and they annoyed the shit out of me. Our barracks had no heating for some reason, and it was so cold that I bought a giant down comforter to keep myself warm. In fact, the thermostat in the room where we're supposed to be able to adjust the temperature had a giant spiderweb crack in it emanating out from a small point, where somebody had probably raged out and stabbed it. My new leadership had no idea how to handle our strange assignment (personal security detail for the Brigade Commander of ~4,000 soldiers) and put tons of pressure on me to show them what to do and make sure everything was perfect. My life was fucking terrible. Literally the night I got back to the states (1 Oct 2010) my friends picked me up and we went to buy some liquor. Jim Beam had some bullshit "Welcome Home" label on their shit so I bought it to support them supporting us and found that I liked it, probably too much. By the time I had been back for two months I would buy a handle on Monday which would be gone by Thursday. Friday, Saturday, and two out of three Sundays each got their own 1/5th a night followed by Hamburger Helper made on my hot plate (awww yeahhhh!) and a quart of water then bed. I would normally start drinking at around 6pm and finish at 2am, then wake up at 6am to do physical training.
It makes me sad to say this but during those shitty days SC2 was my only friend. I still remember the old MLG red and blue streams and all your SOTG shows, as well as ITG, Destiny starting up, and Idra in his prime. When MLGs were on I would wake up and buy a 30 rack of Icehouse and sync my maximum drunkenness to Idra's games, cheering for him like a drunk Spaniard at a soccer match. When he would get knocked out of a tournament I would be devastated. I still remember when MC came out and gave Idra the thumbs down then 4-0'd him. It may be irrational (as I'm no longer an Idra fan) but I've hated MC ever since. -- This was after you lost your passion
I was following the scene really hard by about March 2011 and watched Destiny/Idra/everything constantly. SOTG and ITG (which I think had just started) were the highlights of my week! I would make sure to have four beers in me before the show started and I would get progressively more wasted as it went along, cheering when you all made good points and feeling glad I wasn't the only one who was upset over this or that.
On my first deployment I arrested an Iraqi who had been a Colonel under Saddam and was still loyal to him. This Colonel had been the head of a major IED cell in Tikrit (Saddam's hometown). After the mission everyone said good job blah blah (he was a high value target) and life went on as normal. One week later the word came back that the Iraqi's had hung him. Even though it wasn't traumatic, the weight hit me like a ton of bricks.
One time I had a dream that I was standing in front of a giant 2D map of the earth that took up a whole wall. In the top center the year "1988" appeared (the year I was born) and in New York (where I grew up) there was a bright yellow dot that started to move around and left a yellow trail behind it wherever it went. At the same time there was a blue dot in Iraq doing the same thing. The years rotated further ahead as the lines squiggled. Squiggle squiggle the lines went around, me squiggling in NY for 18 years then ZOOM down to Georgia then ZOOM over to Washington State then ZOOM over to Iraq where the blue dot has been squiggling in the same little area for years. Then it zoomed in and my yellow dot and the blue dot were separated only by gridsquares (representing 1 click, 1000 meters, .6 miles) and the yellow dot went over to the blue dot, the two dots squiggled, and then the blue dot went a few grid squares away and slowly faded from baby-blue, the same color as it's trail, to a dark, burnt out navy blue. The dot stopped moving. When I woke up, in my mind I naturally completed the dream with the yellow dot flying back to the states and resuming it's squiggling.
My life is in order now (sober, hitting the gym, lots of new friends and in college with a 3.8 and plenty of money) and when I think back on those shitty times (mainly January 2011 - August 2011) when you guys were my only "friends", I realize how much I owe you. The entertainment that you guys provided really became my life. I would walk around for two weeks before an MLG or Dreamhack or whatever, so excited! I would draw out brackets and try to predict who would win. SC2 was just the only light in my life at that point. When you explained how you would wake up and feel the stress of having to organize the show, and think "fuckkk there's so much to do" and Day9 leaned toward you and agreed, it really hit me that you guys were carrying a lot of weight on your shoulders. I can picture you rolling over, getting out of bed, and proceeding to arrange the show with it's content and guests and hardware setup, and I feel deeply grateful that you saw it through and went on with the production. Remember that 11,000 people watched tonight's show. I promise you that at least one of them was sitting there in their room with their parents fighting in the kitchen, trying to block it out; or trying to forget about how their dog or cat has cancer and their parents don't have the $1600 to save it; about the conversation they just had with their parents where they were told "We just don't have the money to get you anything for your birthday" or just had with their girlfriend and "It's just not working out." Sometimes people need a couple hours away from it all, and that's what all of you give us day in and day out.
What I've learned throughout this whole thing is that entertainment is one of the most noble enterprises someone can go into. If you think about it, beer, Pepsi, football, music, movies, gaming, all of it falls under entertainment, and it all serves one primary purpose: To take our minds off our worries. For providing me with endless opportunities to do just that, I thank you and everyone else.
Thanks, and may your dots squiggle for the next eighty years!
On February 06 2014 07:11 fishjie wrote: Never liked the guy, he had a horrible attitude and blamed all his losses on everyone but himself. He constantly criticized others for being awful, yet was never any good at the game either, memorable only for his rage quits when he was either even or ahead. He then got fired from eg because he kept telling people he wanted them to die of cancer. All his fanboys were enablers and when he made the comment about being paid to treat them badly (the comment that cost him his job) it was funny cause it was true. It is funny that someone who hated the game so much stuck around so long.
It's all a moot point now since sc2 is on it's last dying breath, but if esports as a whole is to make it, toxic players such as this need to retire earlier.
How can you be so ignorant lOl.. He was easily one of the top foreigners at a certain point in WoL.
Everything is relative. Given how much trash he talked about legitimate players, he was not good. Even casual players such as cruncher that idra called a walkover would go on to curb stomp him in the tsl. its sad/funny seeing someone talk trash and yet have absolutely nothing to back it up. he never really had any results to back up all the vile hatred that he spewed toward better players. As far as foreginers go, stephano, scarlett and naniwa all surpassed him. he was good early on, but so were many foreigners. even during that era, jinro was vastly superior to him. that period of WoL where foreigners could do well was more because the game hadn't been figured out yet.
Oh Geez go away, it was people like Idra who kept things becoming a sterile snooze fest like they are now. Will miss you Gracken
Couldn't agree more... sc2 really isn't entertaining enough to watch on a skill basis alone and, its personalities and story lines that keep people interested and coming back for more! Sadly, Idra is a huge loss when considering the personality he brought to the starcraft scene and he will be hugely missed :/
On February 06 2014 07:11 fishjie wrote: Never liked the guy, he had a horrible attitude and blamed all his losses on everyone but himself. He constantly criticized others for being awful, yet was never any good at the game either, memorable only for his rage quits when he was either even or ahead. He then got fired from eg because he kept telling people he wanted them to die of cancer. All his fanboys were enablers and when he made the comment about being paid to treat them badly (the comment that cost him his job) it was funny cause it was true. It is funny that someone who hated the game so much stuck around so long.
It's all a moot point now since sc2 is on it's last dying breath, but if esports as a whole is to make it, toxic players such as this need to retire earlier.
Haven't really cared about sc2 since Idra left, I mean I watch it, I follow it, but the times my heart was pumping with excitement since Idra's career have been few and far between.
Idra speaking his thoughts was so refreshing, because we all know all players have hate for certain players or strategies. It's just that everyone else censored themselves. We hear it all the time how players and casters are night and day between playing and in private.
If you're not having fun, it's probably best to leave. Good riddance. Go find what you love and do that instead.
Starcraft was never about making money in the Brood War days, it was about making a name for yourself. Not by being a drama queen or a 'personality', but by being an innovative player who found new ways to win at a decade-old game. If you expect that this bubble from early WoL days was going to last, when SC2 was the only eSport, you should've known better.
