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[QUOTE]On October 23 2005 21:21 HnR)Insane wrote:
[quote]i fucking hate my skin. i have this weird ass skin disease that i got when i was a little kid from antibiotics the stupid doctor gave me for an ear infection. i got eczema as a side effect form the medicine, so the doctor gave me more to rid me of the rash. the rash disappeared and later it came back worse than ever. more medicine. the rash goes away and im happy. then it comes back, even more worse than the last. vicious cycle. my skin is so fucked up now. its on my arms and back of pams. on neck and face. all over my legs. whenever i wake up from sleeping or finish taking shower it gets all dried up and scaly and i hate it. i hve to put on this stupid lotion that moisturizes it and i use so much of it since the disease covers so much of my body. every day i gotta use it 2 times. wastes so much time and i hate it. cant believe this is happening to me sometimes. my only wish right now is to find a cure. cure to all this madness. sometimes i go crazy and yell at myself because of this. i need a cure. my god.[/quote]
i have eczema as well, but i was born with it. i've seen many many doctors for this, even from different continents. some had promising therapy to eradicate it, but it never went away. when i stay in east asia, the humidity isn't so dry and i show no symptom at all. but i've been living in canada and like you, everyday after shower i have to apply lotion. but other than old scar i dont show any symptoms anymore after seeing this doctor in vancouver. he told me he doesn't believe there would be a cure for eczema, at least for my type that is and gave me something called Protopic to take. after using it for half a year my skin hardly shows any symptoms anymore. i dont konw what your doctor prescribed you. but whoever you are you might want to ask your doctor about it.
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You know what would be really funny... if hr insane actually had a way to track down all the email ips then post whom belongs to what confession.
I have a confession I can't be bothered to email:
I thought the "mashing poop in the shower" and "driving really slow in an alley then killing someone" to be the funniest confessions. I almost peed my pants a few times going through this thread.
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United States4991 Posts
Not everyone who confessed to me did it anonymously.
All of the really bad ones were confessed anonymously though.
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United States4991 Posts
Hi.
I am not particularly a jerk to people, nor do I look bad(in fact I think I am relatively hot compare to people at my college ), but I never had a true girlfriend ( only 1 when I was 13, but it doesn't count), and I actually never kissed a girl either. I am 18.
The biggest sexually experience I had is when I was 5 with a girl living next door.---And I don't think it was really sexual.
If I could, I think I would be the happiest ( probably fake happiness) person ever if I could play MMORPG all day long and beat the shit out of people.
I am not a perfectionnist, I don't try to be the best, but I love to own newbie at internet game. When someone insult me for whatever reason( on the internet), I do my pseudo-intellectual telling him he has no life and that he should shuss, when in fact I have no life.
I feel good thinking about suicide.
I hate to work.
I make fun of emo people when I probably am one( even though I don't look like one)
I always feel like punching people when they say stupid thing or have opinion differents than mine.
In social intercourse ( oh yeah I don't really have real friend [maybe, MAYBE 1 guys that I talk often to]), I never really know what to say.
That all.
i get more kicks out of convincing a girl to come home with me the first night i met her then telling her to fuck off cause shes a slut than i do from sleeping with them
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[QUOTE]On October 23 2005 21:42 HnR)Insane wrote:
[quote]all of the below are real confessions...
last week i got really depressed and angry so i put rat poisen in my pocket and at work i dipped my hands in there and rubbed other ppls food. one guy got seriously sick and missed a week of work. nobody knows about it, and that makes me happy in a strange way
in high school i honestly thought i might be gay so i dated this girl who looked like a guy and had anal sex with her once just to check up. i then immediately broke up with her with literally no explanantion and i havent seen her in person since.
when i was little i made a fake pussy using a pillow, a latex glove, some vasaline, and a string. during my gay phase i tightened the string and used sugar water lubricant to simulate rough edges in anal sex. i even started saving my cum in a plastic bag, which i still keep in a large ziplock under my bed
i once attempted suicide with an automated straight saw in woodshop but failed and claimed everything to be an accident. i have 8 stitches on my wrist.
i once posed as a female gamer in starcraft for close to half a year. during that time i was recruited into one particular clan that sincerely believed i was a girl, i even sent "personal pictures" to be posted on the clan website (which i found in somebody's blog online)
i once went insane on ebay and made about 100 walla.com accounts before the abuse got fixed. during this time i entered bids of over 1000 dollars on hundreds of auctions that would have otherwise sold for under 20 dollars. obviously i didnt pay for anything
again, all of this is true...[/quote]
I am pretty sure I know you but I won't say who you are.... hope you are feeling better now.....
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These confessions started out really fun to read, like the poop mashing one, but now reading some of the ones at the end, it is kind of depressing...
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it's a very nice ideea about the thread
and it's better that this emails remain anonymous even though some of u know the ones writing it..
don't share it!
and again.. i believe 80% of these e-mails are true.. no lies in them
and i don't believe this is about being funny nor stupid but about "getting ppl closer" in someway..
