On October 21 2010 08:41 Sandrosuperstar wrote: i really like music put it's almost impossible to enyoy music for more than a couple of days unless its lyrics are good and i can relate/get ideas from them. Thank god for k-pop. I feel lonley and apathic and think about the same girl every day. gahhhh
Do you understand k-pop lyrics?
And you could try listening to some chill instrumentals as I think there's a lot more to relate to when you feel out the vibe instead of having a message forced upon you via lyrics~
Just as an example:
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I bought an iTouch off a craigslist-type site about 4 months ago. 32gbs, pretty good condition for 150$. Pretty damn good deal. But I later realized that the headphone jack was malfunctioning as sound only came out from one ear. I also found out that the Itouch was actually stolen as the playlist/pictures were that of a female and some shady guy sold it to me. In any case, I didn't mind too much.
2 days ago, I go to a Mac store downtown to inquire about whether or not they sold itouch parts so I could replace my headphone jack. Turns out my iTouch had 1 day left on the warranty, and I got a new one free of charge!
Ballin'
no, you see the good thing with k-pop is i don't get a shit. It's just rythm and flow.
but thanks for the tip, will try :D
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I find myself silly for complaining on, or delving in myself and my feelings. It's so hard to know what is real. I am afraid of confessing love
On October 31 2010 10:32 Jimbooo wrote: When i was 5 i accidentaly made my best friend cry by stepping on his lizard. I still feel bad about it sometimes.
His literal lizard, or his 'lizard'?
Contribution:
I cant find the right time to tell her I love her, even though I'm quite sure I do. Before/during/after sex just seems to carnal, and any other time seems to banal. Maybe I should just wait for her to say it...
On October 31 2010 10:32 Jimbooo wrote: When i was 5 i accidentaly made my best friend cry by stepping on his lizard. I still feel bad about it sometimes.
His literal lizard, or his 'lizard'?
Contribution:
I cant find the right time to tell her I love her, even though I'm quite sure I do. Before/during/after sex just seems to carnal, and any other time seems to banal. Maybe I should just wait for her to say it...
On October 31 2010 16:15 forgotten0ne wrote: Despite acting like my recent breakup was a favor to me, and trying to be strong, I'm still dying inside.
Did the breakup have anything to do with you spending a very large amount of time playing sc2?
Only partly, and a small part at that. It's more just that she has depression, and at a bad timing (I was going to Blizzcon, and couldn't bring her), she was very down, and found herself alone with a very manipulative guy, whom she left me for.
As for the partly, I was actually teaching her to play, and she loved watching. But every once in a while she'd get upset that I played instead of talking to her.
On October 31 2010 16:15 forgotten0ne wrote: Despite acting like my recent breakup was a favor to me, and trying to be strong, I'm still dying inside.
Did the breakup have anything to do with you spending a very large amount of time playing sc2?
Only partly, and a small part at that. It's more just that she has depression, and at a bad timing (I was going to Blizzcon, and couldn't bring her), she was very down, and found herself alone with a very manipulative guy, whom she left me for.
As for the partly, I was actually teaching her to play, and she loved watching. But every once in a while she'd get upset that I played instead of talking to her.
Was just about to write my girlfriend hates me. Just replace Bilzzcon with the World Series. And we are still together... for now. I am dying inside too...
On October 31 2010 16:15 forgotten0ne wrote: Despite acting like my recent breakup was a favor to me, and trying to be strong, I'm still dying inside.
Did the breakup have anything to do with you spending a very large amount of time playing sc2?
Only partly, and a small part at that. It's more just that she has depression, and at a bad timing (I was going to Blizzcon, and couldn't bring her), she was very down, and found herself alone with a very manipulative guy, whom she left me for.
As for the partly, I was actually teaching her to play, and she loved watching. But every once in a while she'd get upset that I played instead of talking to her.
Was just about to write my girlfriend hates me. Just replace Bilzzcon with the World Series. And we are still together... for now. I am dying inside too...
I clicked the thread and was about to type something witty/hilarious but this makes me feel sad as I went through something sort of similar. Hope it works out okay for you, take care of yourself! And I mean literally take care of yourself, it's pretty easy to forget about your own wellbeing etc when relationships that you care about alot get messy.
On October 31 2010 16:15 forgotten0ne wrote: Despite acting like my recent breakup was a favor to me, and trying to be strong, I'm still dying inside.
Did the breakup have anything to do with you spending a very large amount of time playing sc2?
Only partly, and a small part at that. It's more just that she has depression, and at a bad timing (I was going to Blizzcon, and couldn't bring her), she was very down, and found herself alone with a very manipulative guy, whom she left me for.
As for the partly, I was actually teaching her to play, and she loved watching. But every once in a while she'd get upset that I played instead of talking to her.
Was just about to write my girlfriend hates me. Just replace Bilzzcon with the World Series. And we are still together... for now. I am dying inside too...
I clicked the thread and was about to type something witty/hilarious but this makes me feel sad as I went through something sort of similar. Hope it works out okay for you, take care of yourself! And I mean literally take care of yourself, it's pretty easy to forget about your own wellbeing etc when relationships that you care about alot get messy.
<3 :<
Yes, they are messy... It's so difficult to function in situations like this. I lose motivation for everything including playing starcraft...
On October 31 2010 16:15 forgotten0ne wrote: Despite acting like my recent breakup was a favor to me, and trying to be strong, I'm still dying inside.
Did the breakup have anything to do with you spending a very large amount of time playing sc2?
Only partly, and a small part at that. It's more just that she has depression, and at a bad timing (I was going to Blizzcon, and couldn't bring her), she was very down, and found herself alone with a very manipulative guy, whom she left me for.
As for the partly, I was actually teaching her to play, and she loved watching. But every once in a while she'd get upset that I played instead of talking to her.
Was just about to write my girlfriend hates me. Just replace Bilzzcon with the World Series. And we are still together... for now. I am dying inside too...
I clicked the thread and was about to type something witty/hilarious but this makes me feel sad as I went through something sort of similar. Hope it works out okay for you, take care of yourself! And I mean literally take care of yourself, it's pretty easy to forget about your own wellbeing etc when relationships that you care about alot get messy.
<3 :<
Yes, they are messy... It's so difficult to function in situations like this. I lose motivation for everything including playing starcraft...
When I was in eighth grade getting ready for school in my dining room my mom came up behind me and was like "You have a nice butt. Girls like guys with nice butts."
On October 31 2010 19:18 Syben wrote: I once walked in on my best friend and his girlfriend having anal sex, I walked away with a boner and ran into the girlfriends mom at the door.
I still think about my ex girlfriend in my dreams and in my waking state.
I feel I won't ever get truly over her, she might be one of those people you will never forget, but she was something special in almost every way.
I try with all the breath i can muster, to be happy, that she is happy with her boyfriend and her life, but I cannot seem to shake the feeling of how shallow love is. One minute your with the love of your life, and the next your apart, never to be together again. It's over.
I'm not entirely sure I understand how love can be that shallow, how we have no trouble just jumping from one relationship to another..
Lovers will always promise eachother the world, never leave me baby, I will always be with you.. and that stuff, but reality comes and bites you in the ass...
EPT