I am okay with the way things have turned out. Sure, the NA scene is still nonexistent, but the game itself is still just starting to find it's place. SC2 isn't going anywhere, and even if the Korean and EU scene are the only ones who stick with it I'll still watch every tournament. Brood War took many years before it grew to be one of the most successful eSports around, and SC2 will have to as well.
My first post on teamliquid just because of this "groundbreaking event"...
I think it is the best decision he made so far. I dont understand how someone can play a game "he does not like". That's just stupid and tells a lot about a person's mindset and character. Quite good as a player but quite bad in his behaviour as we all know. He could have been Top 10 but his mindset limited him to "another GM player that plays Zerg". I think he will change in "school" and he should. If he does not change he will haunt society with his bad attitude afterwards like he did as a player, regardless what he will do then.
On February 06 2014 10:08 BrieFanFiction wrote: Well, I've posted this a couple times by now but I mean it when I say it. The post applies to you a great deal Greg. I actually wrote this some time ago. I still remember walking down from the third floor of my barracks and over to the PX to buy some Icehouse 5.5% and .59 cent "burritos" a couple hours before you played and rooting for you while I was drunker than shit. I miss those old Red and Blue MLG days... kind of. This was originally aimed at JP, thus the pro-"showbiz" ring to it. But Greg deserves "all the props" as well (seeing as he provided 2 years of great entertainment).
I initially got into SC:BW in Iraq around February 2010. I had previously been a Warcraft 2 player and never got into BW. Anyway, my roommate had a copy of BW and let me install it, and soon enough I was addicted. I played that game so much that it became my escape from the shitty reality over there. I still remember pausing games and running out of my CHU to the bunkers because we were getting rocketed. Once I was assigned to the MEOC at FOB Echo to a joint operation between the 8th Iraqi Army and US. I played so much BW while guarding that satellite equipment (basically sitting right next to it making sure it didn't disappear) that the Iraqi General came up to me and (through his terp) told me it was his son's 5th birthday, and since I played "that game" so much it must be awesome and he would like me to make a copy for his son. I politely explained that BW wasn't suitable for a 5 year old, but my Sgt had an NES emulator with all the games and gave the kid that. At least he could have some kind of "childhood" as we say... Anyway, I was stoked that SC2 happened to be coming out in (August?) of 2010, and when it launched I bought it and played the shit out of it until I returned on 1 Oct, 2010.
All my good friends were stop-lossed in Iraq, meaning their initial active duty contracts were extended to force them to go to Iraq for another year. One month after I got back nearly my entire crew got out of the Army or were sent to other units, scattered to the four winds (the Army tried to get them out ASAP as they had already done their time +). I was on my own in the old barracks with tons of new guys, many of whom had never deployed before (I had deployed twice at that point) and they annoyed the shit out of me. Our barracks had no heating for some reason, and it was so cold that I bought a giant down comforter to keep myself warm. In fact, the thermostat in the room where we're supposed to be able to adjust the temperature had a giant spiderweb crack in it emanating out from a small point, where somebody had probably raged out and stabbed it. My new leadership had no idea how to handle our strange assignment (personal security detail for the Brigade Commander of ~4,000 soldiers) and put tons of pressure on me to show them what to do and make sure everything was perfect. My life was fucking terrible. Literally the night I got back to the states (1 Oct 2010) my friends picked me up and we went to buy some liquor. Jim Beam had some bullshit "Welcome Home" label on their shit so I bought it to support them supporting us and found that I liked it, probably too much. By the time I had been back for two months I would buy a handle on Monday which would be gone by Thursday. Friday, Saturday, and two out of three Sundays each got their own 1/5th a night followed by Hamburger Helper made on my hot plate (awww yeahhhh!) and a quart of water then bed. I would normally start drinking at around 6pm and finish at 2am, then wake up at 6am to do physical training.
It makes me sad to say this but during those shitty days SC2 was my only friend. I still remember the old MLG red and blue streams and all your SOTG shows, as well as ITG, Destiny starting up, and Idra in his prime. When MLGs were on I would wake up and buy a 30 rack of Icehouse and sync my maximum drunkenness to Idra's games, cheering for him like a drunk Spaniard at a soccer match. When he would get knocked out of a tournament I would be devastated. I still remember when MC came out and gave Idra the thumbs down then 4-0'd him. It may be irrational (as I'm no longer an Idra fan) but I've hated MC ever since. -- This was after you lost your passion
I was following the scene really hard by about March 2011 and watched Destiny/Idra/everything constantly. SOTG and ITG (which I think had just started) were the highlights of my week! I would make sure to have four beers in me before the show started and I would get progressively more wasted as it went along, cheering when you all made good points and feeling glad I wasn't the only one who was upset over this or that.
On my first deployment I arrested an Iraqi who had been a Colonel under Saddam and was still loyal to him. This Colonel had been the head of a major IED cell in Tikrit (Saddam's hometown). After the mission everyone said good job blah blah (he was a high value target) and life went on as normal. One week later the word came back that the Iraqi's had hung him. Even though it wasn't traumatic, the weight hit me like a ton of bricks.
One time I had a dream that I was standing in front of a giant 2D map of the earth that took up a whole wall. In the top center the year "1988" appeared (the year I was born) and in New York (where I grew up) there was a bright yellow dot that started to move around and left a yellow trail behind it wherever it went. At the same time there was a blue dot in Iraq doing the same thing. The years rotated further ahead as the lines squiggled. Squiggle squiggle the lines went around, me squiggling in NY for 18 years then ZOOM down to Georgia then ZOOM over to Washington State then ZOOM over to Iraq where the blue dot has been squiggling in the same little area for years. Then it zoomed in and my yellow dot and the blue dot were separated only by gridsquares (representing 1 click, 1000 meters, .6 miles) and the yellow dot went over to the blue dot, the two dots squiggled, and then the blue dot went a few grid squares away and slowly faded from baby-blue, the same color as it's trail, to a dark, burnt out navy blue. The dot stopped moving. When I woke up, in my mind I naturally completed the dream with the yellow dot flying back to the states and resuming it's squiggling.
My life is in order now (sober, hitting the gym, lots of new friends and in college with a 3.8 and plenty of money) and when I think back on those shitty times (mainly January 2011 - August 2011) when you guys were my only "friends", I realize how much I owe you. The entertainment that you guys provided really became my life. I would walk around for two weeks before an MLG or Dreamhack or whatever, so excited! I would draw out brackets and try to predict who would win. SC2 was just the only light in my life at that point. When you explained how you would wake up and feel the stress of having to organize the show, and think "fuckkk there's so much to do" and Day9 leaned toward you and agreed, it really hit me that you guys were carrying a lot of weight on your shoulders. I can picture you rolling over, getting out of bed, and proceeding to arrange the show with it's content and guests and hardware setup, and I feel deeply grateful that you saw it through and went on with the production. Remember that 11,000 people watched tonight's show. I promise you that at least one of them was sitting there in their room with their parents fighting in the kitchen, trying to block it out; or trying to forget about how their dog or cat has cancer and their parents don't have the $1600 to save it; about the conversation they just had with their parents where they were told "We just don't have the money to get you anything for your birthday" or just had with their girlfriend and "It's just not working out." Sometimes people need a couple hours away from it all, and that's what all of you give us day in and day out.
What I've learned throughout this whole thing is that entertainment is one of the most noble enterprises someone can go into. If you think about it, beer, Pepsi, football, music, movies, gaming, all of it falls under entertainment, and it all serves one primary purpose: To take our minds off our worries. For providing me with endless opportunities to do just that, I thank you and everyone else.
Thanks, and may your dots squiggle for the next eighty years!
