The Letting Off Steam Thread - Page 176

What an awesome year 2014 was.

Got dumped, lied and cheated on from my former girlfriend of 6 years who lived 5 of those years mainly on my expense/only made it to the point where shes at now because of my help. Her a-levels, her training, her self-esteem, her restored relationship with her parents, she winning over her depressions and stop trying to kill herself all that shit I took care of and what did I got? She told everyone I opressed her/tryed to down her self esteem and that she was cheating on me I was told and got proof from a friend about a month after the breakup. She on the other hand told me when breaking up it was because of me being very depressed for about a week since the date for the medically assisted suicide of my best friend was set as a result of the last (chemo)therapie and surgery being without any real effect.

My best friend died a few month after, went with him and his closest family to medically assisted suicide and talked with him just a few minutes before he was gone. At least im better off than he is but I fucking miss him more than I missed my cheating ex and ot hit pretty hard by this, evem though I knew it since almost a year. Still pretty dumb to complain about this, hes the one whos dead not I.

Met another girl, everythin seems awesome, but I realized I wouldnt be happy with the relationship since it was bad for her. Ended the relationship because I am stupid enough to care more about others than about me. Seriusly, I need to stop with this. At least it was only 2 month, still pretty badly hurt someone who I still have strong feelings for.

Other close friend who I know almost my entire life suffers from heavy depressions, at least it seems like hes gonna make it for now.

Realized my field of study isnt what it seemed to be, changed subject, didnt managed to get much accredited since I failed the examens for that due to still being crushed by the death of my friend. At least I got more used to the pain by now.

2015 starts great also:

I finally realized that my receding hairline forces me to get a bald head. I am 24 ffs! I know that most of it came from the immense stress of the last 5 years going to school /studying while having to work almost fulltime since I lived on my own/supported my said cheating ex, tearing my hair when under great stress from shitty family/friends in misery, but still. I loved having longe hair. I have a pretty cool/uncommon haircolor, left and right side of the head it grows like crazy but the middle ist just... This shit is just stupid. There are men who have awesome hairgrowth but never do anything worthwhile with it, boring short hair forever/0815 fashioned haircuts.

Next shit, I am physically in a very good shape and love wearing military trousers. I love the camouflage patterns and having lots of pockets. Lets check this: somewhat muscular guy + bald head + army trousers / fitting shoes + germany = ??? exactly, I am gonna look like a goddamn nazi. I know I exaggerate a slight bit but its quite common fopr my life to line up small annoyances so they become a real pain in the arse. So well, lets see when I get my haircut, maybe now I have to dress like everyone else in private to. I cant even combine the armypants with some sort of antifa/"nazis raus!" stuff since I dont like nazis, but I despise left-wing extremists as well and generel think that nazis are stupid but still should be allowed to state their opinion. I know it is because of our history, but stupidity itself cant be under punishment, but thattopic doesnt belong here. Just stay at: unchangeable facts deny me once again.

At least 2015 is highly unlikely to be worse than 2014, right? Thats seriously my new year's resolution: Not having such a bad year as the last one.

Fuck every single mainstream music that plays on the radio, fuck you all those single-year-popular-shitface singer/dj wannabes. You don't make fucking music, pressing play does not make you a fucking DJ. Fuck all those tardfucks who just follow whats going on on the mainstream side of things, you are the responsible for this farce. Because of you stupid people all you need now is one fucking song with lots of bass and hit the lotto with that. FUCK YOU ARIANA, FUCK YOU IGGY, FUCK YOU PHARREL, FUCK YOU RITA ORA, FUCK ME FOR REMEMBERING ALL YOU FUCKERS NAMES. YOU SUCK TOO MARTIN GARRIX DON'T THINK I FORGOT YOU THERE.

See where Lady Gaga is now, see that hannah montana twat, where are they bitchesss? You all goin down soon, just saying.

P.S: Oh right FUCK YOU PARIS HILTON YOU RE NOT A MOFO DJ

Finally experienced freefall in league ELO from Plat4 to basically Gold3. I just don't know how to carry anymore from any position. On a brighter note, games feel alot less stressful since everyone plays like dogshit and I feel better about myself. Darker note, I see some of the most retarded shit and I want to slap the shit out of someone who plays 2k ranked games and still makes boneheaded baron calls just because we picked off the support thresh.

And the intermittent dc's/packet loss games dont help either.

I wish I could quit this fucking game but I fucking can't because I've spent so much fucking time into it that I'm shit at most of the other hobbies I do. FUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKK this game.

Basetrade have horrible commentators and the only ones worse were Axeltoss and Axslav from MLG

i don't understand how can day9 still be teaching noobs after 5 years + of this game running, how can you be that bad
Ps: qxc never was good, glad hes retiring
Pss: kwark ......

Some people on my Facebook are doing this "pay it Forward thing where you volunteer to get something kind done to my by the poster and also create the same post and do it for 5 different people. I neat idea in theory except I can't find any combination of 5 people on my Facebook that I would actually be willing to mail a gift card for something to or whatever else I could think of doing...all those worthless fucks do is ignore me.

I need new friends.

I got stuck in a gold league rut for some time... You just need to find exactly what's wrong, and fix it one step at a time. Even if you lose, work to fix one specific mechanic. Coaching helps too.

It's a cyclical process. What I'd say you should start with is find some general macro-intensive BO that isn't reactionary, i.e. you can pull it off regardless on whatever you do. Examples could be a middle-of-the-road roach hydra build for ZvP, or a stalker colossus build in PvT. Blink stalker pushes work way better for the latter, but you want something that just encourages you to spam units. Work on keeping your money low. Try and get in a situation where you can lose your army but it's not the end of the world because you can make another army behind it.