EPTOne-Line Confessions - Page 42
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CyuntiyuL
Canada1740 Posts
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winterBlossom
Australia27 Posts
On July 05 2009 11:29 CyuntiyuL wrote: i read into what people say too often, and these hidden meanings that i come up with usually make me anxious. Yeah I used to be the same, now I just play dumb and pretend to take everything on face value. Even if they're making it very obvious. | ||
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SoleSteeler
Canada5468 Posts
On July 05 2009 11:32 winterBlossom wrote: Yeah I used to be the same, now I just play dumb and pretend to take everything on face value. Even if they're making it very obvious. Oh, I read WAY too much into what people say. So much that since I analyze stuff so much, I can often remember shit from years ago, which makes me sound weird if I ever bring it up with that person in the present  | ||
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Ellis
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TheYango
United States47024 Posts
On July 05 2009 11:49 Ellis wrote: I walked past my sisters room one time when I was twelve and she was in changing with the door open. I saw her completely nude, but I kept walking and pretended like I hadn't seen. Pics or it didn't happen. | ||
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Roffles
Pitcairn19291 Posts
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PH
United States6173 Posts
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AdamBanks
Canada996 Posts
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Insane Lane
United States397 Posts
I have extreme mood/behavior swings. Sometimes I am completely happy and having fun, practically loving everyone, and other times I just start brooding out of nowhere and hating everyone, including myself. Whenever I get really close to a friend and they're really good to me, I start to get sick of them and hate them. I've cast aside many great friendships this way and I feel really bad for it all. I don't even understand why I'm like this. In fact, just this week I told one of my closest friends for years that I thought he was pure shit and I don't want to ever see his face again. I regret it now... as he's been the one person to really consistently care about me and help me for so long. I don't know if it'll ever be the same between us again... damn. I've been lovesick for a great portion of this year for a girl that has done everything possible aside from purposely doing so to mess with my emotions. | ||
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fanatacist
10319 Posts
On July 06 2009 05:21 Insane Lane wrote: I probably watch youtube videos of video games far more than I actually play them. Yes, this does include SC progaming VODs, but even besides that. I have extreme mood/behavior swings. Sometimes I am completely happy and having fun, practically loving everyone, and other times I just start brooding out of nowhere and hating everyone, including myself. Whenever I get really close to a friend and they're really good to me, I start to get sick of them and hate them. I've cast aside many great friendships this way and I feel really bad for it all. I don't even understand why I'm like this. In fact, just this week I told one of my closest friends for years that I thought he was pure shit and I don't want to ever see his face again. I regret it now... as he's been the one person to really consistently care about me and help me for so long. I don't know if it'll ever be the same between us again... damn. I've been lovesick for a great portion of this year for a girl that has done everything possible aside from purposely doing so to mess with my emotions. ^ The source of your other problems. Including the VODs thing. | ||
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liquorice
United States170 Posts
On July 05 2009 10:18 minus_human wrote: This thread is still alive awesome. I secretly like that song. | ||
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Ym1r
United States1164 Posts
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Roffles
Pitcairn19291 Posts
On July 06 2009 06:43 Ym1r wrote: I cry when I watch korean melodramas, my favorite movie is A Moment To Remember--seriously its a great movie. Korean melodramas are awesome, but they get to the point that they are totally predictable. | ||
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ilj.psa
Peru3081 Posts
On July 06 2009 03:41 PH wrote: I read and post youtube comments. lol, I check the inbox of my youtube account frecuently, now that's quite sad  . | ||
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Pseudo_Utopia
Canada827 Posts
On July 05 2009 08:03 nortorius wrote: I think I've smoked at least a small amount of marijuana almost every day for as long as I can remember (probably at least 2 years), not that I'm trying to brag or am in any way proud of myself. It's so easily accessible to me since I don't have to pay for it, and I can smoke in the comfort of my own home with my friends My three best friends all smoke, although I don't see them as often these days because I'm working two jobs and they have jobs/gfs as well. So I find myself getting high a lot while just chillin on the computer or playing guitar, even though I feel as if weed doesn't benefit me in any way. I don't even do it at parties because of the mad pasties I get, which leads to me chugging back beer or water the whole night (leaving me either too trashed or too sober for the environment). Every week I set a date