Is there a +1 button ?
This is really touching and related to a lot of people with personal problems to deal with out there including me, sometimes all you need is an escape from real world for a short period of time to get through it.
I'm sad you aren't going to be streaming dota 2 though. Even if you're not very good at the game, it was interesting watching you get progressively better at, quite frankly, and alarming rate. I've played dota for 7 years and you're already better than I was 3 years ago.
On February 06 2014 07:11 fishjie wrote: Never liked the guy, he had a horrible attitude and blamed all his losses on everyone but himself. He constantly criticized others for being awful, yet was never any good at the game either, memorable only for his rage quits when he was either even or ahead. He then got fired from eg because he kept telling people he wanted them to die of cancer. All his fanboys were enablers and when he made the comment about being paid to treat them badly (the comment that cost him his job) it was funny cause it was true. It is funny that someone who hated the game so much stuck around so long.
It's all a moot point now since sc2 is on it's last dying breath, but if esports as a whole is to make it, toxic players such as this need to retire earlier.
Too bad we didn't have more happy fun people like fishjie in the scene, who probably goes to funerals and pees on the body
On February 06 2014 10:08 BrieFanFiction wrote: Well, I've posted this a couple times by now but I mean it when I say it. The post applies to you a great deal Greg. I actually wrote this some time ago. I still remember walking down from the third floor of my barracks and over to the PX to buy some Icehouse 5.5% and .59 cent "burritos" a couple hours before you played and rooting for you while I was drunker than shit. I miss those old Red and Blue MLG days... kind of. This was originally aimed at JP, thus the pro-"showbiz" ring to it. But Greg deserves "all the props" as well (seeing as he provided 2 years of great entertainment).
I initially got into SC:BW in Iraq around February 2010. I had previously been a Warcraft 2 player and never got into BW. Anyway, my roommate had a copy of BW and let me install it, and soon enough I was addicted. I played that game so much that it became my escape from the shitty reality over there. I still remember pausing games and running out of my CHU to the bunkers because we were getting rocketed. Once I was assigned to the MEOC at FOB Echo to a joint operation between the 8th Iraqi Army and US. I played so much BW while guarding that satellite equipment (basically sitting right next to it making sure it didn't disappear) that the Iraqi General came up to me and (through his terp) told me it was his son's 5th birthday, and since I played "that game" so much it must be awesome and he would like me to make a copy for his son. I politely explained that BW wasn't suitable for a 5 year old, but my Sgt had an NES emulator with all the games and gave the kid that. At least he could have some kind of "childhood" as we say... Anyway, I was stoked that SC2 happened to be coming out in (August?) of 2010, and when it launched I bought it and played the shit out of it until I returned on 1 Oct, 2010.
All my good friends were stop-lossed in Iraq, meaning their initial active duty contracts were extended to force them to go to Iraq for another year. One month after I got back nearly my entire crew got out of the Army or were sent to other units, scattered to the four winds (the Army tried to get them out ASAP as they had already done their time +). I was on my own in the old barracks with tons of new guys, many of whom had never deployed before (I had deployed twice at that point) and they annoyed the shit out of me. Our barracks had no heating for some reason, and it was so cold that I bought a giant down comforter to keep myself warm. In fact, the thermostat in the room where we're supposed to be able to adjust the temperature had a giant spiderweb crack in it emanating out from a small point, where somebody had probably raged out and stabbed it. My new leadership had no idea how to handle our strange assignment (personal security detail for the Brigade Commander of ~4,000 soldiers) and put tons of pressure on me to show them what to do and make sure everything was perfect. My life was fucking terrible. Literally the night I got back to the states (1 Oct 2010) my friends picked me up and we went to buy some liquor. Jim Beam had some bullshit "Welcome Home" label on their shit so I bought it to support them supporting us and found that I liked it, probably too much. By the time I had been back for two months I would buy a handle on Monday which would be gone by Thursday. Friday, Saturday, and two out of three Sundays each got their own 1/5th a night followed by Hamburger Helper made on my hot plate (awww yeahhhh!) and a quart of water then bed. I would normally start drinking at around 6pm and finish at 2am, then wake up at 6am to do physical training.
It makes me sad to say this but during those shitty days SC2 was my only friend. I still remember the old MLG red and blue streams and all your SOTG shows, as well as ITG, Destiny starting up, and Idra in his prime. When MLGs were on I would wake up and buy a 30 rack of Icehouse and sync my maximum drunkenness to Idra's games, cheering for him like a drunk Spaniard at a soccer match. When he would get knocked out of a tournament I would be devastated. I still remember when MC came out and gave Idra the thumbs down then 4-0'd him. It may be irrational (as I'm no longer an Idra fan) but I've hated MC ever since. -- This was after you lost your passion
I was following the scene really hard by about March 2011 and watched Destiny/Idra/everything constantly. SOTG and ITG (which I think had just started) were the highlights of my week! I would make sure to have four beers in me before the show started and I would get progressively more wasted as it went along, cheering when you all made good points and feeling glad I wasn't the only one who was upset over this or that.
On my first deployment I arrested an Iraqi who had been a Colonel under Saddam and was still loyal to him. This Colonel had been the head of a major IED cell in Tikrit (Saddam's hometown). After the mission everyone said good job blah blah (he was a high value target) and life went on as normal. One week later the word came back that the Iraqi's had hung him. Even though it wasn't traumatic, the weight hit me like a ton of bricks.
One time I had a dream that I was standing in front of a giant 2D map of the earth that took up a whole wall. In the top center the year "1988" appeared (the year I was born) and in New York (where I grew up) there was a bright yellow dot that started to move around and left a yellow trail behind it wherever it went. At the same time there was a blue dot in Iraq doing the same thing. The years rotated further ahead as the lines squiggled. Squiggle squiggle the lines went around, me squiggling in NY for 18 years then ZOOM down to Georgia then ZOOM over to Washington State then ZOOM over to Iraq where the blue dot has been squiggling in the same little area for years. Then it zoomed in and my yellow dot and the blue dot were separated only by gridsquares (representing 1 click, 1000 meters, .6 miles) and the yellow dot went over to the blue dot, the two dots squiggled, and then the blue dot went a few grid squares away and slowly faded from baby-blue, the same color as it's trail, to a dark, burnt out navy blue. The dot stopped moving. When I woke up, in my mind I naturally completed the dream with the yellow dot flying back to the states and resuming it's squiggling.
My life is in order now (sober, hitting the gym, lots of new friends and in college with a 3.8 and plenty of money) and when I think back on those shitty times (mainly January 2011 - August 2011) when you guys were my only "friends", I realize how much I owe you. The entertainment that you guys provided really became my life. I would walk around for two weeks before an MLG or Dreamhack or whatever, so excited! I would draw out brackets and try to predict who would win. SC2 was just the only light in my life at that point. When you explained how you would wake up and feel the stress of having to organize the show, and think "fuckkk there's so much to do" and Day9 leaned toward you and agreed, it really hit me that you guys were carrying a lot of weight on your shoulders. I can picture you rolling over, getting out of bed, and proceeding to arrange the show with it's content and guests and hardware setup, and I feel deeply grateful that you saw it through and went on with the production. Remember that 11,000 people watched tonight's show. I promise you that at least one of them was sitting there in their room with their parents fighting in the kitchen, trying to block it out; or trying to forget about how their dog or cat has cancer and their parents don't have the $1600 to save it; about the conversation they just had with their parents where they were told "We just don't have the money to get you anything for your birthday" or just had with their girlfriend and "It's just not working out." Sometimes people need a couple hours away from it all, and that's what all of you give us day in and day out.