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China4650 Posts
this is fucking insane
i get more kicks out of convincing a girl to come home with me the first night i met her then telling her to fuck off cause shes a slut than i do from sleeping with them
that, by the way, is really funny
but yeah wow holy shit do we have some mental cases on our forum, kind of scary
don't post anything mean or they might find you lolz
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On October 22 2005 11:22 lastas wrote:
HOPE U GOT 10 BUX
Posts like this are why SA sucks now, don't bring that shit here(Why would he be banned for posting a link to SA and reusing a thread idea? Maybe read the FAQ there sometime). And SA is a forum with a huge poster base and even bigger reader pool so a thread like this would work there, shamelessly using it on another forum is pretty dumb.
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I really hate that guy drc, I think hes a prick in the majority of his posts. I think I may have made out with a man before and my most sexual fantasy is that I'm being molested by my hot math teacher. GL!
wow, first one to realize it! :D
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i feel no longer safe here @_@
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Sweden33719 Posts
On October 23 2005 15:25 SweeTLemonS[TPR] wrote:Show nested quote +On October 23 2005 12:01 HnR)Insane wrote:-I think Fakesteve is a tool.
-Intothewow is from Argentina ( =[ )
-Excalibur_Z watches Hentai and calls it "art"
-I once took a shit in the shower and had to mash it down the drain with my foot. It took hours to cleanse the smell. What the christ man... what the christ  Hahaha, that's sick. The bolded isn't even really a confession. I'd like to know who this is, though: Show nested quote + FrozenArbiter disgusts me. I've always hated him. My highest wish is to see FA banned. I've never seen one single person lick that many buts. He dosent lick as much nowadays but he's been doing it several years. Why noone banned him? btw OMG he is SOOOOOOO korean-wannabe.. yack! little stupid FA.. plz stop posting att TL. thnx!
Lastwish, zorglub1 or Bio.Dante most likely ^_^ And apparently, trying not be an asshole (which I know I haven't tried THAT hard not to be as of late but I used to ;() is = kissing ass. Oh well.
Another possibility is that it's Travin or malmis 8D
Nice thread btw!
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United States37500 Posts
No, wrong FA, it was me. -.-
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Sweden33719 Posts
On October 23 2005 17:59 MyLostTemple wrote:Show nested quote +On October 23 2005 12:13 Liquid`Drone wrote:
whoever hates me and is afraid to admit it cause of fear of being banned is an idiot
both because he hates me and because he's stupid enough to think I'd ban him for it
I think that guy is sickoflife tho and the first guy who wrote he hates all the mods is probably rs.rose. since i know rose in real life, i honestly doubt he would bash anyone anonymously on an internet forum. at cpl he beat the shit the out of this admin from a CS forum in his hotel room he didnt like. he then pissed all over his keyboard if he has beef with u, he'll make sure u know 
Sounds like a nice guy.
No wonder he's banned ;o
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It would be a great idea for the thread creator to be lying about the anonymous email and it infact not be anonymous. Then after everyone posts their way fucked up shit, he correspond all the emails with the confessions while the rest of us sit in a big circle and laugh at these fucked up people.
I didn't read the whole thread, sorry if this was obvious and already posted.
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I hit woman during sex and not during sex
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I believe that 80% of people are morons.
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On October 24 2005 07:20 Stim_Abuser wrote:
It would be a great idea for the thread creator to be lying about the anonymous email and it infact not be anonymous. Then after everyone posts their way fucked up shit, he correspond all the emails with the confessions while the rest of us sit in a big circle and laugh at these fucked up people.
I didn't read the whole thread, sorry if this was obvious and already posted.
It would be a better idea for him to have made all those posts up, say he didn't, then say he logged the emails and IP. Finally he makes up the emails and posts the IP's of people he doesn't like to implicate them for the really good ones. ^_^
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United States4991 Posts
Unfortunately for you conspiracy theorists, I actually have no clue who sends me emails when they use the anonymous program.
i have been dealing drugs for money. i smoke weed daily. i have tried
shrooms, X and many other drugs. i only had one girl friend my life and she
cheated on me with my best friend. I hate being poor, i hate people who try
to act gangster or think its cool to be gangster. im not going to finsih
high school cause my grade suck. i make a grand a day and im always
surrounded by friends but i always feel lonely. when im not using drugs to
escape my life, i try to use video games to escape like brood war and
diablo. almost everyone i know is fake and i fucken hate that, all i want
in life is a loyal girl friend and a few close friends and ill be happy. my
family always argues about money every day. I hate it that there are people
in the world dieing from eating to little and there are people dieing from
eating to much. its a stupid porblem. i hate bush for invading iraq and
killing millions. i can't sleep. every night i always wake up because im
parnoid that people are out to get me which some porbly are. i seen so much
shit in my life but im only 16. everytime im down i try to think of people
who got it worst then me and try to be grateful for the things i have.