that I will quit (most recently my birthday), and I threaten myself with certain consequences if I end up smoking. I eventually get bored or just want to relax and jam on my guitar so I blaze a bowl or two. Somehow, weed has failed to mess up my grades or social ability so I feel like I can get away with smoking all the time although deep inside I know it will eventually catch up to me. I wanted to post this so I can see if others think I am as pathetic as I think I am. I shouldn't have to get high to play guitar, wtf? Why do I smoke if it's of no benefit to me? I have control of every other aspect of my life (diet, working out, ect.) but I always end up just packing another bowl. I can understand, being semi-addicted to weed since 3-4 months. I think it's because your brain needs a certain type of thing to focus on. Well the only thing of that type in your life is weed. Weed scratches an itch nothing else you know can. That doesn't mean that there isn't a healthier, more rewarding thing somewhere out there that scratches the same itch. The world holds so many things and events, I think the solution to your problem is to motivate yourself to explore things you've never done, maybe go travelling a lot, take some random courses at a university, meet more people whose company you enjoy. And btw why don't you just drink beer AND water in your evenings with friends? just balance the proportion of beer to water considering how hammered you want to be? My uncle does this with wine to not get too drunk. Anyways gl with your pursuits. | ||
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Mastermind
Canada7096 Posts
On July 05 2009 11:49 Ellis wrote: I walked past my sisters room one time when I was twelve and she was in changing with the door open. I saw her completely nude, but I kept walking and pretended like I hadn't seen. Some people are confused about this thread. What you posted isn't a confession. A confession would be if you saw her naked and liked it/it turned you on. You arent the only person making this mistake, but I decided to use you as an example. | ||
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Pseudo_Utopia
Canada827 Posts
Oh and I confess, I chose Terran because I wanted to play the race people said was hardest. I guess I'm an overachiever then :O ?? | ||
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ilj.psa
Peru3081 Posts
On July 06 2009 08:48 Mastermind wrote: Some people are confused about this thread. What you posted isn't a confession. A confession would be if you saw her naked and liked it/it turned you on. You arent the only person making this mistake, but I decided to use you as an example. the op didn't intend to create it like that if you read his post, you would be right though | ||
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Lemonwalrus
United States5465 Posts
On July 05 2009 09:01 Fontong wrote: (ノ`Д´)ノ ==== ┻━━┻)`ν゜) ^ ^ | | Fontong | Lemonwalrus edit : damn I don't get it, are you throwing a table at me? | ||
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Hypnosis
United States2061 Posts
On July 05 2009 08:03 nortorius wrote: I think I've smoked at least a small amount of marijuana almost every day for as long as I can remember (probably at least 2 years), not that I'm trying to brag or am in any way proud of myself. It's so easily accessible to me since I don't have to pay for it, and I can smoke in the comfort of my own home with my friends My three best friends all smoke, although I don't see them as often these days because I'm working two jobs and they have jobs/gfs as well. So I find myself getting high a lot while just chillin on the computer or playing guitar, even though I feel as if weed doesn't benefit me in any way. I don't even do it at parties because of the mad pasties I get, which leads to me chugging back beer or water the whole night (leaving me either too trashed or too sober for the environment). Every week I set a date that I will quit (most recently my birthday), and I threaten myself with certain consequences if I end up smoking. I eventually get bored or just want to relax and jam on my guitar so I blaze a bowl or two. Somehow, weed has failed to mess up my grades or social ability so I feel like I can get away with smoking all the time although deep inside I know it will eventually catch up to me. I wanted to post this so I can see if others think I am as pathetic as I think I am. I shouldn't have to get high to play guitar, wtf? Why do I smoke if it's of no benefit to me? I have control of every other aspect of my life (diet, working out, ect.) but I always end up just packing another bowl. I don't think you should be ashamed to smoke by yourself if you have the important things in your life under control. It seems like you smoke just to relax, which is exactly what it should be used for. Weed is hardly harmful to people that are young, it does not affect their lungs in the long term, it does not affect memory in the long term and it;s effect is much weaker then alcohol.. Nobody crashes a car while driving high and there are so few high related deaths its not even funny. I smoke a decent amount and go to school/have a job and i see smoking as just a fun thing to do that relaxes as well. I don;t smoke alone really but i could see myself doing it. best things to eat while high: 1. nutty bars 2. peachio rings 3. hot wings 4. any good candy 5. village inn best things to do while high: 1. eat food 2. drive to get food 3. music 4. starcraft 5. guitar 6. suck at starcraft because you are eating | ||
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