What I've learned throughout this whole thing is that entertainment is one of the most noble enterprises someone can go into. If you think about it, beer, Pepsi, football, music, movies, gaming, all of it falls under entertainment, and it all serves one primary purpose: To take our minds off our worries. For providing me with endless opportunities to do just that, I thank you and everyone else.
Thanks, and may your dots squiggle for the next eighty years!
You know this is the first time I actually wish Bw and sc2 never existed , anything that made your life easier over there is something I hope it never existed , apply that to all US troops in Iraq.
On February 06 2014 10:08 BrieFanFiction wrote: Well, I've posted this a couple times by now but I mean it when I say it. The post applies to you a great deal Greg. I actually wrote this some time ago. I still remember walking down from the third floor of my barracks and over to the PX to buy some Icehouse 5.5% and .59 cent "burritos" a couple hours before you played and rooting for you while I was drunker than shit. I miss those old Red and Blue MLG days... kind of. This was originally aimed at JP, thus the pro-"showbiz" ring to it. But Greg deserves "all the props" as well (seeing as he provided 2 years of great entertainment).
I initially got into SC:BW in Iraq around February 2010. I had previously been a Warcraft 2 player and never got into BW. Anyway, my roommate had a copy of BW and let me install it, and soon enough I was addicted. I played that game so much that it became my escape from the shitty reality over there. I still remember pausing games and running out of my CHU to the bunkers because we were getting rocketed. Once I was assigned to the MEOC at FOB Echo to a joint operation between the 8th Iraqi Army and US. I played so much BW while guarding that satellite equipment (basically sitting right next to it making sure it didn't disappear) that the Iraqi General came up to me and (through his terp) told me it was his son's 5th birthday, and since I played "that game" so much it must be awesome and he would like me to make a copy for his son. I politely explained that BW wasn't suitable for a 5 year old, but my Sgt had an NES emulator with all the games and gave the kid that. At least he could have some kind of "childhood" as we say... Anyway, I was stoked that SC2 happened to be coming out in (August?) of 2010, and when it launched I bought it and played the shit out of it until I returned on 1 Oct, 2010.
All my good friends were stop-lossed in Iraq, meaning their initial active duty contracts were extended to force them to go to Iraq for another year. One month after I got back nearly my entire crew got out of the Army or were sent to other units, scattered to the four winds (the Army tried to get them out ASAP as they had already done their time +). I was on my own in the old barracks with tons of new guys, many of whom had never deployed before (I had deployed twice at that point) and they annoyed the shit out of me. Our barracks had no heating for some reason, and it was so cold that I bought a giant down comforter to keep myself warm. In fact, the thermostat in the room where we're supposed to be able to adjust the temperature had a giant spiderweb crack in it emanating out from a small point, where somebody had probably raged out and stabbed it. My new leadership had no idea how to handle our strange assignment (personal security detail for the Brigade Commander of ~4,000 soldiers) and put tons of pressure on me to show them what to do and make sure everything was perfect. My life was fucking terrible. Literally the night I got back to the states (1 Oct 2010) my friends picked me up and we went to buy some liquor. Jim Beam had some bullshit "Welcome Home" label on their shit so I bought it to support them supporting us and found that I liked it, probably too much. By the time I had been back for two months I would buy a handle on Monday which would be gone by Thursday. Friday, Saturday, and two out of three Sundays each got their own 1/5th a night followed by Hamburger Helper made on my hot plate (awww yeahhhh!) and a quart of water then bed. I would normally start drinking at around 6pm and finish at 2am, then wake up at 6am to do physical training.
It makes me sad to say this but during those shitty days SC2 was my only friend. I still remember the old MLG red and blue streams and all your SOTG shows, as well as ITG, Destiny starting up, and Idra in his prime. When MLGs were on I would wake up and buy a 30 rack of Icehouse and sync my maximum drunkenness to Idra's games, cheering for him like a drunk Spaniard at a soccer match. When he would get knocked out of a tournament I would be devastated. I still remember when MC came out and gave Idra the thumbs down then 4-0'd him. It may be irrational (as I'm no longer an Idra fan) but I've hated MC ever since. -- This was after you lost your passion
I was following the scene really hard by about March 2011 and watched Destiny/Idra/everything constantly. SOTG and ITG (which I think had just started) were the highlights of my week! I would make sure to have four beers in me before the show started and I would get progressively more wasted as it went along, cheering when you all made good points and feeling glad I wasn't the only one who was upset over this or that.
On my first deployment I arrested an Iraqi who had been a Colonel under Saddam and was still loyal to him. This Colonel had been the head of a major IED cell in Tikrit (Saddam's hometown). After the mission everyone said good job blah blah (he was a high value target) and life went on as normal. One week later the word came back that the Iraqi's had hung him. Even though it wasn't traumatic, the weight hit me like a ton of bricks.
One time I had a dream that I was standing in front of a giant 2D map of the earth that took up a whole wall. In the top center the year "1988" appeared (the year I was born) and in New York (where I grew up) there was a bright yellow dot that started to move around and left a yellow trail behind it wherever it went. At the same time there was a blue dot in Iraq doing the same thing. The years rotated further ahead as the lines squiggled. Squiggle squiggle the lines went around, me squiggling in NY for 18 years then ZOOM down to Georgia then ZOOM over to Washington State then ZOOM over to Iraq where the blue dot has been squiggling in the same little area for years. Then it zoomed in and my yellow dot and the blue dot were separated only by gridsquares (representing 1 click, 1000 meters, .6 miles) and the yellow dot went over to the blue dot, the two dots squiggled, and then the blue dot went a few grid squares away and slowly faded from baby-blue, the same color as it's trail, to a dark, burnt out navy blue. The dot stopped moving. When I woke up, in my mind I naturally completed the dream with the yellow dot flying back to the states and resuming it's squiggling.
My life is in order now (sober, hitting the gym, lots of new friends and in college with a 3.8 and plenty of money) and when I think back on those shitty times (mainly January 2011 - August 2011) when you guys were my only "friends", I realize how much I owe you. The entertainment that you guys provided really became my life. I would walk around for two weeks before an MLG or Dreamhack or whatever, so excited! I would draw out brackets and try to predict who would win. SC2 was just the only light in my life at that point. When you explained how you would wake up and feel the stress of having to organize the show, and think "fuckkk there's so much to do" and Day9 leaned toward you and agreed, it really hit me that you guys were carrying a lot of weight on your shoulders. I can picture you rolling over, getting out of bed, and proceeding to arrange the show with it's content and guests and hardware setup, and I feel deeply grateful that you saw it through and went on with the production. Remember that 11,000 people watched tonight's show. I promise you that at least one of them was sitting there in their room with their parents fighting in the kitchen, trying to block it out; or trying to forget about how their dog or cat has cancer and their parents don't have the $1600 to save it; about the conversation they just had with their parents where they were told "We just don't have the money to get you anything for your birthday" or just had with their girlfriend and "It's just not working out." Sometimes people need a couple hours away from it all, and that's what all of you give us day in and day out.
What I've learned throughout this whole thing is that entertainment is one of the most noble enterprises someone can go into. If you think about it, beer, Pepsi, football, music, movies, gaming, all of it falls under entertainment, and it all serves one primary purpose: To take our minds off our worries. For providing me with endless opportunities to do just that, I thank you and everyone else.
Thanks, and may your dots squiggle for the next eighty years!
You know this is the first time I actually wish Bw and sc2 never existed , anything that made your life easier over there is something I hope it never existed , apply that to all US troops in Iraq.
On February 06 2014 10:08 BrieFanFiction wrote: Well, I've posted this a couple times by now but I mean it when I say it. The post applies to you a great deal Greg. I actually wrote this some time ago. I still remember walking down from the third floor of my barracks and over to the PX to buy some Icehouse 5.5% and .59 cent "burritos" a couple hours before you played and rooting for you while I was drunker than shit. I miss those old Red and Blue MLG days... kind of. This was originally aimed at JP, thus the pro-"showbiz" ring to it. But Greg deserves "all the props" as well (seeing as he provided 2 years of great entertainment).