- i hacked a company site (delete a part of it) from school (i missed from 1 class and was alone in the info lab) and "faked proofs" that incriminates a boy from high school who stole my girl >,<, the guy has been interrogated by the police and stuff... (i'm sorry for what i did  ) - i don't get excited anymore to... casual porn, i mean a boy and a girl.. fucking etc.. i don't even get an erection for it , and i like to watch bondage, rapes and some kind of sick things that excite me, especially rapes, however i wanted to put that intro practice 1y ago and tried to rape a girl.. but as i "advanced" it made me no pleasure and it really made me sick about it.. so i leaved the girls telling her i was joking and stuff and i still get very excited by watching rape movies - i've never had anal sex, and i really wished to, but i none of the girls i slept with (7) accepted it - i have a really really big sexual apetite that even scares me, no tell of the scare it makes on girls , i make sex ~1-2h, even 5-6 times a day , just cant stop, if i'm not with a girl or sleep with a girl, life seems boring and i get depressed - i've been in love once. it lasted for 2 years, 2 years of pain and happyness alternated (the girls practically swinged betwen me and another guy) after that was over i started drinking much and smoking much. but now i'm back even more powerfull and i've quit both, got my life in my hands once again  *advice: pls pls pls don't start drinking or smoking (w) much because of anything, it affects you much, u don't have controll on your life anymore , hope anybody will listen to that - i hate gipsy and most of americans (infact i don't hate the ppl for being americans.. but for electing a bad guverment who spoils the peace atacking other weaker countrys and killing alot of innocent ppl) - before i made 17y (when i started my sexual life) i wanted to "buy" some sex for alot of time, but never had the guts - i could confess more.. but i'll stop now because i wrote too much i want to say that this ideea is pretty nice and since i have seen alot of mails from guys that don't have "friends", maybe someone could come with the ideea of making a thread where we should meet "eachothers" like a small description etc, maybe even meet in irl
I'm scared to death of playing basketball with black people. I know they're going to make fun of me if I make a mistake. I actually faked sick in gym in 6th grade just so I wouldn't have to deal with this issue
When I was in 8th grade, I spent the night at my friend's house. I woke up at about 2 in the morning because I heard his parents having sex. I didn't know what they were doing at the time, I just heard screaming and thought they were being murdered. I tried waking my friend up to go see what was wrong, but he wouldn't get out of bed. I was mad at him for it at the time, but now I'm thankful that he didn't get up and go look
I'm scared of our attendance lady at school. I'm never at school and it seems like I'm always in her office waiting for her to write me an admit slip. I just think that one day she's going to say something mean to me about my attendance. She's never said anything before, but I'm still scared that she will
I hate my school and it has ruined my life. When I'm there, all I think about is leaving. I would actually fake my own death just so I would never have to go back to that fucking prison ever again. I make straight As, but I never learn anything. I just want to get my GED and move on with my life
When I was in kindergarten, I watched a boy eat an entire bowl of glue and glitter. I didn't say a word to the teacher because I wanted to see what would happen to him after he ate it
I'm pretty sure I made out with my sister before. I am seriously not joking
One of my earliest memories is of me sitting in a hair salon while my mom was getting her hair done, and having all these women who worked there coming up to me and asking who my mom was. I didn't realize until much later that it was because I had taken my penis out and started playing the foreskin while I was sitting there and they didn't know what to do about it
In 9th grade, I was about 10 minutes late to 1st period and I didn't want to get a detention, so I started crying my eyes out in front of the teacher and made up some lie about my dad being sick. He let that tardy slide. Later on in the year, he had a heart attack. When he got back to school he came up to me and said that he thought about me and my dad the entire time he was sick. I felt like a real asshole
I get seriously upset whenever someone uses my computer
Sometimes I piss in my sink. I don't know, but I guess because it's closer to my crotch than a toilet is. I'm trying to break this habit
I don't really read teamliquid.net, but it felt good to confess all of this to someone
If you dont read tl, how did you find the thread?
I often zoom pictures of girls I know in real life and put them next to a porn movie to be more excited when I masturbate.(And i'm not the only one.)
I once had the chance to have sex with a hot chick but didn't, cause i felt i was too special to have sex with such a normal girl even though she was really hot.
I'm insane and I have many phobias making me lose a grip on myself often, I feel controled by a superior me.
Sick things excites me.Violence/sex(rape)/gore.
I don't know my limits in anything.
I have lots of friends that don't know me correctly.I hide my true self all the time.
I like to exagerate stuff a bit but I hate to lie.
When I walk in the street and walk next to groups of people I would like them to insult me or do whatever gives me a reason to fight with all of them.Especially wiggers.
I'm always alone, always. Even though I'm with 5 friends... I feel like I'm alone and will be for the rest of my life.
I never knew what love is... because it always turned to hate.
I did things I would never tell anyone even through an anonymous email, things that are haunting me.
I love my job and often fantasize about a girl giving me a blowjob in the bathroom while there is nobody.
I masturbated late at night at my job twice.
I had illusions and crazy dreams and had difficulties knowing what was fiction or truth thus being paranoiac often
I secretly adore darkness and sorrow, my strength comes from it.
I don't give a fuck about people's problems.They never had big problems so they always whine about their little problems and it makes me sick.
I'm not gothic nor emo, in fact I think they are weak because they need to dress in a fucking special way to show who they "really" are.Doesn't matter what you went through if you need to show it that way.
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