I initially got into SC:BW in Iraq around February 2010. I had previously been a Warcraft 2 player and never got into BW. Anyway, my roommate had a copy of BW and let me install it, and soon enough I was addicted. I played that game so much that it became my escape from the shitty reality over there. I still remember pausing games and running out of my CHU to the bunkers because we were getting rocketed. Once I was assigned to the MEOC at FOB Echo to a joint operation between the 8th Iraqi Army and US. I played so much BW while guarding that satellite equipment (basically sitting right next to it making sure it didn't disappear) that the Iraqi General came up to me and (through his terp) told me it was his son's 5th birthday, and since I played "that game" so much it must be awesome and he would like me to make a copy for his son. I politely explained that BW wasn't suitable for a 5 year old, but my Sgt had an NES emulator with all the games and gave the kid that. At least he could have some kind of "childhood" as we say... Anyway, I was stoked that SC2 happened to be coming out in (August?) of 2010, and when it launched I bought it and played the shit out of it until I returned on 1 Oct, 2010.
All my good friends were stop-lossed in Iraq, meaning their initial active duty contracts were extended to force them to go to Iraq for another year. One month after I got back nearly my entire crew got out of the Army or were sent to other units, scattered to the four winds (the Army tried to get them out ASAP as they had already done their time +). I was on my own in the old barracks with tons of new guys, many of whom had never deployed before (I had deployed twice at that point) and they annoyed the shit out of me. Our barracks had no heating for some reason, and it was so cold that I bought a giant down comforter to keep myself warm. In fact, the thermostat in the room where we're supposed to be able to adjust the temperature had a giant spiderweb crack in it emanating out from a small point, where somebody had probably raged out and stabbed it. My new leadership had no idea how to handle our strange assignment (personal security detail for the Brigade Commander of ~4,000 soldiers) and put tons of pressure on me to show them what to do and make sure everything was perfect. My life was fucking terrible. Literally the night I got back to the states (1 Oct 2010) my friends picked me up and we went to buy some liquor. Jim Beam had some bullshit "Welcome Home" label on their shit so I bought it to support them supporting us and found that I liked it, probably too much. By the time I had been back for two months I would buy a handle on Monday which would be gone by Thursday. Friday, Saturday, and two out of three Sundays each got their own 1/5th a night followed by Hamburger Helper made on my hot plate (awww yeahhhh!) and a quart of water then bed. I would normally start drinking at around 6pm and finish at 2am, then wake up at 6am to do physical training.
It makes me sad to say this but during those shitty days SC2 was my only friend. I still remember the old MLG red and blue streams and all your SOTG shows, as well as ITG, Destiny starting up, and Idra in his prime. When MLGs were on I would wake up and buy a 30 rack of Icehouse and sync my maximum drunkenness to Idra's games, cheering for him like a drunk Spaniard at a soccer match. When he would get knocked out of a tournament I would be devastated. I still remember when MC came out and gave Idra the thumbs down then 4-0'd him. It may be irrational (as I'm no longer an Idra fan) but I've hated MC ever since. -- This was after you lost your passion
I was following the scene really hard by about March 2011 and watched Destiny/Idra/everything constantly. SOTG and ITG (which I think had just started) were the highlights of my week! I would make sure to have four beers in me before the show started and I would get progressively more wasted as it went along, cheering when you all made good points and feeling glad I wasn't the only one who was upset over this or that.
On my first deployment I arrested an Iraqi who had been a Colonel under Saddam and was still loyal to him. This Colonel had been the head of a major IED cell in Tikrit (Saddam's hometown). After the mission everyone said good job blah blah (he was a high value target) and life went on as normal. One week later the word came back that the Iraqi's had hung him. Even though it wasn't traumatic, the weight hit me like a ton of bricks.
One time I had a dream that I was standing in front of a giant 2D map of the earth that took up a whole wall. In the top center the year "1988" appeared (the year I was born) and in New York (where I grew up) there was a bright yellow dot that started to move around and left a yellow trail behind it wherever it went. At the same time there was a blue dot in Iraq doing the same thing. The years rotated further ahead as the lines squiggled. Squiggle squiggle the lines went around, me squiggling in NY for 18 years then ZOOM down to Georgia then ZOOM over to Washington State then ZOOM over to Iraq where the blue dot has been squiggling in the same little area for years. Then it zoomed in and my yellow dot and the blue dot were separated only by gridsquares (representing 1 click, 1000 meters, .6 miles) and the yellow dot went over to the blue dot, the two dots squiggled, and then the blue dot went a few grid squares away and slowly faded from baby-blue, the same color as it's trail, to a dark, burnt out navy blue. The dot stopped moving. When I woke up, in my mind I naturally completed the dream with the yellow dot flying back to the states and resuming it's squiggling.
My life is in order now (sober, hitting the gym, lots of new friends and in college with a 3.8 and plenty of money) and when I think back on those shitty times (mainly January 2011 - August 2011) when you guys were my only "friends", I realize how much I owe you. The entertainment that you guys provided really became my life. I would walk around for two weeks before an MLG or Dreamhack or whatever, so excited! I would draw out brackets and try to predict who would win. SC2 was just the only light in my life at that point. When you explained how you would wake up and feel the stress of having to organize the show, and think "fuckkk there's so much to do" and Day9 leaned toward you and agreed, it really hit me that you guys were carrying a lot of weight on your shoulders. I can picture you rolling over, getting out of bed, and proceeding to arrange the show with it's content and guests and hardware setup, and I feel deeply grateful that you saw it through and went on with the production. Remember that 11,000 people watched tonight's show. I promise you that at least one of them was sitting there in their room with their parents fighting in the kitchen, trying to block it out; or trying to forget about how their dog or cat has cancer and their parents don't have the $1600 to save it; about the conversation they just had with their parents where they were told "We just don't have the money to get you anything for your birthday" or just had with their girlfriend and "It's just not working out." Sometimes people need a couple hours away from it all, and that's what all of you give us day in and day out.
What I've learned throughout this whole thing is that entertainment is one of the most noble enterprises someone can go into. If you think about it, beer, Pepsi, football, music, movies, gaming, all of it falls under entertainment, and it all serves one primary purpose: To take our minds off our worries. For providing me with endless opportunities to do just that, I thank you and everyone else.
Thanks, and may your dots squiggle for the next eighty years!
You know this is the first time I actually wish Bw and sc2 never existed , anything that made your life easier over there is something I hope it never existed , apply that to all US troops in Iraq.
When esports came up, IdrA was one of the first foreigners to go and try their hand at the foreign pro scene. Yes others might have done it, but IdrA was very successful in the BW era. He set the stage for other foreigners to compete with the Koreans. This was in BW. He's the one who really got up and inspired people to say, hey, you can do it too. This was a pioneer for esports. And even if you leave, you'll leave your legacy. To every single person who follows in your footsteps. You set the stage for them.
On February 06 2014 10:08 BrieFanFiction wrote: Well, I've posted this a couple times by now but I mean it when I say it. The post applies to you a great deal Greg. I actually wrote this some time ago. I still remember walking down from the third floor of my barracks and over to the PX to buy some Icehouse 5.5% and .59 cent "burritos" a couple hours before you played and rooting for you while I was drunker than shit. I miss those old Red and Blue MLG days... kind of. This was originally aimed at JP, thus the pro-"showbiz" ring to it. But Greg deserves "all the props" as well (seeing as he provided 2 years of great entertainment).
I initially got into SC:BW in Iraq around February 2010. I had previously been a Warcraft 2 player and never got into BW. Anyway, my roommate had a copy of BW and let me install it, and soon enough I was addicted. I played that game so much that it became my escape from the shitty reality over there. I still remember pausing games and running out of my CHU to the bunkers because we were getting rocketed. Once I was assigned to the MEOC at FOB Echo to a joint operation between the 8th Iraqi Army and US. I played so much BW while guarding that satellite equipment (basically sitting right next to it making sure it didn't disappear) that the Iraqi General came up to me and (through his terp) told me it was his son's 5th birthday, and since I played "that game" so much it must be awesome and he would like me to make a copy for his son. I politely explained that BW wasn't suitable for a 5 year old, but my Sgt had an NES emulator with all the games and gave the kid that. At least he could have some kind of "childhood" as we say... Anyway, I was stoked that SC2 happened to be coming out in (August?) of 2010, and when it launched I bought it and played the shit out of it until I returned on 1 Oct, 2010.
All my good friends were stop-lossed in Iraq, meaning their initial active duty contracts were extended to force them to go to Iraq for another year. One month after I got back nearly my entire crew got out of the Army or were sent to other units, scattered to the four winds (the Army tried to get them out ASAP as they had already done their time +). I was on my own in the old barracks with tons of new guys, many of whom had never deployed before (I had deployed twice at that point) and they annoyed the shit out of me. Our barracks had no heating for some reason, and it was so cold that I bought a giant down comforter to keep myself warm. In fact, the thermostat in the room where we're supposed to be able to adjust the temperature had a giant spiderweb crack in it emanating out from a small point, where somebody had probably raged out and stabbed it. My new leadership had no idea how to handle our strange assignment (personal security detail for the Brigade Commander of ~4,000 soldiers) and put tons of pressure on me to show them what to do and make sure everything was perfect. My life was fucking terrible. Literally the night I got back to the states (1 Oct 2010) my friends picked me up and we went to buy some liquor. Jim Beam had some bullshit "Welcome Home" label on their shit so I bought it to support them supporting us and found that I liked it, probably too much. By the time I had been back for two months I would buy a handle on Monday which would be gone by Thursday. Friday, Saturday, and two out of three Sundays each got their own 1/5th a night followed by Hamburger Helper made on my hot plate (awww yeahhhh!) and a quart of water then bed. I would normally start drinking at around 6pm and finish at 2am, then wake up at 6am to do physical training.
It makes me sad to say this but during those shitty days SC2 was my only friend. I still remember the old MLG red and blue streams and all your SOTG shows, as well as ITG, Destiny starting up, and Idra in his prime. When MLGs were on I would wake up and buy a 30 rack of Icehouse and sync my maximum drunkenness to Idra's games, cheering for him like a drunk Spaniard at a soccer match. When he would get knocked out of a tournament I would be devastated. I still remember when MC came out and gave Idra the thumbs down then 4-0'd him. It may be irrational (as I'm no longer an Idra fan) but I've hated MC ever since. -- This was after you lost your passion
I was following the scene really hard by about March 2011 and watched Destiny/Idra/everything constantly. SOTG and ITG (which I think had just started) were the highlights of my week! I would make sure to have four beers in me before the show started and I would get progressively more wasted as it went along, cheering when you all made good points and feeling glad I wasn't the only one who was upset over this or that.
On my first deployment I arrested an Iraqi who had been a Colonel under Saddam and was still loyal to him. This Colonel had been the head of a major IED cell in Tikrit (Saddam's hometown). After the mission everyone said good job blah blah (he was a high value target) and life went on as normal. One week later the word came back that the Iraqi's had hung him. Even though it wasn't traumatic, the weight hit me like a ton of bricks.
One time I had a dream that I was standing in front of a giant 2D map of the earth that took up a whole wall. In the top center the year "1988" appeared (the year I was born) and in New York (where I grew up) there was a bright yellow dot that started to move around and left a yellow trail behind it wherever it went. At the same time there was a blue dot in Iraq doing the same thing. The years rotated further ahead as the lines squiggled. Squiggle squiggle the lines went around, me squiggling in NY for 18 years then ZOOM down to Georgia then ZOOM over to Washington State then ZOOM over to Iraq where the blue dot has been squiggling in the same little area for years. Then it zoomed in and my yellow dot and the blue dot were separated only by gridsquares (representing 1 click, 1000 meters, .6 miles) and the yellow dot went over to the blue dot, the two dots squiggled, and then the blue dot went a few grid squares away and slowly faded from baby-blue, the same color as it's trail, to a dark, burnt out navy blue. The dot stopped moving. When I woke up, in my mind I naturally completed the dream with the yellow dot flying back to the states and resuming it's squiggling.
My life is in order now (sober, hitting the gym, lots of new friends and in college with a 3.8 and plenty of money) and when I think back on those shitty times (mainly January 2011 - August 2011) when you guys were my only "friends", I realize how much I owe you. The entertainment that you guys provided really became my life. I would walk around for two weeks before an MLG or Dreamhack or whatever, so excited! I would draw out brackets and try to predict who would win. SC2 was just the only light in my life at that point. When you explained how you would wake up and feel the stress of having to organize the show, and think "fuckkk there's so much to do" and Day9 leaned toward you and agreed, it really hit me that you guys were carrying a lot of weight on your shoulders. I can picture you rolling over, getting out of bed, and proceeding to arrange the show with it's content and guests and hardware setup, and I feel deeply grateful that you saw it through and went on with the production. Remember that 11,000 people watched tonight's show. I promise you that at least one of them was sitting there in their room with their parents fighting in the kitchen, trying to block it out; or trying to forget about how their dog or cat has cancer and their parents don't have the $1600 to save it; about the conversation they just had with their parents where they were told "We just don't have the money to get you anything for your birthday" or just had with their girlfriend and "It's just not working out." Sometimes people need a couple hours away from it all, and that's what all of you give us day in and day out.
What I've learned throughout this whole thing is that entertainment is one of the most noble enterprises someone can go into. If you think about it, beer, Pepsi, football, music, movies, gaming, all of it falls under entertainment, and it all serves one primary purpose: To take our minds off our worries. For providing me with endless opportunities to do just that, I thank you and everyone else.
Thanks, and may your dots squiggle for the next eighty years!
You know this is the first time I actually wish Bw and sc2 never existed , anything that made your life easier over there is something I hope it never existed , apply that to all US troops in Iraq.
I can't belive that you actually retired! I wish you the best of luck Greg! The starcraft scene will miss someone with the balls and personality like you had!
On February 06 2014 10:08 BrieFanFiction wrote: Well, I've posted this a couple times by now but I mean it when I say it. The post applies to you a great deal Greg. I actually wrote this some time ago. I still remember walking down from the third floor of my barracks and over to the PX to buy some Icehouse 5.5% and .59 cent "burritos" a couple hours before you played and rooting for you while I was drunker than shit. I miss those old Red and Blue MLG days... kind of. This was originally aimed at JP, thus the pro-"showbiz" ring to it. But Greg deserves "all the props" as well (seeing as he provided 2 years of great entertainment).
I initially got into SC:BW in Iraq around February 2010. I had previously been a Warcraft 2 player and never got into BW. Anyway, my roommate had a copy of BW and let me install it, and soon enough I was addicted. I played that game so much that it became my escape from the shitty reality over there. I still remember pausing games and running out of my CHU to the bunkers because we were getting rocketed. Once I was assigned to the MEOC at FOB Echo to a joint operation between the 8th Iraqi Army and US. I played so much BW while guarding that satellite equipment (basically sitting right next to it making sure it didn't disappear) that the Iraqi General came up to me and (through his terp) told me it was his son's 5th birthday, and since I played "that game" so much it must be awesome and he would like me to make a copy for his son. I politely explained that BW wasn't suitable for a 5 year old, but my Sgt had an NES emulator with all the games and gave the kid that. At least he could have some kind of "childhood" as we say... Anyway, I was stoked that SC2 happened to be coming out in (August?) of 2010, and when it launched I bought it and played the shit out of it until I returned on 1 Oct, 2010.
All my good friends were stop-lossed in Iraq, meaning their initial active duty contracts were extended to force them to go to Iraq for another year. One month after I got back nearly my entire crew got out of the Army or were sent to other units, scattered to the four winds (the Army tried to get them out ASAP as they had already done their time +). I was on my own in the old barracks with tons of new guys, many of whom had never deployed before (I had deployed twice at that point) and they annoyed the shit out of me. Our barracks had no heating for some reason, and it was so cold that I bought a giant down comforter to keep myself warm. In fact, the thermostat in the room where we're supposed to be able to adjust the temperature had a giant spiderweb crack in it emanating out from a small point, where somebody had probably raged out and stabbed it. My new leadership had no idea how to handle our strange assignment (personal security detail for the Brigade Commander of ~4,000 soldiers) and put tons of pressure on me to show them what to do and make sure everything was perfect. My life was fucking terrible. Literally the night I got back to the states (1 Oct 2010) my friends picked me up and we went to buy some liquor. Jim Beam had some bullshit "Welcome Home" label on their shit so I bought it to support them supporting us and found that I liked it, probably too much. By the time I had been back for two months I would buy a handle on Monday which would be gone by Thursday. Friday, Saturday, and two out of three Sundays each got their own 1/5th a night followed by Hamburger Helper made on my hot plate (awww yeahhhh!) and a quart of water then bed. I would normally start drinking at around 6pm and finish at 2am, then wake up at 6am to do physical training.
It makes me sad to say this but during those shitty days SC2 was my only friend. I still remember the old MLG red and blue streams and all your SOTG shows, as well as ITG, Destiny starting up, and Idra in his prime. When MLGs were on I would wake up and buy a 30 rack of Icehouse and sync my maximum drunkenness to Idra's games, cheering for him like a drunk Spaniard at a soccer match. When he would get knocked out of a tournament I would be devastated. I still remember when MC came out and gave Idra the thumbs down then 4-0'd him. It may be irrational (as I'm no longer an Idra fan) but I've hated MC ever since. -- This was after you lost your passion
I was following the scene really hard by about March 2011 and watched Destiny/Idra/everything constantly. SOTG and ITG (which I think had just started) were the highlights of my week! I would make sure to have four beers in me before the show started and I would get progressively more wasted as it went along, cheering when you all made good points and feeling glad I wasn't the only one who was upset over this or that.
On my first deployment I arrested an Iraqi who had been a Colonel under Saddam and was still loyal to him. This Colonel had been the head of a major IED cell in Tikrit (Saddam's hometown). After the mission everyone said good job blah blah (he was a high value target) and life went on as normal. One week later the word came back that the Iraqi's had hung him. Even though it wasn't traumatic, the weight hit me like a ton of bricks.
One time I had a dream that I was standing in front of a giant 2D map of the earth that took up a whole wall. In the top center the year "1988" appeared (the year I was born) and in New York (where I grew up) there was a bright yellow dot that started to move around and left a yellow trail behind it wherever it went. At the same time there was a blue dot in Iraq doing the same thing. The years rotated further ahead as the lines squiggled. Squiggle squiggle the lines went around, me squiggling in NY for 18 years then ZOOM down to Georgia then ZOOM over to Washington State then ZOOM over to Iraq where the blue dot has been squiggling in the same little area for years. Then it zoomed in and my yellow dot and the blue dot were separated only by gridsquares (representing 1 click, 1000 meters, .6 miles) and the yellow dot went over to the blue dot, the two dots squiggled, and then the blue dot went a few grid squares away and slowly faded from baby-blue, the same color as it's trail, to a dark, burnt out navy blue. The dot stopped moving. When I woke up, in my mind I naturally completed the dream with the yellow dot flying back to the states and resuming it's squiggling.
My life is in order now (sober, hitting the gym, lots of new friends and in college with a 3.8 and plenty of money) and when I think back on those shitty times (mainly January 2011 - August 2011) when you guys were my only "friends", I realize how much I owe you. The entertainment that you guys provided really became my life. I would walk around for two weeks before an MLG or Dreamhack or whatever, so excited! I would draw out brackets and try to predict who would win. SC2 was just the only light in my life at that point. When you explained how you would wake up and feel the stress of having to organize the show, and think "fuckkk there's so much to do" and Day9 leaned toward you and agreed, it really hit me that you guys were carrying a lot of weight on your shoulders. I can picture you rolling over, getting out of bed, and proceeding to arrange the show with it's content and guests and hardware setup, and I feel deeply grateful that you saw it through and went on with the production. Remember that 11,000 people watched tonight's show. I promise you that at least one of them was sitting there in their room with their parents fighting in the kitchen, trying to block it out; or trying to forget about how their dog or cat has cancer and their parents don't have the $1600 to save it; about the conversation they just had with their parents where they were told "We just don't have the money to get you anything for your birthday" or just had with their girlfriend and "It's just not working out." Sometimes people need a couple hours away from it all, and that's what all of you give us day in and day out.
What I've learned throughout this whole thing is that entertainment is one of the most noble enterprises someone can go into. If you think about it, beer, Pepsi, football, music, movies, gaming, all of it falls under entertainment, and it all serves one primary purpose: To take our minds off our worries. For providing me with endless opportunities to do just that, I thank you and everyone else.
Thanks, and may your dots squiggle for the next eighty years!
You know this is the first time I actually wish Bw and sc2 never existed , anything that made your life easier over there is something I hope it never existed , apply that to all US troops in Iraq.
Bye IdrA and thank for all the entertainment and feels man. You really were one of the biggest reasons the sc2 scene took off internationally imo and you really brought tons of focus on to the game. I will always remember the GSL open seasons and the 2010 MLG's as some of my fondest memories in sc2 and you were a huge part of those as well. GGWP GL
On February 06 2014 10:08 BrieFanFiction wrote: Well, I've posted this a couple times by now but I mean it when I say it. The post applies to you a great deal Greg. I actually wrote this some time ago. I still remember walking down from the third floor of my barracks and over to the PX to buy some Icehouse 5.5% and .59 cent "burritos" a couple hours before you played and rooting for you while I was drunker than shit. I miss those old Red and Blue MLG days... kind of. This was originally aimed at JP, thus the pro-"showbiz" ring to it. But Greg deserves "all the props" as well (seeing as he provided 2 years of great entertainment).
I initially got into SC:BW in Iraq around February 2010. I had previously been a Warcraft 2 player and never got into BW. Anyway, my roommate had a copy of BW and let me install it, and soon enough I was addicted. I played that game so much that it became my escape from the shitty reality over there. I still remember pausing games and running out of my CHU to the bunkers because we were getting rocketed. Once I was assigned to the MEOC at FOB Echo to a joint operation between the 8th Iraqi Army and US. I played so much BW while guarding that satellite equipment (basically sitting right next to it making sure it didn't disappear) that the Iraqi General came up to me and (through his terp) told me it was his son's 5th birthday, and since I played "that game" so much it must be awesome and he would like me to make a copy for his son. I politely explained that BW wasn't suitable for a 5 year old, but my Sgt had an NES emulator with all the games and gave the kid that. At least he could have some kind of "childhood" as we say... Anyway, I was stoked that SC2 happened to be coming out in (August?) of 2010, and when it launched I bought it and played the shit out of it until I returned on 1 Oct, 2010.
All my good friends were stop-lossed in Iraq, meaning their initial active duty contracts were extended to force them to go to Iraq for another year. One month after I got back nearly my entire crew got out of the Army or were sent to other units, scattered to the four winds (the Army tried to get them out ASAP as they had already done their time +). I was on my own in the old barracks with tons of new guys, many of whom had never deployed before (I had deployed twice at that point) and they annoyed the shit out of me. Our barracks had no heating for some reason, and it was so cold that I bought a giant down comforter to keep myself warm. In fact, the thermostat in the room where we're supposed to be able to adjust the temperature had a giant spiderweb crack in it emanating out from a small point, where somebody had probably raged out and stabbed it. My new leadership had no idea how to handle our strange assignment (personal security detail for the Brigade Commander of ~4,000 soldiers) and put tons of pressure on me to show them what to do and make sure everything was perfect. My life was fucking terrible. Literally the night I got back to the states (1 Oct 2010) my friends picked me up and we went to buy some liquor. Jim Beam had some bullshit "Welcome Home" label on their shit so I bought it to support them supporting us and found that I liked it, probably too much. By the time I had been back for two months I would buy a handle on Monday which would be gone by Thursday. Friday, Saturday, and two out of three Sundays each got their own 1/5th a night followed by Hamburger Helper made on my hot plate (awww yeahhhh!) and a quart of water then bed. I would normally start drinking at around 6pm and finish at 2am, then wake up at 6am to do physical training.
It makes me sad to say this but during those shitty days SC2 was my only friend. I still remember the old MLG red and blue streams and all your SOTG shows, as well as ITG, Destiny starting up, and Idra in his prime. When MLGs were on I would wake up and buy a 30 rack of Icehouse and sync my maximum drunkenness to Idra's games, cheering for him like a drunk Spaniard at a soccer match. When he would get knocked out of a tournament I would be devastated. I still remember when MC came out and gave Idra the thumbs down then 4-0'd him. It may be irrational (as I'm no longer an Idra fan) but I've hated MC ever since. -- This was after you lost your passion
I was following the scene really hard by about March 2011 and watched Destiny/Idra/everything constantly. SOTG and ITG (which I think had just started) were the highlights of my week! I would make sure to have four beers in me before the show started and I would get progressively more wasted as it went along, cheering when you all made good points and feeling glad I wasn't the only one who was upset over this or that.
On my first deployment I arrested an Iraqi who had been a Colonel under Saddam and was still loyal to him. This Colonel had been the head of a major IED cell in Tikrit (Saddam's hometown). After the mission everyone said good job blah blah (he was a high value target) and life went on as normal. One week later the word came back that the Iraqi's had hung him. Even though it wasn't traumatic, the weight hit me like a ton of bricks.
One time I had a dream that I was standing in front of a giant 2D map of the earth that took up a whole wall. In the top center the year "1988" appeared (the year I was born) and in New York (where I grew up) there was a bright yellow dot that started to move around and left a yellow trail behind it wherever it went. At the same time there was a blue dot in Iraq doing the same thing. The years rotated further ahead as the lines squiggled. Squiggle squiggle the lines went around, me squiggling in NY for 18 years then ZOOM down to Georgia then ZOOM over to Washington State then ZOOM over to Iraq where the blue dot has been squiggling in the same little area for years. Then it zoomed in and my yellow dot and the blue dot were separated only by gridsquares (representing 1 click, 1000 meters, .6 miles) and the yellow dot went over to the blue dot, the two dots squiggled, and then the blue dot went a few grid squares away and slowly faded from baby-blue, the same color as it's trail, to a dark, burnt out navy blue. The dot stopped moving. When I woke up, in my mind I naturally completed the dream with the yellow dot flying back to the states and resuming it's squiggling.
My life is in order now (sober, hitting the gym, lots of new friends and in college with a 3.8 and plenty of money) and when I think back on those shitty times (mainly January 2011 - August 2011) when you guys were my only "friends", I realize how much I owe you. The entertainment that you guys provided really became my life. I would walk around for two weeks before an MLG or Dreamhack or whatever, so excited! I would draw out brackets and try to predict who would win. SC2 was just the only light in my life at that point. When you explained how you would wake up and feel the stress of having to organize the show, and think "fuckkk there's so much to do" and Day9 leaned toward you and agreed, it really hit me that you guys were carrying a lot of weight on your shoulders. I can picture you rolling over, getting out of bed, and proceeding to arrange the show with it's content and guests and hardware setup, and I feel deeply grateful that you saw it through and went on with the production. Remember that 11,000 people watched tonight's show. I promise you that at least one of them was sitting there in their room with their parents fighting in the kitchen, trying to block it out; or trying to forget about how their dog or cat has cancer and their parents don't have the $1600 to save it; about the conversation they just had with their parents where they were told "We just don't have the money to get you anything for your birthday" or just had with their girlfriend and "It's just not working out." Sometimes people need a couple hours away from it all, and that's what all of you give us day in and day out.
What I've learned throughout this whole thing is that entertainment is one of the most noble enterprises someone can go into. If you think about it, beer, Pepsi, football, music, movies, gaming, all of it falls under entertainment, and it all serves one primary purpose: To take our minds off our worries. For providing me with endless opportunities to do just that, I thank you and everyone else.
Thanks, and may your dots squiggle for the next eighty years!
You know this is the first time I actually wish Bw and sc2 never existed , anything that made your life easier over there is something I hope it never existed , apply that to all US troops in Iraq.
This makes me really sad, I remember when SC2 first came out all I followed was Idra. Even during the ol' brood war days, hes an icon in the SC community and will be missed. What a legend.
Idra was always an inspiration to me: I've learnt to never give up, never surrender. And not to blame circumstances or the race, but take responsibility like a man without making petty excuses. On a serious note: If you had gamesense, or any inkling of it, you would have known these Void Rays were hallucinated.
I guess you will be struggling in a non-perfect, imbalanced world with your attitude, but maybe you will learn.
On February 15 2014 18:05 kusto wrote: Idra was always an inspiration to me: I've learnt to never give up, never surrender. And not to blame circumstances or the race, but take responsibility like a man without making petty excuses. On a serious note: If you had gamesense, or any inkling of it, you would have known these Void Rays were hallucinated.
I guess you will be struggling in a non-perfect, imbalanced world with your attitude, but maybe you will learn.
On February 15 2014 18:05 kusto wrote: Idra was always an inspiration to me: I've learnt to never give up, never surrender. And not to blame circumstances or the race, but take responsibility like a man without making petty excuses. On a serious note: If you had gamesense, or any inkling of it, you would have known these Void Rays were hallucinated.
I guess you will be struggling in a non-perfect, imbalanced world with your attitude, but maybe you will learn.
Thanks for lecturing pro players on game sense friend. You know, it's a wonder that with people like you pro players don't absolutely love social media.
On February 15 2014 18:05 kusto wrote: Idra was always an inspiration to me: I've learnt to never give up, never surrender. And not to blame circumstances or the race, but take responsibility like a man without making petty excuses. On a serious note: If you had gamesense, or any inkling of it, you would have known these Void Rays were hallucinated.
I guess you will be struggling in a non-perfect, imbalanced world with your attitude, but maybe you will learn.
What the hell ?
I agree with the ironic part of that post. However, I don't agree with game sense about void rays. Besides, it's easy not to pay enough attention or just feel bad that day. There are so many factors that may affect your game. It's one game after all.
And here it goes :-D Even though i play protoss (:D), i had always enjoyed watching him play + i learned a ton of stuff about game analysis from him... Blizzard scored another one...
I really enjoyed your accomplishments and the live streams through the years, I wish you all the best for the future. I hope you will keep the community updated on your future.
On February 04 2014 03:14 IdrA wrote: But I've never liked the game and I don't see that changing anytime soon so I see no reason to scrape by with no future just for the sake of staying with it.